I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything

a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer

my actions upon her have hurt her,

dark voice inside of

happens to

to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich box.

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards

have

help to

see him as family,” he

sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

I can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

why do we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

We heard that someone is coming for him. I

He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long

So that’s his reason…

say, since we’re

as he walks

himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my half-brother…

away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the

I fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before

the knife in

both have to submit

company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a step

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

now sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be

and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

course, and you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that

waiting for him to continue. Once

staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the air around

the hamster begins

send her into cardiac

so

you understand what

control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do as they

watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching