I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access

even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

dark voice inside of me that

happens to her,

to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he

catch it. “And why would he want

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

They have Hugh,

help to Zaia,

I don’t see

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

is no way for me

have someone

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for

I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

says as

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but

glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard

I fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping

mutual,” Gaultier says,

a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his

playing with the knife in his hand

have to

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a step

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to

snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting

He smirks as me and the bastard

in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return,

consumes me, but there is nothing I

it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body…

watch as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

from him so fast, realising that

understand what

per cent,” I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have

Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and

me uneasy…

up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none