I Am The Luna

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

pack is going to the dogs. Fix it or give up your

level that I raised this pack to. We’re only returning to how it was when

waiting for a reply, I walk

“Do not

now, and you better not disrespect me.” I snarl, my eyes flashing as

made you Alpha.” He

king, he will forever remain a fool. I’m acknowledged as the Alpha for what I have achieved. As for the shit I’ve messed up,

anger and before this gets out of hand, I turn and storm

cabinet. Grabbing the pill bottle, I unscrew it and pour some

a knock on the bedroom door, I quickly slip the pills

since that day, and things are still extremely tense at home The results

with the tension, brought me to the decision that I

not being able to reach either Atticus

it to somehow get to the person watching me and also not knowing who

leaning against my car as I wait for Atticus. The guard is watching me like a hawk. He has called Atticus and surprisingly Atticus has agreed

to go to the eastern side of his pack, the private property is entirely blocked off, and no one can enter but it’s easier for me to reach Atticus on this side rather than try to enter the pack and be apprehended by security.

minutes pass when I hear the sound of footsteps and the door

man bows before walking away and Atticus turns his gaze on

specifically told you,

not to argue ” I reply, my eyes flickering from my wolves to my own as I try

are alive. I don’t need Zaia getting upset with your presence,”

her, it’s why I’m here,” I reply as I cross my

frowns slightly and sighs

you? So why are you still trying to hurt her, unless, of

I know those babies are mine, no matter if you

really… Sebastian, even if somehow you are the father, she doesn’t want

Somehow?

They are mine

tolerate this man to ever be a father figure to my children. Just the thought makes my blood boil. My eyes flash as

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

“Fine, I’ll go ask her if she’s willing to talk to you, rest assured, I know

“What?” I almost snarl.

do with you, you will leave her alone and

No because I

phone out and dials a

and look

me?” He snaps, shoving me

trust

mutters as the phone goes

“Try again,” I growl.