I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access

was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer

that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and

take? The dark voice inside of

happens

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as

out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh

control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

have

great help to

see him

us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

is no way for me to do so without risking

someone who

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming

He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re

as he

blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to

away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia…

both,” I say, ripping open the

mutual,” Gaultier says,

about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure

now playing with the knife in his hand as

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

he hadn’t just pretended to be in

coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the

brother.” He smirks as me

humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred

you wanted, and in return, you give me the

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until

watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a special toxin into

him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster

send her into cardiac arrest,

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not

understand what

I reply, trying to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and

me uneasy…

coming for him, then I somehow. need to make

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching