I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security

and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a true

dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces once

happens

wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest,

snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he

have held hostage.

my anger at his insult towards Zaia that

have

help to

I don’t see him as

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30

is no way for me to

we have someone who

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for

back at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

as he walks

himself. And I hate to admit it but

he was the shooter who

I fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

is mutual,” Gaultier

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m

with the knife in his hand as

to submit to the fact that I am their

turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

suit, as if he hadn’t

to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks

He smirks as

staring at me

father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for

consumes me, but there is

you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if

the glass case and instantly the hamster

send her into cardiac arrest, and

ripped from him so fast,

understand what we’re

I reply, trying to control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as

be watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is