Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Chapter 91

"fastest dinner ever..."

I hear Bronx say, but he sounds like he’s underwater.

The high pitch buzzing sound is trying to push its way forward, but I fight against it with all my concentration.

Lex is trying to speak to me, but she sounds like she’s miles away.I stand up so I can join Bronx in front of the table, but Milo and Lenora take my hands and pull me into my seat.

Codi is in my lap, hugging me tightly.I can feel the warmth of our special connection and hug her back.

Pack members cheer and howl silently as Bronx gives his speech.He paces slowly and confidently while his hands add emotion to his words.

Our pack looks so happy.

That’s how it should be.

Happy.

A plate of chicken cordon bleu is in front of me.I look at it curiously.

My mind can’t seem to remember how eating works.I dip my finger in the sauce and give Codi a taste.

She claps her hands, but there is no noise.

Lenora gives Bronx a worried look and shakes her head as she pulls her pup from my lap.

Red, gold, and white decorations glitter in the background, slightly out of focus.

People look up from their dinner.I can sense their worry.It hits me in crashing waves.

Milo and Reggie are on either side of me, helping me to my feet.We are walking down a hallway.

Marco is ahead of us, holding his phone to his ear.I feel a hand on the small of my back.I look up to see who it is and trip over my feet.

Bronx catches me and picks me up, carrying me the rest of the way.I don’t even know where we’ re going.I close my eyes and let the scent of coffee and dark chocolate lull me into a relaxed sleep.

"Leticia? Are you here?"иσνєℓєвσσк.¢σмI call out as I walk into the apartment.

"To..uhh...Kas?"

Leticia pops her head out from what appears to be an office.There are small symbols painted on her face that look like runes.She has her hair pulled back into a black bandana.She wipes her hand over her face and the markings magically disappear, "I wasn’t expecting you.What’s going on?"

"I have some questions.Do you have time?"

remember I’m not upset with her.I also don’t want to set her

I need

then back out at me, "O-of course, I always have time for you.Give me

door, closing herself

a bird squawking

silence.I back away slowly into the

she is fresh out of the

nearly long enough

face.My resolve softens as I look at her.I can’t imagine there are many people showing her affection these days.I approach her and wrap my arms around her tightly and she returns

her head in my shoulder.I rub her back slightly and

clears her throat and pulls away from me, "To what doI owe this

your perspective, please," I

like a conversation that

exposing a

need," I give her cheek a little

tell her all the things I have learned over the past day about the Manae and about myself.She nods and listens intently as I tick off the list of

think this is the part where I give you

"Box of notecards?"

not to give it to you unless things are at ‘ critical mass’.I think we’re there," she frowns a little and gets up

the depths of a closet, and comes out dragging a foot locker sized chest with her.She sets it down

you go," she puts her hands on her hips, looking

not sure what

it would hinge open.I run my finger across the edge,

I open it?" I look up at

"Blood magic," she mumbles.

That doesn’t help

don't remember that you do.Extend your fangs, slice your finger, and let it bleed onto the chest until your wolf

Kas.I won't lie to you.I mess with a lot of dark shit.Blood magic is not one of them.This was your idea.I just

not trying to trick you,

to understand my position.I have orders from our Mother.There is so

shouldn’t have gotten upset with you, either.It just seems like the more I find out about my sisters and me, the more messed up being

it’s not always a bed of roses.But on this one, you can trust Leticia.That trunk will

to decide what to do, "I’m not opening the trunk today, Leticia.Lex says it's going to keep me busy

probably have note cards to add to the trunk that I will

back onto

to remember all of their

is a good

tucks her legs under her, and takes my hand, "Darling, every time you and Bronx are reincarnated, you both lose the memories of your previous lives.The rest of

corrupted by dark forces.The kicker is, you guys are the most powerful of all the Manae and Guardians, but because you don’t have any

from me into her lap and twists her

hair away from her face and tilt my head, trying to get her to