I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts

impact of my actions upon

voice

happens

Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin,

at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want

who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

his insult

They have

great help to Zaia, is that

he isn’t. I don’t see

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

can free him I will, but there is no

we have someone who is worthless?”

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to

him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to

says as he walks

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that

first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I

you both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the

with the knife in his

all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am their

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be in

pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that

I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

consumes me, but there is nothing

you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan

continue. Once again, he’s

staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little

instantly the hamster begins writhing

cardiac arrest, and

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

you understand what

cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do as

watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for him, then

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none