I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her,

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

anything happens to

trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s

catch it. “And why would he

here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

They have Hugh,

great help to

isn’t. I don’t see

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue

can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

someone who is worthless?”

is coming for him. I guess he wants to test

fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on the same

as

And I hate to admit it but that would make him my

at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who

hate you both,” I say,

mutual,”

he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking

in his

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

fucking figured out. Get in, get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

he hadn’t just pretended

snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

consumes me, but

you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I

react, waiting for him to continue. Once

example.” He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it

into cardiac arrest, and she will

so fast, realising that he would not make this

you understand

I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as they

Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one