Her Cold-Hearted Alpha

Her Cold-Hearted Alpha Chapter 58

His Pain

ALEJANDRO

” I hope Kiara hasn’t been too much of a hassle . ” Elijah said . We had spent the last few hours discussing my possible leads , what Fred and Indy had been able to find , and what else we had gathered . I felt like we were getting somewhere , even if the steps were tiny . ” She’s been fine . ” I said , taking a long drag on my cigarette . ” Hmm , that’s not like you . ” He remarked . I looked up at him sharply , raising an eyebrow .

” What the fuck isn’t ? ” 11 ” Not complaining I hated how fucking smart this dickhead was . ” It’s been a long fucking day , want me to start listing how fucking troublesome your girl’s been ? ” I remarked . ” Maybe I’m looking too much into it . You two seem to be getting on a little better than I was expecting . ” He said , rubbing his temples .

I didn’t react , focusing on keeping my heart steady . ” She’s helped out several patients . I can’t really complain about that shit , can I ? ” Can I just say that I want to fuck her all the time and she messes with my mind way fucking more than I’d ever admit ? ” True . The thing is , I have a lot more pups in my pack . Also not as many warriors as this pack , although my wolves are trained well . ” ” Yeah , I saw that much .

” I said . ” Your point ? ” He gave me a cocky smirk . ” Kiara . Can I leave her under your care then ? I get that she attracts danger , but you need leads . Why not let them come to you ? I’m willing to send my best men to help as well . ” ” I didn’t speak . I wanted to protect her . But * I kept messing with her , hurting her .

I couldn’t be with her , yet I couldn’t fucking stay away . How the hell do I explain that … ? She was physically safer around me , but what about mentally ? So far , I was fucking her up and that shit wasn’t good . However , I also knew I was the one who could protect her best … I nodded . ” Fine .

to me … ” You sure you’re ok ? ” Elijah asked me

and all . The only issue was , with the large influx of wolves coming for the mating ceremony we were going to have a lot of people coming in and out . The risk of something

territory for them to get a good insight on my security . Especially now

still , things could be worse . I could lose my self – control and do the same thing to her that I had done to my own mother . I had cared for her , loved her … but I still killed her without an ounce of compassion . I couldn’t , wouldn’t , do the same to Kiara . I knew she was made for

nothing I’d change about her … a ” I looked up and saw Elijah ” Alejandro . ” frowning . ” Are you sure you’re ok ? ” He asked . ” Yeah , now fuck off . ” I grunted . He gave m ” You should head e a glare and I

ways . I just needed to let loose some of these emotions . I got home after four am . I felt a little better having been able to release all my pent up frustration into running . I mean , I wasn’t even in the mood for a fuck these days , well if it didn’t include Kiara anyway . I walked down the hall , deciding I’d crash in my office . Despite everything being

with all new fucking furniture . I paused at Kiara’s door , the smell of hazelnut chocolate lingered , calming me a little more . I couldn’t stop wishing I could just walk in and hold her , that would surely calm me the fuck down . Fuck , I was

smell of Rayhan was strong here too now … My heart raced , my stomach sinking as I looked at Kiara’s

faster than it ever had before . Assuming something and actually seeing it were two very different fucking things . The smell of sex , alcohol , sweat and Kiara’s arousal lingered in the air . The floor was

. I couldn’t focus on anything , the room suddenly became too small , my heart was squeezing fucking painfully and the agony of the entire situation was killing me . I stepped back , my foot hit a bottle and I saw Rayhan sit up sharply

look of guilt that crossed his own only hurt more . I hated having people see this shit side of me . He untangled Kiara from himself , placing her arms down next to her and making to get out of

do this . I didn’t want to hear it . I turned and walked out . I fucking wanted to claw my heart out and toss it aside . I needed to take this pain away . I walked swiftly to my bedroom which was now partially empty and straight over to the window . I jumped out just as Rayhan ran into my bedroom . ” Uncle , please listen ! ” He called . ” You have nothing to say I want to fucking hear . ” I growled venomously . I didn’t stop ; I broke into a

them to . With every heartbeat , every second that went by , I couldn’t take the picture