I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

only one who can now access everything in regards

and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to

my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

voice inside

anything happens to

then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich box.

at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to

have held hostage.

at his insult towards Zaia that

have

been a great help to Zaia, is

he isn’t. I don’t see

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

I will, but there is no way

why do we have someone who is worthless?” I

We heard that someone is coming for

agreed for a reason, and

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on

says as he

Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted

I fucking hate you both,” I

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before

in his hand as if he’s extremely

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry

I don’t respond.

I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

he hadn’t just pretended to be

son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He

in his eyes and he’s staring at me

not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do

will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around…

continue. Once again, he’s trying

I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass

something into the glass case and instantly the

send her into cardiac arrest, and she

him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

understand what we’re

I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have

with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’

me uneasy…

is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that