Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Chapter 20

Once we are laying down and have had an opportunity to calm down, Marco pulls me close so we can let our bodies become tangled together.

"Okay, Marco.No more stalling.What happened today? What was the emergency on the fifth floor? Why did we get sent home?" I ask, brushing my fingers across his cheek and jaw.

He sighs and looks past me.He closes his eyes for a long second before he looks back at me.His eyes are slightly glossy, as if there are tears behind his eyes.

"Kas attacked James.She didn't just attack him, she tried to kill him.She ripped his throat open with her bare hands.He almost died today," he says before rolling onto his back, looking at the ceiling.

He rubs his hand over his eyes and forehead.I sit up in disbelief, "Oh my Goddess.Are you serious? Why? Why would she do that? And of all wolves...how did she possibly get the best of James?"

"I’m completely serious.As for the rest of the questions, I've got no idea.I don’t know what possessed her," he shakes his head at the ceiling, "I heard the commotion and went inside thinking James must've caught someone trying to get in through a window or something.I don’t know.But when I opened the door, she was in full attack mode and he was bleeding out."

"Marco, I-I don’t know what to say. I-," I can’t finish because I really don't know what to say.

"I don’t need you to say anythin’, Musu. Just being here listening is enough," he looks at me with a weak smile.

He pauses, then looks back up to the ceiling.He covers his eyes with the heels of his hands and speaks again.His voice shakes now, "For half a second, I considered shooting her, Musu.I almost shot my Luna.Clash stopped me.He wouldn't let us hurt her."

He takes his hands away from his eyes and blinks hard, trying to fight back the tears, "She was doing exactly what we taught her to do if she needed to protect herself from an attacker.Not use it against one of us.James and I turned her into that wolf."

"Marco, you can't think this was you or James's fault.You will get to talk to her soon enough and clear this whole thing up," I reassure him.

"As soon as I told her who she was attacking, she stopped, and tried to heal him.Like she actually didn’t know.The look on her face.She was so surprised."

Marco takes his job as the Luna's guard very seriously.

So for him to say there was even an inkling of a thought of hurting her, I know it was serious.

Marco, James, and the Luna all have a very close relationship.I can't even fathom any of them wanting to hurt the other.

"She healed him after she almost killed him?" I ask, with confusion.

"Well, she tried to heal him, but then she started having a vision, so she wasn’t able to finish.We had to take him to the hospital wing.He’s gonna make it.He’s strong, but still.If she wasn’t a healer, he wouldn’t have made it."

"Wait a minute.How in the Goddess's name, were you just able to do that to me, out there,"I point to the hallway, "If you just experienced your partner almost getting killed a few hours ago?"

to not think about it

even know how to

a true warrior, I

aside trauma as needed to live his life in the

ops team, I would never know what he did at work, so I guess it would be the same mentality, but I would

lost in his thoughts.I take the phone from the nightstand and she’s asking

Greek.

Simple enough.

instincts" I quickly text back and put the phone

I can find

now.Take

most definitely not the time," I scold

Don’t make me take over,"

my eyes

maybe now is not a good time, but I think it is probably as good a time as any," I say,

he leans up on his

when I had a bad day at work and you got

you fell asleep in

that. Like, after you carried me to bed.Do you remember

until I see the memory connect

so crazy since then and I haven't really seen you much,

"Musu, just tell me what's on your mind," he takes my

small I'm not sure

like he's stuck in time with my hand pressed against his lips.I feel like my heart just

after we get married, an-and we aren’t

he slowly lets go of my hand, "A-are

says and

and a shirt, and walks out of the

and look out the door

shorts on to walk around the house? Half the time he

is not the reaction I was

like he’s gone for an eternity, but a minute later; he comes back in the room and gently pulls me so

doing? Please talk to me," I

for a moment, then kneels on the floor in front of the bed.His beautiful light