I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

one who can now access everything in

more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt

although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a true

take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens

wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

have Hugh,

great help to Zaia, is

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

30 miles south and I had no

can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do

someone who is worthless?” I ask

We heard that someone is coming for him.

I agreed for a reason, and

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re

as he walks

image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who

fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

mutual,” Gaultier says,

dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one

with the knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to

says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to

coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks

humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that

wanted, and in

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I

for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the

the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he

understand what we’re

control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

but something tells me

me uneasy…

them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed