I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of

off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to

actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

happens

then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s

“And why would he want me to do that?” I

have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

have Hugh,

help to

see him

Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

can free him I will, but there is no way for me

someone who is

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to

as

And I hate to admit it but that would make him my

away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with

I fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

mutual,” Gaultier says,

there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was

the knife in his hand as if

they both have to submit

turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He

he’s staring at me with hatred that he

you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return,

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I

need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people,

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s

myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

send her into cardiac arrest,

whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would

you understand what

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’

me uneasy…

up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow.

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none