I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security

was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no

that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because

dark voice inside of me that eats at

happens to her,

then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

his insult towards

have Hugh,

great help

see him as

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

free him I will, but there is no way for

do we have someone who is

heard that someone is coming for him. I

I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

say, since we’re supposed

as he

And I hate to admit it but that would make

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted

hate you both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

is a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even

with the knife in his hand as if

to

company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last few

in a coma- like state. It irks me how

brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

his eyes and he’s staring at

brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return,

urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find that

take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to

to continue. Once again,

pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making

send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that

understand

to control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to

with Hugh, but something tells me

me uneasy…

and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is