I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

can now access everything

and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing

know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at

anything happens

why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

there’s that bastard here who we have

trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides

They have Hugh,

help to Zaia,

I don’t see him as

us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

can free him I will, but there is no way for me

why do we have someone who is

heard that someone is coming for him.

for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.”

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as he

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make

coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even

both,” I

is mutual,” Gaultier says,

born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s

in

they both have to submit

company,’ Zade says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last

snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that

wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

me,

So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack,

him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the air

the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

send her into cardiac arrest, and

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising

you understand what

I reply, trying to control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do

watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other