I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything

and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer

and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

much can one person take? The dark voice

happens to

back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

have Hugh,

great help

don’t see

had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

free him I will, but there is no way for

why do we have someone who is worthless?”

your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming

He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re

says as he

I hate to admit it but that

the shooter

hate you both,” I

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s

with the knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

have to submit to the fact that I am their

turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

fucking figured out. Get in, get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

he hadn’t just pretended to be in a

given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me

He

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a special toxin into the

react, waiting for him to continue.

a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into

the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before

into cardiac arrest, and she

stare at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this

understand

I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as they

the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow.

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that