His Promise: The Mafia’s Babies

It was a few days further and I was still three months pregnant. Nope, absolutely nothing had changed ashit. After finishing up my week behind the bar it was the weekend and somehow I managed to call in sicout of the picture and so was Lucio who was at first surprised to see me in the kitchen but didn’t pay lotsit.

I knew that if I had to work it tonight it would’ve been time to start dancing again, but I also knew that I at least not with a baby in my belly. After looking up several job applications I had quickly found out thatwaiting on a college drop out.

My hands grasped for the abortion clinic booklet and I held it tightly. Why did it have to be this difficult?The most logical action would be to go with my original plan and to abort the baby as soon as possible. something of my own but I also wanted to give my child the life it deserved. Adoption was out of optionmyself very well, I got too attached way too quickly and would never be able to give up my child. Keepinsomething I did not have the heart for even if I wanted to.

I looked down at the contact number at the back of the booklet and typed it in on my phone but regrettsomeone had actually picked up. I had expected getting an abortion was an easy thing to do and that thfollow quickly after that, but it didn’t. Unfortunately, I did not prepare myself for all the questions which including the question of why I wanted the abortion, but what was I even thinking? Upon hearing my unnurse made an appointment for the next day so I could talk things over and get more explanation.

The word ‘discuss’ scared me. I did not want to discuss anything because I knew that the longer I waitedregret my decision. It was not that I didn’t want to become a parent, because I wanted to, but what was tbeing pregnant when you could not even enjoy your pregnancy?

To make matters worse, the internet was my best friend, so I looked up the abortion process and even wvideos as if reading about it wasn’t painful enough.

Just the thought of it made me run to the bathroom to throw up for what would be the fourth time todabeing morning sickness, it was more-so a combination of nerves and disgust. I just wanted this to vanishon with my life and never make the same decision again.

On the bright side, I wouldn’t get that many questions from the girls because Faith and Luna were the onSee, being a loner did have its advantages.

were supposed to confide in your friends, but telling them I got pregnant by our boss’ just soundedmatter how

about who it could’ve been. “Who’s theexpecting nothing back because I definitely did not

house to clean up. My first instinct was to hide the abortioon the tv, and to

in his hands, which made me worry because it seemed like he waanytime soon. “I actually heard you were sick the entire week and I got worried,” Lucio spoke and threw on the

he had done it before and iI had known him he became a father figure to me. The only thing was that the timing was bad, considerime being sick would’ve been

sons to take care of you and they have you out here looking like some grim worries, I have the best soup recipe for fevers!” He

words was unfortunately

so telling hfor him to leave would not only be extremely disrespectful but also a waste of my breath. “Fine, do what spoke. Shortly after, Lucio was already busy with cutting up

be over soon,” I reassured him, but he wouldn’t take no for an answer. At times I fouhow my brains worked. One of the reasons why I didn’t want to bring the baby

completely stupid and knew of his reputation but I had no reason to fanything I admired him,

you go, eat it all.” He told me and placed a bowl of soupI didn’t know whether it was

shook his head. “I don’t even treat my own daughters like this, so

to sdoing because look at you child. I’ll find you another job, I’ll take care

reason why he paid attention to me, which was not crazy. He must’ve thought I was exhausted while that wasn’t the only casanyone to take care of me, I had always been on my own and even though I sometimes got jealous whenothers with their