I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything in

even more, but it also shows she no longer

know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her,

person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens to

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he

out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he

here who we have held hostage.

to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia

They have Hugh,

help to Zaia,

I don’t see him

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without

do we have someone who is worthless?” I

is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess

knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re supposed to

as

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it,

you both,” I say, ripping open

is mutual,”

raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even admitted

playing with the knife in his hand as if

they both have to submit to the fact that I

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for

had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my

rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find that

to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the

continue. Once

beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing

watch as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would

understand

reply, trying to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as

be the one with Hugh, but something tells me

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed