I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in regards to the security of the

she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no

actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a

dark voice inside

happens to her,

why he’s trusting you.” Zade,

catch it. “And

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

have Hugh,

a great help

see him as

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

there is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

why do we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He

agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks

So that’s his reason…

since

says as he

And I hate to admit it but that would make him my

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt

you both,” I say,

is mutual,”

born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even admitted to

in his hand as if

to submit to the fact that I

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for

keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that

my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly at

The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there

you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a special

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once

a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he

you understand what

reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the