Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Chapter 65

I doze off at some point because I hear a rustling sound. I jump up with a start to see Bronx

trying to get out of bed.

“Oh no, Buster,” I scold, “back in bed.”

“I gotta pee, Kas,” Bronx whines at me.

“Okay, well hold it for just a second,” I push the call button for the nurse.

I hear a little voice come over the intercom on the wall and ask them to send a male nurse to help. Cause Hell if I’m letting a female nurse help him. The nurse comes in quickly and helps Bronx to the bathroom. When he is back in bed and we are alone again, he reaches his hand out

to me.

“You look so beautiful right now, Kas. Please come here, Baby, let me breathe you in,” his eye looks a little glassy. I am sure the pain medicine is influencing his words, but smile at him anyway.

I crawl up on the bed but I don’t let him wrap his arms around me yet, “Before that, let me see if I can heal you more. Lean back.”

He obeys and I put my hands on him. It is much less effort to heal him this time, “There. They should be able to stop giving you pain medication now.”

“I already feel it working. Thank you, Kas,” he puts his hand on my forearm before I’m able to take my hand off his chest. I feel the familiar sparks where he touches me. I close my eyes and take a deep breath, reminding myself that he and I have a lot to discuss.

I look at him in that gorgeous Granny Smith apple green eye of his and do something I never thought I would in my life. I take control of the situation and stand up to my mate, Alpha Regent Bronx Mason.

pissed but here’s what I have to say in return,”

notes?” he asks with

will give you time to speak too. Don’t worry,”

to lead this pack. You treat me like I’m too fragile to take

cause I know the next part

but you took everything away from me without really thinking it through. You could have just spoken to me. We could have spoken to Lady Camille. You coerced people who care about me to treat me badly. You treated me badly and you knew you were doing it. You wanted me to feel that way to ailenate me. You wanted to hurt me, Bronx. How does that

comparison to Alpha Graham but doesn’t try

to work between us and for the record, I really, really want this to work, then we are equal in all things, Bronx. You don’t get to make decisions about me without talking to me. When you have meetings related to the pack or Elder Council business, I’m involved, moving forward. I’ll help you make decisions that affect all of us because this is my pack too. I’m by your side every time as the Luna Regent of Blood River…not to mention a goddess. I’m not sure how that fits in the title, but we can figure it out for the business cards. If you think it is something I won’t understand, then teach me. Educate me, Bronx. I want to

give him a questioning

he says, giving me a nod of understanding that he deserved my words and

It is not fair to her to hold her back from being who she truly is. I love her so much and what happened the other day shows

his face and kisses my palm before placing it on the side of his stubbly face. I feel my resolve soften, but I

want to have to ask your permission every time I want to buy something for myself or feel like I’m being a drain on the pack. I want to be able to set an example for other pack members. Show them anyone can do it and everyone

that you can get behind and agree with, then I’m here, I’m in it for the long haul. You’re my guy and I don’t want that to change. I love you with every fiber of my being. I love Saint too. I want to be by your side every day for the rest of our lives, no, for the rest of

notecard down

do you

respond. I just threw a lot at

You have done every single thing I have ever asked you to do. You have put yourself so far out of your comfort zone. Coming here, trusting strangers when life has given you every reason not t o, going to a witches’ coven to train, learning to manage your abilities, all of it. You are smart and quick and so much stronger than anyone gives you credit for, including me. Physically and mentally.

stops and sighs, thinking carefully about his next

know how you could possibly forgive me for what I have done to you, Kas. I

give you my word and I mean it this time. It isn’t an empty promise that I have not thought about. As your mate, as your Alpha, I will never, eve position that makes you feel inadequate

I want you to finish high school. Get your diploma. I will get you a tutor for your classes. It is one thing to be a successful business owner but if you want to set