I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in regards to the security of

Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no

actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

happens

back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich

out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

They have Hugh,

been a great help

he isn’t. I don’t see

Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

I will, but there is no way for

we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on

says as he

I hate to admit it but that

look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly

both,” I say,

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes

with the knife in his hand as if he’s

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel

I don’t respond.

it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a step

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t just

a coma- like state. It irks me how they

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

staring at

are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote

urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s

a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given

case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

It will send her into cardiac arrest,

life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not

you understand what

reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow.

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that the one approaching is none other