I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

one who can now access everything in regards to the

even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason

although I know that the impact of my actions upon her

voice inside of me

anything happens to

sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich

my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me

we have held

to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia,

I don’t see him

had sent us 30 miles south and I

is no

do we have someone who is worthless?”

that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks, almost

“Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re

says as

eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate

glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I

hate you both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes

playing with the knife in his hand

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to

says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

coma- like state. It irks me

brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

at me with hatred that

as you wanted, and

man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into

for him to continue.

beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been

the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this

understand what

reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have

something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other