Falling For The Man I Married

Madi's POV:

I saw Gabriel coming from the minibar, the moment Aunt Morgan asked me the question I didn't expect to hear.

"Madi, how many boyfriends did you have before you met Gabriel?"

I was taken aback by her sudden and blunt question. 

"Morgan! That's a personal question, you shouldn't ask her that. That's rude!" Even her husband was shocked by what she asked. Well actually, all of us were shocked.

"It's okay, Uncle James, it's not a big deal," I said smiling. 

"Hi, love." Gabriel sat down next to me and held my hand. "What's that.. what's not a big deal?"

I looked at him and Aunt Morgan repeated her question. 

"I was asking Madi, if how many boyfriends did she have before you came into her life?"

It's getting more awkward now that I can feel Gabriel's eyes on my face and his grip on my hand has tightened. It feels like someone is asking me if I am still a virgin in front of him. 

"Actually, Aunt Morgan, I've never been in a relationship before---"

"As in never?" Nancy cut me off. 

"Yeah, I mean never." I shrugged but tried my best not to look at Gabriel's face. 

"So, does that mean Gabriel is your first boyfriend?" Aunt Morgan's eyeballs almost popped out of their sockets. 

I bit my lips as I nodded awkwardly. 

"You are so damn lucky, Gabriel!" Nancy exclaimed in a louder voice. 

"Nancy, your language!" her father glared at her and before she could react, we heard Greg's laugh. He also came from the mini-bar. 

"Yes, Nancy's right. Gabriel is indeed lucky to have Madi in his life," he smirked at Gabriel and I can't help raising an eyebrow. I glanced at Gabriel only to see him with the same smirk as Greg.

But I gasped when he suddenly lifted me and placed me on his lap. He wrapped his hands around my waist and gave me a quick kiss on the lips. 

"Yeah, I'm so lucky to win your heart and I will never let you go no matter what. I won't let those men who want to take you away from me. You're just mine and will always be mine." he said looking into my eyes. He kissed me before glancing at Greg and smirked. 

I gulped as my eyes widened in surprise. Why do I feel something is happening between the two of them? Based on their exchange of smiles and odd glances at each other, Gabriel doesn't seem pleased with Greg's sudden appearance while the latter seems to be enjoying Gabriel's annoyance. 

"I believe Greg." We all turned to Mr Wilsons who's looking seriously at his son. "You're indeed lucky, son, to have Madi in your life. I hope you'll always appreciate her efforts, give her the time and love she deserves. Take care of her, son."

That's the second time I have heard Mr Wilsons gave his advice on 'how Gabriel should love me and take care of me'. Does he know the truth? Or we're just both being paranoid because of lying to them? 

"Of course, Dad," he said seriously that you can't even hear a hint of a lie in his voice. 

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I don't know how many times I let out a heavy sigh since I came out on the terrace of Gabriel's room. I suddenly want to be alone and think of everything. 

his ex-girlfriend. I laughed at him and called him 'stupid and the biggest fool I've ever met, for following her, for hiring someone to monitor her and for hoping that

now I think, I am also one of those people who needs to join the parade of

in love with my boss. I fell in love with him. How stupid, right? I mean, how could I explain this feeling? I'm happy when he's happy, I feel sad when he's

in love with him when I know he's still in love with her? When I know he can't look

breeze embraced me

I also felt something warm on my shoulders. I looked at him and noticed he put a jacket on

anything. He just sighed and watched the pool water glisten with the moonlights

"Thank you, Madi."

I don't

"For what?"

me, a smile that didn't even reach his eyes. And I have to look away before I find

why do we have to pretend? I mean, why do we have to do this? Why do you have to act as

I've already told you the

"Just to punish her?"

after I asked that question. Haist... I wonder why I still asked when the answer

to punish her." and

have

she left. When she decided to choose

to laugh.

if you do, you will let her go and be happy for the life she has chosen. You will not punish her for what she has done because you love her, and that means you don't want

don't even have a boyfriend!" his voice rose

a low

torn apart! I became like this because of her! And you

but I just found myself laughing... laughing again in

think I don't understand your pain? I do, Gabriel!" I said pointing to my chest and having the same tone of voice he gave me. "I do understand every little inch of it! And I don't need to suffer the pain that you had and suffered just for me to understand you, because if I don't, I won't stay here next to you, lying

temper rising from what he said. If I don't understand him, I won't sacrifice myself and my happiness just to be tied to him. If only I could force my heart not to fall in love with him, I would. If only I could ease and vanish his pain and suffering due to his past... I will definitely do it without even him

you telling me this,

sighed but I chose to ignore his

so I continued. "Because I suddenly felt guilty and sad at the same time because I really wanted to help you let out all the pain and show you the 'second chances in life' like what you said while proposing to me. I want you to see those better opportunities in life, Gab. If she's really meant for you, then she's for you. And

shaking his head and I

-'Fucking shit!'-

already planned all this and

yourself another chance to become happy again." I walked over to him and took both of his hands. "Because hating her and holding on to what she did, you can't heal, Gab. Because this pain inside you...." I lifted my finger to point at

doing all of this! I'm going to show her that I've moved on and that

Don't do all this for her. Do this for yourself and not for

noticed him sigh and looked at me while

backing out now,

don't know where he got that question. I was just giving him advice but I didn't say I'm backing out with his

Madi, are you backing out now?" There's a certain emotion in his eyes that I

"Gab---"

stay with me. I can't do this without you," he said as he repeatedly kissed the top

What's going on with

back and hold both of my shoulders

let out a heavy sigh before opening them again. "Madi, please stay with me. If you don't want me to kiss you in front of my family, then I won't. Just stay with me until I'm done

everything? What is going on with him? He's like my boyfriend begging me not to leave him and to stay