I Am The Luna

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

him to continue “This pack is going to the

frown. He’s forgetting I’m the one who made this pack better. “I think you got used to the level that I raised this pack to. We’re only returning to how it was when

a reply,

don’t have time for his crap. “Do not turn your

you better not disrespect me.” I

you Alpha.” He

for what I have achieved. As for the shit I’ve messed up, I

before this gets out of hand, I turn and storm down the hall, having had

I’ve been staying and head straight to the bathroom and pull open the cabinet. Grabbing the pill bottle, I

the bedroom door, I quickly slip the pills into

I promise. A week has passed since that day, and things are still extremely tense at home The results of the pills

results, combined with the tension, brought me to the decision that I will leave

not being able to reach either Atticus or Zaia via phone or email, I decided

not wanting it to somehow

guard is watching me like a hawk. He has called

of his pack, the private property is entirely blocked off, and no one can enter but it’s easier for me to reach Atticus on this side rather than try to enter the pack and be apprehended by security. This way I’m not on his pack

minutes pass when I hear the sound of footsteps and the door opens and Atticus steps

he murmurs to his guard. The man

When I specifically told you, you

to argue ” I reply, my eyes flickering from my wolves to

I don’t need Zaia

want to talk to her, it’s why I’m here,” I reply as I

frowns slightly and

he asks, “and haven’t you? So why are you still trying to hurt her, unless, of course, you don’t really care for the woman on

it’s an act? “This is about my kids. I know those babies are

am seeing them as mine, really… Sebastian, even if somehow you are the father, she doesn’t want anything to

Somehow?

They are mine

never tolerate this man to ever be a father figure to my children. Just the thought makes my blood boil. My eyes flash as I push myself away from the car, closing the gap between us, wanting

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

go ask her if she’s willing to talk to you, rest assured, I know she won’t accept you back, but you have

“What?” I almost snarl.

with you, you will leave her alone and walk away. For

my jaw No because I will keep

and dials a number

and look down at the

me?” He snaps, shoving me back, but I refuse to back

don’t trust him

sure,” I growl. “Pathetic” He mutters

“Try again,” I growl.