I Am The Luna

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

to continue “This pack is going to

pack better. “I think you got used to the level that I raised this pack to. We’re only returning to how it was

for a

don’t have time for his crap. “Do not turn your back on me, Sebastian.” He

not disrespect me.” I snarl, my eyes flashing as I turn and

you Alpha.” He

be called king, he will forever remain a fool. I’m acknowledged as the Alpha for what I have achieved. As for the shit I’ve messed up, I know what

one I wronged. Our eyes meet, both of us raging with anger and before this gets out of hand, I turn and storm down the hall, having had

and head straight to the bathroom and pull open the cabinet. Grabbing

have these checked. Hearing a knock on the bedroom door, I quickly slip the pills into my pocket before I go to answer

promise. A week has passed since that day, and things are still extremely tense at home The results

to the decision that

Pack. After not being able to reach either Atticus or Zaia via phone or email, I decided to

Jai, not wanting it to somehow get

guard is watching me like a hawk. He has called Atticus and surprisingly Atticus has agreed

one can enter but it’s easier for me to reach Atticus on this side rather than try to enter the pack

I hear the sound of

his guard. The man bows before walking away

behaviour, Sebastian King When I specifically told you, you

and I’m here to talk, not to argue ” I reply, my eyes flickering from my

that is the only reason you are alive. I don’t need Zaia getting upset with

it’s why I’m

slightly and sighs

you? So why are you still trying to hurt her, unless, of course, you don’t really

implying that it’s an act? “This is about my kids. I

as mine, really… Sebastian, even if somehow you are the father, she doesn’t want anything to do

Somehow?

They are mine

I will never tolerate this man to ever be a father figure to my children. Just the thought makes my blood boil. My eyes flash as I push myself

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

head. “Fine, I’ll go ask her if she’s willing to talk to you, rest assured, I know she won’t accept you back, but you have to promise me

“What?” I almost snarl.

doesn’t want anything to do with you, you will leave her

my jaw No because I will

phone out and dials a number I can hear it ring but there’s no

and look down at the

snaps, shoving me back, but I refuse to

trust

I growl. “Pathetic” He mutters as the phone

“Try again,” I growl.