I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

can now access everything in regards to the security of

shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s

and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

anything happens to

he’s trusting

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?”

have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

at his insult towards Zaia that

They have

a great help

I don’t see

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

will, but there is no way for me to do

someone who

it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to

reason, and I’ll stick to my side

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

says as he walks

of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would

first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that.

both,” I say,

is mutual,” Gaultier

Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was

in his hand as if he’s extremely

After all, they both have to submit to the

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

now sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so

He smirks as me and the bastard

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly at

me, but there is nothing I

get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into

continue. Once again, he’s

I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

him so fast, realising that he

you understand

I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed