I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

one who can now access everything in

more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able

know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that

anything happens to her,

head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.”

my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

here who we have held

at his insult towards

They have

help

don’t see

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I

but there is no way for me

someone who

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He

prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the

So that’s his reason…

say, since we’re supposed to be

says as

image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my

was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that.

fucking hate you both,” I

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who

playing with the knife in his hand

they both have to submit to

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

had planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last

given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks

He smirks as

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at

and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly

man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there

have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into

for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster

will send her into cardiac

so fast, realising that

understand what

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do

be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the