I Am The Luna

Chapter 103

Please say this is a lie…

His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away. “Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.

Sebastian left me.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me years ago.

It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling sound that makes my head want to explode.

I cannot breathe.

Sebastian…

“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.

Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him. The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to do this?

I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?

Will I never just be enough to keep him happy? Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.

Mom… Dad… Sebastian…

way I am failing Sia

is the goddess doing

I scream. “If you really cared… if you’re really out there… why would you do this?” My voice breaks as I hug myself.

tried… tried to do my best, but I’m

another if your only aim was to rip us apart and crush my strength? Despite everything, he gave me the strength to continue. Why did I allow myself to fall for him again? Why

was my strength… he was the one who I had learned to forgive and not only did I fall for him again; I

want to

as I try to pull myself together, but I can’t. He’s

Strong arms wrap around me, pulling me against a firm chest. “He left me… again,” I whisper, a fresh wave of tears running down my cheeks. “I can’t tired…” cope

going to be ok. We’re going to figure

How?

times I felt like

he was saying goodbye,

Mom… she’s gone too.

Dad…

head as it squeezes in pain. My claws are out and my eyes blaze with my

Zaia, look at

my head to the right, and I think it’s Atticus, but it’s becoming dark. “Sebastian, I want to talk to him. He needs to know that there are other options.” I plead through my tears. One last try… because I

can hear me,

wall

Atticus’s voice fades away as my vision begins to spin and then, everything becomes

and I’m sitting on my bed, exhausted yet unable to sleep, in pain yet unable to feel it. Betrayed, yet

How do I recover?

was unable to hold my tears back as I hugged and kissed my babies,

I need, but

darkness of my bedroom, despite being alone, my thoughts

thing I

Sebastian is truly gone.

Mom is dead.

Dad is missing.

facts that keep hammering at

I’m a failure…

once again, he’s the one who was

does love exist? Why does the mate bond exist when it only gives others the

My heart hurts…

the door, and I don’t move when it opens. There are three

up.” She says softly as she comes over, placing the tray down and kissing my forehead. I turn away, my eyes stinging as I stare out through the open window

crack, murmuring something about the children being asleep. He sits on the floor beside the bed, stretching his legs out, but

an awful mother. I can’t even give them the best life they deserve and Sebastian… I wasn’t good

around me, but I don’t want anyone to touch me. I just

endless abyss of pain and doom. “Come on, where’s that beautiful smile that we all melt over?” Jai says, wiping away

as Valerie laughs gently. “It’s hiding for a bit, but it’ll show through soon. Here

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