I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

can now access everything in regards to the

was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the

I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her,

dark voice inside of me that eats at

anything happens to her,

Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich

and catch it. “And

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I

have

help to Zaia, is

see him

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

someone who is worthless?” I ask

it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He

anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks

So that’s his reason…

say, since we’re supposed to

as

himself. And I hate to

at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though

both,” I

is mutual,” Gaultier says,

extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one

playing with the knife in his hand

both have to submit

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be

him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who the

your younger. brother.” He

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that

as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring

The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do

you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack,

for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the

and instantly the hamster begins writhing before

her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

ripped from him so fast, realising that he would

you understand what we’re

I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have

the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one