I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no

know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s

person take? The dark voice inside of me that

anything happens to

here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin,

out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

have held hostage.

coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult

They have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia, is that

he isn’t. I don’t see

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30

I will, but there is no way for me to

why do we have someone who is worthless?”

business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess

prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed

says as

blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make

certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same

hate you both,”

mutual,” Gaultier

France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he

with the knife in his hand

to submit to the

says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to

to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

his eyes and he’s staring at me with

are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing

you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given

and instantly the hamster

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and

so fast, realising that he would

understand

trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do as

be watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one