I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards

she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

my actions upon her have hurt her,

one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

happens to

stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he

it. “And why would he want

here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult

They have

been a great help to

he isn’t. I don’t see him as

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had

I can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without

have someone who is

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to

as he walks

Gerard himself. And I hate to admit

him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted

fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

is mutual,”

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even admitted

now playing with the knife in

both have to submit

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

out. Get in, get the

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t

into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so

brother.” He smirks as me and the

and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my

who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is

think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s

find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box.

and instantly the hamster begins writhing

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and

from him so fast, realising that he would

you understand what

trying to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none