Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Chapter 66

Kas’s POV

As I walk back down to the meditation room, I feel a little storm cloud brewing in my mind.I feel justified in my anger.

While I need time to process all this new information, it sounds like I have only heard a fraction of what there is to know.I know I need to keep a cool head and hear everyone out.

Flying off the handle isn't helping anyone.

We've lost almost an hour to help Ashley because I had a stupid tantrum.

I open the door to the meditation room and hold my fist up in the air, unfurling my fingers.

The women all take deep breaths and look around with relief.

"Lady Camille, Delilah, may I have a few minutes with my sister? I know you’ re trying to help, but this does not involve you,"

I stand with my hip cocked and arms crossed in the meditation room doorway.I watch the witches look at each other and nod before standing up.

Lady Camille bows to me silently before she walks out of the room.I feel a pang of guilt watching my mentor walk away from me without a word.

Delilah stops in front of me before she leaves, "Kas, please know that we love you.We would never advise you to do something we thought would hurt anyone.Especially anyone who is a part of Blood River.And I would never ever let anyone do anything to hurt you.You know that, right?"

A tear spills out of her deep indigo blue eyes.I wipe it away for her and give her a hug without saying another word.

When she lets go, she kisses my cheeks and exits the room, closing the door behind her.

"Are you calm now, Kas?"

Amari gives me a compassionate smile.

"No, but I have a friend who is very sick and the people who love me are telling me you are a necessary component in healing her.So, for now, I am calm on the outside, but inside, that’s a different story.I won’t let my emotions cloud my judgment regarding helping a woman I consider my actual family,"I emphasize the word actually when I respond.I let my words cut her for a moment before I continue, "It takes about five minutes to walk up to the hospital wing.You have that long to tell me what it is we need to do to help Ashley.Because of my outburst, we have lost precious time.I take responsibility for that, but now I need to do everything I can to fix it."

"Spoken like a true Luna,"

Amari smiles.She stands up and follows me out the door.

Bronx and Reggie look at us tentatively as we pass the weight room, but they don’t follow.

When we climb the staircase, I notice one guard follows us.

The others stay at the bottom of the stairs.

I stop halfway up the staircase, "Excuse me, Arnie? Why are you following us inside the packhouse? We are only going to the hospital wing, not out to the grounds."

"Luna, I’m just following orders," he answers, but avoids my question at the same time.

guards usually wear.He has on the tactical gear he would usually wear if he

men at the bottom of the

are assigned to the Alpha," he states

What the Hell is going on?" I ask,

the corner of my eye, I see Amari

we are on high alert protocols until further notice.They assigned Tyree and I to you and our guests while

nervously, not

offense, but why you and

but the little storm cloud in my mind is putting me in a

of the week and James doesn’t come back until next week, but he is helping advise strategy for the guards until

Amie tells us.

leave?" I feel

"Yes, Luna,"

nods slightly and looks at his watch, "He was put on leave as soon as everyone got back from Silver Moon yesterday

head jerk back

on the fifth floor? It doesn't bother me, but Bronx is very protective of who

the Goddess's name happened? I am about to say something else, but I remember we

two hours, so you will see him for the night

showing off the dimples on his

"Thank you, Arnie,"

walk up the

her healing ability to me, similar to the way Bronx can send his extra energy to me

than just my healing ability.I need to pull the parts of me she calls mysticism to change the

can’t explain exactly how to call on it and harness the

like magic.You think I can combine my

confirms, "and I think if you had not been introduced to your past lives, it would be easier, because you wouldn’t know what you can

what she is speaking

me discover as many of my past lives as

powerful warrior, celebrated and decorated for

I was a compassionate Luna.I attributed none of those things to being able to perform magic.I’m

can also be a dangerous curse.Just like your witch friends, you need to remember to stay in the light," she smiles as

to Ashley real quick.Make sure she’s ready for this.I will let you know when you can come

course, darling," she

from anyone getting past him.I quietly

see Ashley's mom stand up and come to

Goddess," she whispers, pulling me into a tight hug, "I’m

and look at her misty

this moment, I realize

just to Ashley and Reggie or

to many people

in our power to help Ashley.There was never a doubt in my mind when Bronx told me she was sick,"

and bright blue eyes, but right now, those eyes are filled with tears and worry for her