I Am The Luna

Chapter 103

Please say this is a lie…

His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away. “Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.

Sebastian left me.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me years ago.

It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling sound that makes my head want to explode.

I cannot breathe.

Sebastian…

“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.

Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him. The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to do this?

I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?

Will I never just be enough to keep him happy? Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.

Mom… Dad… Sebastian…

Just the way I am

the goddess doing

you’re really out there… why would you do this?” My voice breaks

was the wrong person for this. I’ve tried… tried to do my best, but I’m not doing

another if your only aim was to rip us apart and crush my strength? Despite everything, he gave me the strength to continue. Why did I allow myself to fall for him again?

my strength… he was the one who I had learned to forgive and not only did

want to feel this

can’t. He’s destroyed me… Destroyed the trust I had in him. Sobbing, I clutch at my

arms wrap around me, pulling me against a firm chest. “He left me… again,” I whisper, a fresh wave

ok. We’re going to

How?

many times I felt

was saying goodbye,

Mom… she’s gone too.

Dad…

My claws are out

Zaia, look

becoming dark. “Sebastian, I want to talk to him. He

hear

with nothing but a wall and I

my vision begins to spin

unable to sleep, in pain yet unable

How do I recover?

to hold my tears

the only strength I need, but how do I tell them their dad has left them

of my bedroom, despite being alone, my thoughts don’t relent. Self-doubt, self-blame, guilt, sorrow, pain,

thing I

Sebastian is truly gone.

Mom is dead.

Dad is missing.

facts that keep

I’m a failure…

one to find me and bring me home… once again, he’s the one who was there to

exist? Why does the mate bond exist when it only gives others the power to

My heart hurts…

on the door, and I don’t move when it opens. There are three of them, and Valerie is holding a tray of

kissing my forehead. I turn away, my eyes stinging as I stare out through the open window at the

the children being asleep. He sits on the floor beside the bed, stretching his

my babies. I am an awful mother.

but I don’t want anyone to

of me, but I refuse to let myself fall into an endless abyss of pain and doom. “Come on, where’s that beautiful smile

gently. “It’s hiding for a bit, but it’ll show through soon. Here Zaia.” she offers me

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