I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to

was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and

my actions upon her have hurt

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

happens to her,

to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as

and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?”

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

have Hugh,

been a great help to

see him as

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south

I can free him I will, but there is no way for me

we have someone who

that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants

fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re

says as he walks

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would

smirks coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted

I fucking hate you both,”

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes

with the knife in

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

all fucking figured out. Get in, get the

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

he hadn’t just pretended to

state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

wanted, and in return,

poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now

can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around…

for him to continue. Once again,

hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little

watch as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

her into cardiac

whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that

understand

to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do as

Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’

me uneasy…

coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that