I Am The Luna

Chapter 103

Please say this is a lie…

His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away. “Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.

Sebastian left me.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me years ago.

It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling sound that makes my head want to explode.

I cannot breathe.

Sebastian…

“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.

Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him. The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to do this?

I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?

Will I never just be enough to keep him happy? Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.

Mom… Dad… Sebastian…

way I am failing Sia and my

goddess doing this to

really out there… why would you do this?” My voice breaks as

this. I’ve tried… tried to do my best, but I’m not

if your only aim was to rip us apart and crush my strength? Despite everything, he gave me the strength to continue. Why did I allow myself to fall for

learned to forgive and not only did I fall for him again; I fell

want to

mouth, rocking myself as I try to pull myself together, but I can’t. He’s destroyed me… Destroyed the trust I had in him. Sobbing, I clutch at my aching heart, hurting

Strong arms wrap around me, pulling me against a firm chest. “He left me… again,” I whisper, a fresh wave of tears running down my cheeks. “I can’t

to be ok. We’re

How?

many times I felt like he

night… he was

Mom… she’s gone too.

Dad…

my head as it squeezes in pain. My

look

but it’s becoming dark. “Sebastian, I want to talk to him. He needs to know that there are other options.” I plead through my tears. One last try…

you can hear me,

but a wall

vision begins to spin and then, everything becomes

sleep, in pain yet

How do I recover?

I feel, but today I was unable to hold my tears back

my strength; they are the only strength I need, but how do I tell them their dad has left

the darkness of my bedroom, despite being alone, my thoughts don’t relent. Self-doubt, self-blame,

the only thing I

Sebastian is truly gone.

Mom is dead.

Dad is missing.

the facts that keep hammering at my

I’m a failure…

to find me and bring me home… once again, he’s the one who was

love exist? Why does the mate bond exist when it only

My heart hurts…

don’t move when it opens. There are three of them, and Valerie is holding

the tray down and kissing my forehead. I turn away, my eyes stinging as I stare out through the open window at the moon

a crack, murmuring something about the children being asleep. He sits

anyone. Even my babies. I am an awful mother. I can’t even give them the best life they deserve and Sebastian… I

beside me, wrapping his arms around me, but I don’t want anyone to touch me. I just want to be

endless abyss of pain and doom. “Come on, where’s that beautiful smile that we

Valerie laughs gently. “It’s hiding for a bit, but it’ll show through soon. Here Zaia.” she offers me a chocolate

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