I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards

she no longer trusts anyone

the impact of my actions upon her

can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

anything happens

not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says

catch it. “And why would he want

there’s that bastard here who we have

control my anger at his

They have Hugh,

been a great help to Zaia,

I don’t see

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

I can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

have someone who is

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I

look back at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since

as he walks

I hate to admit it

he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the

both,” I

is mutual,” Gaultier

but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving.

playing with the knife in his hand as if

both have to submit to the fact that I am their

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to be in a

state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily…

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as

and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release

him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison

watch as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

understand

cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to

be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow.

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that the