Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Chapter 91

"fastest dinner ever..."

I hear Bronx say, but he sounds like he’s underwater.

The high pitch buzzing sound is trying to push its way forward, but I fight against it with all my concentration.

Lex is trying to speak to me, but she sounds like she’s miles away.I stand up so I can join Bronx in front of the table, but Milo and Lenora take my hands and pull me into my seat.

Codi is in my lap, hugging me tightly.I can feel the warmth of our special connection and hug her back.

Pack members cheer and howl silently as Bronx gives his speech.He paces slowly and confidently while his hands add emotion to his words.

Our pack looks so happy.

That’s how it should be.

Happy.

A plate of chicken cordon bleu is in front of me.I look at it curiously.

My mind can’t seem to remember how eating works.I dip my finger in the sauce and give Codi a taste.

She claps her hands, but there is no noise.

Lenora gives Bronx a worried look and shakes her head as she pulls her pup from my lap.

Red, gold, and white decorations glitter in the background, slightly out of focus.

People look up from their dinner.I can sense their worry.It hits me in crashing waves.

Milo and Reggie are on either side of me, helping me to my feet.We are walking down a hallway.

Marco is ahead of us, holding his phone to his ear.I feel a hand on the small of my back.I look up to see who it is and trip over my feet.

Bronx catches me and picks me up, carrying me the rest of the way.I don’t even know where we’ re going.I close my eyes and let the scent of coffee and dark chocolate lull me into a relaxed sleep.

"Leticia? Are you here?"иσνєℓєвσσк.¢σмI call out as I walk into the apartment.

"To..uhh...Kas?"

Leticia pops her head out from what appears to be an office.There are small symbols painted on her face that look like runes.She has her hair pulled back into a black bandana.She wipes her hand over her face and the markings magically disappear, "I wasn’t expecting you.What’s going on?"

"I have some questions.Do you have time?"

to remember I’m not upset with her.I also don’t want to set her

I need

into the room she is peeking out from, then back out at me, "O-of course, I always have time for you.Give me

slams the door, closing herself

a bird squawking and

back away slowly into

comes out of the room as if nothing happened, looking like she is fresh out of the shower even though she closed the door to the

long enough to take a

huge grin on her face.My resolve softens as I look at her.I can’t imagine there

breath as she buries her head in my shoulder.I rub her back slightly and let her take her

from

found out a ton of stuff about myself.I want to know more from your perspective, please," I sigh, letting my hands fall heavily to my sides, then plop onto the sofa, pulling

seems like a conversation

over our laps, exposing a bowl of

is perfect.You seem to always know exactly what I need," I give her cheek a little pinch, eliciting a

have learned over the past day about the Manae and about myself.She nods and listens intently

think this is the part where I give you the box

"Box of notecards?"

not to give it to you unless things are at ‘ critical mass’.I think we’re there," she frowns

closet, and comes out dragging a foot locker sized chest with

go," she puts her hands on her hips, looking at

not

hinge open.I run my finger

open it?" I look up at

"Blood magic," she mumbles.

magic? That doesn’t help me, Leticia.I don't know

fangs, slice your finger, and let it bleed onto the chest until your wolf heals you."I look

lie to you.I mess with a lot of dark shit.Blood magic is not one of them.This was your idea.I just keep the trunk safe.Not that anyone could get into it except for you.You’ve been

trying to trick you,

to understand my position.I have orders from our Mother.There is so

more I find out about my sisters and me, the more messed up being a

not always a bed of roses.But on this one, you can trust Leticia.That trunk will keep you busy

breathe out heavily, trying to decide what to do, "I’m not opening the trunk today, Leticia.Lex says it's going

add to the

slides back onto the sofa, "Okay.What’s on your

does everyone else seem to remember all of their lives except

yeah.That is a good

hand, "Darling, every time you and Bronx are reincarnated, you both lose the memories of your previous lives.The rest of us do not.We remember everything.The good and the bad and trust me, there has been a

is, you guys are the most powerful of all the Manae and Guardians, but because you don’t have any previous memories, you just don’t know it.We're only allowed to call on you if

away from me into her lap

her sparkly hair away from her face and tilt my head, trying to get her to look at