I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

who can now access everything in regards

but it also shows she no longer trusts

that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and

person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens to her,

trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh

control my anger at his insult

They have Hugh,

been a great help

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had

will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

why do we have someone who is worthless?” I

that someone is coming for him. I guess

I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as

blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him

coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even

you both,”

mutual,” Gaultier says,

changes his accent so efficiently it’s

knife in

to submit to the fact that I am their

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were

younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

staring at me with hatred that

brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the

consumes me, but

will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the

for him to continue. Once

staring at a hamster in a glass box.

case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

cardiac arrest, and she

was ripped from him so fast, realising that

understand what we’re

trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do

be the one with Hugh, but something tells me

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is