His cruel destiny

Natasha POV

We reached and I was about to open the door but he stopped me and said "Let me do it"

I gave him a shy smile and nodded my head. He smiled back and opened his side door and got out of the car.

He came toward my side and opened it. He forwarded his hand toward me and I held it and got out of the car.

It was a nice gesture. I heard from Kelly that only a gentleman does that on the date.

He held my hand and led me toward the diner. I can still feel the tingles on my hand when he held my hand.

He opened the door for me and gestured to me to walk first. I walked inside first then he came.

We sat on our chairs and ordered our food. He was staring at me continuously but I didn't meet the gaze.

His staring was making me nervous and making me feel something different.

"So let's play 20 questions. This way we can learn something about each other." He said suddenly snapping me out of my thoughts.

I looked at him and said softly "of course."

"Your favorite color," he asked me while staring at me.

"Black and yours," I said

"Mine is black too," he chuckled.

We played this game until our food arrived. I slowly started to eat it.

"Do you live with your parents?" He asked me curiously

I stopped eating and looked at his face. I bit my lips and saw that his gaze was now on my lips

"I am an orphan. I don't have anyone." I told him sadly

sorry. I didn't know about

I looked up and saw his sad face. I felt something different in my heart.

He looked at me with sad eyes and I said: "I

I know the feeling of being an orphan. It's very hard

when I got sick, that time I wanted

molest me, that time I wanted my dad

Or the time when I got my first period in my class. I thought I was having some type of disease which

I still want them with me but now I think they would be busy

bless their children and them a good life. What if I didn't get their love. 

my destiny to not be loved by them. They should not get any trouble

"Natasha are you alright." Liam's voice brought me back from

I told him

getting bored? Did I do something wrong?"

looked at him with a shocked expression.

be the opposite? I am a boring person and

never dated someone. Hell, you are the first man whom I have ever talked to. So I don't know what to do on this date. I hope you can understand." I finally told him

can understand as it was

tells me that he is lying but found nothing. I can see the honesty in

believe him on this matter as he

here,

smile and said

circles on the back of my hand and said "Indeed you

things. He told me that he worked as a PA of Mr. Knights.

boss is very rude

to me. We talked to each other

of." He asked me when we walked out

lips while having an internal battle whether to tell him or not.

being touched by force,"  I told him

when I was 15 and was coming back from work.

back and saw that

the road. I screamed when my skin came in contact with the cemented

to bleed and I whimpered in pain

to unzip my jeans but stopped when