Falling For The Man I Married

Madi's POV:

"You accepted his marriage proposal?" Sandy asked me when she noticed the ring on my finger.

I nodded.

"Why?"

"What do you mean, why? It's part of the deal." I avoided her gaze. We're 15 minutes early as usual before our official time and she's now in my office.

"Yeah, part of the deal, but your heart and your feelings shouldn't be involved in that game. Madi, you know the truth behind his story and you know he's still can't get over his past!"

I sighed and leaned back in my seat.

"Tell me, do you have feelings for your 'fake boyfriend? Are you already in love with him, Madi?"

I didn't say anything, I just put my face on my both hands as I rested my elbows on the table and sighed heavily.

"So, it's true? You're in love with him and that was why  you accepted the deal in the first place."

"No! I mean, yes at first I agreed with his proposal but I don't feel anything for him by that time. I-I just don't know when it's started. And I'm confused Sandy because sometimes I can feel that he cares. In his kiss, I can feel something with it, and every time he's calling me love. I-I don't know, Sandy. I hate this! I hate this feeling!"

"Fuck! Madielyn Davis!"

I looked up as I felt the heaviness in my heart. "And we're getting married next week."

"What?" she slammed both her hands on the table. "Are you insane? I only pushed you to agree with his game before because I didn't expect you to fall in love with him! And marriage, Madi? Are you sure of that?"

"It's just for papers and only for two months."

"Shit! Madielyn! Don't tell me, you also agreed with that?" Her eyes went wide. "Fine, you realized you're in love with him by the time you're already helping him, but to marry him now that you developed your feelings with him and he's still chasing his ex-girlfriend, that's a huge of stupidity, Madielyn!"

"Sandy, you're not helping me!"

"I'm helping you, actually! I'm helping you to wake up before your good sleep turns into a nightmare! Back out Madi, now that you still have time."

her and shook my

can't. I can't,

mind. Well, it's yours, Madi. You're no longer a child. You already know what the difference between

to give me such advice? You too are

a completely different situation. I admit I'm in love with someone who's also in love with someone else and that someone else is you. But we don't have an agreement, we don't have a contract and I will not push myself to

"Sandy..."

will drop his plan against her and focus

I gasped with her

you need to hear to wake up! Madi, you can't compete when

gulped and avoided her eyes. It's the first time, I've seen her bitchy side and heard her sarcastic comments. When I looked up at her, I smiled and shrugged my shoulders.

****

wedding day. I didn't listen to Sandy's advice. I continued to be stupid and signed my name at the Civil

signing the contract, we headed straight to his lawyer's office for a little ceremony and Jhon, his driver and Vincent, one of his bodyguard were our witnesses. We exchanged the ring, a simple

pack my things. John and Vincent helped me pack some stuff that I will use over the next few months. When I was about to exit my room, Sandy came and hugged the

with four security guards standing

opened the side of my door and pulled my three large bags. At the entrance, we were greeted by his four maids who

you your room," he said placing his

and smiled

bit spacious and doubles the room size in my apartment, but it's actually the size of my room at home... in Florida. It's also painted in white, beige and brown and

this or do you want something

fine with this." I said and walked further into the room. As I opened the door of the walk-in closet, a frown painted on my forehead when I found a lot of

I heard him said behind

and only to be

muttered casually and walked past him to look in the

to

have to follow me,

about to speak when we heard his cellphone ring. I looked around and decided to walk out of the closet. I left him talking to someone, and

looked at him as if it was just a simple thing

I missed the kind of look he gave me. "I

but I continued unloading my clothes from

fine, aren't we?" he

chuckled when I