Her Cold-Hearted Alpha

Her Cold-Hearted Alpha Chapter 121

Devastation

KIARA

” I love you … Amore … ” His voice pierced m y heart . The sadness , regret and guilt in his eyes before they closed . No … This was not farewell ! Pain ripped through me and never had I felt such a level of hurt .

It was worse than seeing Alejandro and Jasmin together at the mating ceremony . My knees almost buckled under the agony , my eyes on Alejandro as he ripped her heart apart .

” Baby no ! ” I shrieked . No ! I can’t lose you ! No ! His howl of pure agony ripped through the air , and it was a sound I’d never forget . I rushed towards him , falling to m y knees . ” Hold on ! ” I cried , pressing my hands to his chest . I poured all my healing into him . My heart was thundering as I tried to listen to his heartbeat . Nothing .

” Goddess no ! Please no ! ” I cried . My eyes were blurring with tears but I didn’t stop .

He had to heal ! He couldn’t die ! Why him ! No … please no … ” He’s … gone … ” Someone whispered . I didn’t even notice when everyone hadi gathered around me or the fact that it was raining lightly . ” He isn’t ! ” I cried out .

He couldn’t leave me , I felt the weakening bond , but it was still there … He’s still here No one spoke , as Mom wrapped her arms around me , letting me do what I needed to SEE Please , Selene … Please … A broken sob left my body as I rested my head on Alejandro’s chest . ” Please … ” I whispered . ” You promised me ”

*** A faint beat of a heart reached my ears and my heart leapt . He was still here ! I didn’t stop pouring my healing into him , but the heartbeat remained faint .

Why wasn’t this working ? ” Alejandro ! Baby come on …

” Kiara … You’ve healed what you can . ” Dad’s quiet voice came . H ” No ! It’s not strong enough yet … I kept going . My entire body was screaming for a break but I couldn’t . My vision blurred , but I couldn’t stop . What if he slipped away ?

The thought terrified m e . I couldn’t live without him . He couldn’t just step into my life and then leave ! ” Kiara ! Think of the pup ! ” Mom pleaded , cupping my face and forcing me to look at her . My heart pounded as the truth hit me .

I couldn’t help Alejandro … Why ?! Wasn’t this my gift ?! Why can’t I heal the one I loved ?! What kind of joke was this ? I pulled away , refusing to stop , not relenting until I felt the strain wrapping around my stomach .

I stilled , I had used up everything I had … but I couldn’t risk the pup . If it wasn’t for my pup , I’d have drained my entire life source for Alejandro . My tears spilt down my cheeks as I kept my hands on Alejandro’s chest .

His heartbeat was so faint … ” You’ve healed him . The rest is up to him . Endora tried to take him with her , but she didn’t succeed . Have faith , Kiara . Rafael’s hoarse voice came . 11 I looked up at him , seeing the pain in his eyes .

” He’ll be ok , Kiara … We all know how stubborn Alejandro is . ” Dad said softly . I didn’t reply , looking at the man before m e , his body covered in dirt , blood and sweat . His handsome face looked as if he was simply asleep .

I cupped his jaw , leaning over and placed a deep kiss on his lips . Wake up , my king … Please wake up … Nothing . I could barely feel him breathing . What was wrong ? Why wasn’t his heartbeat steadying ?

My mind was going through a vicious cycle of questions that had no answers . ” Kia … ” Mom said softly . ” Let’s take him inside . ” Rafael said , gently . I didn’t want to move away . Mom pulled m e back and Rafael lifted his brother .

I could barely stand , my energy was completely depleted . I reached out to Alejandro , don’t leave me …. please … My vision spun and I felt myself fall forward before darkness welcomed me … TWO DAYS LATER ..

The devastating aftermath of a battle was never one of happiness … We had won , yet I felt nothing but remorse for our losses .

We had lost so many … Uncle Aaron , Grandma Amy , Grandad , Aunty Indy , Daniel and his mate … Valentin … Someone I had struggled to save , in the end , he still lost his life . So many had lost their mates , parents , siblings .

It hurt more than I could ever put into words . Everyone was affected , one way or another . Two days had gone by , yet my king never awoke . His heartbeat was fainter than an unborn pups … I was unravelling .

he knew there was a chance of

her right until the end , but he was not protecting himself … At that last moment when he had her heart in

Why did you leave

that it’s going to be ok . I looked towards the shining moon . Was this fair ? I felt as if I had

, but there was nothing . It was not magic . We both had determined that … But there seemed to be nothing we could do , a Whatever Endora had

was as if I had simply frozen him on the brink of death . The bond was so weak I could barely feel it , and in its place was a terrifying emptiness that was pulling me

were filled with sadness , 1 nodded . We had burned our dead and tried to list everyone who

that there wasn’t even a body for them to look upon . Many Alphas had taken their dead and moved on , but The Black Storm , The Blood

Liam took my hand and led me from the room . I saw Grandma Jessica standing there and it hurt to see that she was losing

understanding when Mom told her the baby was holding out thanks to something Grandma Amy had given to both me and Aunty beforehand

was blaming Grandma Amy for not stopping us from joining the battle . But I understood , whatever Grandma Amy’s

much . We

that she had lived amongst us , I would always remember her as that beacon of light who had always been

crass remarks and how she loved to tease all the men , a That was another thing that pained me . The hatred our people felt towards witches had increased ten – fold . It hurt considering Janaina had

relay the truth and Grandma Amy , maybe not a full witch ,

in fact … the disapproval that mom agreed to carry a child transferred by magic had hit the

that Mom was facing shocked me . Although she took it all and put people in their place , it did not stop people from talking . ” We

people he loved , including his best friend . Damon

I could do when I myself was crumbling from within . ” You’re going to have to speak for the Night Walkers Pack . ” Dad said to me . I nodded , as he pulled me into his arms

this ; he’s going to wake up . ” He

said nothing , I had barely spoken unless I needed to give orders . Alejandro … I looked at the glittering ring o n my finger and my heart clenched .

mind flitted back to that night . I had felt the darkness she was resurrecting and I had channelled my own power into destroying

on that , would Alejandro b e here now ? I had deviated from the plan …. But something had told me I needed to stop her from completing that ritual no matter what … and I had succeeded

feeling it wouldn’t have been the

won . But we had paid a price … ” We’ve all lost someone close to us ; parents , siblings , mates , children , friends , neighbours …

. We faced an enemy who had been planning for years , we won but at a great cost

knew something had happened , no one knew what it was . Until now . ” Luna ! Can’t

, but

, let’s pay

there for one another and let others in . I’m hurting too , for every loss that has happened , for my mate , your king Alejandro … my grandfather Jackson , my great aunt Amelia , my aunt Indigo , Uncle Aaron … and everyone else who lost

learn to live and accept what’s happened . To come to terms with it , it won’t be easy , ” but we

suffocating pain that threatened to consume me overtook me once more , and I felt Raven’s arms I wrap around me . She had wanted to fight , but her father had refused , and Dad had also said no one

, helping Mom around the pack , telling Mom to take breaks . Without Mom and Aunty Monica a t their best

a few words and I simply listened

it n o matter how much I told them that I was ok . Everyone was suffering , and as queen , I couldn’t afford to fall weak . I would not ruin my king’s reputation , not when he had done everything for the werewolf kind *** Everyone

cheer up . ” Raven whispered . The four of us were

the night , and everyone had retreated indoors after those who had gone for a run in remembrance of those w e had lost had returned . But the four of us had come out here , and although it was rainy and cold , it didn’t matter . Nothing was worse than the pain we felt

hell do you expect that to happen ? ” Damon asked quietly . ” How is Aunty ? ” I asked softly . ” She’s losing it , I don’t think she’s going t o make it if she

broke off and looked down . We had all seen her try to take her life earlier today . After that , Mom refused to leave her alone .

his arms . Silent tears trickled down my cheeks . I hadn’t wanted

Guess so . ” Liam said . ” The four of us have always and will always be friends , no matter what . ” Damon said , raising his beer can .