I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything in

move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that

although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a

voice inside of me that eats

anything happens

here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest,

“And why

bastard here who we have held

trying to control my anger at his insult

They have

a great help to

see him as

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I

free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

have someone who is worthless?” I ask

business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he

I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick

So that’s his reason…

to say, since

as he

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but

him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly

I fucking hate you both,” I say,

feeling is mutual,”

Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so

with the knife in his hand as

After all, they both have to

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to

his son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that

is not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in

him apart consumes me, but there is nothing

it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will

him to continue.

cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and

him so fast, realising that he

you understand what we’re

to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this

me uneasy…

and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none