I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

can now access everything in regards to the security

but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust

that the impact of my actions upon

much can one person take? The dark voice inside

anything happens to

then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.”

catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

bastard here who we have

trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I

have

help to

see him as

us 30 miles south and I

is no way for me to

we have someone who

is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be

says as

blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia…

fucking hate you both,”

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even

the knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

they both have to submit to

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for

in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

staring at me

you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a special

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it

her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy

understand

control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do as

Hugh, but something tells

me uneasy…

and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching