His Immense Desires

TRYING TO FIGHT MY FEARS OFF

****JANELLE'S POV****

I wanted to ask her the reason she called me, when my phone went off.

Gawddddddd, I had forgotten to charge it yesterday night. I had come back from classes yesterday evening, because my course was timed for the evening session.

I was so stressed out, that I forgot charging my phone, I woke up in the night to read my books, only to find out that there was no light.

That was just so strange, I didn't expect light not to be that night, as I had grown accustomed to seeing light all through the day.

I kept my phone on the table, I remembered Steff telling me she would be coming to my lodge.

Although that was like 8am in the morning, I guessed she would be doing her morning routine, after all she has all the day to come visiting.

The first day I had gone to her lodge, was the same day I vowed never to put myself in the position of going to see her.

Getting into the gate of their lodge, you could perceive all manner of weed and illegal drugs, which they inhale or take in.

I wasn't mad that they were doing it, I was only sorry for them, because within me they are too young to engage themselves in such illicit things which would definitely make their lives miserable someday.

I am not saying it tho, because I am perfect, No, I don't even think that in my whole life I would ever think of striving to be perfection itself.

I felt like choking, as the smell coming from these drugs were taunting.

I was still trying to make my way through the group of girls talking and chattering while smoking, when I looked up.

Guess who I saw, my course representative, Ben, ohhh myyyy. I never thought in my life that a course representative would ever indulge in such unholy activity.

I laughed inwardly on how our lecturers, praised like alike though, he is god himself.

The look on his face didn't look like someone that cared enough, if what he's doing is wrong or right.

to wave at him, but on second thoughts, I waved

whom most teachers talked about, on how

asked a girl who was in a corner doing the normal stuff, which they all seemed as holy, "please can you

She looked at me warily and said, "Dah innocent one huhh", I didn't understood what she said, I

"Ya came talking about Steff, ya think in ya head, like

"I am so sorry, it's Stefflon Douglas, she said it's room two hundred and fifteen, like 215", I decided saying it in

"Okay, just keep going straight, turn by your left, you will see a t-junction that

please, so sorry for the inconveniences

let him or her to finish up, the hostel by your right,

to finish, you claim you don't know the way yet you interrupted when I was just explaining to you the

sorry, will get going, thanks for the direction",

for steffs' lodge,

I wanted to knock, but I saw that

while I was waiting for you, you're her doing God knows what,

what are you doing, do you know how harmful that is, we talked about it the previous day I had seen you

it, you're just making me seem not so good, like though am

I looked across the table, she wasn't

perplexed as to what she's doing on the floor,

I left her for like five minutes, maybe when she's gotten so tired, she would stand up, rub on her jeans and start

wasn't moving at all, I had to

among themselves, "please can you

it you want?",

isn't here, rather in my friends' lodge, please it won't take your time", they

pointed at steffs' unmoving body, they looked at me with a look of horror

I feared the worst, I swore that if anything happens

scooted and turned her, but, she wasn't

nodding their

was I thinking, I should have called them since when I noticed her earlier, I thought it