I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to

no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to

that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

happens to

whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses

and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

They have

great help

isn’t. I don’t see him as family,”

had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

is no way for me to do so

someone who is worthless?” I

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your

him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since

says as he walks

image of Gerard himself. And I

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard

you both,” I say, ripping

is mutual,”

in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before

knife in his hand as

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that

turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

as if he hadn’t just pretended to be

something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

I’m here as you wanted, and

to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find that

understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release

him to continue.

in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we

into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not

you understand what

to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do

be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and

me uneasy…

for him, then I somehow. need

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none