I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the

move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s

I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving

take? The dark voice

anything happens to her,

whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who

up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

They have Hugh,

great help

he isn’t. I don’t see him

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and

but there is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

why do we have someone who is worthless?”

business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

to say, since

as

of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would

away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia…

both,” I say, ripping

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s

now playing with the knife in his

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last

coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who the mole

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and

and he’s staring at me

is not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I

rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do

take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to

him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

an example.” He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This

instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

so fast, realising that

you understand

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do

be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this

me uneasy…

follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one