I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards

move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that

of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

happens

head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.”

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

my anger at his

have Hugh,

been a great help to

see him as family,”

Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I

but there is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

have someone

it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.” I reply

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to

as he

And I hate to

smirks coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who

both,” I say, ripping

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier

is a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his

knife in his hand as if he’s

all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am their

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a step

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

he hadn’t just pretended to be in

son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

as you wanted, and in return, you give me

me, but there is nothing

however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a

for him to continue.

pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put

case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly

send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

stare at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising

understand what

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting

me uneasy…

coming for him, then I

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that