I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now

she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s

take? The dark voice inside of me

happens to her,

wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

who we have held hostage. Hugh

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult

They have

help

I don’t see him as

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue

there is no way for me to do so without risking

do we have someone who is

heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test

have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be

says as he

himself. And I hate to admit it but

coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with

fucking hate you both,”

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking

with the knife in his hand

both have to submit to the

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

now sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in

a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack

your younger. brother.” He

at

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly

consumes me,

watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again,

a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the air around

and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he

understand what

to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do as they

something tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

for him, then I somehow. need to

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed