The Gang picks up my mood, milling around. Archie bounces about, yapping excitedly until Meg snaps at him and he sheers off. Then as the four play at rough-and-tumble under the table, Scruffy joins them and I snap. “Quiet! All of you!”
The dogs subside and assemble under the desk, panting. Ryan stares at me. “Kirstie?”
I shouldn’t have done that.
They’re only enjoying themselves…
Too much wine...
That’s what I tell myself anyway. “I’ll be back in a while. I’m taking the dogs out.”
He starts to rise from the chair. “I’ll keep you company.”
I shake my head. “No, it’s alright.” He stares after me as I exit the study.
Wrapping a thick scarf around my neck and tugging mittens onto hands, I call the dogs and once more they bounce jubilantly after me as I head outdoors.
I gasp at the frigid wall of air as I open the door. The Gang don’t seem to notice, tumbling out into the snow as I carefully pull the door closed behind me.
The icy air and brilliant sunshine are an instant antidote to my ill mood. Around me lies a vast sparkling snowscape, covering grass and shrub and tree, rolling down the mountain to where even the lake lies as a single glistening sheet.
What do I have to be miserable about?
Really?
I pace up and down in the snow, watching the dogs playing, racing around in silly circles, barking joyously.
What’s wrong with me?
Just nerves?
Self-analysis isn’t easy. Sometimes one must face unpleasant truths.
Is it just nerves?
Just anxiety about the biggest purchase I’m ever likely to make?
Or is it more?
Ryan…
I was single for years. Happily so.
And then Ryan appeared in my life.
I love you.
want to be
his paws a blur as he excavates a hole, spraying snow backwards and
can’t I catch that mood from
back of my
I’m being watched…
…
Don’t be ridiculous…
Cautiously, I scan around.
is still out
Is he watching us?
fucking obvious
why Klempner’s
shifts on the edges of my vision
impassive, Klempner stands at the back of the terrace, leaning against
idiot. “Oh, sorry. I didn't mean to disturb
“You're not disturbing me. I just
It’s all a bit…” I wave my hands uselessly, not knowing how to express
My what?
I don’t know.
for a moment
a bit… out of sorts.” His brows rise, as though waiting for me to keep speaking. For some reason, I want to fill
slowly, pursing his lips. “So
there’s a reason I’m not the only one outside
is he out
“Are you alright?”
straightens up, his smile turning brighter. “No, I'm good. It's just that when I accepted the invitation to Christmas, I didn't really know what to expect. I thought all that…” He waves back
“To tell the truth, I find it all a
important to Charlotte, certainly. I don't
his mug.
who I'm talking to. That this solitary, silent man, is Lawrence Klempner: murderer,
he seems civilised
someone to talk
not too
“What happened?” I ask.
for Christmas. You have
want. But it's not what I meant. I meant, what happened to you? I mean, you’re Lawrence Klempner…” His lips quirk… “… And yet here
as I realise both the gross ill-manners of my question and the possible consequences of my asking
I’ve started, so I
tinged with amusement. “What you expected? Yes, in fact I do only have
My cheeks burn…
mention that you're apt to let your mouth run away
Oh… Jeez…
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