Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future by Neener Beener chapter 33

“I think the one thing I still don’t understand is when you talk about our lives that haven’t happened yet. You’re a goddess so you are going to keep being reincarnated. I just have a regular old human spirit, ” I try to justify when she is done talking.

“Actually…you’re not just a regular human spirit. Just like my spirit is tied to Lex, yours is tied to Saint.

I’ve just been attached to her longer. Your spirit had to come into existence before it could be linked to Saint’s. Can you believe we’ve been together before? In our previous lives. Which means, so have Saint and Lex, ” she talks excitedly as she piles the food in layers in a ceramic dish.

She looks up to see me looking at her in disbelief. I am trying to connect the dots of what she’s saying. I swear I’m not usually this dense.

“Pick your jaw up off the floor, Sweetheart. I’m not the only one who’s been reincarnated here, Bronx. You have been too. Lots of times. It’s easier for Saint and Lex to remember for some reason. Ask Saint, he’ll tell you.“

“Saint, is that true? Do you remember being connected to me for eight hundred years?“

“Yeah, of course, ” his tone is so matter of fact that you would think he has told me all this before.

“Do you remember being with Lex before?“

“Why do you think I miss her when we don’t get to see her? I was made for her and I have loved every minute of it. She’s amazing, ” he swoons over his mate, “You have Kas, I have Lex. We were mates for the first time eight hundred years ago. We have never had another mate. You and Kas’s names change, but it’s always your essences, your spirits. You’ve been mates with Kas at least fifteen times, I think. I don’t know for sure. I’ve lost track.”

My eyes widened at the realization, ” So we were actually made for Kas and Lex?”

” That’s a good way to put it. The Goddess made us extra strong since Kas is a goddess. It’s the only way we can be with her and not get hurt. That’s why you’re an Alpha. Anything less and she could accidentally destroy us and if she did, poof, our spirits’ journey would be over.”

“Why are you just now telling me this, Saint?”

“I tell you all the time that she is our mate. It’s not my fault you’re a dummy and don’t understand.

Imagine if I was going on and on about past lives. You would never have believed me.”

Kas watches me patiently while I have my internal conversation with Saint. When I ‘in finished, I pull her closer to me

forever? Since the beginning of my human

cocks her head to the side slightly and smiles

to wrap my mind around but I love the idea of it. As her words linger in my mind, I hold her close. I was made for her. In that moment,

and Lex have been connected over three thousand years longer than I have existed sinks

a dummy, Bronx,” Saint chides, “You.

his words and let myself

she meant, ” I break the comfortable silence. Letting everything Kas has just told me marinate has given me a minute to come

meant?” Kas

happens when we’re together?”

know. That’s our connection strengthening,”

I was here, Lady Camille told me I should embrace

right. That is the time our spirits

away from me to clean up the dishes from prepping the meal. She washes while

shepherd’s pie is sitting in front of me. Just like anything Kas cooks, it’s the best I’ve ever

and whisper in her ear, “So, the purple glowy

bottom lip, looking up

see how bright we can make it?“ I say with

and without a word, Kas grabs my hand and pulls me to

wake up early so we can give Saint and Lex a few hours

find Lady Camille while I get James and Delilah so we can tell them about our decision. I knock on James’s door and hear some shuffling and whispering from inside. James cracks the door open with a little growl for whoever is interrupting what he was

surprised to see me. He opens the door wider and stands at attention, with a towel covering his

up, meet me, Luna Iokaste, and Lady Camille

I use my best poker face so I don’t alert

a worried look. I nod and turn away

already sitting having lemonade. Since James is one

and Delilah finally come to the room holding hands, looking very nervous. Delilah looks like she could cry at any moment or maybe she

Bronx, why don’t you lead this conversation? ”