I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in

smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no

that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at

happens to her,

back… not sure why he’s trusting you.”

snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

here who we have held hostage.

coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

They have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia,

see him

had sent us 30

free him I will, but there is no way

have someone who is worthless?”

your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him.

for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to

says as he

of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but

look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who

I fucking hate you both,”

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier

changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he

playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in

like state. It irks me

He smirks as me and

humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me

father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing

and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment

to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This

instantly the

her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not

understand what

to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to

something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching