I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

can now access everything in regards to the security

off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

happens to her,

whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich

of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me

we have held hostage.

his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

They have

been a great help to Zaia,

don’t see him as family,” he

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

I will, but there is no way

have someone who is worthless?”

business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

He knows I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on

as

image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my half-brother…

back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt

fucking hate you both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier says,

is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who

playing with the knife in his hand as if

they both have to submit to the fact

says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a

and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were

younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me,

course, and you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have

for him to continue.

that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this

understand what

to control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other