Please say this is a lie…
His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away. “Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.
Sebastian left me.
Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me years ago.
It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling sound that makes my head want to explode.
I cannot breathe.
Sebastian…
“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.
Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him. The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to do this?
I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?
Will I never just be enough to keep him happy? Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.
Mom… Dad… Sebastian…
the way
the goddess
you really cared… if you’re really out there… why would you do this?” My voice breaks as
wrong person for this. I’ve tried… tried
your only aim was to rip us apart and crush my strength? Despite everything, he gave me the strength to continue. Why did I allow myself to fall for
he was the one who I had learned to forgive and not only did I fall for him again; I fell for him
don’t want to
He’s destroyed me… Destroyed the trust I had in him.
a firm chest. “He left me… again,” I whisper, a fresh wave of
We’re
How?
felt like
was
Mom… she’s gone too.
Dad…
squeezes in pain. My claws are out and my
Zaia, look
I want to talk to him. He needs to know that
hear me,
wall and
as my vision begins to spin
unable to sleep, in pain yet unable to feel
How do I recover?
but today I was unable to hold my tears back as I
I need, but how do I tell them
darkness of my bedroom, despite being alone, my thoughts don’t relent. Self-doubt, self-blame, guilt,
me, the only thing I know is, I
Sebastian is truly gone.
Mom is dead.
Dad is missing.
are the facts that
I’m a failure…
one to find me and bring me home… once again, he’s the one who was there to pick me up after
the mate bond exist when it only
My heart hurts…
and I don’t move when it opens. There are
might need a little pick me up.” She says softly as she comes over, placing the tray down and kissing my forehead. I turn away, my eyes
enter and Atticus leaves the door open a crack, murmuring something about the children being asleep. He sits on the floor beside the bed, stretching his legs out, but I know he’s
an awful mother. I can’t even give them the best life they deserve and Sebastian…
sits beside me, wrapping his arms around me, but I don’t want anyone to touch me. I
clawing inside of me, but I refuse to let myself fall into an endless abyss of pain and
respond, as Valerie laughs gently. “It’s hiding for a bit, but it’ll show through soon. Here Zaia.” she offers me a chocolate
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