I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the

no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the

and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter

one person take? The dark voice inside of me

happens to

then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin,

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia

have

great help to Zaia, is that

don’t see him

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I

no way for me to do so without

do we have someone who is

someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.” I

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be

as he

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit

away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same

hate you both,”

mutual,”

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes

knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am

turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

had planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for

son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He

eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred

wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring

him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I

if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they

to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that

and instantly the hamster begins writhing

her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

him so

understand what

reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that the one approaching is none other