I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

only one who can now

it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt

the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces once

anything happens to her,

sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich box.

catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

who we have

his

They have Hugh,

help

isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

sent us 30 miles south and I had no

but there is no way

have someone who is

business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants

prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

says as he walks

image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I

hate you both,” I

is mutual,” Gaultier says,

Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent

now playing with the knife in his hand as

they both have to submit to the fact that I am their

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last few

a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily…

He smirks

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is

have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross

to continue. Once again,

the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before

send her into cardiac arrest, and

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so

you understand what we’re

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do as

even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is