I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the

one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason

my actions upon

much can one person take? The dark voice inside

happens to her,

wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he

it. “And why would he want

we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

They have

been a great help to Zaia, is that

see him

had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

I can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so

why do we have someone who is

that someone is coming for him.

at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be

as he

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to

smirks coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted

hate you both,” I

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so

the knife in

to submit to the fact that I

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to

to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still

your younger. brother.” He smirks as

staring at me with

here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.”

rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to

for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into

the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not

you understand what

reply, trying to control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to

with Hugh, but something tells me there’s

me uneasy…

is coming for

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the