I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to

and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to

and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt

take? The dark voice inside

happens to her,

he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses

my reverie and catch it. “And

that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult

have

a great help to Zaia,

he isn’t. I don’t see

us 30 miles south

I will, but there is no way for me to do so without

why do we have someone

is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He

have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as

And I hate

he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that.

I fucking hate you both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier

extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the

knife in his hand as if

to

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

figured out. Get in,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t

son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and

staring at me

brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give

to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the

him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass

and instantly the

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that

you understand what we’re

trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as they

something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that the one approaching is none