He used to hate her

" What is this, Madison? There must be an explanation for this. Why did you lie to me? I want you to tell me everything," Xander demanded answers as we are once again alone in the room.

" I have no more choice, Xander. Or I wouldn't have done it. Please, let's not make it a big issue,"

" You don't want to make it an issue? Then tell me what happened in the past. I can't remember anything from these photos but it's clear that we both know each other. Why can't you explain it?"

" I can't. I can't dumb you with everything. As she said, you are not my regular customer. I just made it up. We know each other from our high school days. And you hate me. I didn't tell you this cause I'm afraid of losing you. When you get your memories back, you will hate me again. You will go after Veronica. I'm afraid of that. I'm not telling more about the past. Maybe it's better if I let you go. I can't bear it if you leave me once you get your memories back. I will better leave your life now. Goodbye, Xander. Don't come to me asking questions, I'm clearly not telling you anything." I made my point clear. I can feel some tears in my eyes. It's better this way.

I'm not having any hope or expectations anymore. Someone might come in my way to break the hope. I should have left him after admitting him to the hospital. That's the mistake I made.

" You are not serious? You are not leaving me. You owe me answers, Madison. How can you say I will leave you if I get my memories back? I would never do that. There's no chance for it." Xander stubbornly said, grabbing my wrist without letting me leave.

What if he left me? I can't handle it. A week ago, I wanted him to get his memories back. I want to be on his side all time and when he got to remember it all, I would have explained everything by myself. But now Veronica gave these stupid photos and left making a mess.

" What if you did? You don't remember anything. So, I can't handle it if I lose you again."

" Again...what do you mean by again?"

" I'm not saying anything more, Xander. Leave me. This is a better way. Maybe you should marry her. That's what the old Xander wants." I said without meaning it. Before he could argue more, I got my hand out of his grip and left the room.

down and wiped the tears off my face. I went as fast as

Sofia said. I should have left Xander. Now, he loves me and

have his phone for now. Maybe he's still angry at me. When days pass by, he will forget me. When he remembers everything,

should have stayed away in the first

door as Sofia opened it in a minute. Sofia glared at me at first

Why

not crying. Let me get inside," I silently went in and I'm sure I look like a girl who's done with

You are clearly crying. Did Xander gets his memories back and did something bad to you? I told you not to help him. Tell me everything, I will take care of the rest." Sofia acted just like how she acts whenever I'm

Hey, I'm not joking

wrong," I started telling her what happened this week. When I'm done talking,

by refreshing the past?" She suggested to me. She never talks like that. She should have been appreciated me for

how you

him, Madison. When everything's on her side, you should fight for it. From what you said, he's still not mad at you, he's broken. He wants answers. It's just the stupid school days. Why do you have to

go back to him and explain everything and what's next. One day, if he remembers, he might regret his decision. If that should not happen, it's better to stop it now. I'm not going back to him, Sofia. If

stay alone

can live alone. I just got used to being your roommate