I Am The Luna

Chapter 103

Please say this is a lie…

His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away. “Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.

Sebastian left me.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me years ago.

It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling sound that makes my head want to explode.

I cannot breathe.

Sebastian…

“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.

Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him. The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to do this?

I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?

Will I never just be enough to keep him happy? Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.

Mom… Dad… Sebastian…

failed. Just the way I am failing

goddess doing

cared… if you’re really out there… why would you do this?” My voice breaks

for this. I’ve tried… tried to

only aim was to rip us apart and crush my strength? Despite everything, he gave me the strength to continue.

to forgive and not only did I fall for him again; I fell for him all

want to feel

I try to pull myself together, but I can’t. He’s destroyed

me… again,” I whisper, a fresh wave of tears running down my cheeks.

be ok. We’re

How?

times I felt like

he was

Mom… she’s gone too.

Dad…

My claws are out and

Zaia, look at

Atticus, but it’s becoming dark. “Sebastian, I want to talk to him. He needs to know that there are other options.” I plead through my tears. One last try…

can hear me,

wall and I cry out

fades away as my vision begins to spin

yet unable to sleep, in pain

How do I recover?

how I feel, but today I was unable to hold my tears back as I hugged and

are my strength; they are the only strength I need, but how do I tell them their dad has left them once

the darkness of my bedroom, despite being alone, my thoughts don’t relent. Self-doubt, self-blame, guilt,

the storm within me, the only thing I know is, I failed. Failed everyone

Sebastian is truly gone.

Mom is dead.

Dad is missing.

that

I’m a failure…

again, he’s the

the mate bond exist when it only gives others the power to destroy

My heart hurts…

don’t move when it opens. There are three

placing the tray down and kissing my forehead. I turn away, my eyes stinging as I stare out through the open window at the moon above. Nothing can

open a crack, murmuring something about the children being asleep. He sits on the floor

awful mother. I can’t even give them the best life they deserve

me, but I don’t want anyone to touch me.

I refuse to let myself fall into an endless abyss of pain and doom. “Come on, where’s that beautiful smile that we all melt over?”

hiding for a bit, but it’ll show through soon. Here Zaia.” she offers me a chocolate muffin but I shake my

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