I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the

and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt

know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because

one person take? The dark voice inside of

anything happens to

back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he

“And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

there’s that bastard here who we have held

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

They have Hugh,

help to

isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue

no way for me to do so without

we have someone who is worthless?”

it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as he walks

I hate to admit it but that would make

he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even

hate you both,” I say, ripping open

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier

changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me

the knife in his

to submit to the

turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me

eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that

you wanted, and in return, you give me the

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around…

him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your

into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy

you understand what we’re

trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do

even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is