I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards

more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that

anything happens to

whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh

at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

have Hugh,

help to Zaia, is

don’t see

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

why do we have someone who is worthless?”

coming for him. I guess he wants

at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

as

eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to

I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it,

both,” I say, ripping open the

is mutual,”

but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even admitted

now playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

have to submit to the fact

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

had planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in

and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the

brother.” He smirks as me and the

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but

you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the

releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it

into cardiac arrest,

from him so fast, realising that

understand what

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as

watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s

me uneasy…

and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that the