I Am The Luna

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

“This pack is going to the dogs. Fix it or

think you got used to the level

for a

not turn your

not disrespect me.” I snarl, my eyes flashing

you Alpha.”

king, he will forever remain a fool. I’m acknowledged as the Alpha for what I have achieved. As for the shit I’ve messed up, I know what I’m doing, and I don’t need to answer to you or anyone “I growl, trying to calm the rising storm

I wronged. Our eyes meet, both of us raging with anger and before this gets out of hand, I turn and storm down the

enter the guest room where I’ve been staying and head straight to the bathroom and pull open the cabinet. Grabbing the pill bottle, I unscrew it and pour some pills into my

quickly slip the

promise. A week has passed since that day, and things are still extremely tense at home The results of the pills came back positive. Each one contained a high level

to the decision that I will leave the

at the gates to the entrance of the Whispering Mountain Pack. After not being able to reach

no one of my visit, save Jai, not wanting it to somehow get to the person watching me and also not knowing who I can

against my car as I wait for Atticus. The guard is watching me like a hawk. He has called Atticus and surprisingly Atticus has agreed to come

property is entirely blocked off, and no one can enter but it’s easier for me to reach Atticus on this side rather than try to enter the pack

more minutes pass when I hear the sound of footsteps and the door opens and

murmurs to his guard. The man bows before walking away and Atticus

I specifically told you, you aren’t allowed anywhere near my pack, yet you show up

here to talk, not to argue ” I reply, my eyes flickering from

are alive. I don’t need Zaia getting upset with your presence,” he says, his

I’m here,” I reply as

slightly

asks, “and haven’t you? So why are you still

act? “This is about my kids. I know those babies are mine, no matter

if somehow you are the father, she

Somehow?

They are mine

to my children. Just the thought makes my blood boil. My eyes flash as I push myself away from the car, closing the gap between

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

his head. “Fine, I’ll go ask her if she’s willing to talk to you, rest assured, I

“What?” I almost snarl.

to do with you, you will leave her alone and walk

because

out and dials a number I

and look down

me

don’t trust

“Pathetic” He mutters as the phone

“Try again,” I growl.