I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything

and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts

and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and

one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

happens to

stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade,

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

to control my anger at his insult towards

have Hugh,

help to Zaia, is that

he isn’t. I don’t see him

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

will, but there is no

we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants

to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on the

says as he walks

I hate to admit it but that would make him my

smirks coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with

hate you both,” I say, ripping

feeling is mutual,”

is a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one

playing with the knife in his

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am

turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

a suit, as if he hadn’t

like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily…

younger. brother.” He smirks

staring at me with hatred

I’m here as you wanted, and in return,

rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I

watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the

for him to continue. Once again, he’s

staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that

watch as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly

It will send her into cardiac arrest,

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that

you understand

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

be watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on

me uneasy…

is coming for

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that