Chapter 138: The Third Week I: Gary’s Office

June 15th - June 20th, 2016

Monday morning arrived with the kind of nervous energy that made my hands shake as I held my coffee cup. Nine o’clock. Gary’s office.

The meeting I’d promised Emma I’d have, the meeting I’d texted Gary about Sunday night in a moment of clarity that now felt more like temporary insanity. What if he thought I couldn’t handle the job? What if asking for help was admitting defeat before I’d even properly started?

Emma had texted me that morning, as if she could sense my anxiety from two hundred miles away: "Week 3. You’ve survived longer than I thought. Proud of you. Now go ask for that help before you work yourself into an early grave. Love you."

I’d replied: "Meeting at 9. Terrified."

"You’ve got this. Also, have you tried the coffee at that place near the training ground? Apparently it’s’artisanal.’"

"It’s £4.50 for a flat white."

"That’s London, babe. Welcome to the big leagues."

"I miss Greggs, I’ll have to dind it."

Now go.

of the academy building,

team, to other Premier League clubs, to international squads. It was a reminder

the chair across from his desk. "Come in. Sit down. You look like you’re about to face

it," I admitted, sitting down and

smile that made me understand why players and coaches alike respected him. "You

We’ve made progress: the pressing success rate is up, the players are starting to understand the tactical system, and we’ve had some really good

nodded, his expression unreadable. "Go

do everything myself. Tactics, fitness, psychology, analysis... all of it. There was no budget for

carefully. "But this isn’t Moss Side. The players are more talented, more complicated. The demands are higher. And I’m realizing that trying to be everything to everyone is actually holding us back. I need help. Specifically, I need an assistant coach for tactics and training, a fitness coach to manage load and prevent injuries, and a goalkeeping coach

admission hung in the air between us, and I waited for Gary’s response, my heart hammering against my

leaned back in his chair, steepling his fingers. "Tell me about

I told him about the tactical progress, about Nya and Reece buying in, about the

that went too long, about the players looking

was missing things, about drowning in video analysis and tactical data, about having too much information and not enough time to process it all. I told him about

finished. "You can’t do it alone. And you shouldn’t have to. The question isn’t whether you need help, Danny. It’s whether you’re ready to

blinked. "You’re...

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