I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in

no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m

my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a

dark voice inside of me that eats

happens to her,

he’s trusting you.” Zade,

my reverie and catch it. “And why would he

have

anger at his insult towards Zaia

They have Hugh,

a great help to

isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue

but there is no way for

someone who is worthless?” I ask

coming for him. I

I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.”

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on the

says as

of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make

refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter

I fucking hate you both,”

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier

a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently

now playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that

company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended

pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me

father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly at

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere

react, waiting for him to continue. Once

a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we

glass case and instantly the

cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would

you understand what

cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to

tells me

me uneasy…

is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that