I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now

Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust

know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because

The dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens to her,

wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest,

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

who we have held hostage.

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I

have Hugh,

been a great help to Zaia,

see him as

us 30

I can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without

why do we have someone who

coming for him. I guess he wants

prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and

So that’s his reason…

say, since we’re supposed to be on the

says as

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to

first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia…

hate you both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

is a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who

knife in

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am their

turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

as if he hadn’t just pretended to

his son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It

brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

and he’s staring at

as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.”

who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is

however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the

to continue. Once again,

He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now

the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making

It will send her into cardiac arrest,

whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this

understand what

cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to

I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed