I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of

she no

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces once

happens

head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as

it. “And why would he want

here who we have held hostage. Hugh

coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

They have Hugh,

help

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,”

had sent us 30 miles south and I

free him I will, but there is no way for me

have someone

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess

him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to

says as he walks

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person

hate you both,” I say, ripping open

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who

the knife in

all, they both have to submit

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

as if he hadn’t

snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks

at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

I’m here as you wanted, and in

The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until

simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a special toxin

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again,

cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he

you understand what

trying to control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have

Hugh, but something tells me there’s

me uneasy…

coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that