His Immense Desires

TRYING TO FIGHT MY FEARS OFF

****JANELLE'S POV****

I wanted to ask her the reason she called me, when my phone went off.

Gawddddddd, I had forgotten to charge it yesterday night. I had come back from classes yesterday evening, because my course was timed for the evening session.

I was so stressed out, that I forgot charging my phone, I woke up in the night to read my books, only to find out that there was no light.

That was just so strange, I didn't expect light not to be that night, as I had grown accustomed to seeing light all through the day.

I kept my phone on the table, I remembered Steff telling me she would be coming to my lodge.

Although that was like 8am in the morning, I guessed she would be doing her morning routine, after all she has all the day to come visiting.

The first day I had gone to her lodge, was the same day I vowed never to put myself in the position of going to see her.

Getting into the gate of their lodge, you could perceive all manner of weed and illegal drugs, which they inhale or take in.

I wasn't mad that they were doing it, I was only sorry for them, because within me they are too young to engage themselves in such illicit things which would definitely make their lives miserable someday.

I am not saying it tho, because I am perfect, No, I don't even think that in my whole life I would ever think of striving to be perfection itself.

I felt like choking, as the smell coming from these drugs were taunting.

I was still trying to make my way through the group of girls talking and chattering while smoking, when I looked up.

Guess who I saw, my course representative, Ben, ohhh myyyy. I never thought in my life that a course representative would ever indulge in such unholy activity.

I laughed inwardly on how our lecturers, praised like alike though, he is god himself.

The look on his face didn't look like someone that cared enough, if what he's doing is wrong or right.

him,

thinking about Ben, whom most teachers talked about, on how dedicated he's

who was in a corner doing the normal stuff, which they all

looked at me warily and said, "Dah innocent one

think in ya head, like she's dah only motherfucker that stays

two hundred and fifteen, like 215", I decided saying it in numeral cause I didn't think

just keep going straight, turn by your left, you will see a t-junction that separates two hostel, the one by your right is Hostel

said Room 215, please, so sorry for the inconveniences

is talking, you let him or her to finish up, the hostel by your

me to finish, you claim you don't know the way yet you interrupted when I

am so sorry, will get going, thanks for the direction", I thanked her, that was wholeheartedly you

I set off for steffs' lodge, damn everywhere

lodge, I wanted to knock, but I saw that the door was

"Heyyyyyyy, while I was waiting for you, you're her doing God knows what, wait!!!!", She was sniffing some white

"What the fuck Steff, what are you doing, do you know how harmful that is, we talked about it the previous day

you're back at it, you're just making me seem not so good, like though am a sick idiot like you", I

table, she wasn't there again, she was on the

to what she's doing on the floor,

her for like five minutes, maybe when she's gotten so tired, she would stand up, rub on her jeans and

moving at all, I

some group of girls chattering among themselves, "please can

it you

my friends' lodge, please it won't take your time",

and pointed at steffs' unmoving body, they looked at me with a

anything happens to her am going

scooted and turned

They kept nodding their head in a

what was I thinking, I should have called them since when I noticed her earlier, I thought it was her normal stunt she