I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

can now access everything

off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the

upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a true

can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

anything happens to her,

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want

have held

my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

have

great help to Zaia,

I don’t see him as family,” he

had sent us 30

will, but there is no way for me to

we have someone

now, that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

agreed for a reason, and I’ll

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since

says as

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to

I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I

both,”

is mutual,”

a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even

with the knife in his hand as

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be

pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It

He smirks as me and the

at me

my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

antidote and disappear into the night, it

him to continue. Once again,

that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been

the hamster begins writhing before

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

you understand what

cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do as

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow.

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one