His Heartwarming Secret

"Girls, guess what? Ethan asked me out last night! Can you believe it?"

"No way!"

"Oh my gosh, finally!"

"Ethan grew some balls. It's about god damn time."

I clutch my gym bag to my chest, weaving my way through the crowd in the girls changing room. Half of the girls are undressed, parading around in their underwear without a care in the world. The conversation in the locker rooms always gives me a headache if I listen too long which isn't a surprise considering all the girls ever talk about is boys.

The latest discussion is Ethan and Melissa.

Ethan has been crushing on Melissa, the girls captain of the football team for months before he'd finally asked her out. Apparently their first date is going to be at Melissa's pool party she's hosting on the weekend.

That doesn't sound like much of a date to me . . .

I'm a hopeless romantic who spends endless hours watching stereotypical love movies on Netflix. Every single time a couple split, I blubber like a baby even though I predict it happening from the start. My ice cream or popcorn bowl always ended up mingling with my tears. . . Gross.

My idea of a first date would be something intimate yet simple. A chance for both of you to get to know each other without the presence of several others.

Somewhere quiet and romantic?

A restaurant maybe.

there's always the worry of eating like a starved pig in front of your crush.

smelly but it's out of sight and I'd choose that any day over everyone seeing my SpongeBob SquarePants underwear. I'm ashamed to admit I also have the matching

quickly change into my gym clothes, a bright red shirt with the words HEYWOOD HIGH printed on the back in block white letters. I opted for the size that was two sizes bigger as showing

stripe shorts completed with white socks and my trusty old converse. The entire school basically

yells loudly, attempting to grab the attention of the class. Everyone lazily walks over to her, continuing with their conversations. Mrs Hollins let out an annoyed breath, rolling her eyes. I watch as she raises the

down onto the grass in a childish manner. She craved the students attention and respect by acting laid back however times

the end of it, keeping my distance from the two girls giggling on the end. Mrs Hollins eyes drift up

me, causing my heart rate to speed up. I hold my hand up half heartedly, looking incredibly awkward.

the class footballs,

keys at me and they land in a heap on the floor in front of my feet. I simply look down at them and stare.

were supposed to catch them," Mrs Hollins sighs, shaking her head. I bite my cheek hard, bending down

My cheeks burn with embarrassment and I resist making eye contact. I clutch the keys tightly, feeling the

down class!"

them before sighing heavily. It takes me a while to

in front of me to stop myself falling. I can barely make out any shapes in here so what hope

"Would you like

yell out as I connect with the floor, landing painfully on my side. I wince and feel around, grabbing a metal pole from underneath me that's poking into my back. Pain flares up my body and I clench my

I curse Mrs Hollins, blinking back the tears in

deep voice cuts in and I

"Hello?"

The voice calls out again. I can vaguely make out his

of his outstretched hand inches away from my face. I stare at it, feeling a

hand, I don't