His Dark Obsession

A Dreary Night

ZEDKIEL.

This day is one that I will always remember.

The threat she held over me she meant it.

It was sickening to watch her take on Evangeline’s coy demeanour, to see her fit in with all her ways, and only when I told Kash what happened did he believe me.

Night has now fallen, and she is asleep by my side. No matter how fucking angry I am, my woman is inside there somewhere.

I regret that the last words we exchanged were ones of anger. Hers hurt like a fucking knife in the chest, but to hold on to my sanity I tell myself that she was not herself when she spoke those words.

My Evangeline knows she means the fucking world to me. No one else matters, only her. I will do anything for her. Anything.

‘But if you weren’t so nice to that woman! Then our mate wouldn’t have been hurt!’ Zerachiel snarls menacingly.

His wrath burns me like poison and guilt rips through me.

I know I messed up, I never meant for this to happen. I was just fucking trying to do the right thing.

I sit there, leaning against the headboard as I look at her sleeping form.

I feel hollow… there’s a gaping hole inside of me that needs Evangeline back. Her somewhat of

a rejection has numbed me but at the same time, I can’t explain the crushing pain that now festers inside of me.

If I can turn back time I’d change that, but I can’t help but let the doubts eat at me. Being alone most of my life has made it hard to feel as if I am good enough… Am I?

What have I really done for her?

Nothing.

She didn’t want anything to do with me. How was she able to so easily cast me aside?

‘Stop it! Remember, we are doomed to fail; you must do the right thing…’ Zerachiel growls, cutting me off.

How do I fix this?

The anger inside of me is bubbling, rising with each passing moment, and I know it’s not Zerachiel’s but mine. It’s growing and the hatred for the woman that lay there in my woman’s body is only getting stronger.

My heart is thundering, my eyes blazing red as I glare out at the moon.

What does it mean to be the goddess?

What power does Evangeline have that she was so easily thrown into the abyss of her mind?

Where is the power of the Moon Goddess when we need it?

‘Zerachiel… tell me why does Evangeline have visions of me killing her… why do I even kill her? Because I can’t see myself ever being able to do that… even if it’s Evelyn in her body. I can’t hurt her.’ I ask him, trying to make sense of it.

tell me that this isn’t the end, that I’ve not lost

festering rage bleeding through me and slowly cracking the hold I have upon my anger. Anger won’t get

is our mate, they are our mates… you cannot kill them

can feel his struggle,

Evangeline was going

His

as the sting of

enough to keep her… She never wanted

realise that she’s been trying so hard

curse… or curses.

to

my eyes, trying to focus on remaining

my forehead, pondering over what I

given us the answer.’ Zerachiel mutters with

do what she wants? She wants to fucking go to the realm of gods. How do I go

let’s see.

I’m fucking grateful I at least have him on my side. Someone to help keep my sanity intact. I hope he can genuinely see that I want Evangeline

but you are both foolish! Impulsive!

had told me from the start or fucking warned me, things could have been handled better. Don’t

shit blame game, but he’s meant

and I feel a heaviness settle

‘Do

think that only you are bound by these

I frown slightly.

sees your stupidity lifetime and

has been having. When Evangeline had pushed me, when she released that anger, there was fear and surprise in her eyes… almost as

She didn’t.

repeatedly because I’m about to lose my

side; her breasts rising and falling and a part of me wants to hate her entirely, but one thing that Evangeline says

wants to

seen what it can do to a person as pure

ruins everything!’

you ever

especially when it comes to Evelyn, who has done nothing but ruin everything. She

there is no hope for the likes of

can you

it gives me my

why he hates me, for

just like Evangeline… well, not entirely, as Evangeline

also know she’s the only link

back on her, trying to think of a way

I ask

seems to hesitate before

will know a way. There are ancient arts that they

that mean I should attempt to visit

been looking for answers for Kash and with Evelyn here,

there was something in there to help him,