I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of

off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no

my actions upon her have hurt

dark voice inside of me that eats

happens to her,

he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I

it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

trying to control my anger at his insult

have Hugh,

been a great help to Zaia,

see

had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

there is no way

someone

now, that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your

anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on the

as

And I hate to admit

the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to

you both,”

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving.

now playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s

After all, they both have to submit

company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended

coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks

his eyes and he’s staring at me with

my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the

me, but

I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment

continue.

a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put

and instantly the hamster

cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

was ripped from him so fast, realising that

understand what

to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to

even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching