Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Forever In The Past And Forever In The Future By Neener Chapter 43

Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future by Neener Chapter 43

“Bronx?” I say shyly. I hope he is sleepy enough that he will just say yes to my request.

“Yeah, Baby?” he responds sleepily. His voice is almost a whisper.

“I want to do something for you, but I need your

permission and I’m afraid you’ll say no,” I try to sound casual and calm.

The light of the moon shining through the window is the only light allowing me to see his reaction. He opens his eye and looks at me with concern but his voice sounds

suspicious of my motives, “Why would I ever tell you no? But more importantly, why would you need permission?”

“I -I want to heal you, ” I sit up, facing him, “I don’t want you to end up with scars like mine. I know in Blood River having scars is a badge of honor, but this is different.”

“You’re right. I’m going to say no,” he rolls gingerly on his back away from me and stares at the ceiling, “I t isn’t your burden to bear. I don’t want you to waste your precious strength on something like that.

You’re healing, yourself. You don’t need to heal me too.” Ugh, why does my mate have to be so stubborn.

“Bronx, please. I have enough strength for this. I mean I ’11 probably be tired tomorrow, but I will be fine, I

promise, ” I pout.

“Kas, you almost died bringing me back from the brink of death. I can’t lose you because you are worried about my vanity. I can’t.”

enough healing. There’s no poison in your bloodstream anymore, it’s just flesh wounds. This is

me do this

starts pacing, looking at me angrily. There is also a touch of confusion mixed in. He stops and rubs his face with

crap. He’s frustrated with

to stop until I say yes, are you?“ “Probably not,” I shrug, trying to sound nonchalant. “If I let you do this and anything happens to you

just make me extra sleepy.

sighs heavily, letting his arms

turn into a fight, so if it will appease you, fine. You can try to heal me. What

over me, “Thank you, Bronx. Thank you

pull him

relax, think about what it feels like when your back is well…not full of lash marks. Don’t think about me, don’t

look and feel like when you are one hundred percent

He looks at me like I’m crazy. “Just

his eyes and takes a deep

know this is a bad idea but I have to

Think about what it feels like when you move when you exercise. The way your muscles on

when you’re next to me, ” she speaks, her voice subtly changes, “Good, now

that. Think down to the individual strands of muscle. Think about when they are flexed, about when they are stretched.

massage.”

into me, becoming part of me. It’s so natural, like it has

when she said she spread herself out in the universe. I can feel my body, but it doesn’t necessarily matter at that moment. I am more than just by body. I am part

my back. I feel a warmth building in my chest radiating to my back. It doesn’t hurt. It’s comforting and I don’t want it to stop. I feel any tension that I didn’t even know that I had been holding on to release from my body. I feel better than I

starts to dissipate into the far corners of my body, evening out and cooling down. I open my eyes

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