His Dark Obsession

A Dreary Night

ZEDKIEL.

This day is one that I will always remember.

The threat she held over me she meant it.

It was sickening to watch her take on Evangeline’s coy demeanour, to see her fit in with all her ways, and only when I told Kash what happened did he believe me.

Night has now fallen, and she is asleep by my side. No matter how fucking angry I am, my woman is inside there somewhere.

I regret that the last words we exchanged were ones of anger. Hers hurt like a fucking knife in the chest, but to hold on to my sanity I tell myself that she was not herself when she spoke those words.

My Evangeline knows she means the fucking world to me. No one else matters, only her. I will do anything for her. Anything.

‘But if you weren’t so nice to that woman! Then our mate wouldn’t have been hurt!’ Zerachiel snarls menacingly.

His wrath burns me like poison and guilt rips through me.

I know I messed up, I never meant for this to happen. I was just fucking trying to do the right thing.

I sit there, leaning against the headboard as I look at her sleeping form.

I feel hollow… there’s a gaping hole inside of me that needs Evangeline back. Her somewhat of

a rejection has numbed me but at the same time, I can’t explain the crushing pain that now festers inside of me.

If I can turn back time I’d change that, but I can’t help but let the doubts eat at me. Being alone most of my life has made it hard to feel as if I am good enough… Am I?

What have I really done for her?

Nothing.

She didn’t want anything to do with me. How was she able to so easily cast me aside?

‘Stop it! Remember, we are doomed to fail; you must do the right thing…’ Zerachiel growls, cutting me off.

How do I fix this?

The anger inside of me is bubbling, rising with each passing moment, and I know it’s not Zerachiel’s but mine. It’s growing and the hatred for the woman that lay there in my woman’s body is only getting stronger.

My heart is thundering, my eyes blazing red as I glare out at the moon.

What does it mean to be the goddess?

What power does Evangeline have that she was so easily thrown into the abyss of her mind?

Where is the power of the Moon Goddess when we need it?

‘Zerachiel… tell me why does Evangeline have visions of me killing her… why do I even kill her? Because I can’t see myself ever being able to do that… even if it’s Evelyn in her body. I can’t hurt her.’ I ask him, trying to make sense of it.

the

me and slowly cracking the hold I have upon my anger. Anger won’t get me anywhere.

kill them

his struggle, and soon the

going to sacrifice herself for

His

as the sting of

keep her… She

be spreading, but I realise that she’s been

curse… or curses.

to

heavily, I close my eyes, trying to focus on remaining

pondering over what

answer.’ Zerachiel mutters

of gods. How do I go there and what about

anyone, let’s see.

at least have him on my side. Someone to help

that, but you are both

been handled better. Don’t you feel that you made matters worse?

shit blame game, but he’s meant to

a heaviness settle inside, weighing

‘Do

that only you

I frown slightly.

who sees your stupidity lifetime

that… I can see the effect the curse has been having. When Evangeline had pushed me, when she released that anger, there was

She didn’t.

to tell myself that repeatedly because I’m

rising and falling and a part of me wants to hate her entirely, but one thing that Evangeline says sticks

to

too is a victim of the curse… I’ve seen what it can do to a person as pure as Evangeline.

ruins everything!’

‘Have you ever

but ruin everything. She is the damn reason Evangeline isn’t here, but I also

have… there is no hope for the likes of her!’ He spits and I fall silent, staring

can you

it gives me

he can’t and it’s why he hates me, for being able to kill our

just like Evangeline… well, not entirely,

I also know she’s the only link I have to Evangeline, and for that reason, I have to keep her close. I don’t need her going off the

on her, trying to

ideas?’ I ask

to hesitate

vampires will know a way. There are ancient arts

I

entrance to our quarters. Two were regarding vampires and I know she’s been looking for answers for Kash and with Evelyn here, I had given him the books to check through. But if there’s no answer, for him I will have to go to the

was something in there to help him, but he