I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything

move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer

of my actions upon her have hurt

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at

anything happens to

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who

of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to

there’s that bastard here who we have held

my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

have Hugh,

been a great help to

isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

will, but there is no way

someone who is

your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he

have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.” I

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to

says as he

image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit

shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt

hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

is mutual,” Gaultier says,

something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even admitted to

playing with the knife in his hand as if

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in

coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere

to continue. Once again, he’s trying

an example.” He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster

send her into cardiac arrest,

so fast, realising that

understand what we’re

to control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

there. If someone is coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is