I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access

was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no

strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have

take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens

we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I

and catch it. “And why would he want me to

who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

They have Hugh,

great help to

see

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

but there is no

we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks, almost

a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re supposed to be

as he

himself. And I hate

first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I

both,”

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even admitted to

the knife in

After all, they both have to

Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for

given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that

are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you

The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a special toxin into

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

a hamster in a glass

into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this

understand what we’re

to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to

something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and

me uneasy…

follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow.

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other