I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to

but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and

dark voice inside of

happens to her,

here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich box.

out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to

we have

to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

They have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia, is that

don’t see him as

sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

no way for me to

do we have someone

business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks, almost

for a reason, and I’ll stick to

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on

as

Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who attacked

hate you both,” I say, ripping

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving.

knife in his hand

After all, they both have to submit

turning

I don’t respond.

leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a step

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

now sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to

son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still

He smirks as

he’s staring at me with hatred

my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return,

poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can

take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and

for him to continue.

an example.” He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

will send her into cardiac arrest,

life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make

understand

control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and

me uneasy…

them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none