Get Me Married

Chapter 44: Jordan’s dilemma

I turned around and was unable to look at Jordan as his accusing gaze pierced into my skin.

“What…” Came his voice and I felt like disappearing immediately. I realized that I shouldn’t have said a thing, but he had said he would help me if only he knew the truth. It made me feel like he would understand me and help me. But the look he had on his face suddenly made me think otherwise.

“Uhmmm..”

“You just said that you did this for us,” he said and came closer to me.

“No…I didn’t…I meant…” I stuttered and I knew I was doing a bad job for a criminal mastermind just like myself but I couldn’t find anything reasonable to say and feeling Jordan’s eyes on me made it worse.

“Samantha” he growled and I flinched. I hated when he was this way, he knew how to scare me whenever he was like this. And he knew how to get the truth out of me most times. Jordan was my friend and we have been lovers since my childhood. I didn’t love him but he knew how to get to me too.

I turned back to him and he started walking towards me till he was standing right in front of me. Then he took my hands in his and placed a kiss on the back of my hands.

“What do you mean by you did it for us?” His voice was calming, more than I expected as he looked into my eyes. I stared right back at him as I searched his for any trace of anger or annoyance and found nothing. Though I expected him to be angry already since he had a short temper. It made me relaxed and thought it would be a good idea to tell him. At least he would be able to finally understand the extent I was going to go to get Genesis out of our lives so he could be mine completely just as he had always been. I immediately started fake crying and sniffing loudly like I was in extreme pain.

“I don’t want to lose you,” I said and sniffed again. He let go of my hand and placed his hands on both sides of my arm.

“No, don’t say that. You won’t lose me,” he said comfortingly.

“Yes I will, once you find out the truth you will send me packing” I cried and shrugged his arms away from me before walking towards the bed. All I was doing was to make sure my spot would be secured in that house. I knew he loved me and just needed to be sure that no matter what he wouldn’t throw me out.

“Sam…” He came closer to me and sat beside me on the bed.

“Just tell me, I love you and won’t want to lose you too,” he said and took my hand in his again while the other held chin and made me turn to him. I avoided his eyes and cried more before squeezing his hands gently.

divorced” I started…

as your mistress for five years. What if I die before then? Or you fall in love with her? What would happen to me

I want you to be mine, I want you and only you, and I don’t want to share you with anyone else. No, I don’t want to” I looked up at him and moved closer before placing my hands

“And?” Jordan asked and covered the hand I had on his cheeks with his. He was being so calm and composed and it only made me to make a decision to confess my

men sneak into the house and had her kidnapped,” I said

the plan didn’t work and you saved her, I had to sneak the kidnapper into the house again to make her scared. So she would leave, out of fear” I simplified everything and cried like I had never cried

it for us and….” I paused when I brought

I called out scared. But he only got up from where he sat and ran

“Jordan” I called out again and got up from where I sat. I attempted to place my hand on him but he shrugged it

kidnapped?” He asked and

yelled and I stepped

make her sign the document”

criminals that were taken were lying when they said she had paid them to

them to say that” I

along” he mumbled to himself. I moved closer to him again, knowing I

“I was just scared to lose you. I am still scared to lose you” I said and stretched my hands towards him, he shoved my hands away and

that you didn’t do it” he yelled, and immediately he turned to the door and walked away without waiting for a

from me.

the room and out of the house, wishing to be far from the drama and hoping my pain would disappear. I asked the driver to take me anywhere far from my

heart broke into a thousand pieces. I would vouch for her at any place and fight everyone to prove that she wasn’t the kidnapper as Genesis had been saying from the beginning. But all fingers had pointed to her and she had

did and didn’t show any remorse. Genesis had been right all along and had lived with a criminal in my own house. I didn’t just feel hurt, I felt betrayed and stupid. She had lie to me, knowing that I hated lies and had deceived me. She played the victim all the time Genesis accused her and made me think otherwise when she knew she was at fault. She even made the criminals lie about her. If Sam could do those things and hurt me the way she had done. Then I didn’t know

but on the other

time, I felt the need to call my mother. She had created the mess for me in the first place

I quickly dialed her number and just as always she had picked