Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Chapter 8

I wake up feeling woozy, laying on my stomach in m y bed. What the Hell? Was last night some sort of weird dream? I think the Alpha from Blood River attacked me. No. That doesn’t seem right. As hard as I try, I can’t remember the details.

I hear unfamiliar voices in the hallway but I also hear the doctor and nurse Diane. There is a large man, wearing all black, standing in the doorway with his back facing me. I

realize I ‘m not wearing a shirt. I ‘m only covered by a sheet and my back is covered in bandages.

“Lex, are you there?” I ask, suddenly feeling scared. “I’m here, Kas, ” Her voice is soft and far away.

“Are you okay, Lex? I’m so sorry, ” I can feel her weakness and pain. Tears sting my eyes.

“You have nothing to apologize for, Kas. I’ll be alright. You were strong. You held out as long as you could. I tried to slow down time to give you more time to get help but it made me weaker.”

“Wait, that was you?”

“Well, yeah, but it didn’t work the way it was supposed to. I can explain more later. I’ve been on guard while you were resting, listening to what is happening around us and I think you are safe. Now that you’re awake, I need to rest so I can finish healing you. Don’t worry, we will be back to our old selves in another couple days.”

“Okay. Thank you, Lex. You’re the best wolf a girl could ask for,” I breathe a small sigh of relief knowing that Lex is okay and that she thinks we might be safe.

“Thanks, Kas. You’re the strongest person a wolf could ask for,” I feel her curl up in the back of my mind for a nap.

“It’s been two days! ” A man’s voice snarls in an angry, loud whisper, “How long do you expect me to leave her in

this disgusting dungeon? I need to get her out of here as soon as possible.”

Two days?! I have been knocked out for two days?!

“I understand Alpha, but trust me, the best thing for Kas is to wake up in her own bed,” the doctor explains, “The last time this happened, waking up in the hospital wing was traumatizing for her. I know it may not be comfortable for you to be down here, but this is what she has known for thirteen years. It’s what’s best for her.”

“The LAST time?! This is bullshit! How could you know a pup is being abused, being forced to live in a fucking dungeon for Goddess sake and not do something about it?” A woman says angrily. I think it’s Beta Lenora.

The doctor pauses, then continues, “I understand your position, but rest assured, I didn’t know how bad things were for her until the past few months, or I would have done something about it a long time ago.”

I turn my head toward the wall and squeeze my eyes shut, trying to ignore the voices. After the trouble I

caused the other night, it’s only a matter of time before Alpha Graham comes to the dungeon and executes me.

It’s time for me to change her dressings, ” I hear Nurse Diane say. She quietly walks into the room and

her, putting my finger to my mouth, and whisper, “Shhhhh. What’s happening,

I’m so glad you’re awake,” she looks at the doorway as she whispers back, “Let me change the dressings on your back, then I

be careful while she changes the bandages but the pain is excruciating. I bite my lip so I won’t whimper out loud. When she’s done, she tells me I should be healed

and punished dozens of pack members for my inistreatinent. When they found

in the Silver Moon pack and banished

I’m scared to say anything. I have no

declared Silver Moon would be under their leadership until a

the option to stay or leave

About

those changes are because of what happened to

there?” The guard growls from the other side

be done

what’s going to

Bronx Mason is your mate, I assume you’re going to go to Blood River to be their Luna, ” she smiles hesitantly,

churn with worry. What she

he knows I’m a weak wolf. He’s going to take me back to

taking effect and close my eyes. I can

air bites at my skin. There is snow on the ground leaving a powdery path under my feet as I scurry through

until I get to the edge of a cliff. I

to find the wolf cornering me on the cliff. He has a whip in his mouth. He drops it to the ground and growls

do this! ” I cry for mercy. The wind swirls around us, chilling me to the bone, as the wolf lowers his head in preparation to

clutch the quilt to my chest. I can feel tears already streaming down my face. I’m shaking all over. The sounds of my screams are blood- curdling as they reverberate on the

places his large hands on my shoulders. Sparks of electricity overwhelm me

I look into the solid black eye of his wolf, an unfamiliar

anger,

Why would he feel those things when he looks at me? Could he

way. It must be my hysterical imagination. I’m just a slave, a weak wolf. Alpha Bronx kills wolves like me, everyone says so. Nobody loves me. Nobody ever

voice is deep and

is still fresh in my mind. It felt so real, like it was an actual memory,

thought that comes to mind. Between sobs,

shoulders and backs up a step looking

making him back up, while