Falling For The Man I Married

On our way to the picnic site, I'm with Nancy in her car with Sav and Chris in the back seat. Gabriel is with the boys and they go to the lake right after having breakfast earlier.

The kids and I were dancing our heads to Justine Timberlake's music 'Can't stop the feeling' playing on the car radio when Nancy suddenly changed the station.

It's exactly a heartbreak song.

I looked in the rearview mirror and saw the two kids frown at their cousin's back. I sighed, but then I tried to listen to the song.

**Why can't it be.. why can't it be the two of us? Why can't we be lovers? Only friends. You came along at a wrong place, at a wrong time or was it me.**

I immediately turned it back to its previous station earlier. Nancy glanced at me.

"Why did you change the song?" she asked me with amusement dancing in her eyes.

I gulped and tried to think a better reason.

"Uhm... the kids didn't like the song. And it's unsuitable for their age." I answered without looking at her. "Right kids?" I turned my head to look at the two who are now enjoying the cheerful song.

"Ahh... okay," she said nodding.

I suddenly felt uncomfortable with her, so I just looked out the window.

-'Why can't be? Why can't be the two of us? Huh! It will never happen.'-

I sighed as I leaned my head against the window. I closed my eyes for a while, but then I remember suddenly Sandy.

-'Right! I need to call her!'- 

I took my phone inside my pouch and scrolled through my contacts and didn't hesitate to call when I saw her number even though I'm with someone in the car. And this time, she picked up the call on the second ring.

"Madi." her voice sounded so low and defeated.

"Where are you?" I asked frowning.

"Home," she answered shortly.

"Okay. So, can you explain to me what is happening to you and why were you seemed so defeated?"

I heard her sigh.

"Sandy?"

Because I'm too focused on talking to her, I didn't notice we'd already reached the picnic site until Nancy called my attention.

"Sissy, is it okay if we go to the tent already?"

I

"What about you?"

you can go ahead. I'll just talk

before closing

the car. When they have finally gone, I leaned back in my seat and find the

was that? Sissy? Tent? Where are you?"

"I'm in Belleville."

there?" I can imagine her

mean, we... we

is happening Madi? Why were

about you that's why I called. And why we are here, well, I have

her sigh

last night? Those heartbreak quotes that you sent me. What's the story behind

seemed about

you okay, do you have a problem with your

Madi!" she said

me? What's the problem with that, I

mean, I'm in love Madi, but

is this, Sandy? He's your boyfriend and he should be the only person you're supposed to

problem, Madi. He's my boyfriend but I don't love him. I'm in love

God, Sandy," I said bringing my hand over my chest. "May I know who

sighed before giving me

in love with Troy,

anything you can call--- over than the word shocked, I think that's what I felt after

didn't know was that it was just an ordinary talk with his

happened one day when I woke

what to say, Sandy."I sighed. "So, what's

chuckled at the other line, but I know it's

you mean by

am I supposed to do? He's in love with someone else and that someone else is

"Sandy..."

window. I turned to see Gabriel with his one-line eyebrows. I unlocked the door and he immediately opened it with concern in

"Love, what happened?"

question. For sure Sandy heard his voice

I heard Sandy's question then

were you talking to?" he asked inspecting my whole face and both arms. Although I got confused with his action, I couldn't find any words to say, because

is in the air! Are you seriously acting your

"Love?"

I'm warning you... what you're doing right now can be