I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in regards to the security of the

more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her

one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me

anything happens to

here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as

it. “And why

have held

I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his

They have Hugh,

great help to Zaia, is

don’t see him as family,” he

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30

will, but there is no way for me to do so without

why do we have someone who is worthless?” I

is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

a reason, and I’ll stick to my side

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

says as he

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with

I fucking hate you both,” I

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s

now playing with the knife in his hand as

they both have to submit to the

turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last few

to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

his eyes and he’s staring at

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return,

man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around…

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put

and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

stare at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would

you understand

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do as they

tells me there’s

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that