I Am The Luna

Chapter 103

Please say this is a lie…

His words through the phone echo in my mind, making everything else fade away. “Zaia!” Annette’s distant shout echoes in my mind as I fall to my knees, broken.

Sebastian left me.

Tears stream down my cheeks as I clutch my chest. The pain I feel is far worse than anything I have felt in my life. Far more excruciating than when he rejected me years ago.

It hurts so much… my heartbeat is ringing in my ear, along with the shrill whistling sound that makes my head want to explode.

I cannot breathe.

Sebastian…

“Why!” I scream as I stare ahead, unseeing.

Flashes of our moments together flood my mind but all I can focus on is him. The signs were there, the way he was behaving… how long had he been planning to do this?

I thought we were a team. I told him I needed him. Why?

Will I never just be enough to keep him happy? Sobs wrack my body and I feel like I’ve lost everything. The threads of my life had begun to come undone, yet I still held on… still hoped for something more.

Mom… Dad… Sebastian…

end, I failed. Just the way I am failing Sia and

is the goddess doing

you’re really out there… why would you do this?” My voice breaks as

this. I’ve tried… tried to do my best, but I’m not doing

everything, he gave me the strength to continue. Why did I allow myself to

who I had learned to forgive and not only did I fall

don’t want to feel this

my mouth, rocking myself as I try to pull myself together, but I can’t. He’s destroyed me… Destroyed the trust I had in him. Sobbing, I clutch at

me, pulling me against a firm chest. “He left me… again,” I whisper, a fresh wave of tears running down my cheeks.

going to be ok. We’re going

How?

I felt

he was

Mom… she’s gone too.

Dad…

grip my head as it squeezes in pain. My claws are out

look

talk to him. He needs to know that there are other options.” I plead

you can hear me,

with nothing but a wall and I cry out

as my vision begins to spin and then, everything

to sleep, in pain yet unable to feel it. Betrayed, yet

How do I recover?

unable to hold my tears back as I hugged and kissed

are my strength; they are the only strength I need, but how do I tell them their dad

darkness of my bedroom, despite being alone, my thoughts

despite the storm within me, the only thing I know is,

Sebastian is truly gone.

Mom is dead.

Dad is missing.

facts that keep hammering at

I’m a failure…

find me and bring me home… once again, he’s the

the mate bond exist when it only gives others the power

My heart hurts…

a knock on the door, and I don’t move when it opens. There are three of them,

little pick me up.” She says softly as she comes over, placing the tray down and kissing my forehead. I turn away, my eyes stinging as I stare out through the open window at the moon above. Nothing can

and Atticus leaves the door open a crack, murmuring something about the children being asleep. He sits on the floor beside the bed, stretching his legs out, but

unable to hide my emotions from anyone. Even my babies. I am an awful mother. I can’t even give them the best life they deserve and Sebastian… I

his arms around me, but I don’t want anyone to touch me. I just want to be

is clawing inside of me, but I refuse to let myself fall into an endless abyss of pain and doom. “Come on, where’s that beautiful smile that we all melt over?” Jai says, wiping

gently. “It’s hiding for a bit, but it’ll show through soon.

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