I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access

move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer

upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter

person take? The dark voice inside of me that

happens to her,

to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

there’s that bastard here who we have held

his insult towards Zaia that overrides

They have

great help to

see him as family,” he

had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

can free him I will, but there is no

have someone who is worthless?” I ask

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess

“Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

as

I hate to admit it but that

he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I

you both,” I say, ripping

feeling is mutual,”

in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even

the knife in his hand as if he’s

After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry

I don’t respond.

thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last

son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly at

her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now

you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside

for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box.

instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

her into cardiac

ripped from him so

you understand what

to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as they

be watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells

me uneasy…

follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that the one approaching