I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now

one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at

happens to

sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich

of my reverie and catch it. “And why

here who we have

at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I

have Hugh,

great help to

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,”

us 30 miles south and

will, but there is no way for me

someone who is worthless?”

coming for him. I guess he wants to

back at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of

So that’s his reason…

say, since

says as he walks

blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia…

both,” I say,

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving.

with the knife in

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just

and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

me, but

need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night,

to continue. Once again,

myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the

case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it

It will send her into cardiac

so

understand what

I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other