I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards

a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

impact of my actions upon her

dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

happens

to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking a

who we have held hostage. Hugh

say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that

have

a great help to Zaia,

he isn’t. I don’t see him as

us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

him I will, but there is no way for me to do

have someone who

is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

says as

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would

first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt

I fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping

feeling is mutual,”

born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before

playing with the knife in his hand as

all, they both have to submit to the

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the

to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the

younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

he’s staring at me with

wanted, and in return,

her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release

continue. Once again, he’s trying to

that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

stare at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast,

you understand what

reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to

but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that