Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Chapter 66

Kas’s POV

As I walk back down to the meditation room, I feel a little storm cloud brewing in my mind.I feel justified in my anger.

While I need time to process all this new information, it sounds like I have only heard a fraction of what there is to know.I know I need to keep a cool head and hear everyone out.

Flying off the handle isn't helping anyone.

We've lost almost an hour to help Ashley because I had a stupid tantrum.

I open the door to the meditation room and hold my fist up in the air, unfurling my fingers.

The women all take deep breaths and look around with relief.

"Lady Camille, Delilah, may I have a few minutes with my sister? I know you’ re trying to help, but this does not involve you,"

I stand with my hip cocked and arms crossed in the meditation room doorway.I watch the witches look at each other and nod before standing up.

Lady Camille bows to me silently before she walks out of the room.I feel a pang of guilt watching my mentor walk away from me without a word.

Delilah stops in front of me before she leaves, "Kas, please know that we love you.We would never advise you to do something we thought would hurt anyone.Especially anyone who is a part of Blood River.And I would never ever let anyone do anything to hurt you.You know that, right?"

A tear spills out of her deep indigo blue eyes.I wipe it away for her and give her a hug without saying another word.

When she lets go, she kisses my cheeks and exits the room, closing the door behind her.

"Are you calm now, Kas?"

Amari gives me a compassionate smile.

"No, but I have a friend who is very sick and the people who love me are telling me you are a necessary component in healing her.So, for now, I am calm on the outside, but inside, that’s a different story.I won’t let my emotions cloud my judgment regarding helping a woman I consider my actual family,"I emphasize the word actually when I respond.I let my words cut her for a moment before I continue, "It takes about five minutes to walk up to the hospital wing.You have that long to tell me what it is we need to do to help Ashley.Because of my outburst, we have lost precious time.I take responsibility for that, but now I need to do everything I can to fix it."

"Spoken like a true Luna,"

Amari smiles.She stands up and follows me out the door.

Bronx and Reggie look at us tentatively as we pass the weight room, but they don’t follow.

When we climb the staircase, I notice one guard follows us.

The others stay at the bottom of the stairs.

I stop halfway up the staircase, "Excuse me, Arnie? Why are you following us inside the packhouse? We are only going to the hospital wing, not out to the grounds."

"Luna, I’m just following orders," he answers, but avoids my question at the same time.

suit like my guards usually wear.He has on the tactical gear he would usually wear if he were working on a mission for Reggie

at the bottom of the stairs?"

to the

Hell is going on?" I

of my eye, I see Amari shift her feet

dark eyes shift away from my glare, "I...uhh...I was just told we are on high alert protocols

not expecting my sharp

but why you and

but the little storm cloud in

the rest of the week and James doesn’t come back

Amie tells us.

I feel my

"Yes, Luna,"

nods slightly and looks at his watch, "He was put on leave as soon as everyone got back from Silver Moon yesterday but he and his

my head jerk back

and Musu are living on the fifth floor? It doesn't bother me, but Bronx

happened? I am about to say something else, but I remember we really need

his shift in two hours, so

the dimples

"Thank you, Arnie,"

then walk up the

she can daisy chain her healing ability to me, similar to the way Bronx can send his extra energy to me

tells me I need to tap into more than just my healing ability.I need to pull the parts of me

she doesn’t have any mystical abilities, she can’t explain exactly how to call on it and harness

my

your past lives, it would be easier, because you wouldn’t know what you

understand what

discover as many of my past lives as possible through past life regression and

of those lives, I was a powerful

compassionate Luna.I attributed none of those things to being able to perform magic.I’m not a

you, the possibilities are limitless.Which is an amazing gift, but it can also be a dangerous curse.Just like your witch friends, you need to remember to stay in the light," she smiles as we get

quick.Make sure

course, darling," she smiles

from anyone getting past him.I

the little window, I see Ashley's mom stand up and come to

the Goddess," she whispers, pulling me into a tight hug, "I’m so glad you’re safe.A-are you here to help

take her hands and look at her misty

realize how important this

Ashley and Reggie or

many people in our

help Ashley.There was never a doubt in my mind when

much like Ashley, with blonde hair and bright blue eyes, but right