I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in regards to the

smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts

impact of my actions upon her have

dark voice inside

anything happens

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.”

out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

have Hugh,

great help to

I don’t see him as family,”

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30

free him I will, but there is no way

do we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

We heard that someone is coming for

back at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.” I reply

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on

says as

blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I

away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the

both,” I say,

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even admitted to

now playing with the knife in his hand as if

all, they both have to submit

turning away.

I don’t respond.

out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a step

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last few

his son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

eyes and he’s staring at me

as you wanted, and in return, you give me

urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you

for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is

the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it

send her into cardiac

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make

understand what

I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do as they

Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow.

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that