His Dark Obsession

A Dreary Night

ZEDKIEL.

This day is one that I will always remember.

The threat she held over me she meant it.

It was sickening to watch her take on Evangeline’s coy demeanour, to see her fit in with all her ways, and only when I told Kash what happened did he believe me.

Night has now fallen, and she is asleep by my side. No matter how fucking angry I am, my woman is inside there somewhere.

I regret that the last words we exchanged were ones of anger. Hers hurt like a fucking knife in the chest, but to hold on to my sanity I tell myself that she was not herself when she spoke those words.

My Evangeline knows she means the fucking world to me. No one else matters, only her. I will do anything for her. Anything.

‘But if you weren’t so nice to that woman! Then our mate wouldn’t have been hurt!’ Zerachiel snarls menacingly.

His wrath burns me like poison and guilt rips through me.

I know I messed up, I never meant for this to happen. I was just fucking trying to do the right thing.

I sit there, leaning against the headboard as I look at her sleeping form.

I feel hollow… there’s a gaping hole inside of me that needs Evangeline back. Her somewhat of

a rejection has numbed me but at the same time, I can’t explain the crushing pain that now festers inside of me.

If I can turn back time I’d change that, but I can’t help but let the doubts eat at me. Being alone most of my life has made it hard to feel as if I am good enough… Am I?

What have I really done for her?

Nothing.

She didn’t want anything to do with me. How was she able to so easily cast me aside?

‘Stop it! Remember, we are doomed to fail; you must do the right thing…’ Zerachiel growls, cutting me off.

How do I fix this?

The anger inside of me is bubbling, rising with each passing moment, and I know it’s not Zerachiel’s but mine. It’s growing and the hatred for the woman that lay there in my woman’s body is only getting stronger.

My heart is thundering, my eyes blazing red as I glare out at the moon.

What does it mean to be the goddess?

What power does Evangeline have that she was so easily thrown into the abyss of her mind?

Where is the power of the Moon Goddess when we need it?

‘Zerachiel… tell me why does Evangeline have visions of me killing her… why do I even kill her? Because I can’t see myself ever being able to do that… even if it’s Evelyn in her body. I can’t hurt her.’ I ask him, trying to make sense of it.

that this isn’t the end, that I’ve not

that festering rage bleeding through me and slowly cracking the hold I have upon my anger. Anger won’t get me anywhere. I’m trying

before he sighs. “I don’t know all… but you always end up killing her… perhaps because she is no longer there… but still, she is our mate, they are our mates… you cannot kill them for the sake of others.” His voice is full of anguish, tied with an excruciating pain that is tearing through my chest to

feel his struggle, and soon the pain

that Evangeline was going

His

as the sting of betrayal twists

keep her… She never wanted this

to be spreading, but I realise that she’s been trying so hard

curse… or curses.

to

close my eyes, trying

pondering over what

answer.’ Zerachiel mutters with obvious

do we do what she wants? She wants to fucking go to the realm of gods. How do I go there and what about

Not just anyone, let’s see. There must be a way, use

on my side. Someone to help keep my sanity intact. I hope he can genuinely see that I want Evangeline back.

but you are both

me from the start or fucking warned me, things could have been handled better. Don’t you feel that you made matters worse? Instead of guiding me and helping me, all my life you have just shut me out.’

both play this shit blame game, but he’s meant to be a part of

a heaviness settle inside, weighing

‘Do

only you are bound by these

I frown slightly.

sees your stupidity lifetime and

pushed me, when she released that anger, there was fear and surprise in her eyes… almost as if she didn’t mean

She didn’t.

repeatedly because I’m about

sleeps by my side; her breasts rising and falling and a part of me wants to hate her entirely,

wants to free

victim of the curse… I’ve seen what it can do to a person as

ruins everything!’ He

you ever shown her

Evelyn, who has done nothing but ruin everything. She is the damn reason Evangeline isn’t here, but I also know the truth. She’s stuck just

for the likes of her!’ He spits and I fall silent, staring at

can you

it gives me my

for being able

just like Evangeline… well, not entirely,

to be in her presence. I also know she’s the only link I have to

turn my back on her, trying to think of

ideas?’ I ask

to hesitate

way. There are ancient

that mean I should attempt to

quarters. Two were regarding vampires and I know she’s been looking for answers for

had hoped there was something in there to help him, but he hasn’t said