Granting one last wish

ABBY

I can’t thank enough, and I want to yell out loud as soon as I step outside the exam hall. I can finally breathe—breathe some fresh air. This year is the most exhausting year for me, and all I need is a long vacation—spread a blanket in the sand, drink a cocktail while reading good books.

I sigh.

I pick my phone from my bag. I have five missed calls from my best friend, two from Dad, but sadly, still nothing from Mom. I feel sick in my stomach. Is she ignoring me? I ignore those messages in my inbox.

My parents are still out of the country celebrating their anniversary. Mom is always Mom who worries too much. A few days ago, her call was a little bit odd.

“Hey, Mom. How’s the honeymoon? I mean not that part, you know?” I beam even though she can’t see me.

“Oh, honey, I know, and I wish you’re here. You’ll love this place, but we can take you here anytime. How’s college?” 

I sigh. “I’m sure I’ll love it, Mom. And college is still college, and it’s almost finals. Where’s dad?”

“On the phone, honey. Got a call from Grace.” I knew Grace—she’s Dad’s PA.

“You must be too tan right now. Why don’t you send me some photos?” She can’t tag me. I don’t have a social media account. Pathetic, isn’t it?

“I will, honey. So tell me, are you dating anyone? I wanna meet that guy.” Date? Since when am I allowed to date? I furrow my brows.

“Mom, did you forget you said I’m still young to date? What happened to the focus first on your school, boys later?” 

“Honey, that was three years ago.”

“Oh, yeah? But you didn’t tell me either that I’m already allowed to date.” Pathetic of an excuse because I know why I don’t date.

“You’re not sixteen anymore. You should at least date and try making new friends.” Mom’s enthusiastic voice fills my ear, and I close my eyes because I missed her.

“Mom, I have friends. I mean, I have a best friend, you know.” I feel suddenly alone.

I still remember when she told me how she and Dad met, and how she knew Dad is her soulmate. They can’t just keep their hands off of each other even until now. When I said eww, they just laughed at me.

“See, honey. I’m not forcing you into a date. Just try to go out there. Your therapist suggested that you should make friends, right?” She always encouraged me, but she worried too much at the same time.

“Yeah, I know. Making friends and dating are two different things though, Mom.”

“Mack, I know smarty-pants, but promise me, you’ll live your life to the fullest. Be happy, have friends, date someone, travel around the world, see new places, appreciate things because life is too short to focus on just one thing, honey. Don’t let your past hold your future, promise me, Mackenzie?” Now, I want to cry. My lips start to quiver.

“Mom, why are we talking about this right now? Jeez, I’m not that old to miss the fun and date. Maybe one of these days, I’ll bump into Sam Caflin or Chris Hemsworth, and maybe, one of them asks me for a coffee.” I roll my eyes.

“Don’t do that. I can see your eyes rolling, young woman. Try trusting someone. You’ll feel right when it is. Trust your instinct, honey.” 

I take a huge breath. I try making excuses to drop this subject. “Okay, I promise, and Mom it’s Abbygail. And trusting someone is not just buying sweets from the candy shop. Dad will definitely freak out about me going out on a date. Does he even know that you’re telling me this?”

“Why would I let Daddy know? You know it’s our secret,” she whispers.

I chuckle. “And you’re terrible at keeping secrets to Dad. I’ll let you know when I meet someone that worth my time.”

talk to daddy.” 

How’s my girl?”

am I? And I’m

still my baby girl, sweetheart.

don’t call me a pumpkin. No one likes to date some pretty lately with a name pumpkin. Secondly, I’m already an adult to be pumpkin, and lastly, I missed you, Dad,” I sing at the end.

mention you meet someone? We talk almost every day, and I don’t like that idea of you keeping something from

anyone, but maybe soon. I’ll start dating since it’s the end of the school year,

allowed to date? I didn’t remember permitting you, Mackenzie.” I

I can go out on a

still my baby, and the last time you went out, you know what happened. I’m sorry, sweetheart. I don’t mean to remind you,” Dad says regrettably.

but until when I’ll stay away from people? What if Drew will live out

hard it is for you, and

let you know. Tell mom I love her

care, and be a good girl. We’ll see you soon. I love

both, Dad.”

didn’t stop them from falling in love. Later on, both companies

number, and he picks up almost instantly.

in my apartment, and we’re going to have lunch at our restaurant.”

hear his breathing from

the ignition, but before I can drive, I

life is inevitable. Expect even the worst

even realize my phone falls from my now trembling hand. I feel boneless, speechless, and

Everything stops.

in college, I can finally spend with my parents

me strength. I wish I’m with Dad when things like this happened. How did he manage to handle it

Breath...

Breath...

Breath...

friend who looks like hell, but I’m sure I look worst. I struggle to open the door at first. When I get out of my car, I launch myself into him, and I hug him so tight and bury my face in his chest. I know he is crying too, and my shoulders are shaking as

like a mother to me. I know it hurts,

know you would be here. I can’t even drive, Abby. I’m still in shock.” He helps me to passenger seat after he suggested to drive. We remain silent on

bury my face in the pillow,

is talking and tapping my shoulder, but my eyes refuse to open. Then I remember what happened before

up, and I have something to tell you.” I open my eyes, and I see my mom’s beautiful smile. Her eyes are twinkling like a million stars in the skies, and

bowl in his hand. He must have cooked while I

“Hey, I know I shouldn’t ask, but how’re you feeling?” He manages to

like hell.” I start crying, but I’m also hungry, and my

if you won’t, but you have to eat. You need your energy. Your dad called back while you were sleeping. We’re leaving in two hours. Your dad wanted to send the jet, but

I force myself to eat the food he offered. I don’t realize how famished I am until

I stand up abruptly. Drew manages to hold me

asks as we reach the

can manage from here. I’ll get a quick shower. I let you know if I need anything.” I lock the bathroom door and

with glassy green eyes, fluffy eye bags, stuffy red nose, full red lips, and my skin looks so pale. I close my eyes and take a deep breath and whisper, “

***

throughout our entire flight. Drew nudges me on my shoulder

you slept well too?” I say

soon as I hear you snore on my shoulder.”