His Dark Obsession

A Dreary Night

ZEDKIEL.

This day is one that I will always remember.

The threat she held over me she meant it.

It was sickening to watch her take on Evangeline’s coy demeanour, to see her fit in with all her ways, and only when I told Kash what happened did he believe me.

Night has now fallen, and she is asleep by my side. No matter how fucking angry I am, my woman is inside there somewhere.

I regret that the last words we exchanged were ones of anger. Hers hurt like a fucking knife in the chest, but to hold on to my sanity I tell myself that she was not herself when she spoke those words.

My Evangeline knows she means the fucking world to me. No one else matters, only her. I will do anything for her. Anything.

‘But if you weren’t so nice to that woman! Then our mate wouldn’t have been hurt!’ Zerachiel snarls menacingly.

His wrath burns me like poison and guilt rips through me.

I know I messed up, I never meant for this to happen. I was just fucking trying to do the right thing.

I sit there, leaning against the headboard as I look at her sleeping form.

I feel hollow… there’s a gaping hole inside of me that needs Evangeline back. Her somewhat of

a rejection has numbed me but at the same time, I can’t explain the crushing pain that now festers inside of me.

If I can turn back time I’d change that, but I can’t help but let the doubts eat at me. Being alone most of my life has made it hard to feel as if I am good enough… Am I?

What have I really done for her?

Nothing.

She didn’t want anything to do with me. How was she able to so easily cast me aside?

‘Stop it! Remember, we are doomed to fail; you must do the right thing…’ Zerachiel growls, cutting me off.

How do I fix this?

The anger inside of me is bubbling, rising with each passing moment, and I know it’s not Zerachiel’s but mine. It’s growing and the hatred for the woman that lay there in my woman’s body is only getting stronger.

My heart is thundering, my eyes blazing red as I glare out at the moon.

What does it mean to be the goddess?

What power does Evangeline have that she was so easily thrown into the abyss of her mind?

Where is the power of the Moon Goddess when we need it?

‘Zerachiel… tell me why does Evangeline have visions of me killing her… why do I even kill her? Because I can’t see myself ever being able to do that… even if it’s Evelyn in her body. I can’t hurt her.’ I ask him, trying to make sense of it.

someone to tell me that this isn’t the end, that I’ve not

can feel that festering rage bleeding through me and slowly cracking the hold I have upon my anger. Anger won’t get me anywhere.

“I don’t know all… but you always end up killing her… perhaps because she is no longer there… but still, she is our mate, they are our mates… you cannot kill them for the sake of others.” His voice is full of anguish, tied with an excruciating

can feel his struggle, and soon the pain

said that Evangeline was going to

His

as the sting of betrayal twists in my

just not enough to keep her…

seems to be spreading, but I realise that

curse… or curses.

need to

close my eyes,

pondering over what I

the answer.’ Zerachiel mutters with obvious

do I go there and what about her? What will happen to her with Evelyn in charge? I don’t think

can go to the realm… Not just anyone, let’s see. There must be a way, use your brain.’

have him on my side. Someone to help keep my sanity intact. I hope he can genuinely see that I want Evangeline back. Not only want… but

that, but you are both foolish! Impulsive!

start or fucking warned me, things could have been handled better. Don’t you feel that you made matters worse? Instead of guiding me and helping me, all my life

shit blame game, but he’s meant to be a part

feel a heaviness settle inside,

‘Do

only you are

I frown slightly.

bound…. A prisoner who sees your stupidity

me, when she released that anger, there was

She didn’t.

that repeatedly because I’m about to

falling and a part of me wants to hate her entirely, but one thing that

wants to

is a victim of the curse… I’ve seen what it can do to a person as pure as

ruins

you ever shown her

has done nothing but ruin everything. She is the damn reason Evangeline isn’t here, but I also

likes of her!’ He spits and I

you

and it gives

for

well, not entirely, as Evangeline had the habit

as much as I don’t want to be in her presence. I also know she’s the only link I have to Evangeline, and for that reason, I have to

turn my back on her, trying to think

ideas?’ I

seems to hesitate before

way. There are ancient arts that

mean I should attempt to

entrance to our quarters. Two were regarding vampires and I know she’s been looking for answers for Kash and with Evelyn here, I had given him the books to check through. But if there’s no answer, for him I will have to go to

there to help him, but he hasn’t