His Dark Obsession

A Dreary Night

ZEDKIEL.

This day is one that I will always remember.

The threat she held over me she meant it.

It was sickening to watch her take on Evangeline’s coy demeanour, to see her fit in with all her ways, and only when I told Kash what happened did he believe me.

Night has now fallen, and she is asleep by my side. No matter how fucking angry I am, my woman is inside there somewhere.

I regret that the last words we exchanged were ones of anger. Hers hurt like a fucking knife in the chest, but to hold on to my sanity I tell myself that she was not herself when she spoke those words.

My Evangeline knows she means the fucking world to me. No one else matters, only her. I will do anything for her. Anything.

‘But if you weren’t so nice to that woman! Then our mate wouldn’t have been hurt!’ Zerachiel snarls menacingly.

His wrath burns me like poison and guilt rips through me.

I know I messed up, I never meant for this to happen. I was just fucking trying to do the right thing.

I sit there, leaning against the headboard as I look at her sleeping form.

I feel hollow… there’s a gaping hole inside of me that needs Evangeline back. Her somewhat of

a rejection has numbed me but at the same time, I can’t explain the crushing pain that now festers inside of me.

If I can turn back time I’d change that, but I can’t help but let the doubts eat at me. Being alone most of my life has made it hard to feel as if I am good enough… Am I?

What have I really done for her?

Nothing.

She didn’t want anything to do with me. How was she able to so easily cast me aside?

‘Stop it! Remember, we are doomed to fail; you must do the right thing…’ Zerachiel growls, cutting me off.

How do I fix this?

The anger inside of me is bubbling, rising with each passing moment, and I know it’s not Zerachiel’s but mine. It’s growing and the hatred for the woman that lay there in my woman’s body is only getting stronger.

My heart is thundering, my eyes blazing red as I glare out at the moon.

What does it mean to be the goddess?

What power does Evangeline have that she was so easily thrown into the abyss of her mind?

Where is the power of the Moon Goddess when we need it?

‘Zerachiel… tell me why does Evangeline have visions of me killing her… why do I even kill her? Because I can’t see myself ever being able to do that… even if it’s Evelyn in her body. I can’t hurt her.’ I ask him, trying to make sense of it.

something or someone to tell me that this isn’t the end, that I’ve

bleeding through me and slowly cracking the hold I have upon my anger. Anger won’t get me anywhere. I’m trying to fucking keep

mate, they are our mates… you cannot kill them for the sake of others.” His voice is full of anguish, tied with an excruciating pain that is tearing through my chest to the point I want to rip my own heart out to end

struggle, and soon the pain

going to sacrifice herself

His

flares up as the sting of betrayal twists in my

not enough to keep her… She never wanted this or

seems to be spreading, but I realise that she’s been

curse… or curses.

to

I close my eyes, trying

massage my forehead, pondering over what I

given us the answer.’

to fucking go to the realm of gods. How do I go there and what about her? What will happen to her with Evelyn in charge? I don’t

the realm… Not just anyone, let’s see. There must be a way, use your brain.’ Zerachiel

say anything. Right now I’m fucking grateful I at least have him on my side. Someone to help keep

you are both

the start or fucking warned me, things could have been handled better. Don’t you feel that you made matters worse? Instead of guiding me and helping me, all my life you have just

shit blame game, but he’s

a heaviness

‘Do

you

I frown slightly.

bound…. A prisoner who sees your stupidity lifetime and lifetime

she released

She didn’t.

to tell myself that repeatedly because I’m about to

who sleeps by my side; her breasts rising and falling and a part of me wants to hate her entirely, but one thing that Evangeline says sticks in my

wants to free

do to a person as pure as Evangeline. ‘Why do

always ruins

you ever

Evelyn, who has done nothing but ruin everything. She is the damn reason Evangeline

there is no hope for the likes of her!’ He spits

you kill

and it gives me

can’t and it’s why he hates me, for being able to kill

sleep, she looks just like Evangeline… well, not entirely, as

as much as I don’t want to be in her presence. I also know she’s the only link

trying to think of a way to

I

seems to

will know a way. There are ancient arts that

mean I

the stand by the entrance to our quarters. Two were regarding vampires and I know she’s been looking for answers for Kash

there to help him,