I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything

off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

The dark voice inside of me

anything happens

then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as

at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides

They have

great help to

see

30 miles south and I had no

is no way for me

someone who is worthless?” I ask

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess

look back at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

as he walks

And I hate

shooter who

you both,” I say, ripping open

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier

France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s

with the knife in his

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly at

poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is

and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once

pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that

into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making

her into cardiac arrest,

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not

understand what

trying to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed