I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to

no

impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because

The dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens to her,

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says

my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want

that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult

have

great help to Zaia,

don’t see him as

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

I can free him I will, but there is no way for

do we have someone

it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He

He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since

as

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to

refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to

both,” I say,

is mutual,”

about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent

playing with the knife in his

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last few

into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how

He smirks as me and the

and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly

rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we

releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

so fast, realising that he would

you understand what we’re

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to

the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the