I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

can now

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and

that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her,

The dark voice inside of me that eats

happens to her,

wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says

and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

have Hugh,

been a great help to

see him as

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles

is no way for me to do so without risking

someone who is worthless?” I

We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess

I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to

says as he

I hate to admit it but that would make him my

him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who attacked

you both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier

unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who

in his hand as

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to

company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last

keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack

He smirks as

he’s staring at me with hatred

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my

her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until

and disappear into

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again,

and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now

releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops

into cardiac

so fast,

you understand

reply, trying to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed