I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

who can now

that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s

my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

take? The dark voice

happens to

then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as

out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?”

we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides

have

great help to Zaia, is that

isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

Gerard had sent us 30

is no way for me

someone who is worthless?”

someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to

look back at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as

of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make

certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who

hate you both,” I

mutual,” Gaultier

there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent

with the knife in his hand as

they both have to submit to the fact that

turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

he hadn’t just pretended

a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the

brother.” He smirks as me and

and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I

him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now

you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the

for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the

and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

her into cardiac

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy

understand what we’re

per cent,” I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

something tells me there’s

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none