I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

can now access everything in regards to the security of

was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and

and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at

happens to her,

stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

here who we have

I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

have Hugh,

great help to Zaia, is

isn’t. I don’t see him as

Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

there is no way for me to do so without

have someone who is worthless?” I

it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess

prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re supposed

as he walks

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my

was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who

fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

mutual,”

something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who

now playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

both have to submit to

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

thought I had it all fucking figured out.

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

suit, as if he hadn’t

a coma- like state. It

younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

at me with

not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me,

into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now

case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not

you understand what

control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do as they

Hugh, but something tells me there’s

me uneasy…

up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow.

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none