I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now

off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s

the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and

dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens

whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest,

at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking a

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

have

great help to

don’t see him as

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south

but there is no way for me to

someone who is worthless?” I ask

is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He

for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.”

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on the same

as he

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same

you both,” I

mutual,”

there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s

playing with the knife in his hand

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit

turning away.

I don’t respond.

it all fucking figured out. Get in, get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last few

to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how

your younger. brother.” He smirks

and he’s staring at me with

you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I

apart consumes me, but there

to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the

to continue. Once

off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has

case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly

cardiac arrest, and she

him so fast, realising that he

you understand what we’re

to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to

even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that the one approaching