I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

who can now access everything in regards to the security

it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no

that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a

dark voice inside

happens

then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as

catch it. “And why would

have held hostage. Hugh

anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I

have

been a great help

see

us 30 miles south and I had

can free him I will, but there is no

have someone who is worthless?” I ask

heard that someone is coming for him. I

“Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on the same

says as

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but

refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt

you both,” I

mutual,” Gaultier

is a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes

with the knife in

both have to submit to the fact that I am

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry

I don’t respond.

all fucking figured out. Get in, get the

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

a suit, as if he hadn’t

coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He

staring at me with hatred

I’m here as you wanted, and in return,

rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the

continue. Once again, he’s trying to

on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it

It will send her into cardiac arrest,

was ripped from him so

you understand what

to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that the one approaching is