I Am The Luna

Chapter 103

Please say this is a lie…

His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away. “Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.

Sebastian left me.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me years ago.

It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling sound that makes my head want to explode.

I cannot breathe.

Sebastian…

“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.

Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him. The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to do this?

I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?

Will I never just be enough to keep him happy? Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.

Mom… Dad… Sebastian…

Just the way I am

goddess doing this to

wrong one! Why?!” I scream. “If you really cared… if you’re really out there… why would you do this?” My voice breaks as I

this. I’ve tried… tried to do

strength? Despite everything, he gave me the strength

my strength… he was the one who I had learned to forgive and not only did I fall for him again; I fell for

don’t want to feel

to pull myself together, but I can’t. He’s destroyed me… Destroyed

I whisper, a fresh wave of tears running down my cheeks. “I can’t tired…” cope anymore.

going to be ok. We’re going to figure

How?

felt

night… he was saying goodbye,

Mom… she’s gone too.

Dad…

grip my head as it squeezes in pain. My claws are out and my

Zaia, look at

I want to talk to him. He needs to know that there are other options.”

can hear me, please please

nothing but a wall and I cry

my vision begins

yet unable to sleep, in pain yet unable to feel it. Betrayed, yet

How do I recover?

to hold my tears back as I hugged and kissed my babies,

only strength I need, but how do

my thoughts

the storm within me, the only thing I know is,

Sebastian is truly gone.

Mom is dead.

Dad is missing.

facts that

I’m a failure…

to find me and bring me home… once again, he’s the one who was there to pick me up after the

mate bond exist

My heart hurts…

I don’t move when it opens. There are three of them, and Valerie

pick me up.” She says softly as she comes over, placing the tray down and kissing my forehead. I turn away, my eyes stinging as I stare out through

something about the children being asleep. He sits on the floor beside the bed, stretching his legs out,

babies. I am an awful mother. I can’t even give them the best life they

beside me, wrapping his arms around me, but I don’t want

I feel is clawing inside of me, but I refuse to let myself fall into an endless abyss of pain and doom. “Come on, where’s that beautiful smile that we all melt over?” Jai says,

laughs gently. “It’s hiding for a bit, but it’ll show through soon. Here Zaia.”

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