I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

the impact of my actions upon her

voice inside of me that eats at

happens

here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says

it. “And why

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

have

help to Zaia, is

he isn’t. I don’t see him

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles

can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without

have someone who is

is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your

to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on

says as he

of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my

coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard

both,” I

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who

now playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

both have to

turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel

I don’t respond.

fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they

brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

at me with

not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.”

consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I

if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night,

react, waiting for him to continue. Once

example.” He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is

case and instantly the hamster begins

into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

stare at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy

you understand what

control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do

with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that the one approaching is none