I Am The Luna

It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing

I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.

Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of

I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.

The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance

Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….

An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.

Not now… I groan internally.

It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.

I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.

Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.” Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.

“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,” I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.

for him to continue “This pack is going to the dogs. Fix it or give up your

used to the level that I raised this pack to. We’re only returning to

a

his crap. “Do not turn your back on me, Sebastian.” He warns

am the Alpha now, and you better not disrespect me.” I snarl, my eyes flashing as I

made you

made me nothing! A fool can be given the title of a king, and unless he proves he is worthy to be called king, he will forever remain a fool. I’m acknowledged as the Alpha for what I have achieved. As for the shit I’ve messed up, I know what I’m doing, and

us raging with anger and before this gets out of hand, I turn and storm

to the bathroom and pull open the cabinet. Grabbing the pill bottle, I unscrew it and pour some pills into my

the bedroom door, I quickly slip the pills into my pocket before I go

this, Zaia, I promise. A week has passed since that day, and things are still extremely tense at home The results of the pills came back positive.

with the tension, brought me to the decision

the entrance of the Whispering Mountain Pack. After not being able to reach either

it to somehow

The guard is watching me

me to reach Atticus on this side rather than try to enter the pack and

sound of footsteps and the door opens and Atticus

guard. The man bows before walking away and Atticus turns his gaze

appalled at your brazen behaviour, Sebastian King When I specifically told you, you aren’t allowed anywhere near my pack, yet you show up at my

here to talk, not to argue ” I reply, my eyes flickering from my wolves to my own as I try to

only reason you are alive. I don’t need Zaia getting upset with your presence,” he says,

want to talk to her, it’s why I’m here,”

frowns slightly

that she’s moved on?” he asks, “and haven’t you? So why are you still trying to hurt her, unless,

I

seeing them as mine, really… Sebastian, even if somehow you are the father, she doesn’t

Somehow?

They are mine

to ever be a father figure to my children. Just the thought makes my blood boil. My eyes flash as I push myself away from the car, closing the

“Call Zaia,” I growl.

willing to talk to you, rest assured, I know she won’t

“What?” I almost snarl.

anything to do with

No because I will

out and dials a number I can hear it ring but

lean over and look down

trust me?” He snaps, shoving me back,

don’t trust

“Pathetic” He mutters as

“Try again,” I growl.