I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in

was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s

my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because

voice inside of me that eats

happens

here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich

“And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking a

we have held hostage. Hugh

coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards

have Hugh,

great help to

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and

free him I will, but there is no way for me to do

someone who is worthless?” I

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants

a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since

says as he walks

image of Gerard himself. And I hate to

I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I

you both,” I say, ripping open the

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before

the knife in

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry

I don’t respond.

and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as

staring at me with hatred that he

you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my

to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can

get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t

don’t react, waiting for him to continue.

on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison

into the glass case and instantly the

her into cardiac arrest,

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not

you understand what

control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as

tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that the one approaching