I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now

it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to

strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt

The dark voice

anything happens

to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich

catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

anger at his insult

They have

help to

see him as

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue

no way for

why do we have someone who is worthless?” I

someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

as he walks

I

the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly

fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s

with the knife in his hand

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that

Zade says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack

He smirks as me and the bastard

he’s staring at me with

you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and

to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack,

to continue. Once

box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops

will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

ripped from him so fast, realising that he would

you understand what

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do

with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that