I Am The Luna

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

is going to the dogs.

one who made this pack better. “I think you got used to the level that

waiting for a

his crap. “Do not turn your

Alpha now, and you better not disrespect me.” I snarl, my eyes flashing

made you Alpha.”

will forever remain a fool. I’m acknowledged as the Alpha for what I have achieved. As for the shit I’ve messed up, I know what I’m doing, and I don’t need to answer to you or anyone “I growl,

meet, both of us raging with anger and before this gets out

pull open the cabinet. Grabbing the pill bottle, I unscrew it and pour some pills

knock on the bedroom door, I quickly slip

since that day, and things are still extremely tense at home The results of the pills

the tension, brought me to the decision that I will leave the mansion and

of the Whispering Mountain Pack. After not being able to reach either

somehow get to the person watching me

against my car as I wait for Atticus. The guard is watching me like a hawk. He has called Atticus and surprisingly Atticus has agreed to come

is entirely blocked off, and no one can enter but it’s easier for me to reach Atticus on this side rather than try to enter the pack and be apprehended by security. This

pass when I hear the sound of footsteps and the

time alone,” he murmurs to his guard. The man bows before walking away and Atticus turns

told you, you

not to argue ” I reply, my eyes flickering from my wolves to my own as I try to

are alive. I don’t need Zaia getting

it’s why I’m here,” I reply as I

frowns slightly and

moved on?” he asks, “and haven’t you? So why are you still trying to

my kids. I know those babies

seeing them as mine, really… Sebastian, even if somehow you are the father, she doesn’t want anything to

Somehow?

They are mine

my children. Just the thought makes my blood boil. My eyes flash as I push myself away from the car,

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

she’s willing to talk to you, rest assured, I know she won’t accept you back, but you have

“What?” I almost snarl.

this talk, if she doesn’t want anything to do with you, you will leave her alone

No because I will

out and dials a

look down at the

snaps, shoving me back, but I

don’t trust him

He mutters

“Try again,” I growl.