I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the

no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that

although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and

one person take? The dark voice inside of

anything happens to

head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s

reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me

here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides

have Hugh,

help

see him as

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had

him I will, but there is no way for me to do

we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

heard that someone is coming for him. I

knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.” I

So that’s his reason…

say, since we’re supposed to be on

as he walks

himself. And I hate

back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who

you both,”

mutual,” Gaultier

there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking

playing with the knife in his

to submit to the fact that I am their

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel

I don’t respond.

had planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily…

brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred

my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring

me, but there is nothing I

simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me…

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given

into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make

understand what

I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

be watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this

me uneasy…

follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching