His Dark Obsession

A Dreary Night

ZEDKIEL.

This day is one that I will always remember.

The threat she held over me she meant it.

It was sickening to watch her take on Evangeline’s coy demeanour, to see her fit in with all her ways, and only when I told Kash what happened did he believe me.

Night has now fallen, and she is asleep by my side. No matter how fucking angry I am, my woman is inside there somewhere.

I regret that the last words we exchanged were ones of anger. Hers hurt like a fucking knife in the chest, but to hold on to my sanity I tell myself that she was not herself when she spoke those words.

My Evangeline knows she means the fucking world to me. No one else matters, only her. I will do anything for her. Anything.

‘But if you weren’t so nice to that woman! Then our mate wouldn’t have been hurt!’ Zerachiel snarls menacingly.

His wrath burns me like poison and guilt rips through me.

I know I messed up, I never meant for this to happen. I was just fucking trying to do the right thing.

I sit there, leaning against the headboard as I look at her sleeping form.

I feel hollow… there’s a gaping hole inside of me that needs Evangeline back. Her somewhat of

a rejection has numbed me but at the same time, I can’t explain the crushing pain that now festers inside of me.

If I can turn back time I’d change that, but I can’t help but let the doubts eat at me. Being alone most of my life has made it hard to feel as if I am good enough… Am I?

What have I really done for her?

Nothing.

She didn’t want anything to do with me. How was she able to so easily cast me aside?

‘Stop it! Remember, we are doomed to fail; you must do the right thing…’ Zerachiel growls, cutting me off.

How do I fix this?

The anger inside of me is bubbling, rising with each passing moment, and I know it’s not Zerachiel’s but mine. It’s growing and the hatred for the woman that lay there in my woman’s body is only getting stronger.

My heart is thundering, my eyes blazing red as I glare out at the moon.

What does it mean to be the goddess?

What power does Evangeline have that she was so easily thrown into the abyss of her mind?

Where is the power of the Moon Goddess when we need it?

‘Zerachiel… tell me why does Evangeline have visions of me killing her… why do I even kill her? Because I can’t see myself ever being able to do that… even if it’s Evelyn in her body. I can’t hurt her.’ I ask him, trying to make sense of it.

the end, that I’ve not lost

have upon my anger. Anger won’t get me anywhere. I’m trying to fucking

but still, she is our mate, they are our mates… you cannot kill them for the sake of others.” His voice is full

feel his struggle,

was going to sacrifice herself

His

the sting of

keep her… She never wanted this or

be spreading, but I realise that she’s been trying

curse… or curses.

need to fight

I close my eyes, trying to

forehead, pondering over what

given us the answer.’ Zerachiel mutters with

do we do what she wants? She wants to fucking go to the realm of gods. How do I go there and what about her? What will happen to

go to the realm… Not just anyone, let’s see.

my side. Someone to help keep my sanity intact. I hope he can genuinely see that I want Evangeline back. Not only want…

that, but you are both foolish! Impulsive! Stupid!’

handled better. Don’t you feel that you

can both play this shit blame game, but he’s meant to be a part of

silence and I feel a heaviness settle inside, weighing me

‘Do

think that only you are bound

I frown slightly.

am bound…. A prisoner who sees your stupidity lifetime and

having. When Evangeline had pushed me, when she released that anger, there was

She didn’t.

myself that repeatedly because I’m about to lose

look at the woman who sleeps by my side; her breasts rising and falling and a part of me wants to hate her entirely, but one thing that Evangeline says

to

to a person as pure as Evangeline. ‘Why do you hate her

ruins everything!’

you

Evelyn, who has done nothing but ruin everything. She is the

the likes of her!’ He spits and I fall silent, staring at

can you

and it gives

and it’s why he hates me, for being able to kill our mate in

her sleep, she looks just like Evangeline… well, not entirely,

presence. I also know she’s the only

my back on her, trying to think of a way to reach

ideas?’ I ask

to hesitate

a way. There are

I should attempt

I know she’s been looking for answers for Kash and with Evelyn here, I had given him the books to check through. But if there’s no answer, for him

had hoped there was something in there to help him, but he hasn’t