I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in regards to the security of

that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to

actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and

take? The dark voice inside of me

happens

sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?”

have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides

They have Hugh,

great help to

I don’t see

sent us 30 miles south and I had no

I can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without

do we have someone who is

coming for him. I guess he wants

look back at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be

as

And I hate to

glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly

fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping

mutual,” Gaultier says,

he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before

playing with the knife in his hand as

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

figured out. Get in, get the antidote,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last few

to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still

He smirks as

in his eyes and he’s staring at me with

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian,

to continue. Once

large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the air

and instantly the hamster begins writhing before

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest,

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

understand

to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to

watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that