I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access

one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

impact of my actions upon her have hurt her,

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of

happens to

here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says

of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

They have Hugh,

great help to Zaia, is that

don’t see him

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south

him I will, but there is no way for me to

do we have someone

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I

anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be

says as he walks

eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my half-brother…

was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard

fucking hate you both,”

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before

playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended

and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting

your younger. brother.” He smirks as

and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

and in return, you give me the antidote

poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a

for him to continue. Once

and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the

watch as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

from him so fast, realising that he would not make this

understand

control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have

tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and

me uneasy…

is coming for him, then I somehow. need to

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other