I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the

Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

the impact of my actions upon her have

person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens to

to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting

and catch it. “And why would he want me to do

who we have held

control my anger at his insult towards

They have

great help to Zaia,

isn’t. I don’t see him as family,”

had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

have someone who is

now, that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He

anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.” I reply

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re

says as he

I hate to admit it but that would make

coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted

fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent

in his hand as if he’s extremely

both have to

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry

I don’t respond.

it all fucking figured out.

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for

son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and

and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I

The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there

to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment

don’t react, waiting for him to continue.

off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now

case and instantly the hamster

her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy

understand what we’re

trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed