I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

who can now access everything in regards to the security of the

move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that

although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt

person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces once

anything happens to

trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s

my reverie and catch it. “And why

we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his

They have

help to Zaia, is that

don’t see him as family,”

Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

is no way for me to

someone who

coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He

fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since

as

himself. And I hate to admit it but that

look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it,

fucking hate you both,”

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was

knife in his

After all, they both have to submit to

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel

I don’t respond.

planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last few

pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

staring at me with hatred that

you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find that

get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast,

you understand what we’re

reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do as

with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him, then I

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that the one approaching