Chapter 136: The Second Week III: Responsibilities

Wednesday was video analysis again, and I’d prepared with the same obsessive thoroughness that was becoming my trademark. I’d clipped every defensive transition from

Tuesday’s session forty-seven moments in total and I was determined to review every single one. Each clip was a teaching moment, each mistake an opportunity for growth. Or at least, that’s what I told myself as I queued up the first clip and dimmed the lights in the analysis suite.

"Here," I said, pausing on a moment where we’d lost possession in midfield. "We lose the ball. Nya, you press immediately. Good. Reece, you’re shifting across to cover the passing lane. Also good. But Jake, look at you. You’re jogging. The opposition midfielder has three seconds of space to pick a pass. That’s unacceptable." Jake nodded, looking chastened, his face flushed with embarrassment.

I moved to the next clip. And the next. And the next. Each one dissected with surgical precision, each mistake highlighted and explained and contextualized. I was in my element, using the system’s analytical tools to break down the game in ways that would have been impossible just a few years ago. But somewhere around clip fifteen, I noticed the energy in the room had shifted. Players were checking their phones. Whispering to each other. Shifting in their seats.

Thirty minutes in, I noticed Connor had his head down, eyes closed. Asleep. Actually asleep in my video session.

"Connor!" My voice cracked like a whip in the quiet room.

He jerked awake, looking around in confusion, his hair mussed, a bit of drool at the corner of his mouth. "What?"

"If this is boring you, feel free to leave."

He looked at me for a long moment, and I saw something shift in his expression. Not anger, exactly. Something colder. More final. "It is boring me," he said, his voice flat and matter-of-fact. "We’ve been watching the same mistakes for half an hour. I get it. We need to press faster. We need to track back quicker. Can we move on?"

was staring at me, waiting to see how I’d respond. This was another test, another challenge to my authority. I could feel my heart hammering against my ribs, could feel the heat rising

my voice calm even though I wanted to shout. "We move on when I say we move on. If you don’t like it, there’s

No argument, no apology, no hesitation. He just left, and the door swung shut

I’d just lost control of my

was elsewhere. I’d just lost Connor. Maybe for

morning, Connor didn’t show up to training. I called him no answer. I called the academy administrator she confirmed he’d been at the training ground earlier that morning but had left without explanation. I was furious. And worried. And so exhausted

body ached from standing on the touchline for hours on end. I’d slept maybe four hours a night all week, surviving on coffee and adrenaline and the stubborn belief that if I

staring at my phone like it might ring if I glared at it hard enough. He knocked on the open door, then stepped inside without waiting for an invitation. "Danny, it’s eight

be planning Friday’s session but was actually just

been here since six

a lot

expression somewhere between concerned and exasperated. "I’ve been watching you this week. You’re working yourself into the

"I’m fine."

sustainable." He leaned forward, his voice gentle but firm. "Danny, you’re a brilliant coach. But you’re trying to do everything yourself. You’re the tactician, the analyst, the fitness coach, the psychologist. You’re even trying to be the goalkeeping coach, and you’ve never

I had to do everything. There was no one

said, and there was something in his voice not pity, exactly, but understanding. "This is a Premier League

it." The words sounded hollow even

hide, at the cold cup of coffee on my desk that I couldn’t remember making. "Because from where I’m sitting, you’re burning out. And if you burn out, the team suffers. The players suffer. Connor Blake is already suffering, and he’s taking the rest of the squad

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