I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

who can now access everything in regards to the

one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens to

not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do

there’s that bastard here who we have

trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

They have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia, is

I don’t see him

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue

there is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

someone who is worthless?” I

We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.” I reply

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

as he

Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that

the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same

both,”

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

he changes his accent so efficiently

in his hand as

both have to submit

says, turning

I don’t respond.

get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last

state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still

younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

and he’s staring at me with hatred

is not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I

to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins

cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

stare at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast,

you understand

reply, trying to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do as they

tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that the one approaching is