I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to

even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

I know that the impact of my actions upon her

The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

anything happens

to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says

out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

anger at his insult

They have

a great help to

don’t see him as family,” he

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

will, but there is no way

why do we have someone who is worthless?” I

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test

anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re

as

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to

back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who attacked

both,” I say,

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

apparently born and raised in France, he changes

in his hand

to submit to the fact that I am their

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

as if he hadn’t

the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

wanted, and in return, you give me the

rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do

you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

into cardiac arrest,

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this

understand what we’re

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as

the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none