Ex-wife, Please Come Back

Jacob continued to look around. The whole place was silent as it should be. Just then, he sighted a note on the ground. It looked like someone had placed it there on purpose. Immediately, Jacob put the chrysanthemum near the other bunch of flowers. Then, he picked up the note.

Tears welled up in his eyes as he read the words on the paper. Cold shivers also ran down his spine.

The note read, "You spent your whole life trying to forgive me.

So, I will spend the rest of my life atoning for my sins.

And he will always miss you until the end of time.

We are different. But at the same time, we are alike."

Jacob took a good look at the note. The handwriting was very legible and it looked like James had written it. Jacob's heart sank. At that moment, he felt like his courage had been drained. With a dejected look on his face, he sat on the tombstone.

It was hard to imagine the torture that James must have gone through while he worked with Michael back then. Guilt must have filled his heart. Jacob fully understood the feeling of guilt. He knew that the pain could make a person's heart break whenever they remembered their sins.

It was the same way he felt anytime he was with Sara. Jacob always remembered the amount of suffering he put her through. Because of this, his heart ached. And he wished that he could turn back the hands of time.

There were so many things that were beyond human comprehension. But when it happened, the people involved could describe how it felt. Guilt was one of such things. Only those who were consumed with guilt could tell exactly how it felt.

"Dad, I'm sorry that I discovered the secret. I have been wondering if I should have kept quiet. And I shouldn't have blurted it out. Assuming I didn't make any confrontation, maybe we won't have to be apart. But that day, I just couldn't restrain myself. I really wanted to know the truth. The matter was bothering me greatly. I wasn't thinking straight when I blurted it out."

Just like Jacob couldn't wait for his results after he took an exam, he was apprehensive on that day that he confronted James. Truly, he was perplexed and he wanted to know his true identity.

Although he would finally know the results of the exams he took, it didn't discourage him from being anxious.

"I cried the day he left. Dad, I am sorry I couldn't make him stay. Would you have been happy if I stopped him from leaving? I guess you wouldn't care. After all, you are gone from this world forever. You can't be concerned about what happened here,"

Jacob said as more tears welled up in his eyes. All these things seemed like a dream to Jacob. This wasn't just because he was the one involved. But also, because it was a miniature of all his problems.

wiped his tears with the back of his hand. He cleared his throat and continued, "I know everything that happened. But I wouldn't comment on it. I just want to tell you that I am sorry for being born. I know my birth brought you endless pain. I

Michael on the tombstone. In that picture, he was smiling broadly like he always did. This was the first time

kind of person who still smiled even in death. And Jacob couldn't help but imagine

Assuming he was placed in Michael's shoes, he

decision I ever made. Otherwise, there would have been endless humiliations and troubles haunting you. But I want you to be proud of the life you lived. I would make sure that no dent is put on your name. Trust me, nothing

like how he did

afraid. On the contrary, he was glad that the whole place

sat there, Jacob's mind flashed back to what Michael had told him

must be good to James. Take care of

at that time. But now,

Even though he had persuaded him against leaving, he was still adamant. The guilt that James felt probably intensified as he aged. Old age often caused people to reflect on how they lived their lives.

knew that this was the reason for his departure, there was nothing

Jacob was left alone to deal with accepting it or not. He also had to deal with letting go of a loved one. The ability

how you felt when you first set eyes on me. Were your emotions

in a daze.

know you loved me. While you were alive, you always cared for me. Even though I took your love for granted, you still adored me regardless. After all, everyone adores their children. But now, I know that nothing in this world should be taken for granted. Because no one knows when

As he continued

biological father, he had catered for him more than how a real father would. The old man had made sure that

how to express my feelings. In addition, I thought that I didn't need to say those words because you were my father. Now, I regret that I behaved very unruly and

and sprinkled it on the ground in front of Michael's tombstone. Then, he poured another

can ever forgive myself for not telling you how I felt until

rolling down freely on Jacob's cheeks as he spoke. He

down. He wanted to

couldn't be erased just like that. As they say, what goes around comes around. So, it makes sense that she refused

wanted to share all that was on his