I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

one who can now access everything

one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m

although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her,

one person take? The dark voice inside of

happens to her,

Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says

catch it. “And why would he want

bastard here who we have held

anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

They have Hugh,

been a great help to Zaia, is that

I don’t see

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so

why do we have someone

it? We heard that someone is coming

knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since

as he

I hate to admit it but that

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person

I fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open

mutual,”

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes

knife in his hand as if he’s

to submit to the fact that I am

says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

now sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just

and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they

brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that

continue. Once

find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin

and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops

send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

stare at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so

you understand what we’re

reply, trying to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do

Hugh, but something tells me there’s

me uneasy…

for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the