His Lost Lycan Luna

Read His Lost Lycan Luna by Jessica Hall Chapter 36 – I gasped, letting him go, but he pulled me closer. “You can bite me, Ivy,” I shook my head.

“I made you bleed,” I shrieked, trying to get off him. He would surely whip me now. S**t, his guards would, the moment they noticed what I did.

“Shh, breathe. Do I sound mad?” he asked, holding my face still, my lips pressed against his warm skin, and I clamped my teeth together as the urge returned.

“It’s okay, love. If you want to bite me, bite me, I am yours to do what you want with,”

“A servant,”

“Call yourself that again and see what happens. I don’t know how much clearer I can be; I have told you I don’t want you as my servant, that I want to change you,” He sighed, his grip loosening.

“I want you to be mine, and I want to be yours. I want to make you my Queen, do you understand that? I want to mark you after you shift, Ivy, I want to change you, and I want you to be my Luna Queen,” I jerked in his hold and growled but let me sit up but refused to let me off his lap.

“You want to mark me?” I asked, and he nodded.

“Yes, I want to mark and mate you, I also want to change you,”

“But I am a rogue, a servant,”

“Not to me, your not, I don’t care for your status, and neither will my Pack, I want you, but I want you to want me to,”

“Wait, you don’t want me to be a s*x slave?” Isn’t this why he was being nice, because he wanted something?

“What?” He seemed outraged by my words.

“Is that what you thought all this was?” he snapped at me. I swallowed but nodded. What else was I supposed to think? I knew what had happened to the rogues. It hung over mine and Abbie’s head for years. Mrs. Daley made sure we didn’t forget our place; she even branded it in our skin, so we wouldn’t forget. We weren’t people; we were objects, labor, someone to kick when they feel particularly s****y about their lives, a quick power boost because we had no power of our own.

“I figured you would throw me away when you got bored, which is fine. You don’t have to promise things or do things. It is what it is,” Kyson growled, and the sound vibrated against my chest, making my heart beat erratically.

not want a s*x slave; I want a mate, and I want you to let me be yours, equals. Not you do things because you believe it’s what I want

strongly about, and I sure as h**l would never force myself on you or anyone. If I make you uncomfortable, you tell me, I won’t get mad, and I won’t

weren’t like anyone else’s. I didn’t want to be

if I even had one left; I certainly never used it, so I found words hard, except with

do with our freedom, but honestly, they were just dreams, something we knew would never come to fruition. If given a chance, we would

“Ivy,”

can be what you want,”

clear: you are not my servant.

a child’s dream of who I thought I would be and who I would become. A dream that became so out of reach it faded away and was long forgotten because those dreams were trampled into dust and floated off with the wind. I was an imposter of who I once was. Now I am “you,” a reflection of what they made

me, and I sniffled. Words were not my thing, so I

don’t know who I am if I am not a slave or servant,

pecking my lips softly. He nibbled on the bottom one. His warm

down my neck, making me

when you realize that” He

am yours, and you are my Queen,” he said before breaking the skin with his

nerves buzzing at his touch. He pulled his face from my neck, and

do like the look of my teeth on your skin,” my eyes went the mark I left on him. It had healed but was scarred, which I thought odd. I touched

says. His hands cupped my face

it?”

won’t extend fully until

so,” I

shift, not weeks before, unless your Lycan, mine were always longer than

my finger. They felt the same as always, no different, and surely I would

just look a little more extended than normal. That’s why I asked about your birthday.” I shrugged unsurely. Mum said it

to hear something funny?” I raised an eyebrow at him