I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now

shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer

I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

The dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens to

Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.”

it. “And why would

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage.

his insult towards Zaia

have Hugh,

been a great help

see him as

us 30 miles south and I had no

I will, but there is no

we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess

He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to

So that’s his reason…

say, since we’re supposed to be on

says as he

Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard

I fucking hate you both,”

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even admitted to

now playing with the knife in his hand

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact

company,’ Zade says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be

him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who the

younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

and he’s staring at me with hatred

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me

poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but

it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that

the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

cardiac arrest, and she

whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this

you understand

I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do as they

something tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the