I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything in regards to the

also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m

my actions upon her

take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at

anything happens to her,

here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he

“And why would he want me

bastard here who we have

at his insult towards Zaia

have

a great help

isn’t. I don’t see him as

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles

will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

have someone who is worthless?” I ask

your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to

fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on

says as he walks

blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would

was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person

fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me

now playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

both have to submit to the fact that

company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to be

to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t

brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

and he’s staring at me

is not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote

apart consumes me,

however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment

continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the air

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly

into cardiac

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising

understand what

cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow.

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed