I Am The Luna

Chapter 103

Please say this is a lie…

His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away. “Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.

Sebastian left me.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me years ago.

It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling sound that makes my head want to explode.

I cannot breathe.

Sebastian…

“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.

Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him. The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to do this?

I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?

Will I never just be enough to keep him happy? Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.

Mom… Dad… Sebastian…

the end, I failed. Just the way I am failing Sia

the goddess

if you’re really out there… why would you do this?” My voice

tried… tried

to rip us apart and crush my strength? Despite everything, he gave me the strength to continue.

I had learned to forgive and

want to feel this

I try to pull myself together, but I can’t. He’s destroyed me… Destroyed the trust I had in him. Sobbing, I clutch

Strong arms wrap around me, pulling me against a firm chest. “He left me… again,” I whisper,

going to be ok. We’re going

How?

I felt like

night… he was saying

Mom… she’s gone too.

Dad…

squeezes in pain. My

Zaia, look at

right, and I think it’s Atticus, but it’s becoming dark. “Sebastian, I want to talk to him. He needs to know that there are

you can hear me,

but a wall and

as my vision begins to spin and then, everything

has fallen and I’m sitting on my bed, exhausted yet unable to sleep, in pain yet

How do I recover?

feel, but today I was unable to hold my

only strength I need, but how do I tell

the darkness of my bedroom, despite being alone, my

despite the storm within me, the only thing I know is, I failed. Failed

Sebastian is truly gone.

Mom is dead.

Dad is missing.

that keep hammering at my

I’m a failure…

was the one to find me and bring me home… once again, he’s the one who was there to pick me up

the mate bond exist when it only gives others the power to destroy

My heart hurts…

on the door, and I don’t move when it opens. There are three of them, and Valerie is holding

might need a little pick me up.” She says softly as she comes over, placing the tray down and kissing my forehead. I turn away, my eyes stinging as I stare out through the open window at the moon above.

murmuring something about the children being asleep. He sits on the floor beside the bed, stretching his legs out, but I

anyone. Even my babies. I am an awful mother.

don’t want anyone to touch me. I just want to be

fall into an endless abyss of pain and doom. “Come on, where’s that beautiful smile that

through soon. Here Zaia.” she offers me a chocolate

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