His Dark Obsession

A Dreary Night

ZEDKIEL.

This day is one that I will always remember.

The threat she held over me she meant it.

It was sickening to watch her take on Evangeline’s coy demeanour, to see her fit in with all her ways, and only when I told Kash what happened did he believe me.

Night has now fallen, and she is asleep by my side. No matter how fucking angry I am, my woman is inside there somewhere.

I regret that the last words we exchanged were ones of anger. Hers hurt like a fucking knife in the chest, but to hold on to my sanity I tell myself that she was not herself when she spoke those words.

My Evangeline knows she means the fucking world to me. No one else matters, only her. I will do anything for her. Anything.

‘But if you weren’t so nice to that woman! Then our mate wouldn’t have been hurt!’ Zerachiel snarls menacingly.

His wrath burns me like poison and guilt rips through me.

I know I messed up, I never meant for this to happen. I was just fucking trying to do the right thing.

I sit there, leaning against the headboard as I look at her sleeping form.

I feel hollow… there’s a gaping hole inside of me that needs Evangeline back. Her somewhat of

a rejection has numbed me but at the same time, I can’t explain the crushing pain that now festers inside of me.

If I can turn back time I’d change that, but I can’t help but let the doubts eat at me. Being alone most of my life has made it hard to feel as if I am good enough… Am I?

What have I really done for her?

Nothing.

She didn’t want anything to do with me. How was she able to so easily cast me aside?

‘Stop it! Remember, we are doomed to fail; you must do the right thing…’ Zerachiel growls, cutting me off.

How do I fix this?

The anger inside of me is bubbling, rising with each passing moment, and I know it’s not Zerachiel’s but mine. It’s growing and the hatred for the woman that lay there in my woman’s body is only getting stronger.

My heart is thundering, my eyes blazing red as I glare out at the moon.

What does it mean to be the goddess?

What power does Evangeline have that she was so easily thrown into the abyss of her mind?

Where is the power of the Moon Goddess when we need it?

‘Zerachiel… tell me why does Evangeline have visions of me killing her… why do I even kill her? Because I can’t see myself ever being able to do that… even if it’s Evelyn in her body. I can’t hurt her.’ I ask him, trying to make sense of it.

need something or someone to tell me that this isn’t the end, that I’ve not lost

me and slowly cracking the hold I have upon my anger. Anger won’t get me anywhere. I’m

cannot kill them for the sake of others.” His voice is full of anguish, tied with an excruciating pain that is tearing through my chest

struggle,

was going to sacrifice

His

up as the sting of betrayal twists

keep her… She

spreading, but I realise that she’s been

curse… or curses.

to fight

close my eyes,

pondering over what I can

given us the answer.’

to fucking go to the realm of gods. How do I go there and what about her? What will happen to her

the realm… Not just anyone, let’s see. There must be a way, use your brain.’ Zerachiel replies

my side. Someone to help keep my sanity intact. I hope he can genuinely see that I want Evangeline

know that, but you are both foolish! Impulsive! Stupid!’ He

me, things could have been handled better. Don’t you feel that you made matters worse? Instead of guiding me and helping me, all my

we can both play this shit blame game, but he’s meant to be a part

silence and I feel a heaviness settle inside, weighing

‘Do

only you

I frown slightly.

who sees your stupidity lifetime and

understand that… I can see the effect the curse has been having. When Evangeline had pushed me, when she released that anger, there was fear and surprise in her eyes…

She didn’t.

repeatedly because I’m about

who sleeps by my side; her breasts rising and falling and a part of me wants to hate

to free

too is a victim of the curse… I’ve seen what it can do to a

always ruins everything!’ He

‘Have you ever shown her

done nothing but ruin everything. She is the

have… there is no hope for the likes of her!’ He spits and I fall silent, staring

can you

and it gives me

he can’t and it’s why he hates me, for being able to kill our

she looks just like Evangeline… well, not entirely, as Evangeline had the habit

the only link I have to Evangeline, and for that reason, I have to keep her close. I don’t need her going off the deep

on her, trying to think of a way to

I ask

to

are ancient arts that they excel in.’

mean I should attempt to visit

I know she’s been looking for answers for Kash and with Evelyn here, I had given him the books to check through. But if

there to