Her Cold-Hearted Alpha

Her Cold-Hearted Alpha Chapter 90

His Turmoil

KIARA

I awoke feeling something poking my stomach . Apart from that , I felt so relaxed . Why did I feel so snug ? I opened my eyes slowly , my heart racing when I looked at the partially tattooed chest in front of me .

My breath hitched , my stomach erupted in butterflies as his familiar scent wrapped around me . Oh , Goddess … How did we end up in bed together ? I tensed , knowing exactly what was poking me .

The realisation sent a rush of pleasure through me and my entire body heated u p . trying my best not to adjust my position . I didn’t want to wake him up . I knew I wanted him . The mate bond , my own turmoiled emotions , and my wolf’s urges were threatening to drown me . ” Hey …

” Alejandro’s thick sexy voice came . ” What’s up ? ” No , don’t look at me …. I tried to move away only to feel him throb against me . M y own desire was only growing , and I knew he would smell my arousal .

Kill me now , goddess … I slowly looked up into his eyes , my cheeks burning with shame . Ready to be mocked . His eyes were dark , and I didn’t miss the desire in them . ” L – let go . ” I whispered , despite my entire body and soul urging me to push him onto the bed and kiss him .

He raised a hand , running his fingers down my cheek , I knew he could hear my heart , see the reaction my body had towards him … He searched for something in my eyes , and it was at that moment that I sensed his emotions , I was so lost in my own raging hormones that I didn’t even realise the chaos he was feeling .

I wondered if he had gone somewhere at night … Did he … No , h e wouldn’t … Although the thought crossed my mind , I didn’t believe it . Then what was it ? ” Calm down . ”

, what’s worrying you ? ” I asked , not missing him tense slightly . He looked away and shook his head slowly . Wouldn’t he share his problem ? I pulled away , feeling an

around me tightly from behind . My heart thudded as he buried his head into my neck . ” I’m sorry . ” He whispered . I tensed , what for ? Why was he apologising ? He said he wouldn’t

question . His lips grazed my neck and I

him was threatening me , but before I could even argue , or do anything , he pulled me completely against him

had no idea why he felt so conflicted , but It was clear that he wasn’t able to tell me … ” We both acted on physical attraction , we didn’t really communicate …

made choices based on our own issues . Yes , you hurt me Alejandro … but I hurt you too … so please … stop feeling guilty for it . ” I whispered , despite how strongly the bond

” He said , so quietly that I barely heard . My heart pounded and I pulled away , putting distance between us . ” You knew … ” I whispered , hating the fact my eyes were stinging . He sat up , a god in all

go ahead with the engagement . The reason I needed a distraction at the mating ball , the reason I didn’t host it . ” He said quietly

I was his mate . That made the stinging pain worse … But at the same time , it meant he had cared for me long before

his mate . How had he felt ? My eyes threatened to spill at the very thought of what I had put him through . ” You said

” I said I’d show you … but I don’t think there is any shit I can ever do to make up for all the crap . ” He said quietly . ” Alejandro … What

scaring me . ” He gripped my wrists and looked at me . I knew he was struggling to say whatever it was . ” Tell me what it is … ” I urged , not missing his gaze lingering on my lips . ” I don’t want you coming with me to the

it . ” ” Al ! I thought you were ok with me going with you . Why change your mind

we get that close ? ” He teased . ” We’ve already fucked , I don’t think calling you Al , will beat that . Stop changing the topic . Tell me , why don’t you want me to come ?