I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

one who can now access everything in regards to

and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust

my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces once

happens

we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin,

snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he

that bastard here who we have

I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

have Hugh,

great help to Zaia,

see him as family,”

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

will, but there is no way

someone who is worthless?” I ask

it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.”

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be

says as he

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would

certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to

I fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure

playing with the knife in

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am

company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be

keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how

younger. brother.” He smirks as

and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find that

think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross

for him to continue.

in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the

and instantly the hamster begins

send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this

you understand

to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to

be watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching