I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

who can now access

was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that

actions upon her have hurt

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens to

sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses

my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to

here who we have held hostage. Hugh

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides

They have Hugh,

great help to Zaia, is

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,”

sent us 30 miles south and I

I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

we have someone who is worthless?” I

now, that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.”

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since

says as he walks

of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit

he was the shooter who

hate you both,” I

feeling is mutual,”

raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even

with the knife in his hand

all, they both have to submit

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

now sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the

a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the

brother.” He smirks

at me with hatred

father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly

consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

course, and you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they

continue. Once again, he’s

He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the

case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before

send her into cardiac arrest,

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising

understand what we’re

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as

the one with Hugh, but something tells me

me uneasy…

there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that the one approaching