I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access

smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone

although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her,

The dark voice inside of me that eats at me

anything happens to her,

trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s

it. “And why would he want me to do

who we have

to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

have

been a great help

don’t see him as

Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

free him I will, but there is no way for me to

do we have someone who is worthless?” I

is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to

fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.” I reply

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since

says as he walks

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that

I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person

you both,”

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even admitted

the knife in his hand

all, they both have to submit to the fact

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in

had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know

He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with

here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my

to rip him apart consumes me, but there is

understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen.

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is

into the glass case and instantly the

into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy

you understand

control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have

I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none