His Dark Obsession

44. Clarity

ZEDKIEL.

I smirk internally as we somehow make it to my apartment in town, it’s closer and I don’t think I would have made it to the castle. It had taken my all not to rip that dress off her in the car and f*ck her right.

there.

I f*cking want her, but at the same time, I know how this goes… The bloodshed when my Lycan takes over … Unlike the rest of my siblings, mine has never spoken to me. I just feel his rage and anger that always seems to bubble within me. I’m not sure if it’s because I’m not a pure blood like them but instead part vampire… But his anger is something I can’t control… When he wants blood, he gets it.

The moment I tug her through the door, I slam it shut and push her up against it, claiming her lips in another sizzling hot kiss. Her sweet intoxicating taste makes me want to devour her. Her heart is pounding, and I feel a powerful urge of possessiveness overcome me. My eyes flash and I force myself back… just in case… I need to make sure things don’t go wrong, and that I don’t hurt her…

“Wait here for me.” I command, guiding her to the bedroom and making her sit on the bed, she looks up at me, eyes widening with confusion, but I don’t give her a chance to question me as I walk back out and to the fridge and take out a bottle of blood. I don’t head back to the bedroom and instead take it to the bathroom; I lock the door behind me and down the entire bottle in one breath.

look at myself in the mirror, licking my lips, and slowly place the bottle down. It’s sweet, pleasant, and rejuvenating but it’s nothing as delicious and tasty as her blood is and I don’t care if I shouldn’t drink another supernatural’s blood. I want hers.

I’m satiated… but I still don’t trust myself… not after what happened last time… this is the only f*cking chance I have… if I f*ck this up, I know I’ll lose her, that is, if I don’t f*cking kill her first…

My eyes snap to the cabinet on the right, and I rinse my mouth out, my mind made up. I will risk it all… I open the drawers, moving around the towels and toilet paper rolls before I feel one of the small syringes. that sit behind everything else. I will give her something so lethal that I’ll be at her mercy. I know she could use this to run and I would f*cking be too weak to do anything… but it’s a chance I’m ready to take.

I look at the liquid, frowning slightly. It’s a mix of the most lethal herbs to both vampires and Lycans, at serum designed specifically for me.

I hesitate, a small part of me is worried she’ll run…. her words from earlier replay in my mind and a part of me tells me she won’t… that she’ll honour our agreement. I also know that she may have seen through Sinclair’s guise, but she still doesn’t trust me fully and I know that.

I exit the bathroom to see she’s standing by the mirror, her arms crossed over her breasts. She’s still in her dress and heels, but it is obvious she was scrutinising herself.

“Z-Zedkiel…” She says hesitantly and I see the confusion in her eyes as her gaze dips to my h*rd-on that is very obvious in my pants.

“What are you doing?” I ask, raking my eyes over the woman that I am about to claim.

She shakes her head; her heart thudding and I c*ck a brow but say nothing. There’s that vulnerability in her eyes as I approach her. I’m not sure if she’s getting cold feet, but she had tempted the beast and now

there’s no backing out….

did you go?” She asks hesitantly. I’m about to ignore the question running my hands up her arms, but something in her eyes

and to get this.” I say, holding the syringe that I now take the lid off of, up in front

between two fingers.

her

drug you? When you’re already ready to give yourself to me, just as I knew you would be.”

fades. “It’s for you to use on me if at any time you feel that I’m losing

me in total shock. “But why would you-” I place

I say, placing the syringe under the pillow to the side before I cup her face,

the syringe, but the moment I pull her close, squeezing her a*s, she relaxes. I reach for the zipper down the side of her dress. There’s something so

tongue along her lips, and she parts them, allowing me entrance at the same time. I slide the dress down her arms, allowing it to fall to the floor. Her breath hitches and she fists my shirt tighter as she kisses me back. My hands run over her bare, smooth back, and my fingers graze the strap to her bra. I throb hard as my arms tighten around her as

above her, pulling my own shirt off, my eyes lock with hers, her heart pounding and her eyes run over me, her cheeks heat up and she bites her lip. As much as I don’t mind

over her body. She’s perfect, with s*xy curves, smooth, perfect skin and hair that contrasts beautifully with her eyes. She really is the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen. Clad in that satin white bra that

bed, forcing her legs open as I lean over her. “You look like a dessert

fuel my hunger for her. I kiss her lips harder, before kissing her down. her jaw and neck, her scent, her taste… the ravenous hunger I feel like a man starved for far too f*cking long. I kiss her over her breasts. Her arousal smells as good as her blood and

on her bra which I unhook. letting her breasts spill out, I throb hard, a low growl escaping me as I grab them, and

with my thumb. She gasps, her back arching, and she wraps her arms around my waist, gripping my shoulders. I play a little longer with her

run my tongue down her stomach, my hands raking over her hips, and she whimpers when I bite her hip,

“Zed!” She whimpers.

at her but all I can see is her hands

I’ve not gone slow with any woman… usually, it’s fast… but I never remember anything by now… was it a positive? I couldn’t be so sure, I still have to be

her legs out

understand in them and it feels… too raw. I look away and instead go down on her, cupping those lush thighs as I slide my tongue into her wet folds, making

around me as I flick and suck on her cl*t, her moans a f*cking turn on and it’s taking my all not to f*ck her right now. She’s nearing and I focus on retracting my claws that have dug into her thighs

losing my own control. I’ve not f*cked a woman since I’ve seen her, and I know I need to take her now when she’s turned on. I slip my finger out, making her whimper and

eyes half closed as she pulls me

to satiate the hunger she feels. She sighs softly, her

her shoulder, enjoying the feel of her lips on my skin when I suddenly freeze

for