I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything

shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that

actions upon her

can one person take? The dark voice inside

happens to

we head back… not sure why he’s trusting

catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?”

that bastard here who we have held

trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia

have Hugh,

great help

see him as family,” he

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

I will, but there is no way for me to do so

do we have someone who is worthless?” I

someone is coming for him. I guess

him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as he

image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him

was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with

you both,”

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before

knife in his hand

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I

turning away.

I don’t respond.

antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a

state. It irks me

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.”

him apart consumes me,

take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a special

waiting for him to continue. Once again,

an example.” He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

send her into cardiac arrest,

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not

you understand what

reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on

me uneasy…

up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that