I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now

off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon

can one person take? The dark voice

anything happens to her,

sure why he’s trusting you.”

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want

bastard here who we have

control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

have Hugh,

great help to Zaia, is

see him as

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue

is no way for me

we have someone who

that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

“Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on

as

himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make

he was the shooter who hurt Zaia…

both,” I say, ripping open

is mutual,”

he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before

the knife in his hand as if he’s

all, they both have to submit to the fact that

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t

pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still

brother.” He smirks as me

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I

me, but there is nothing I can do right now

So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the

him to continue. Once

pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

cardiac arrest, and she

life was ripped from him so fast, realising

you understand

reply, trying to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as they

but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that the one approaching