His Lost Lycan Luna

Hook? Me Found Lycon Line Chapter 53

Azalea POV

Nothing felt real, yet the pain in my heart was proof it was. My mind felt numb, like it was refusing to feel, it’s amazing how one’s mind can forfeit and leave to protect you from caring. I welcomed it yet also hated it. I was irrevocably undeniably numb. Seeing Kyson though, I was worried. He drank so much, copious amounts but he never left my side. I knew he was hurting because I could feel that through the bond. His pain was something I could feel, but I disassociated with it, knew it wasn’t my pain though I also knew it was the same pain. Only now I was adding to his torment.

Yet I didn’t care, didn’t care about anything, I didn’t care about living, I didn’t care about dying, I just merely existed. Numb to everything but also numb to nothing. However, as the days passed, I was still stuck trying to remain anchored to this unfeeling place, yet I also knew I couldn’t stay here. Withdrawing more and disappearing into myself couldn’t be permanent

As I watched life pass in my silence I wondered, is this it? Is this all it will ever be and will I always be this way?

I reached a point where I no longer identify myself with the man who is my mate or identify as anyone really, maybe because for so long I had no identity and yet what our child would have offered was one. Maybe that is why, maybe that is

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why it hurt so much to lose something I never had a chance to love, maybe because along with losing it, I also lost another piece of an identity I couldn’t keep. Mum.

I thought I found myself, and then I lost it all over again and I suddenly wanted to know why. Why did he pretend to be my friend only to literally stab me? How could he Harbor so much anger for someone he would hurt them like that? Why did he take the one thing that was mine from me?

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to my surroundings, I wasn’t sure if I had

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our bond even while he slept, as he sought to comfort me. However,) knew no comfort would come until I had answers. I needed to understand, needed it

his robe, I needed the

him, he remained asleep.

changed and yet remained the same. Though I had seen yet another side of Kyson, multiple in fact over the

I never realized its

he went without it, feeling the frustration as he fought the urge to find

the handle and stepped out the doors to find Trey. He looked at me

god,” he whispered before holding me at arms

glances at the door

at my face, his eyes sparkled with sadness, endless hazel depths of

though my throat hurt to

though I shake my head. Kyson needed sleep, I knew how little he had, knew how exhausted he was, also knew he would feel like shit after how much he drank last night before he succumbed

have a favor to ask of

you need,” he answers swiftly,

to see Peter;” | admitted. He opens his mouth no doubt to deny me but I hold my hand up

is doing it to protect me, but I need this,” I plead, hoping