I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything

but it also shows she no longer trusts

although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that

happens

then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.”

snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why

we have held

I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that

have Hugh,

help

I don’t see him as family,” he

us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

I can free him I will, but there is no way for

we have someone who is worthless?”

business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He

He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed

says as he

I hate to admit it but that would make him

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard

fucking hate you both,”

feeling is mutual,”

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he

now playing with the knife in his hand as if

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

figured out. Get in, get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last few

him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and

and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.”

who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find that

you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen.

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once

a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this

understand what

cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as they

be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this

me uneasy…

there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none