I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now

that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and

know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her,

can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me

happens to

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses

and catch it. “And why

we have held hostage.

his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

They have Hugh,

a great help to

see him

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue

free him I will, but there is no

why do we have someone who is

your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to

says as he walks

I

the shooter who hurt Zaia…

both,”

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking

knife in his hand

After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am their

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be in

his son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so

brother.” He smirks as me and the

he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little

the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so

you understand what we’re

I reply, trying to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him, then

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that