Falling For The Man I Married

It's four in the afternoon and it's time for my boss -slash- husband, the third coffee of the day. But before I make him coffee, I need his signature first on some important documents which I also need to pass to Sandy for dismissal to its designated department.

I carried the documents and was about to knock on his office door when it instantly opened before my face and Gabriel's hasty gaze looked at me. 

"Oops! I'm sorry, are you in a hurry, Sir?"

Do I really need to ask that--- when I already know the answer?

"Yes, someone called me---"

"Stacey called you, right, Sir?"

"Madi---"

"Oh, it's okay Sir. I just need your signatures for some documents here, can I?" I smiled like it wasn't a big deal to me and that I wasn't affected.

"Yeah, in my office." he opened the door and walked in again. He didn't bother to take a seat. He just took the files and signed each one of them.

"Are you not going to read the contents?"

-'Do you really can't wait to see and fuck your ex again? No... your girlfriend again?'- I asked him just in my mind.

But he just smiled and handed me all the papers.

"I don't need to. I know I can trust you, Madi."

I raised an eyebrow and tried to make a joke. "Really, what if it's a part of my way of earning a few million from your account?"

But instead of being alarmed... "It's okay. You can have as much as you want and don't worry, I can give you anything you want, Madi."

I laughed inside... -'Yeah, you can give me everything I want, except your heart.'-

And much to my surprise, he kissed me quickly on the lips.

"What the---" I uttered, but he's already exited the door. I gulped and laughed bitterly as I touched my lips.

We've been married for two weeks, but we barely see each other at his house. You can only count on your fingers the nights he sleeps in that huge but empty house. We're just seeing each other in the office, but after that, we can have our own precious time at night.

And with that, I'm really starting to think if he still needs me in his plan, because it's been two weeks that he hasn't mentioned it. And because it's once in a blue moon when he shows up at his house at night, he didn't notice the time I got home every night. There's one time, I didn't come home and slept in my old apartment, but he didn't notice it.

He continued his plan of chasing her and I continued to become invisible in his eyes. Every day, I need to smile and show him I'm fine and everything around me was just fine.

But every day, smiling feels like wearing a mask, a lonely mask that keeps my real feelings inside. But do I have a choice? I chose this, right? So feel free to endure the pain of my stupidity.

*****

"Madi, are you ready?"

"Yeah, I'm just going to change my clothes at Gabriel's house." 

It's Friday night and we'll be celebrating tonight in a night bar, along with her, Nancy, Greg and two of Greg's friend. And since Gabriel took an early out this afternoon, for sure he's enjoying the night between Stacey's legs too.

"Why do you keep calling it 'Gabriel's house'? Why don't you just call it 'our house?"

"Because it's not my house!"

"But you're married, that means it's marital property."

"Sandy, I don't have an interest with all the things and properties he has----''

"Yeah, because your only interest is to win his heart."

I didn't say anything, because it's true. And it just hurts me more to think that my love for him grows every day, but I can't do anything about it.

"You don't have to go home, Madi." I looked at her and she smiled. "I have a lot of dress, you know. You can borrow any of it."

"It's okay, you don't need to do that."

"But what if you find your husband at home?"

"And so?"

"What if he stopped you from going out tonight?"

"Oh, he can't do that! I didn't ask his whereabouts, so he has no right to question me!"

Oh my, the brave

her idea... 'brave Madi version 2.0'

*****

listened to Sandy's suggestion. I wasted no time going home to change my clothes. I just

I missed

front of the mirror. I'm wearing a tight red and fitted dress which ended on my mid-thigh. And take note, it's in a strapless style

God, Madi! You're so fucking hot and

know that, but thanks anyway."

the way

husband could see you in that killing outfit tonight, I'm sure he will immediately

my

not gonna happen, Sandy," I said popping my lips after

who would know? But anyway Madi, you really look

my tags to myself. The ever beautiful, confident

the last time I wore that smile

when I decided to come out. He stood up immediately and smiled at

long time. Do I have to say welcome back or congratulations on your return?" he

Greg. I'm still here. Nothing's

-'except my heart'-

he took my hand and put it on

before he opened

bar. You know, flirting

smiled. Nancy's original plan was to stay with us at Gabriel's house, but when

night bar at exactly seven in the evening. Sandy and I didn't wait for Greg to open our car

front of us. But we just laughed at him and started

know we can it ourselves," I said placing my hand on his right arm. "But there's one

down at me. "And

to pay our bills tonight." I shrugged and winked at him.

"Tsk.Tsk. Fine!"

"Thank you, Gregy. You're

it's

leaning from the expert, huh!" I

my best teacher." and he also winked at me. I just smiled and rolled

music was starting to rock the nightclub when we entered the entrance. Greg took

Nancy and

the two were missing. And he pointed them through his mouth. We followed his gesture and found the two on

the night!" I said

sat down next to me. "What would you

question. "You don't need

and stood up to get our drinks.

well. He knows how much my tolerance is when it comes to alcohol. I can drink the whole bucket of beers without being drunk. We took the same course in college and we were both

herself on the dancefloor,

me and kissed my cheek. I can

Nancy," I said

course, Sissy." she smiled at me. "How are you

the same," I

wheels know how to roll themselves."

back with two glasses of devil spring vodka in his hands. My smile widened as he

that?" Nancy

I smiled as I

"Is that strong?"

"Hmm... 80% of alcohol."

her eyes turned wide but Greg just chuckled at her

I can even drink the whole bucket of beer without being

how can you do

of dealing with and drinking almost all types of alcoholic beverages can make you immune, Nancy. And Madi has a strong tolerance when

the whole bucket, Sissy?"

"Nancy!" 

she just

"I have an idea!"

next thing she did really surprised us all. She ran towards

ladies and gentlemen! I have a friend over there. She's actually my sister-in-law." She pointed to where we were sitting. "She has a high tolerance to alcohol. Now, is there any of you who can fight her in a bottoms-up competition?" she screamed loudly and the crowd begin to make their choice. "I'm willing to give ten thousand dollars to anyone who can

he watched his cousin

used to

"But Madi---"

In fact, I missed this." I stood up