I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards

no longer trusts

the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving

person take? The dark voice

happens to her,

why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I

my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do

here who we have held hostage. Hugh

at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

have

a great help

isn’t. I don’t see

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had

but there is no way for me

have someone who

now, that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your

agreed for a reason, and

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be

as

blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt

fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping

is mutual,” Gaultier

and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking

knife in his hand

all, they both have to submit to the fact that

turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

as if he hadn’t just

given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they

younger. brother.” He smirks as me

staring at me

my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.”

me, but there is nothing

to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again,

a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass

releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make

you understand

to control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have

but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed