I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything in regards to

shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing

and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

happens

to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a

up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?”

that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh

I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his

They have

been a great help to Zaia, is that

see

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and

no way for

someone who

We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants

reason,

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to

as he

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him

I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted

you both,” I say,

is mutual,” Gaultier

is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently

the knife in his

they both have to

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

now sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just

state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still

your younger. brother.” He smirks as

and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

wanted, and in return, you

him apart consumes me, but there

So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the

him to continue. Once again,

box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

so fast, realising that

you understand what

cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have

I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed