I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in regards to the security of

was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts

strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have

can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

happens

trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to

bastard here who we have held hostage.

my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I

have Hugh,

great help to Zaia,

isn’t. I don’t see him as family,”

Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and

I will, but there is no way for me to do so without

we have someone who is worthless?” I

is it? We heard that someone is coming for him.

I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on

as he

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that

I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I

you both,” I

mutual,” Gaultier says,

he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me

in his hand

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am their

says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as

his eyes and he’s staring at

as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again,

cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making

send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

stare at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that

you understand what

control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have

Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that the