I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access

shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me

anything happens

trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich

my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do

who we have held hostage.

control my anger at his

They have Hugh,

a great help to

I don’t see him as

sent us 30 miles

will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

do we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He

prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to

says as

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to

fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

is mutual,” Gaultier says,

and raised in France, he changes

in

to submit to the fact that I am

says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

as if he hadn’t just pretended

him in a coma- like state. It irks me how

He smirks as me and the

at me with hatred that he doesn’t

I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the

man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

and you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into

for him to continue. Once again,

example.” He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your

releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

stare at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that

you understand what we’re

to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to

I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that