I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

one who can now access everything in regards to the

was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer

my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving

take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at

anything happens to

whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade,

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do

that bastard here who we have held

control my anger at his insult towards

They have Hugh,

been a great help to

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue

there is no way for me to do so

we have someone who

coming

look back at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

says as he

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that

was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the

hate you both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me

the knife in

to submit to the fact

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the

snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t

brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is

you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen.

for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box.

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making

cardiac arrest, and she

life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make

understand what we’re

control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do as

but something tells

me uneasy…

for him, then I somehow. need to

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the