I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access

also shows she no longer

upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a true

voice

anything happens

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting

it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

there’s that bastard here who we have held

my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

They have

help to

I don’t see

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I

can free him I will, but there is no way for me

we have someone who

it? We heard that someone is coming for

prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

says as

himself. And I hate to admit it but

refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt

both,” I say, ripping

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who

knife in his hand as if he’s

to submit to the fact

says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks

he’s staring at me with hatred

my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give

her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can

you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double

him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy

you understand what we’re

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do

but something tells me

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed