I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer

strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because

dark voice inside of me that eats

happens to her,

whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do

have held hostage.

control my anger at his insult

have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia,

don’t see him as

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and

there is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

someone who is worthless?” I

that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

as he walks

eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to

you both,”

mutual,” Gaultier says,

changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m

with the knife in

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just

to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly at

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until

antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have

for him to continue. Once again,

box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that

glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that

you understand what

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do as they

I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is