I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to

smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the

I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her,

take? The dark voice inside of me

anything happens to

back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says

and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking a

we have held hostage. Hugh

anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

They have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia, is

I don’t see him as family,” he

Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had

free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

we have someone who is worthless?” I

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He

back at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on

says as

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit

glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt

fucking hate you both,”

feeling is mutual,”

born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one

the knife in his hand as if he’s

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I

Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

fucking figured out. Get in, get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just

a coma- like state.

brother.” He smirks

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

is not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and

consumes me,

disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian,

for him to continue. Once again,

I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the

watch as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins

will send her into cardiac arrest, and

life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he

understand

reply, trying to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none