I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything in regards to the

that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s

the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a true

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of

anything happens

back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do

that bastard here who we have held

anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides

They have Hugh,

great help

see him as

sent us 30 miles south and I had

is no way for

do we have someone who is worthless?” I

heard that someone is coming for him. I

at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re supposed to be on

says as

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that

coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter

I fucking hate you both,”

mutual,” Gaultier says,

France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m

knife in his hand

all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am their

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be

to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who the mole

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give

to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

take the antidote and disappear into

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again,

him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is

case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before

cardiac arrest, and

was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would

you understand what we’re

per cent,” I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that