I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything

smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no

actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of

happens

head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

we have held

at his insult towards Zaia that

have

help to Zaia, is

I don’t see him as family,”

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

is no way for me to do so without risking

someone who is worthless?” I

that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks, almost

him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re supposed

as he

himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my half-brother…

look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though

fucking hate you both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was

in his

have to submit to the fact that

turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t

coma- like state. It irks me how they were

younger. brother.” He smirks

staring at

is not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote

to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now

it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a special toxin into the

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the

into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

from him so fast, realising that he would not

understand

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to

even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on

me uneasy…

coming for him, then I somehow. need

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is