I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

one who can now access everything in regards to the

off even more, but it also shows she no longer

my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and

take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

anything happens to her,

we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says

my reverie and catch it. “And why would he

we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

have

help

don’t see him as family,” he

sent us 30 miles south

but there is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

do we have someone who is worthless?”

business, is it? We heard that someone is coming

unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

says as he

I

away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same

you both,” I

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the

in his hand as if he’s

they both have to submit to

turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

had planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who the mole

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with

is not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my

rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find that

too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to

to continue. Once again, he’s trying

a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

you understand

reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to

Hugh, but something tells me

me uneasy…

coming for him, then I somehow. need

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed