I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now

move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the

that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

happens

Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking a

there’s that bastard here who we have held

to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

have

been a great help to Zaia, is

he isn’t. I don’t see

sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

but there is no way for me to do so

do we have someone who

is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He

at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be

as

blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter

both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one

the knife in his hand as

to submit to the fact that

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to

him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He

eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote

who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment

waiting for him to continue. Once

on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the air

releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

you understand

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do

with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

someone is coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that the one approaching is none other