I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security

and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to

know that the impact of my actions upon her have

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

anything happens to

we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

who we have held

trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

have Hugh,

been a great help to Zaia, is

I don’t see him as family,” he

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is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

have someone who is

that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to

have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

says as he

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but

he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who

you both,”

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s

with the knife in his

to submit to the fact that I am their

company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for

the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into

brother.” He smirks as me and

at me

here as you wanted, and

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release

him to continue.

beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little

watch as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

life was ripped from him so

you understand

reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do as they

something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed