I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to

that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s

of my actions upon her have hurt her,

voice inside of me that eats

happens to her,

here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

who we have held hostage.

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides

have Hugh,

been a great help

I don’t see

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had

no way for me

we have someone who is worthless?”

someone is coming for him. I guess he

prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re supposed to

as

Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the

hate you both,” I say, ripping

mutual,”

born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s

with the knife in

both have to submit to

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the

He smirks as me and

at me with

here as you wanted, and

apart consumes me, but there is

can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and

him to continue. Once again, he’s

on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same

case and instantly the hamster

into cardiac arrest, and she will

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he

you understand what we’re

control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do

but something tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that