I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

who can now access

that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing

know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt

dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens

he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

bastard here who we have

to control my anger at his insult

They have

great help

I don’t see him as family,” he

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

we have someone who

that someone is coming

back at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since

as

I hate to admit

he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who attacked

hate you both,”

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before

knife in his hand as if he’s

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am

turning

I don’t respond.

had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

suit, as if he hadn’t just

son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I

brother.” He

staring at

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me

poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now

need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the

continue. Once

and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

her into cardiac arrest, and

was ripped from him so fast, realising that

understand what

trying to control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do as

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other