Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Chapter 94

Kas’s POV

"Kas, you’re sure about this, right?"

Lex asks while I get changed into fresh clothes, "I mean, I agree with your decision, but I just want to make sure this is what you really want to do.We don’t know if it’s going to work."

"I'm sure, Lex.We have to try.I only have to live long enough to give birth to Cora.After that, worst case, you and I meet again in our next lifetime," I say resolutely, "You have my back, right?"

"Yes, I have your back.Jeez, Kas, you’re such a badass, you know that? You're making this lifetime one of my favorites," she coos at me, "A true warrior child of the Moon Goddess."

I roll my eyes at her, "Speaking of lifetimes, hundreds of them.I understand why you couldn’t tell me but you told me we have had like fifteen or twenty lifetimes with Bronx, with all things relative, that isn’t very many."

"Well, there are a couple reasons for that," she says sheepishly, "Sometimes you die before you meet him.Sometimes you die before I even wake up."

"Who was my mate before Bronx? I mean, Saint isn’t even a thousand years old but you and I, our spirits, are ancient."

"I don’t really want to get into those morbid details, Kas.It’s the past.It doesn’t matter.You have Bronx now and I have Saint.We love them very much until the end of our spirits’ journeys."

Morbid? I lean against the dresser and think for a moment.

What an odd way to describe past mates.

From the bathroom, I hear the shower turn off and Bronx gives a big snarling yawn.I can’t imagine living a lifetime that I don't get to know this guy.He is perfect for me.

"I know technically I can’t command you to do anything, but I am going to command you right now, okay?"

"Ummm...okay?"

"I command you to never ever, no matter what, never tell me how I have died in the past.This is the last time in this life anyway that we have this conversation.I need to keep as many positive thoughts in my heart as I can."

"Command accepted, ma’am."

"Thank you.Now let's go find Cora and Amari."

Bronx comes into the closet room, with a towel wrapped low around his waist, and gives me a kiss before he chooses what to wear for the day.I admire his hard chest and abs and smile at the tattoos that blanket his skin like a work of art.

"Yeah, the sooner the better.I want to get back so we can spend time with Saint," she purrs, sending dirty images of things she wants to do with him.

"Earth to Kas.What are you thinking about?"

his hand in front of my face, "I’ve been talking to you

was th-thinking about- I-hmm," I clear my throat while

as I stumble over my words, too flustered to tell him what

howls at my

know I am going to see my sisters

laugh at her

asks, looking at

my wolf being vulgar,"

as we walk to the second

flush come

"Hey, you asked!"

asking his question.I didn’t figure him as a modest guy.He just shakes

casually walking down the hall, talking about your horny Luna wolf? She would drag me

best to not upset your mom," I smirk at

wait patiently.I can hear her moving around in the room, but she doesn’t come to

Kas.You wanted to see me?" I call

furniture moving,

at Tyree, who shrugs at me, but he listens closer to the

open enough to

now, Kas.Antras nkarnt episis? [The male guard too?)" she

can mind link

into the room without

to see she has

of bedding, with

been shifting and spending time in wolf form in the

here?" I look

is a good pack," she says plainly, "I will never speak against

the other Manae leaders, but she

takes my hand and makes our way to the middle of her bedding nest before she sits down cross-legged in the center, then

let her put her arms around me and rock me slowly.She hums a lullaby that makes me feel sleepy.I recognize the interaction as something Lenora does to soothe

does the song sound familiar?" I ask, letting myself lean

song I keep alive for you,"

"Thank you,"

smile at the sweet sentiment, "Cora, why can I understand Greek when you speak it to me?

Greek for hundred years and hundred years more.You always have known it.You come from me and

can mind