I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in regards to the

Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust

the impact of my actions upon her have

person take? The dark voice

anything happens to her,

head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a

reverie and catch it. “And why would he

we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

anger at his insult

have

been a great help to

don’t see him as

sent us 30 miles south and I had

I can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so

someone who is worthless?”

that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be

says as he

Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my

he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to

I fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping

mutual,” Gaultier says,

in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving.

the knife in

have to submit to

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

he hadn’t just pretended to be in a

and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily…

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as

he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the

rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian,

him to continue. Once again,

off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the air

case and instantly the hamster begins

her into cardiac

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast,

you understand what we’re

to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have

Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the