His Promise: The Mafia’s Babies

Chapter 125

“The truth?” I muttered. It’s what I asked for, so what was the problem? Was it because I didn’t want to hear the truth, or was it because I wasn’t ready to forgive him?

“You can tell me the full truth after I’m done eating.” I told him as the food arrived. Christian looked in horror as I accepted the full bag of food and ripped it open. “Are you not going to say it?” I teased him.

It was a habit of his to tell me not to get anything dirty, whether it was his car, the kitchen, the room that used to be ours, or the big stain I left on the couch.

“You can do whatever you want. I just want to talk to you.” Christian spoke through the pain. He was willing to go as far as letting me dirt the car-just so he could talk to me. I shrugged my shoulders and ate my food while Christian stared at me. He never stopped staring.

I missed the words, Serena, look at me. He used to say it at the most random times and as creepy as it might sound, would even watch me in my sleep.

“I didn’t miss the sound of your smacking” He chuckled while he wiped my mouth clean.

“So tell me, why did you cheat?” I asked after taking my last bite. I was not prepared to go through everything again, but maybe it would help me move on. It was what I needed to hear and I had to accept the truth. “Because I was stupid.”

“No. I mean how-beginning to end. How and why? Was I not good enough for you?” I asked. It was a thought which had been swimming around in my head, but I couldn’t find an answer. “No, it wasn’t you- it was me,” Christian spoke. “It wasn’t because you’re not good enough. It was because I’m not good enough.”

“I’m glad you know,” I mumbled. It felt good to hear it from his mouth. It wasn’t me-it was him. “We had a phone call. You told me to do whatever I wanted to do-I was drunk, and I misunderstood.”

“People get drunk all the time. They still don’t cheat on each other.” I sighed at his poor excuse. No matter how much he drank that night, cheating shouldn’t have even been an option. “I know that’s not an excuse, and I know I can’t take back what I did, and I wanted to tell you the truth-but I know what kind of person you are, I was being selfish and I didn’t want you to leave me.”

“No, you don’t know me.” I sighed. If he really knew me, he would’ve told me from the start. “I’m always willing to talk things out, and if I knew the truth from the beginning, things wouldn’t have turned out like

this.”

“I really was planning on telling you, but I didn’t want to lose you.” Christian defended his words. “You let Gina walk beside you for over four months, I befriended her, and you never said a word.”

“I did it for my dad,” Christian said. “He was so happy with Gina and her work, and he could finally rest. I did not want to take that away from him-”

“So you decided to take away my happiness instead?”

“No,” Christian spoke and grabbed my hand. “I didn’t want you to lose your smile. I made a mistake, and I’m sorry.”

It seemed as if I was trying to run away from his apology, while I shouldn’t. I still felt betrayed, and I was pissed, but there’s was nothing I could do or say to change it. The damage had already been done. “It was a one-time thing. I was selfish, immature, and if I could take back my actions and my words, I would.”

being selfish and immature in the way we handled things, and it wasn’t about us anymore. It was about Siena

lot as a person, and I know

you.”

me, that means we

I forgave him, but we could never be buddies, and we could never be in a toxic relationship again. Too much had happened, and our families were not on good terms. I didn’t even want them to find out about this, so we could be co- parents instead. “Right.” Christian smiled. “We

“We should come clean about everything so

future.”

took a deep breath. “I have four more things

more

Christian confessed. It was supposed to bother me, but it didn’t. At least he was telling me the truth. “You put her in a bad neighborhood so that I can give you a pass,” I spoke as I waited for

see Siena more, which is clearly not necessary anymore.” Christian sighed and

get your stuff, I wasn’t supposed to be there, but Isobel told me because she promised to help me out, so…”

my

that dad doesn’t want her with Beau and that Beau is taking out his anger on me, absolutely

“Don’t bother. It’s not your fault.” I smiled as my hand moved to his. I was being

to ever accept her is if the Sala’s forgive Isobel and her dad, which is not going to happen

“Yes, I forgive her.” I nodded my head. It might’ve sounded a bit crazy because I was angry at Christian for threatening my family while Isobel actually put my life in danger- but if Beau was happy, so was I.

the idea today, and I actually don’t even think it’s a good

probably his last request, and he also wants Enzo to be in the pictures. He obviously misses him

understandable. Even though Lucio’s attention mainly went

the days when I still used to work at the club, I had already concluded that Gio and Enzo were the most hungry for his attention. “He distanced

to be ashamed about” I smiled. “He did the same thing as Isobel, but for some reason forgiving him

clearly mentally unstable, and Isobel was just obsessed

you want to see them?” I asked Christian, who immediately leaned in closer. He was probably dying to ask more questions about Siena but was too afraid to ruin a good moment. “Yes,

pictures with a big smile on his face. How was I even planning on taking Siena away from him when he loved her that much? No

All he wanted was to see his daughter,

I ignored the sad pout on Christian’s face. “I’m meeting up with Dario. Since we’ve decided

his anger. “So you’re still going to hang

plan to ‘destroy you.” I laughed at the nervous look on Christian’s face. “Just please be careful. We don’t know him that well, and I have no

really nice person. He kind

Vince.”

miss him a lot, but not poor Vince. Keep him out of this.” He spoke as I burst out laughing at his reaction. “Please tell me you don’t have feelings