I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything in

smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone

although I know that the impact of my actions upon

person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens to her,

we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as

and catch it. “And why would he want me to

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

his insult

have

a great help to Zaia, is

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south

can free him I will, but there is no way for me to

why do we have someone who is worthless?”

is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your

to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.”

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be

as

Gerard himself. And I hate to admit

smirks coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same

you both,” I say, ripping open

mutual,” Gaultier says,

dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the

playing with the knife in

both have to submit to the fact that I am their

turning

I don’t respond.

and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out.

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the

something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know

younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

I’m here as you wanted, and in return,

her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now

the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double

for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly

It will send her into cardiac

life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he

you understand what we’re

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do as

be watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is