I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

who can now access everything in

was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that

and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

The dark voice inside of me that

anything happens

sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses

it. “And

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

to control my anger at his insult towards

They have

help to Zaia, is

isn’t. I don’t see

30 miles south and I

I will, but there is no

why do we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

now, that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he

knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

says as he

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to

first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard

you both,” I say, ripping

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure

the knife in his hand as

After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am their

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last

pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It

He smirks as me

in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return,

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan

waiting for him to continue. Once again,

at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body…

releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly

send her into cardiac arrest, and

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this

understand

I reply, trying to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to

be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that