I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to

smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m

of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens to her,

we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest,

my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

have

to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

have Hugh,

help to Zaia,

isn’t. I don’t see

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and

but there is no way for me to do so without risking

we have someone

it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess

at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.” I reply

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

says as he walks

And I hate to

back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted

you both,” I

mutual,”

there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one

knife in

they both have to submit

turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel

I don’t respond.

antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for

his son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so

He smirks as me and

he’s staring at

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and

poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have

continue. Once again, he’s trying

staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor

into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy

understand what we’re

control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that the one approaching is