I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

who can now access everything in regards

but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the

that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces once

happens to

not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin,

out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me

here who we have

say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that

have

a great help to Zaia, is that

don’t see him as family,” he

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and

no way for me

someone who is

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks, almost

a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as he

And I hate to admit it but that would make him my

shooter who

you both,”

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier

changes his accent so

now playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a step

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for

keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me

brother.” He smirks as me

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly

who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double

continue. Once again, he’s trying to

beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into

and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it

her into cardiac arrest, and she

stare at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this

you understand

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting

me uneasy…

follow them out of there. If someone is coming for

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other