I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the

also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing

strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because

take? The dark voice inside of

anything happens to

he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses

up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

trying to control my anger at his

They have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia, is

see him as family,” he

sent us 30 miles south

can free him I will, but there is no way

someone who is

business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him.

I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.” I reply

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as he walks

Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but

refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same

fucking hate you both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier says,

about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even

knife in his hand as

they both have to submit

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be

had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and

at me with hatred

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring

to rip him apart consumes me,

have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s

myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make

you understand what

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do as

I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him, then I somehow.

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is