His Dark Obsession

34. Clarity

ZEDKIEL.

I smirk internally as we somehow make it to my apartment in town, it’s closer and I don’t think I would have made it to the

castle. It had taken my all not to rip that dress off her in the car and f*ck her right

there.

I f*cking want her, but at the same time, I know how this goes… The bloodshed when my Lycan takes over… Unlike the rest of my siblings, mine has never spoken to me. I just feel his rage and anger that always seems to

bubble within me. I’m not sure if it’s

because I’m not a pure blood like them but instead part vampire… But his anger is something I can’t control… When he wants. blood, he gets it.

The moment I tug her through the door, I slam it shut and push her up against it, claiming her lips in another sizzling hot

kiss. Her sweet intoxicating taste makes me want to devour her. Her heart is pounding, and I feel a powerful urge of possessiveness overcome me. My eyes flash and I force

myself back… just in case… I need to make

sure things don’t go wrong, and that I don’t

hurt her…

“Wait here for me.” I command, guiding her to the bedroom and making her sit on the

bed, she looks up at me, eyes widening with confusion, but I don’t give her a chance to question me as I walk back out and to the fridge and take out a bottle of blood. I don’t

head back to the bedroom and instead take it

to the bathroom; I lock the door behind me

and down the entire bottle in one breath.

I look at myself in the mirror, licking my lips, and slowly place the bottle down. It’s sweet, pleasant, and rejuvenating but it’s nothing as delicious and tasty as her blood is

and I don’t care if I shouldn’t drink another

supernatural’s blood. I want hers.

I’m satiated… but I still don’t trust myself…

not after what happened last time… this is the only f*cking chance I have… if I f*ck this up, I know I’ll lose her, that is, if I don’t f*cking kill her first…

My eyes snap to the cabinet on the right, and I rinse my mouth out, my mind made up. I will risk it all… I open the drawers, moving around the towels and toilet paper rolls before I feel one of the small syringes that sit behind everything else. I will give her something so lethal that I’ll be at her mercy. I know she could use this to run and I would f*cking be too weak to do anything… but it’s a chance I’m ready to take.

I look at the liquid, frowning slightly. It’s a mix of the most lethal herbs to both vampires and Lycans, a serum designed specifically for me. 1

I hesitate, a small part of me is worried she’ll run… her words from earlier replay in my mind and a part of me tells me she won’t … that she’ll honour our agreement. I also know that she may have seen through

Sinclair’s guise, but she still doesn’t trust me fully and I know that.

I exit the bathroom to see she’s standing by the mirror, her arms crossed over her

breasts. She’s still in her dress and heels, but it is obvious she was scrutinising herself.

“Z-Zedkiel…” She says hesitantly and I see the confusion in her eyes as her gaze dips to my h*rd-on that is very obvious in my pants.

“What are you doing?” I ask, raking my eyes

over the woman that I am about to claim.

She shakes her head; her heart thudding and

vulnerability in her eyes as I approach her. I’m not

the beast and now…

no backing out…

you go?” She asks hesitantly. I’m about to ignore the question

something in her eyes tells me she needs to

get this.” I say, holding the syringe that I now take the

of, up in front of her, between

fingers.

that?” She asks, her heart thumping

drug you? When you’re already ready to give yourself to me, just as I knew you would be.” I

fixed on the syringe and my own smirk fades. “It’s for you to use on me if at any

shock. “But why

I had

say, placing the syringe under the pillow to the side before I cup her face, kissing

with the syringe, but the moment I pull her close,

so appealing

she radiates as she stands

the dress. that looks so good on

on

along her lips, and she parts them, allowing me entrance at the same time. I

run over her bare, smooth back, and my fingers graze the strap to her bra. I

and my gaze dips to her t*ts. F*ck, tonight I’m going

of her.

her lip. As much as I don’t mind giving her a show, and not wanting to be so restricted by these pants – she looks nervously at my h*rd-on with a

perfect skin and hair that contrasts beautifully with her

ever seen. Clad

bra that has a little

between her ample breasts with matching panties, she looks somehow pure and innocent, yet at the same time with a body that’s

knee on the bed, forcing her legs open as I lean

that I just can’t wait to devour….”

her wrists to the

kissing her down her jaw and neck, her scent, her taste… the ravenous hunger I feel like

I tell myself as I move back slightly as I reach down for the clasp on her bra which I unhook letting her breasts spill out, I throb hard, a low growl escaping me as I grab them, and

rubbing the other one with my thumb. She gasps, her back arching, and she wraps her arms around my waist, gripping my shoulders. I play a little longer with her breasts. Her eyes are shut now, and she’s moaning in pleasure, and when I

with anticipation.

run my tongue down her stomach, my hands raking over her hips, and

hip, gently sucking

“Zed!” She whimpers.

me

can see is her

that I will do a lot

you’re all mine to play

h*ok my fingers into the fabric

that are soaked and slowly

admiring every inch

as I do. I’ve not gone slow

usually, it’s fast…

by now… was

be so sure,

be careful…

I say quietly as I slide her legs out of her panties

them aside.

flutter open, and they meet mine. There’s a look I don’t understand in them and it feels… too raw. I look away and instead

moans a f*cking turn on and it’s taking my all not to f*ck her right now. She’s nearing and I focus on retracting my claws that have dug into her thighs and slip a finger into

tight she is. I’m

since I’ve seen her,

take her now when

I slip my finger out, making

I quickly unzip my