I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access

she no longer trusts anyone

and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

The dark voice

anything happens to

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking a

there’s that bastard here who we have held

anger at his insult towards Zaia that

have Hugh,

great help to

isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

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him I will, but there is no way for

we have someone who is

your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.”

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as he

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but

he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who attacked

hate you both,” I say, ripping open

is mutual,”

unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m

knife in his hand as

both have to submit to the fact that I am

Zade says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

I thought I had it all fucking figured out.

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just

coma- like state.

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my

urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there

into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a special toxin into

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again,

large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your

the hamster begins

into cardiac arrest,

so fast, realising that

you understand what we’re

cent,” I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to

watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me

me uneasy…

and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none