I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that

actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

The dark voice inside

anything happens

to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses

it. “And why would he

who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides

have

great help

isn’t. I don’t see

sent us 30 miles south and

is no way for me to do so without risking

why do we have someone who

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants

for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on

as

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that

he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who

fucking hate you both,”

mutual,” Gaultier

born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one

in his

they both have to submit to the fact that I am their

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry

I don’t respond.

and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out.

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

now sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t

a coma- like state. It irks me

your younger. brother.” He smirks

and he’s staring at me with hatred that

my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and

me, but there is nothing I

So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a special

for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the air around

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so

you understand what

control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have

watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re

me uneasy…

someone is coming for him, then I somehow.

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the