I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the

smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer

the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a true

person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens to her,

back… not sure why he’s trusting you.”

of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

we have held

anger at his insult towards Zaia

They have

help to

see him as family,” he

30 miles

no way for me to do so without risking

why do we have someone

now, that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for

unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed

as he

Gerard himself. And I

smirks coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though

fucking hate you both,” I

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier

and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who

the knife in his hand as

have to submit to the fact that I

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended

the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who the

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me

at me with hatred that he

brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my

poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until

So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

from him so fast, realising

understand

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have

something tells me there’s

me uneasy…

someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none