His Dark Obsession

A Dreary Night

ZEDKIEL.

This day is one that I will always remember.

The threat she held over me she meant it.

It was sickening to watch her take on Evangeline’s coy demeanour, to see her fit in with all her ways, and only when I told Kash what happened did he believe me.

Night has now fallen, and she is asleep by my side. No matter how fucking angry I am, my woman is inside there somewhere.

I regret that the last words we exchanged were ones of anger. Hers hurt like a fucking knife in the chest, but to hold on to my sanity I tell myself that she was not herself when she spoke those words.

My Evangeline knows she means the fucking world to me. No one else matters, only her. I will do anything for her. Anything.

‘But if you weren’t so nice to that woman! Then our mate wouldn’t have been hurt!’ Zerachiel snarls menacingly.

His wrath burns me like poison and guilt rips through me.

I know I messed up, I never meant for this to happen. I was just fucking trying to do the right thing.

I sit there, leaning against the headboard as I look at her sleeping form.

I feel hollow… there’s a gaping hole inside of me that needs Evangeline back. Her somewhat of

a rejection has numbed me but at the same time, I can’t explain the crushing pain that now festers inside of me.

If I can turn back time I’d change that, but I can’t help but let the doubts eat at me. Being alone most of my life has made it hard to feel as if I am good enough… Am I?

What have I really done for her?

Nothing.

She didn’t want anything to do with me. How was she able to so easily cast me aside?

‘Stop it! Remember, we are doomed to fail; you must do the right thing…’ Zerachiel growls, cutting me off.

How do I fix this?

The anger inside of me is bubbling, rising with each passing moment, and I know it’s not Zerachiel’s but mine. It’s growing and the hatred for the woman that lay there in my woman’s body is only getting stronger.

My heart is thundering, my eyes blazing red as I glare out at the moon.

What does it mean to be the goddess?

What power does Evangeline have that she was so easily thrown into the abyss of her mind?

Where is the power of the Moon Goddess when we need it?

‘Zerachiel… tell me why does Evangeline have visions of me killing her… why do I even kill her? Because I can’t see myself ever being able to do that… even if it’s Evelyn in her body. I can’t hurt her.’ I ask him, trying to make sense of it.

something or someone to tell me that this isn’t the end, that I’ve not lost her yet. That there

have upon my anger. Anger won’t get

always end up killing her… perhaps because she is no longer there… but still, she is our mate, they are our mates… you cannot kill them for the sake of others.” His voice is full of anguish, tied with an excruciating pain that is tearing through my chest to the point I want to rip

can feel his struggle,

Evangeline was going to sacrifice herself

His

flares up as the sting of betrayal

to keep her…

spreading, but I realise that she’s been trying

curse… or curses.

need to fight

heavily, I close my eyes, trying to focus

pondering over what

given us the answer.’ Zerachiel

do what she wants? She wants to fucking go to the realm of gods. How do I go there and what about

the realm… Not just anyone, let’s see.

Someone to help

know that, but you are both foolish! Impulsive! Stupid!’ He

but if you had told me from the start or fucking warned me, things could have been handled better. Don’t you feel that you made matters worse? Instead of guiding me and helping me, all my life you have just shut me out.’

play this shit blame game, but he’s

a heaviness

‘Do

think that only you are

I frown slightly.

bound…. A prisoner who sees your

when she released that anger, there was fear and surprise in her eyes… almost as if

She didn’t.

repeatedly because I’m about to

sleeps by my side; her breasts rising and falling and a part of me wants to

to free

victim of the curse… I’ve seen what it can do to a person as pure as Evangeline. ‘Why do

ruins everything!’ He

‘Have you ever shown her

is saying this, especially when it comes to Evelyn, who has done nothing but ruin everything. She is the damn reason Evangeline

have… there is no hope for the likes of her!’ He spits and I fall silent, staring at

you kill

and it

he hates me, for being able to kill our mate in

entirely, as Evangeline had the

try to get some sleep as much as I don’t want to be in her presence. I also know she’s the only link I have to Evangeline, and for that reason, I have to keep her close. I don’t need

my back on her, trying to think

I ask

to hesitate

There are ancient arts that they excel

frown. Does that mean I should

vampires and I know she’s been looking for answers for Kash and with Evelyn here, I had given him the books to check through.

there to help him, but he hasn’t said