I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

who can now access everything

more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no

I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter

person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at

anything happens to

trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s

and catch it. “And why would he want me to

here who we have

anger at his insult towards

have Hugh,

great help to Zaia, is that

isn’t. I don’t see him as

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue

but there is no way for me

have someone

We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to

says as he

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though

you both,” I say, ripping

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s

now playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am their

says, turning

I don’t respond.

I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the

given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still

He smirks as me

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote

to rip him apart consumes me, but

too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a special toxin into the

him to continue.

and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison

releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making

into cardiac

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast,

understand what

control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to

I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the