I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards

even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

voice inside of me that eats at

anything happens

then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin,

of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to

there’s that bastard here who we have held

say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

They have Hugh,

help to

he isn’t. I don’t see him as

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had

can free him I will, but there is no way

why do we have someone who

business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.” I reply

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as he walks

Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia…

hate you both,” I say, ripping open

is mutual,” Gaultier says,

France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure

the knife in his hand as if

all, they both have to submit to the fact

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t

to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and

at me with hatred that he

and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly

The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere

him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

into cardiac arrest,

ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

you understand what we’re

trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as they

be watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me

me uneasy…

someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that