I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the

was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m

strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter

person take? The dark voice

happens to

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do

bastard here who we have

anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

have

help to Zaia, is

see him as family,” he

sent us 30 miles south and I had

can free him I will, but there is no

why do we have someone who is worthless?”

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants

for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

as he

Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would

at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I

I fucking hate you both,”

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his

now playing with the knife in his hand

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the

turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last

had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me

in his eyes and he’s staring at

father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I

rip him apart consumes me, but

you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the

him to continue. Once

a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the air

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

stare at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would

understand

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do as they

be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none