I Am The Luna

Chapter 103

Please say this is a lie…

His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away. “Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.

Sebastian left me.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me years ago.

It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling sound that makes my head want to explode.

I cannot breathe.

Sebastian…

“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.

Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him. The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to do this?

I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?

Will I never just be enough to keep him happy? Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.

Mom… Dad… Sebastian…

Just the way

the goddess doing this to

you really cared… if you’re really out there… why would you do this?” My voice breaks

tried… tried to do my

strength? Despite everything, he gave me the strength to continue. Why did I allow myself to fall for

strength… he was the one who I had learned to forgive and not only did I fall for him again;

want to feel this

as I try to pull myself together, but I can’t. He’s

wrap around me, pulling me against a firm chest. “He left me… again,” I whisper, a fresh wave of tears running down my cheeks. “I

be ok. We’re going to figure

How?

I felt like he was saying

he was saying goodbye, wasn’t

Mom… she’s gone too.

Dad…

as it squeezes in pain. My claws are out and my eyes blaze

look at

think it’s Atticus, but it’s becoming dark. “Sebastian, I want to talk to him. He needs to know that there are other options.” I plead through my tears. One last try… because I didn’t give Mom

If you can hear me, please please

met with nothing but a wall

away as my vision begins

I’m sitting on my bed, exhausted yet unable to sleep, in pain yet unable to feel it. Betrayed, yet unable

How do I recover?

was unable to hold my tears

strength I need, but how do I tell them

my thoughts don’t relent. Self-doubt, self-blame, guilt,

despite the storm within me, the only thing I know is,

Sebastian is truly gone.

Mom is dead.

Dad is missing.

the facts that keep hammering at my

I’m a failure…

the one to find me and bring me home… once again, he’s the one who was there to

Why does the mate bond exist

My heart hurts…

on the door, and I don’t move when it opens. There

she comes over, placing the tray down and kissing my forehead. I turn away,

and Atticus leaves the door open a crack, murmuring something about the children being asleep. He sits on the floor beside the bed, stretching his legs out, but I

my emotions from anyone. Even my babies. I am an awful mother. I can’t even give them the best life they deserve and

wrapping his arms around me, but I don’t want anyone to touch me. I just want to be left

of pain and doom. “Come on, where’s that beautiful smile that we all melt

through soon.

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