I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in

a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and

one person take? The dark voice

anything happens

he’s trusting you.” Zade,

reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that

They have

help to Zaia,

see him as

had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

I can free him I will, but there is no

have someone who is worthless?” I

your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your

“Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

say, since we’re

says as

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that

coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who

both,”

is mutual,”

and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one

now playing with the knife in his hand

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to be

the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It

He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly

to rip him apart consumes me, but there

you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops

into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

was ripped from him so

understand what we’re

cent,” I reply, trying to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have

with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one