I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

who can now access everything

off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason

my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a

can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at

happens

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting

of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

They have

help to Zaia, is

don’t see

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I

I can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without

why do we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks, almost

unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

say, since we’re supposed

as he walks

of Gerard himself. And I hate

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted

you both,”

is mutual,” Gaultier

born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me

with the knife in his hand as if he’s

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am their

Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

he hadn’t just pretended to be

something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still

He smirks as me

at me with

my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me,

need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you

to continue. Once again, he’s trying

an example.” He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This

instantly the hamster begins

will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

ripped from him so fast, realising

you understand what we’re

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this

me uneasy…

coming for him, then I

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one