I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now

move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no

actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

happens to

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

“And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

They have

help to

isn’t. I don’t see him as family,”

Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

can free him I will, but there is no way for me

why do we have someone who

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

knows I agreed for a reason, and

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

says as he walks

I hate to admit it but that would make

away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though

you both,” I say, ripping

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m

knife in his hand as if he’s

all, they both have to

says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to

in a coma- like state.

He smirks as me and the bastard

staring at me

father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give

me, but there is nothing

my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night,

to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we

something into the glass case and instantly the

her into cardiac arrest, and

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he

you understand what

cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do as

with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the