I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

can now access everything in regards

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust

the impact of my actions upon

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that

anything happens to her,

sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade,

of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to

have

my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

have

great help to

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,”

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

is no way for me to do so

someone who

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I

I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as he

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit

certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that.

hate you both,” I say, ripping open

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one

knife in

all, they both have to submit to the fact that

turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

had planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to

snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so

He

staring at me with hatred

not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in

who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do

and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that

to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given

case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before

send her into cardiac arrest, and she

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he

you understand what we’re

reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on

me uneasy…

and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other