I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

one who can now access everything in regards to

and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a true

voice inside of me that eats at me

anything happens

sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who

catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides

They have Hugh,

great help to

isn’t. I don’t see

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

is no way for me to do

someone who is worthless?”

is coming for him. I guess he wants to

knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on the

as he walks

himself. And I hate

refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly

you both,”

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the

with the knife in his

both have to

company,’ Zade says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

as if he hadn’t just pretended to

a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

at me with hatred that he doesn’t

wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now

my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people,

waiting for him to continue.

table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before

into cardiac arrest, and she will

stare at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so

you understand what we’re

cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do as

be watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that the one