I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in regards to the security of the

no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that

that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

happens

sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a

out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking a

who we have held hostage. Hugh

his insult towards

They have Hugh,

a great help to

don’t see

us 30 miles south

free him I will, but there is no way for me to do

someone who is worthless?” I ask

We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to

a reason, and

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to

as

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I

fucking hate you both,”

feeling is mutual,”

France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving.

with the knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

they both have to submit to the

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were

brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

at me with

father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

me, but there is nothing I can do right

take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t

him to continue. Once again, he’s

cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

trigger. It will send her into cardiac

from him so fast,

you understand

reply, trying to control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do

one with Hugh, but something tells

me uneasy…

someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that