I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security

and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust

upon her

voice inside of me that eats at

happens to

trusting you.” Zade,

it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

who we have held hostage.

coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

have Hugh,

great help

don’t see him

30 miles south and I

him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

someone who is worthless?”

is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He

reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

says as

of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit

to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who

hate you both,” I

mutual,” Gaultier says,

France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the

in his hand as if he’s

all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am

company,’ Zade says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

had planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be

coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

here as you wanted, and in

rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until

take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross

react, waiting for him to continue.

a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor

the hamster begins

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would

you understand what

trying to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do

something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that