Falling For The Man I Married

On our way to the picnic site, I'm with Nancy in her car with Sav and Chris in the back seat. Gabriel is with the boys and they go to the lake right after having breakfast earlier.

The kids and I were dancing our heads to Justine Timberlake's music 'Can't stop the feeling' playing on the car radio when Nancy suddenly changed the station.

It's exactly a heartbreak song.

I looked in the rearview mirror and saw the two kids frown at their cousin's back. I sighed, but then I tried to listen to the song.

**Why can't it be.. why can't it be the two of us? Why can't we be lovers? Only friends. You came along at a wrong place, at a wrong time or was it me.**

I immediately turned it back to its previous station earlier. Nancy glanced at me.

"Why did you change the song?" she asked me with amusement dancing in her eyes.

I gulped and tried to think a better reason.

"Uhm... the kids didn't like the song. And it's unsuitable for their age." I answered without looking at her. "Right kids?" I turned my head to look at the two who are now enjoying the cheerful song.

"Ahh... okay," she said nodding.

I suddenly felt uncomfortable with her, so I just looked out the window.

-'Why can't be? Why can't be the two of us? Huh! It will never happen.'-

I sighed as I leaned my head against the window. I closed my eyes for a while, but then I remember suddenly Sandy.

-'Right! I need to call her!'- 

I took my phone inside my pouch and scrolled through my contacts and didn't hesitate to call when I saw her number even though I'm with someone in the car. And this time, she picked up the call on the second ring.

"Madi." her voice sounded so low and defeated.

"Where are you?" I asked frowning.

"Home," she answered shortly.

"Okay. So, can you explain to me what is happening to you and why were you seemed so defeated?"

I heard her sigh.

"Sandy?"

Because I'm too focused on talking to her, I didn't notice we'd already reached the picnic site until Nancy called my attention.

"Sissy, is it okay if we go to the tent already?"

sure." I nodded and

"What about you?"

can go ahead. I'll just talk to my friend."

said before closing the

kids had already gotten out of the car. When they have finally gone, I leaned back in my seat and find

Sissy? Tent? Where are you?"

"I'm in Belleville."

What are you doing there?" I can imagine her forehead knitted

I mean, we...

"What is happening Madi? Why were you there and why were you with

I-I didn't call you to interrogate me. This is about you that's why I called. And why we are here, well, I have an explanation

her

night? Those heartbreak quotes that you sent me. What's

seemed

you have a problem with your

Madi!" she said after interrupting

chuckled in my seat. "Sandy, are you kidding me? What's the problem with that, I mean, you and your boyfriend just celebrated your

mean, I'm in love

boyfriend and he should be the only person you're supposed to

that's the problem, Madi. He's my boyfriend but I don't love him. I'm in love with someone else. I've fallen in love with someone

over my chest. "May I know who

before giving me

in love with

If there is anything you can call--- over than the word shocked, I think that's what I felt after

inside the car and didn't notice how Gabriel ran towards me when he saw me clutch my chest. But what he didn't know was that it was

know, Madi. It just happened one day when I

know what to say,

she chuckled at the other line, but I know it's

do you mean by

What am I supposed to do? He's in love with

"Sandy..."

the car window. I turned to see Gabriel with his one-line eyebrows. I unlocked the door and he immediately opened

"Love, what happened?"

question. For sure Sandy heard his voice on the

Madi, seriously?" I heard Sandy's question then Gabriel asked

Although I got confused with

Are you seriously

"Love?"

doing right now can be a start to