I Am The Luna

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

pack is going to

He’s forgetting I’m the one who made this pack better. “I think you got used to the level that I raised this pack to. We’re only returning to

a reply,

his crap. “Do not turn your back on me, Sebastian.”

better not disrespect me.” I snarl, my eyes flashing as I turn and

made you Alpha.”

and unless he proves he is worthy to be called king, he will forever remain a fool. I’m acknowledged as the Alpha for what I have achieved. As for the shit I’ve messed up, I know what I’m doing, and I don’t need

anger and before this

cabinet. Grabbing the pill bottle, I unscrew it and pour some pills into my hands before

a knock on the bedroom door, I quickly slip the pills into

promise. A week has passed since that day, and things are still extremely tense at home The results of the pills came

the decision that I will leave the mansion and move

the gates to the entrance of the Whispering Mountain Pack. After not being able to reach

no one of my visit, save Jai, not wanting it to somehow get to the person watching me and also not knowing

guard is watching me like a hawk. He has called Atticus and surprisingly

can enter but it’s easier for me to reach Atticus on this side rather than try to enter the pack and be apprehended by security. This way

minutes pass when I hear the sound of footsteps and the door opens

us some time alone,” he murmurs to his guard. The man bows before walking away

behaviour, Sebastian King When I specifically told you, you aren’t allowed anywhere near my pack, yet you show up at my door…” his

and I’m here to talk, not to argue ” I reply, my eyes

is the only reason you are alive. I don’t need Zaia getting upset with your presence,” he says, his voice

want to talk to her, it’s why I’m here,” I reply as I cross

slightly and sighs

you? So why are you still trying to hurt her, unless, of course, you don’t really care for the woman on

my kids. I know those babies are mine,

here I am seeing them as mine, really… Sebastian, even if somehow you are the father, she doesn’t want anything to do with

Somehow?

They are mine

blood boil. My eyes flash as I

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

her if she’s willing to talk to you, rest assured, I know

“What?” I almost snarl.

anything to do with you, you will

because

out and dials a number I can hear it ring but there’s no

look down at

me?” He snaps, shoving me

trust him at

making sure,” I growl. “Pathetic” He mutters

“Try again,” I growl.