I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to

she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able

my actions upon her

person take? The dark voice inside of me

happens to

why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich box.

reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to

here who we have held hostage.

to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that

have Hugh,

great help to Zaia, is

see him

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had

I will, but there is no way for me

have someone who is worthless?” I

it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your

have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

as he

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would

coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted

both,” I say, ripping

is mutual,” Gaultier

raised in France, he changes his

the knife in his

have to

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel

I don’t respond.

I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

now sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to

given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

is not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you

who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is

you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that

for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the air

the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

her into cardiac arrest, and she

whose life was ripped from him so fast,

you understand what

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this

me uneasy…

coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed