Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Chapter 65

I doze off at some point because I hear a rustling sound. I jump up with a start to see Bronx

trying to get out of bed.

“Oh no, Buster,” I scold, “back in bed.”

“I gotta pee, Kas,” Bronx whines at me.

“Okay, well hold it for just a second,” I push the call button for the nurse.

I hear a little voice come over the intercom on the wall and ask them to send a male nurse to help. Cause Hell if I’m letting a female nurse help him. The nurse comes in quickly and helps Bronx to the bathroom. When he is back in bed and we are alone again, he reaches his hand out

to me.

“You look so beautiful right now, Kas. Please come here, Baby, let me breathe you in,” his eye looks a little glassy. I am sure the pain medicine is influencing his words, but smile at him anyway.

I crawl up on the bed but I don’t let him wrap his arms around me yet, “Before that, let me see if I can heal you more. Lean back.”

He obeys and I put my hands on him. It is much less effort to heal him this time, “There. They should be able to stop giving you pain medication now.”

“I already feel it working. Thank you, Kas,” he puts his hand on my forearm before I’m able to take my hand off his chest. I feel the familiar sparks where he touches me. I close my eyes and take a deep breath, reminding myself that he and I have a lot to discuss.

I look at him in that gorgeous Granny Smith apple green eye of his and do something I never thought I would in my life. I take control of the situation and stand up to my mate, Alpha Regent Bronx Mason.

I’m still pissed but here’s what I have to say in return,” I take the note card out of my

notes?” he asks with

give you

lead this pack. You treat me like I’m too fragile to take on responsibilities. That couldn’t be further from the truth. Before the

I continue, cause I know the next part is going to

people who care about me to treat me badly. You treated me badly and you knew you were doing it. You wanted me to feel that way to

at the comparison to Alpha Graham but

decisions that affect all of us because this is my pack too. I’m by your side every time as the Luna Regent of Blood River…not to mention a goddess. I’m not sure how that fits in the title, but we can figure it out for the business cards. If you think it is something I won’t understand, then teach me. Educate me, Bronx. I want to know all of it. The good

give him

nod of understanding that

is a warrior. It is not fair to her to hold her back from being who she truly is. I love her so much and what happened the other day shows how much she’s struggling too. She needs an outlet to channel her energy just like any other wolf. Besides, I’m a hypocrite if, as their leader, I expect the pack to train but

palm before placing it on the side of his stubbly face. I feel my resolve soften, but I take another deep

to have to ask your permission every time I want to buy something for myself or feel like I’m being a drain on the pack. I want to be able to set an example for other pack members. Show them anyone can do it and

agree with, then I’m here, I’m in it for the long haul. You’re my guy and I don’t want that to change. I love you with every fiber of my being. I love Saint too. I

my little notecard

do you

lot at

t o, going to a witches’ coven to train, learning to manage your abilities, all of it. You are smart and quick and so much stronger than anyone gives you credit for, including me. Physically and mentally. I haven’t allowed the pack to see the real you and I will be eternally regretful that I have put everyone in that position. This pack deserves a Luna like you, Kas. You are kind

stops and sighs, thinking carefully about

know how you could possibly forgive me for

an empty promise that I have not thought about. As your mate, as your Alpha, I will never, eve position that makes you feel inadequate or unappreciated again. I will never put

on track with your bakery. But in exchange for the bakery, I want you t o do one thing for me. I want you to finish high school. Get your diploma. I will get you a tutor for your classes. It is one thing to be a successful business owner but if you want to set an example, you need to set it for everyone. Especially the youth of our pack. That’s what leaders do. Lead by example. I am the first to admit that I need to do better at