Her Cold-Hearted Alpha

Her Cold-Hearted Alpha Chapter 38

Lying To Myself

ALEJANDRO

I don’t remember it . All I remember is Darien screaming at me to get a grip . I came to , only to realise the entire hallway was fucking destroyed . Blood was fucking everywhere and Rayhan was a bloody mess . I won’t lie , I felt fucking guilty seeing him like that , but the fucker kept pushing me . This is why I prefer to be alone . No one around me to piss me off , n o one to risk hurting . I told you it was all I could fucking do : inflict pain , cause pain .

It’s what I was good at … I stormed upstairs , not caring about anything as they rushed Rayhan to the hospital . I didn’t care if Rafael flipped or not . Maybe I just wanted to hear it from him , rather than just sense it and see it in his eyes . I wanted him to scream that I was a fucking monster , just like everyone else thinks I am . Was that the reason I kept lashing out at the fucking kid ? Got to admit he was pretty good … I looked at the marks that covered my entire torso . Fucker … I dropped into my office chair , irritated to find that Kiara’s torn clothes were gone .

The room was cleaned and I couldn’t even smell her . Where the fuck did they all go ? I didn’t give a shit anyway … I took a packet of cigarettes from my drawer and lit one up , taking a long drag . Kiara . I couldn’t get her out of my mind … I had hurt her ; I knew I shouldn’t have kissed her but I couldn’t stop myself . I stared at the ceiling , not even moving when I heard Darien enter and run up the stairs . Did he want to die too ?

he glared at me . ” Alejandro . ” I didn’t reply , not even bothering to turn my attention to him . ” Seriously Alejandro , what happened ? ” ” I’m just considering if I should fucking castrate you or tear your head off .

, like a fucking girl . Do men ever gasp ? I looked at him . Was he for fucking real ? ” What ?! You what ?! Elijah ! Alpha Elijah is going to fucking kill you dude ! ” Yeah , this is why I don’t like telling him shit . ” I’m not scared of that dickhead . ” ” Well , he and your brother together might be able to do some damage . Throw i n Rayhan and Liam … ” Darien said . ” I’m so fucking scared . ” I said mockingly . ” Alejandro , why the hell would you fuck a teen ? ” He asked , rubbing his forehead . ” She’s a woman . ” I said carelessly , remembering her perfectly smooth skin … her pussy … Pleasure rushed south and I pushed the thoughts away . ” You usually go for women over twenty at least … ” He remarked . Yeah , he wasn’t fucking wrong … But there was something about her … ” Who knows ? I found her fucking sexy , so I fucked her . She wanted it just as much as I did . ” I said coldly . ” That’s hard to believe . ” He scoffed . ” She’s a sweet young woman . ” ” Who doesn’t want a

I’m still pissed off , so better watch it . ” I warned , my eyes flashing dangerously . ” Ok fine , so then what happened ? ” He asked , sighing in defeat . ” Then I ignored her , agreed to marry Jasmin , then went and kissed her in front of Jasmin – who let it out that we were engaged . She ran out ,

. ” You will have to mark her . 11 ” Yeah , if I want fucking kids . Which I don’t … ” ” No. If she is to be the Queen of this pack , will need to mark her . ” then you ” I ” Then I will , but she’s not marking me . ” said

a mate is a beautiful thing . Destined or not … Do what makes you happy Alejandro , not what is expected or what you think is best . ” He said quietly . ” I always do whatever the fuck I want . ” I shot back . ” Yeah , what you want , not what makes you happy . ” He countered ,

tone held finality , my anger igniting once more . He just looked at me , knowing he wasn’t going to get more out of me . Not if he wanted to make it back to his mate and daughter alive . His gaze locked with mine for a few seconds before he lowered his head

‘ Alpha , Rayhan is almost fully healed . ‘ ‘ Wasn’t he in a bad state ? ” I asked , frowning . ” Yes , but there is something I need to tell you . It’s about Miss Kiara and Rayhan’s current state . ‘ He said , excitement barely contained in his voice . I frowned deeply . What exactly

Lycan’s and that was research I did fucking years ago … Callum had said she would have special abilities aside from the healing . My was , if no one even knew of her ability and even I could

door behind me . There she lay on the bed in a clingy oversize shirt . The only light was the moon shining in through the window , emphasising her perfect body . A thin sheet draped over her from her waist down . Didn’t they leave a lamp or light on for her ?

was . Without even trying , she had fucking messed with my head … I inched closer . Her heritage was a surprise , and something inside of me told me she was the type of queen I needed . The befitting Queen to stand by my side , but the two of u s were