I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the

Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt

the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her,

can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me

anything happens to her,

back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?”

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides

have Hugh,

a great help to

see him as

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

but there is no way for me to

someone who

that someone is coming for him.

unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as he

image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit

certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who

hate you both,” I say,

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me

knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

both have to submit to the fact that

turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended

and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and

staring at me with hatred that

you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return,

her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release

waiting for him to continue.

a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin

the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it

into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

so fast, realising that he

understand what

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do

I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the