Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future by Neener Beener chapter 40

I run the water in the huge bathtub. Kas comes in with a sachet full of fragrant herbs and spreads them in the water. As they touch the surface, they sizzle and disappear, turning the water a deep aqua green. I step in first, then help her in.

Kas sits behind me and gently pours water down my back, being careful not to touch my wounds with her hands. The initial sting gives way to a cooling

feeling. My skin immediately feels relief causing me to audibly groan.

“Now this is some magic I can get into,” I sigh.

Kas giggles behind me, “These witches know a thing or two about healing, huh?”

We adjust our positions so she is sitting in front of me. I move her braided hair out of the way and use the cup to pour the water over her back. The sight of her wounds makes my heart clench.

“Oh, Baby, this is terrible, ” I don’t even realize I say i t out loud.

“It was worth it, Bronx. It isn’t any worse than what I have experienced before,” she turns her head slightly back toward me and says with a slight hitch in her voice.

“Never again, ” I don’t know if I am saying it to her, to myself, or to her mother the Moon Goddess herself, but I mean it.

Kas sighs with relief as the water cascades down her back. I watch as the redness recedes into her skin and the swelling visibly wanes.

She finally turns around to face me, resting her forehead on mine and intertwining our fingers. The sparks of our mate bond were

weaker without Saint and Lex but the welcoming glow of our connection gently shines from where our hands touch.

She leans back slightly and looks me in the eye. She seems to stumble over her words a little, not sure where to begin, “You know how I told you that when we’re together, our spirits become more and more connected?“

“Yeah, I remember, Baby,” I caress my fingers against her cheek as I admire her beautiful face.

believes this is something new. We probably

as…hmmm…evolution? I guess?” the look on her face is complicated, like she isn’t sure if she’s explaining

our spirits become a little closer to being one spirit?

shakes her head

and you can’t tell where one ends and the other begins, but when you stand back, you can see

And I told you before, deepening our

things are emotionally charged, good

or anything. That is the part I remember

to the pack and our hands started to glow or when you have a premonition, ” I nod in understanding. I think I finally grasp the concept, hopefully that’s close

of the happiest moments of my life. And that moment helped us get that much closer, ” she confirms pinching her finger and thumb almost together in front of her eye.

spirit instinctively reached out to me for help because of the connection. I felt there was something wrong, but since the connection is new; it’s not that strong yet. The sensation it creates is still limited. The only thing I could think to do was to figure out where you were and

between life and death that my spirit shouldn’t have tried to go. It goes against nature. I got to a point where I couldn’t go anymore, so I had to just call for you and lead you toward me. When I felt you getting closer , I was able to send healing energy out to you. The closer I got to you, the more your injuries were passed to me. It completely drained me because my physical body was injured too. As I got weaker, I was losing my anchor to this world. Then, I saw the image of the church and came back to my body. I told everyone

face. I wipe them away and give her a gentle kiss. Holding her head in my hands. I look into her beautiful eyes when a

Shit.

did this to you?” I feel my brow knit

hurt because I got hurt. I promised you no one would ever hurt you again, Kas but it was me. You got hurt because of me,” Anger washes over me like acid. I have nowhere to direct it to but myself. If Saint was

something stupid. I extended myself too far without knowing what

for my recklessness,

Thank you. I don’t know what to say other than I love you. With everything I have, Kas Latmus, I love

smiles sweetly at me. There is no doubt in her eyes. I lean forward and give her

silent tears again, “Bronx, w-we need to get

need to do. I’ll do whatever you tell me

have to live without them for a while as we heal and get stronger. Our connection to each other helps us heal just like our wolves

and get to healing.

she smiles and