Falling For The Man I Married

On our way to the picnic site, I'm with Nancy in her car with Sav and Chris in the back seat. Gabriel is with the boys and they go to the lake right after having breakfast earlier.

The kids and I were dancing our heads to Justine Timberlake's music 'Can't stop the feeling' playing on the car radio when Nancy suddenly changed the station.

It's exactly a heartbreak song.

I looked in the rearview mirror and saw the two kids frown at their cousin's back. I sighed, but then I tried to listen to the song.

**Why can't it be.. why can't it be the two of us? Why can't we be lovers? Only friends. You came along at a wrong place, at a wrong time or was it me.**

I immediately turned it back to its previous station earlier. Nancy glanced at me.

"Why did you change the song?" she asked me with amusement dancing in her eyes.

I gulped and tried to think a better reason.

"Uhm... the kids didn't like the song. And it's unsuitable for their age." I answered without looking at her. "Right kids?" I turned my head to look at the two who are now enjoying the cheerful song.

"Ahh... okay," she said nodding.

I suddenly felt uncomfortable with her, so I just looked out the window.

-'Why can't be? Why can't be the two of us? Huh! It will never happen.'-

I sighed as I leaned my head against the window. I closed my eyes for a while, but then I remember suddenly Sandy.

-'Right! I need to call her!'- 

I took my phone inside my pouch and scrolled through my contacts and didn't hesitate to call when I saw her number even though I'm with someone in the car. And this time, she picked up the call on the second ring.

"Madi." her voice sounded so low and defeated.

"Where are you?" I asked frowning.

"Home," she answered shortly.

"Okay. So, can you explain to me what is happening to you and why were you seemed so defeated?"

I heard her sigh.

"Sandy?"

Because I'm too focused on talking to her, I didn't notice we'd already reached the picnic site until Nancy called my attention.

"Sissy, is it okay if we go to the tent already?"

I nodded and

"What about you?"

you can go ahead. I'll just talk to my

she said before closing

car. When they have finally gone, I leaned back in my seat and find the best position to get

was that? Sissy? Tent? Where are you?" Sandy asked me after a

"I'm in Belleville."

are you doing there?" I can imagine

I mean, we... we

raising her voice. "What is happening Madi? Why were you

you to interrogate me. This is about you that's why I called. And why we are here, well, I have an explanation for that. But what I want to know is about you?

heard her

last night? Those heartbreak quotes that you sent me. What's the

seemed about to

do you have a problem with your

she said

What's the problem with that, I mean, you and your boyfriend just celebrated

him! I mean, I'm in love Madi,

is this, Sandy? He's your boyfriend and he

but I don't love him.

over my chest. "May I

before giving me

love with Troy,

there is anything you can call--- over than the word shocked, I think that's what I felt after hearing

saw me clutch my chest. But what he didn't know was that it was just an ordinary talk with

Madi. It just happened one day when I woke up

say,

the other line, but I know

do you mean by

I supposed to do? He's in love with someone else and that someone else is

"Sandy..."

knocked on the car window. I turned to see Gabriel with his one-line eyebrows. I unlocked the door and he immediately opened

"Love, what happened?"

his question. For sure Sandy heard his voice on the other

heard Sandy's question then Gabriel asked me

and both arms. Although I got confused with his action, I couldn't find any words to say, because my ears were both listening to

in the air! Are you seriously acting your best right now to impress his

"Love?"

can be a start to make