I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now

a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and

although I know that the impact of my actions upon

one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me

happens to her,

head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich box.

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And

who we have held

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

They have Hugh,

great help to Zaia, is that

don’t see him as family,” he

30 miles south and I had no fucking clue

free him I will, but there is no way for me to

someone who is worthless?”

business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks, almost

to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

says as he walks

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make

glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who

hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

is mutual,”

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure

the knife in his

have to submit to the fact that I am

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to

a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now

to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside

react, waiting for him to continue.

large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your

releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

understand what

cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me

me uneasy…

them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none