I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

can now access everything in regards to

one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no

of my actions upon her

voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

happens to her,

we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin,

my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

bastard here who we have held

anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

They have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia, is

isn’t. I don’t see

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

but there is no way for me to do so

do we have someone who is worthless?”

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I

for a reason, and I’ll stick to my

So that’s his reason…

say, since we’re supposed to

says as he

blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly

fucking hate you both,” I

is mutual,” Gaultier says,

apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking

in his hand as if he’s extremely

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact

turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended

into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It

He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

staring at me with hatred

you wanted, and in return, you

consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment

to continue.

table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before

her into cardiac arrest, and

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast,

understand what we’re

reply, trying to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do

tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow.

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the