I Am The Luna

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

is going to the dogs. Fix it

level that I raised this pack to. We’re only returning to how it was when you were Alpha.” I

for a

not turn

the Alpha now, and you better not disrespect me.” I snarl, my eyes flashing as I

made you Alpha.” He

is worthy to be called king, he will forever remain a fool. I’m acknowledged as the Alpha for what I have achieved. As for the shit I’ve messed up, I know what I’m doing, and I don’t need to answer to you or anyone “I growl,

Zaia. Because she’s the one I wronged. Our eyes meet, both of us raging with anger and before this gets out of hand, I turn and storm down the

and head straight to the bathroom and pull open the cabinet. Grabbing the pill bottle, I unscrew

door, I quickly slip the pills

still extremely tense at home The results of the pills came back positive.

the tension, brought me to the decision that I will leave

the entrance of the Whispering Mountain Pack. After not being able to reach either Atticus or Zaia via phone or email, I decided to come

not wanting it to somehow get to

my car as I wait for Atticus. The guard is watching me like a hawk. He has called Atticus and surprisingly Atticus has agreed to come meet

the eastern side of his pack, the private property is entirely blocked off, and no one can enter but it’s easier for me to reach Atticus on this side rather than try to enter the pack and be apprehended by security. This way I’m not on his pack

sound of footsteps and the

his guard. The man bows before walking away and Atticus turns his

specifically told you, you aren’t allowed anywhere near

” I reply, my

I don’t need Zaia getting upset with your presence,”

want to talk to her, it’s why I’m here,” I reply as I cross

frowns slightly and sighs

why are you still trying to hurt her, unless, of course, you don’t really care for

an act? “This is about my kids. I

them as mine, really… Sebastian, even if somehow you are the

Somehow?

They are mine

never tolerate this man to ever be a father figure to my children. Just the thought makes my blood boil. My eyes flash as I push myself away from the car, closing the gap between us, wanting to punch

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

if she’s willing to talk to you, rest assured, I know she won’t accept you back, but you have to promise me

“What?” I almost snarl.

doesn’t want anything to do with you, you will leave her alone and

because I will keep

nods and takes his phone out and dials a number I

and look down at the screen,

snaps, shoving me back,

don’t trust him

growl. “Pathetic” He mutters as the phone goes to

“Try again,” I growl.