I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the

even more, but it also shows she no longer

the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her,

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside

anything happens

wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as

reverie and catch it. “And why would he

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh

say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult

have

great help to Zaia, is

see

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

I can free him I will, but there is no way for

someone who is worthless?” I

coming for him. I guess he wants to

for a reason, and I’ll stick

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

as

image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my

shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard

both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier

a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m

now playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

he hadn’t just pretended to be in a

a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

in his eyes and he’s staring at

and in return, you give me the antidote for my

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

course, and you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s

find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison

and instantly the

send her into cardiac

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so

you understand what we’re

reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as

I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other