I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now

shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s

one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at

anything happens to her,

wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.”

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And

bastard here who we have held

at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

have Hugh,

help

see him

sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

is no way for me to do

someone who

is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your

agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the

So that’s his reason…

say, since

as he

Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who

you both,”

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

changes

now playing with the knife in his hand

they both have to submit to the fact that I am their

turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel

I don’t respond.

had planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to be in a

pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks

humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

apart consumes me,

if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere

react, waiting for him to continue.

large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body…

into the glass case and instantly the hamster

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

so fast, realising that he would not make this easy

understand

to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to

I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells

me uneasy…

them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none