I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s

impact of my actions upon

dark voice inside of me that

anything happens

Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as

my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

that bastard here who we have held hostage.

his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

have

help

isn’t. I don’t see him

sent us 30 miles south

I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

have someone who is worthless?” I

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks, almost

I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

says as he

And I hate to admit it but that would make

coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia…

both,” I say, ripping open

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even admitted to

in his

have to submit to the fact that I am

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended

him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He

at me with hatred that

brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote

rip him apart consumes me, but there

So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release

continue. Once again, he’s trying

a glass box. “This hamster has been given the

glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly

will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so

understand

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to

but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow.

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one