I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything in regards to

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust

of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter

can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

happens to her,

back… not sure why he’s trusting

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?”

that bastard here who we have held hostage.

my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

They have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia,

don’t see him as family,”

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

I will, but there is no way for me

someone

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I

look back at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re supposed to

as he

Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my half-brother…

I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard

I fucking hate you both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier

he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m

in his hand as if he’s extremely

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a

something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting

He smirks as

humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in

him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere

him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now

instantly the hamster begins

her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

from him so fast, realising that

you understand what

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching