His Immense Desires

TRYING TO FIGHT MY FEARS OFF

****JANELLE'S POV****

I wanted to ask her the reason she called me, when my phone went off.

Gawddddddd, I had forgotten to charge it yesterday night. I had come back from classes yesterday evening, because my course was timed for the evening session.

I was so stressed out, that I forgot charging my phone, I woke up in the night to read my books, only to find out that there was no light.

That was just so strange, I didn't expect light not to be that night, as I had grown accustomed to seeing light all through the day.

I kept my phone on the table, I remembered Steff telling me she would be coming to my lodge.

Although that was like 8am in the morning, I guessed she would be doing her morning routine, after all she has all the day to come visiting.

The first day I had gone to her lodge, was the same day I vowed never to put myself in the position of going to see her.

Getting into the gate of their lodge, you could perceive all manner of weed and illegal drugs, which they inhale or take in.

I wasn't mad that they were doing it, I was only sorry for them, because within me they are too young to engage themselves in such illicit things which would definitely make their lives miserable someday.

I am not saying it tho, because I am perfect, No, I don't even think that in my whole life I would ever think of striving to be perfection itself.

I felt like choking, as the smell coming from these drugs were taunting.

I was still trying to make my way through the group of girls talking and chattering while smoking, when I looked up.

Guess who I saw, my course representative, Ben, ohhh myyyy. I never thought in my life that a course representative would ever indulge in such unholy activity.

I laughed inwardly on how our lecturers, praised like alike though, he is god himself.

The look on his face didn't look like someone that cared enough, if what he's doing is wrong or right.

I wanted to wave at him, but on second

still thinking about Ben, whom most

was in a corner doing the normal stuff, which they all seemed as holy, "please can you help me through with steffs' room?", I

said, "Dah innocent one huhh", I didn't understood what she said, I just

came talking about Steff, ya think in ya head, like she's dah only motherfucker that stays

"I am so sorry, it's Stefflon Douglas, she said it's room two hundred and fifteen, like 215", I decided saying it in numeral cause I didn't think she

left, you will see a t-junction that separates two hostel, the one

please, so sorry

or her to finish up, the hostel by your right, consists of room

You get me right now?, You didn't allow me to finish, you claim you don't know the way yet you interrupted

will get going, thanks for the direction",

for steffs' lodge,

eight minutes before I got to her lodge, I wanted to knock, but I saw that the

her doing God knows what, wait!!!!",

harmful that is, we talked

me seem not so good, like

I looked across the table, she wasn't there again, she

At first I was perplexed as to what she's doing on the floor, "this is definitely one of her

I left her for like five minutes, maybe when she's gotten so tired, she would stand up, rub on her jeans and start acting serious

at all, I had to do something. I thought she was actually

"please can you all come over, I need a little help from

is it you want?",

in my friends' lodge, please it won't take your time", they all agreed and together we

they looked at

happens to her am

all scooted and turned her, but, she

They kept nodding their head in a negative

thinking, I should have called them since when I noticed her