I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to

more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt

The dark voice inside of me that eats at

anything happens to her,

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting

of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?”

who we have held hostage.

trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia

They have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia, is that

isn’t. I don’t see him as

Gerard had sent us 30

can free him I will, but there is no way

someone who is

your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants

to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on the same

says as he walks

himself. And I hate to

him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to

fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping

mutual,” Gaultier says,

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even admitted to

with the knife in his hand

After all, they both have to submit to the

turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just

like state. It irks me how they were

younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give

me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I

course, and you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

in a glass box.

the hamster

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

so

understand what

control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s

me uneasy…

for

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that the