His Dark Obsession

34. Clarity

ZEDKIEL.

I smirk internally as we somehow make it to my apartment in town, it’s closer and I don’t think I would have made it to the

castle. It had taken my all not to rip that dress off her in the car and f*ck her right

there.

I f*cking want her, but at the same time, I know how this goes… The bloodshed when my Lycan takes over… Unlike the rest of my siblings, mine has never spoken to me. I just feel his rage and anger that always seems to

bubble within me. I’m not sure if it’s

because I’m not a pure blood like them but instead part vampire… But his anger is something I can’t control… When he wants. blood, he gets it.

The moment I tug her through the door, I slam it shut and push her up against it, claiming her lips in another sizzling hot

kiss. Her sweet intoxicating taste makes me want to devour her. Her heart is pounding, and I feel a powerful urge of possessiveness overcome me. My eyes flash and I force

myself back… just in case… I need to make

sure things don’t go wrong, and that I don’t

hurt her…

“Wait here for me.” I command, guiding her to the bedroom and making her sit on the

bed, she looks up at me, eyes widening with confusion, but I don’t give her a chance to question me as I walk back out and to the fridge and take out a bottle of blood. I don’t

head back to the bedroom and instead take it

to the bathroom; I lock the door behind me

and down the entire bottle in one breath.

I look at myself in the mirror, licking my lips, and slowly place the bottle down. It’s sweet, pleasant, and rejuvenating but it’s nothing as delicious and tasty as her blood is

and I don’t care if I shouldn’t drink another

supernatural’s blood. I want hers.

I’m satiated… but I still don’t trust myself…

not after what happened last time… this is the only f*cking chance I have… if I f*ck this up, I know I’ll lose her, that is, if I don’t f*cking kill her first…

My eyes snap to the cabinet on the right, and I rinse my mouth out, my mind made up. I will risk it all… I open the drawers, moving around the towels and toilet paper rolls before I feel one of the small syringes that sit behind everything else. I will give her something so lethal that I’ll be at her mercy. I know she could use this to run and I would f*cking be too weak to do anything… but it’s a chance I’m ready to take.

I look at the liquid, frowning slightly. It’s a mix of the most lethal herbs to both vampires and Lycans, a serum designed specifically for me. 1

I hesitate, a small part of me is worried she’ll run… her words from earlier replay in my mind and a part of me tells me she won’t … that she’ll honour our agreement. I also know that she may have seen through

Sinclair’s guise, but she still doesn’t trust me fully and I know that.

I exit the bathroom to see she’s standing by the mirror, her arms crossed over her

breasts. She’s still in her dress and heels, but it is obvious she was scrutinising herself.

“Z-Zedkiel…” She says hesitantly and I see the confusion in her eyes as her gaze dips to my h*rd-on that is very obvious in my pants.

“What are you doing?” I ask, raking my eyes

over the woman that I am about to claim.

She shakes her head; her heart thudding and

There’s that vulnerability in her eyes as I approach her.

had tempted the

no backing out…

go?” She asks hesitantly.

up her arms, but something in

I say, holding the syringe that I now take

up in front of

fingers.

her heart thumping

about to drug you? When you’re already ready to give yourself to me, just as I knew you

smirk fades. “It’s for you to use on me if at any time you feel

why would you- “I

had

the pillow to the side before

struggling with the syringe, but the moment I pull her close, squeezing her

something so appealing

radiates as she

I slowly unzip the dress. that looks so good on her, but one

look even better on our bedroom

along her lips, and she parts them, allowing me entrance at

my fingers graze the strap to her bra. I throb hard as

F*ck,

of her.

me, her cheeks heat up and she bites her lip. As much as I don’t mind giving her a show, and not wanting to be so restricted by these pants – she looks nervously at my h*rd-on with a look that changes to

smooth, perfect skin and hair that

seen. Clad in

a little

looks somehow pure and innocent, yet at the same time

legs open

that I just can’t wait to devour….”

to the

my hunger for her. I kiss her lips harder, before kissing her down her jaw and neck, her scent, her taste… the ravenous hunger I feel like a man starved for far too f*cking long. I kiss her over her breasts. Her arousal smells as good as

I tell myself as I move back slightly as I reach down for the clasp on her bra which I unhook letting her breasts spill out, I throb hard, a low growl escaping me as I grab them, and flick one of her stiff

one with my thumb. She gasps, her back arching, and she wraps her arms around my waist, gripping my shoulders. I play a little longer with her breasts. Her eyes are shut now, and she’s moaning in pleasure,

with anticipation.

my

when I bite her hip, gently sucking on the

“Zed!” She whimpers.

when she calls me that… I

can see is her hands

will do

you’re all mine to

my fingers into

are soaked and

admiring every inch of

as I do. I’ve not gone

it’s fast… but I

now… was it

I couldn’t be so sure, I still

be careful…

I say quietly as I slide her legs out of her panties

them aside.

meet mine. There’s a look I don’t understand in them and it feels… too raw. I look away and instead go down on her, cupping those lush thighs as I slide my tongue into her wet folds, making her cry out

my aura around me as I flick and suck on her cl*t, her moans a f*cking turn on and it’s taking my all not to f*ck her right now. She’s nearing

and I can feel how d*mn tight she is.

since I’ve seen her,

to take

I slip my finger

I quickly unzip my