Chapter 97: The Hardest Goodbye I

The Moss Side clubhouse, usually a place of laughter and boisterous energy, was eerily silent. I had called an emergency team meeting for Sunday evening, my last night in Manchester before leaving for St. George’s Park.

The lads sat on the worn plastic chairs, their faces a mixture of confusion and apprehension. They knew something was up. The celebratory mood of the past twenty-four hours had evaporated, replaced by a tense, nervous quiet that felt heavier than any defeat.

I stood in front of them, my heart pounding against my ribs like a trapped bird. Emma was there, standing by the door, her presence a silent pillar of support that I clung to without looking at her. Terry was there too, his face grim but resolute, leaning against the bar he’d polished a thousand times. This was it. The hardest conversation of my life.

"Lads," I began, my voice hoarse, betraying the emotion I was trying so hard to control. "Thanks for coming. I... I have something to tell you."

I took a deep breath and just said it. All of it. The approach from Gary Issott at the celebration yesterday. The Crystal Palace offer. The UEFA B course that starts tomorrow morning at St. George’s Park.

The fact that I was leaving. The words felt like stones falling from my mouth, each one heavier than the last. I watched them land, watched them detonate in the faces of the men who had given me everything.

I watched their faces as the words landed, each one a physical blow. I saw the confusion curdle into shock, the shock into a hundred different shades of hurt.

I saw it in Kev’s clenched fists, his jaw tight with a familiar, fiery anger. I saw it in Baz’s stony expression, his arms crossed as a defensive wall went up.

I saw it in the way Tommo’s ever-present grin vanished, replaced by a look of utter bewilderment. And worst of all, I saw it in Big Dave’s heartbroken eyes, the eyes of a man who had given his life to this club and was watching its heart get ripped out.

spoke. It was as if the air had been sucked out of

it?" Kev was the first to speak, his voice laced with a bitter sarcasm that cut through the silence like a blade. "You win us the league and then you just... piss off to London? Was that the plan all along? Use us to make a

stung because there was a kernel of truth in them. I had used Moss Side. Not deliberately, not cynically, but I had used them nonetheless.

after the game. I didn’t go looking for this. It’s a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. A Premier League

understand that we’re not good enough

Baz asked, his voice low and dangerous, the quietest man in the room suddenly the most intimidating. "What about Moss Side? Were we just a stepping stone

fiercely, meeting his gaze and then looking around the room, at every single player. I needed them to hear this.

real family I’ve ever had. And I would never, ever leave my family in the lurch. That’s why I’m here tonight. That’s why I didn’t just disappear. That’s

I told them about Scott Miller, their teammate, their friend, their brother, taking over as player-manager. I saw the

told them Mark Crossley, their former captain, was returning as his assistant. A wave of murmurs rippled through the room, a mixture of shock, anger, and disbelief. This wasn’t just a departure; it was a restructuring

He hadn’t known this was coming. I’d only asked him this morning, and he’d said

firm, projecting the confidence I

this club. You know this club better than anyone. You know the players, you know the community, you know what Moss

don’t know if I’m ready, Gaffer," he said, his voice thick. "You’re

ready," I said, my belief in him absolute. "You’ve been watching me for a year and studied under Frankie for more than that. You know the tactics, the philosophy. But you’ve got something I never will. You’re Moss Side born and bred. These lads will

recede, replaced by a dawning understanding. This wasn’t

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