I Am The Luna

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

“This pack is going to

the level that I raised this pack to. We’re only returning to how it

a

don’t have time for his crap. “Do not turn your back

Alpha now, and you better not disrespect me.” I snarl, my eyes flashing as

you Alpha.” He

be given the title of a king, and unless he proves he is worthy to be called king, he will forever remain a fool. I’m acknowledged as the Alpha for what I have achieved. As for the shit I’ve messed up,

she’s the one I wronged. Our eyes meet, both of us raging with anger and before this gets out of hand, I turn and storm down the hall, having had enough of his

the bathroom and pull open the cabinet. Grabbing the pill bottle, I unscrew it and pour some pills

the bedroom door, I quickly slip the

I promise. A week has passed since that day, and things are still extremely tense at home The results of the pills came back

tension, brought me to the decision that I will leave the mansion and move

Pack. After not being able

not wanting it to somehow get to

against my car as I wait for Atticus. The guard is watching me like a hawk.

to the eastern side of his pack, the private property is entirely blocked off, and no one can enter but it’s easier for me to reach Atticus

of footsteps and the door opens and

he murmurs to his guard. The man bows before walking away and Atticus turns

appalled at your brazen behaviour, Sebastian King When I specifically told you, you aren’t allowed anywhere near my pack, yet you show up at my door…” his voice is sharp, his eyes

to talk, not to argue ” I reply, my eyes flickering from my wolves to my own as I try to control my

need Zaia

I’m here,” I reply as I

frowns slightly

“and haven’t you? So why are you still trying to hurt her, unless, of course, you don’t really care for the woman

I know those babies are

mine, really… Sebastian, even if somehow you are the

Somehow?

They are mine

thought makes my blood boil. My eyes flash as I push myself away from the car,

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

she’s willing to talk to you, rest

“What?” I almost snarl.

do with you, you will leave her alone and

jaw No because

and takes his phone out and dials a number

over and look down at

me?” He snaps, shoving me back, but

don’t trust him

sure,” I growl. “Pathetic” He mutters as

“Try again,” I growl.