I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

one who can now access everything in regards to

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer

upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter

take? The dark voice

anything happens to her,

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses

at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I

They have Hugh,

help to Zaia,

don’t see him as family,”

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue

free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

do we have someone

someone is coming for him.

reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

as

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate

away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I

hate you both,” I say, ripping

is mutual,”

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so

now playing with the knife in

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to

says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended

given him something to keep him in a coma- like state.

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and

he’s staring at me with hatred that

you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now

my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This

releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it

into cardiac arrest,

so fast, realising that he

understand what we’re

trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do

Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and

me uneasy…

is coming for him, then I

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is