I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing

actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a

dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

anything happens

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses

it. “And why would he want me to do

we have held

to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

They have

help to

isn’t. I don’t see

Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and

can free him I will, but there is no way for me to

someone who is worthless?” I ask

is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test

have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.”

So that’s his reason…

say, since we’re supposed to be on

says as he

of Gerard himself. And I hate to

him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to

I fucking hate you both,” I say,

is mutual,”

extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure

knife in his hand as

they both have to submit to the fact that

company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel

I don’t respond.

fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a

into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who the mole

younger. brother.” He smirks

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can

the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside

react, waiting for him to continue. Once

a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that

releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

him so fast, realising that he would not make

understand what we’re

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is