I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security

Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able

actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me

anything happens

then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest,

catch it. “And why would he want me to

have held hostage.

say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia

have

a great help to Zaia,

I don’t see him as family,” he

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I

him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

have someone

We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side

So that’s his reason…

say, since

as he

I hate to admit it but that would make

refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that.

both,” I say,

feeling is mutual,”

but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the

with the knife in his hand as if he’s

to

Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last few

keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as

staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for

rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same

releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make

understand

reply, trying to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to

something tells me

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that the one approaching