His Dark Obsession

A Dreary Night

ZEDKIEL.

This day is one that I will always remember.

The threat she held over me she meant it.

It was sickening to watch her take on Evangeline’s coy demeanour, to see her fit in with all her ways, and only when I told Kash what happened did he believe me.

Night has now fallen, and she is asleep by my side. No matter how fucking angry I am, my woman is inside there somewhere.

I regret that the last words we exchanged were ones of anger. Hers hurt like a fucking knife in the chest, but to hold on to my sanity I tell myself that she was not herself when she spoke those words.

My Evangeline knows she means the fucking world to me. No one else matters, only her. I will do anything for her. Anything.

‘But if you weren’t so nice to that woman! Then our mate wouldn’t have been hurt!’ Zerachiel snarls menacingly.

His wrath burns me like poison and guilt rips through me.

I know I messed up, I never meant for this to happen. I was just fucking trying to do the right thing.

I sit there, leaning against the headboard as I look at her sleeping form.

I feel hollow… there’s a gaping hole inside of me that needs Evangeline back. Her somewhat of

a rejection has numbed me but at the same time, I can’t explain the crushing pain that now festers inside of me.

If I can turn back time I’d change that, but I can’t help but let the doubts eat at me. Being alone most of my life has made it hard to feel as if I am good enough… Am I?

What have I really done for her?

Nothing.

She didn’t want anything to do with me. How was she able to so easily cast me aside?

‘Stop it! Remember, we are doomed to fail; you must do the right thing…’ Zerachiel growls, cutting me off.

How do I fix this?

The anger inside of me is bubbling, rising with each passing moment, and I know it’s not Zerachiel’s but mine. It’s growing and the hatred for the woman that lay there in my woman’s body is only getting stronger.

My heart is thundering, my eyes blazing red as I glare out at the moon.

What does it mean to be the goddess?

What power does Evangeline have that she was so easily thrown into the abyss of her mind?

Where is the power of the Moon Goddess when we need it?

‘Zerachiel… tell me why does Evangeline have visions of me killing her… why do I even kill her? Because I can’t see myself ever being able to do that… even if it’s Evelyn in her body. I can’t hurt her.’ I ask him, trying to make sense of it.

something or someone to tell me that this isn’t the end, that

slowly cracking the hold I have upon my anger.

no longer there… but still, she is our mate, they are our mates… you cannot kill them for the sake of others.” His voice is full of anguish, tied with an excruciating pain that is tearing through my chest to the point I want to rip my own heart out to end

his struggle, and soon the pain

was going

His

sting of betrayal twists

just not enough to keep her… She never wanted this or

but I realise that she’s

curse… or curses.

need to fight

close my eyes, trying to focus on remaining

massage my forehead, pondering over what I can

answer.’ Zerachiel mutters

realm of gods. How do I go there and what about her? What will happen to her with Evelyn in charge? I don’t think it’s

the realm… Not just anyone, let’s see. There must be a

my side. Someone to help keep my sanity intact. I hope he can

are both foolish! Impulsive! Stupid!’ He

mess up, but if you had told me from the start or fucking warned me, things could have been handled better. Don’t you feel that you made matters worse? Instead of guiding me and helping me, all my life you have just shut me

know we can both play this shit blame game, but he’s meant

silence and I feel a heaviness settle inside, weighing me

‘Do

only you are

I frown slightly.

bound…. A prisoner who sees your stupidity lifetime

she released that anger, there

She didn’t.

that repeatedly because I’m about

side; her breasts rising and falling and a part of me wants to hate her entirely,

wants to

what it can do to a person as pure as Evangeline. ‘Why do you hate her so much?’

ruins

you ever shown her

who is saying this, especially when it comes to Evelyn, who has done nothing but ruin everything. She is

is no hope for the likes of

you

and it gives

can’t and it’s why he hates me, for

she looks just like Evangeline… well, not entirely, as Evangeline had the habit of curling into me

as I don’t want to be in her presence. I also know she’s the only link I have to Evangeline, and for that reason, I

to think of a

I ask

to hesitate before

way. There are ancient

that mean I should

answers for Kash and with Evelyn here, I had given him the books to check through. But if there’s no answer, for him I will have to go to the vampires

in there to help him, but