I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in regards to

off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no

impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and

person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

happens to

to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting

catch it. “And

here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

trying to control my anger at his

They have

a great help to Zaia, is

isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and

is no way for me to do

we have someone who is worthless?” I

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming

him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on

as

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my

smirks coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who

hate you both,” I say,

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me

knife in

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t

and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

at me with

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly at

to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the

for him to continue. Once again, he’s

the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put

releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster

trigger. It will send her into cardiac

was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would

understand

I reply, trying to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to

tells me there’s

me uneasy…

someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one