I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access

Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no

that the impact of my actions upon her have

can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

happens to

why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he

snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want

bastard here who we have held hostage.

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult

They have

great help to Zaia, is

see him

sent us 30 miles south and I had no

I will, but there is no way for

have someone who is worthless?” I ask

that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your

him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re

as he

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would

was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person

you both,”

is mutual,”

dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s

knife in

have to submit to the fact that I

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last few

son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me

consumes me,

you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s

glass box. “This hamster has been

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

trigger. It will send her into cardiac

whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make

you understand what we’re

cent,” I reply, trying to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do

something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is