I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in regards to the security

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because

much can one person take? The dark voice inside

happens to her,

Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses

reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me

who we have held hostage. Hugh

say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia

have

been a great help to Zaia, is that

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

him I will, but there is no way for me

have someone who is

is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks, almost

reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on the same

as he

Gerard himself. And I hate

certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that.

fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping

is mutual,” Gaultier says,

about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m

the knife in his hand as

they both have to submit to

turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

out. Get in, get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the

him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who the

younger. brother.” He smirks as me

he’s staring at me with hatred

you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give

The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do

too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release

him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into

the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

him so fast, realising that he would not make

understand what

I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as

tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed