I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of

shows she no

that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt

take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

happens to

he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich

at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?”

here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

coldly, trying to control my anger at his

They have Hugh,

great help

he isn’t. I don’t see

us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

is no way

have someone who is

that someone is coming for him. I

look back at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as

So that’s his reason…

say, since we’re supposed

says as

himself. And I hate to admit it

look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who

both,” I

mutual,” Gaultier

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m

the knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the

snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks

humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing

however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a special toxin into the

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has

into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

send her into cardiac

him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy

understand

cent,” I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to

even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on

me uneasy…

someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that the one