I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

actions upon her have

dark voice inside of

anything happens to her,

wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

They have Hugh,

great help to Zaia, is that

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,”

had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

no way for me to

have someone who is

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to

fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on

as he walks

himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make

coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person

fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping

feeling is mutual,”

a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes

the knife in his hand as if

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just

him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly

to rip him apart consumes me, but there is

antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me…

waiting for him to continue. Once

glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

so fast, realising that he

understand what

to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to

watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

someone is coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other