I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the

but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that

I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter

dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

happens

he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

“And why would

here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia

They have

a great help to Zaia,

isn’t. I don’t see him as

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and

I can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without

do we have someone who is worthless?” I

that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants

look back at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

as he walks

And I hate to admit it but that would

the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to

I fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

is mutual,”

is a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently

playing with the knife in his hand as

they both have to submit to the fact that I am

turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel

I don’t respond.

get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in

something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who the

He smirks as me and

eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the

her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but

into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross

continue. Once again, he’s

example.” He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your

and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops

into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast,

understand what we’re

cent,” I reply, trying to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to

Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that