His Heartwarming Secret

"Girls, guess what? Ethan asked me out last night! Can you believe it?"

"No way!"

"Oh my gosh, finally!"

"Ethan grew some balls. It's about god damn time."

I clutch my gym bag to my chest, weaving my way through the crowd in the girls changing room. Half of the girls are undressed, parading around in their underwear without a care in the world. The conversation in the locker rooms always gives me a headache if I listen too long which isn't a surprise considering all the girls ever talk about is boys.

The latest discussion is Ethan and Melissa.

Ethan has been crushing on Melissa, the girls captain of the football team for months before he'd finally asked her out. Apparently their first date is going to be at Melissa's pool party she's hosting on the weekend.

That doesn't sound like much of a date to me . . .

I'm a hopeless romantic who spends endless hours watching stereotypical love movies on Netflix. Every single time a couple split, I blubber like a baby even though I predict it happening from the start. My ice cream or popcorn bowl always ended up mingling with my tears. . . Gross.

My idea of a first date would be something intimate yet simple. A chance for both of you to get to know each other without the presence of several others.

Somewhere quiet and romantic?

A restaurant maybe.

worry of eating like a starved pig in front of your

me. This is where I change every PE lesson. It's small, cramped and smelly but it's out of sight and I'd choose that any day over everyone seeing my SpongeBob SquarePants underwear. I'm ashamed to admit I also have

my gym clothes, a bright red shirt with the words HEYWOOD HIGH printed on the back in block white letters. I opted for

old converse. The entire school basically looks like the human version of

conversations. Mrs Hollins let out an annoyed breath, rolling her eyes. I watch as she raises the whistle to her lips

her foot down onto the grass in a childish manner. She craved the students attention and respect by

I join the end of it, keeping my distance from the two girls giggling on the end. Mrs Hollins eyes drift up and down each student

She points at me, causing my heart rate to speed up. I hold my hand up half heartedly, looking incredibly awkward. She gives me a slight

class footballs,

me and they land in a heap on the floor in front

were supposed to catch them," Mrs Hollins sighs, shaking her head. I bite my cheek hard, bending

and I resist making eye contact. I clutch the keys tightly, feeling the cold metal dig inside

"Quieten down

breathing out. Finally I reach the equipment room and try the first key inside the lock, no luck. There's around ten different keys and I glance down at them before sighing heavily. It takes me a while to find the right one but when I do, I smile and pull back the door before stepping inside. The room is dark with no light beside from the natural sun peeking through the slither in the door.

out my hands in front of me to stop myself falling. I can barely make out any shapes in here

like some

as I connect with the floor, landing painfully on my side. I

"Stupid idiot of a teacher!" I curse Mrs Hollins, blinking back the tears

A deep voice cuts in and I immediately

"Hello?"

make

outstretched hand inches away from my face. I stare at

my hand, I don't bite."