I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

one who can now access everything in regards to the security

off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s

impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

anything happens

here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting

“And

that bastard here who we have held

his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I

have

a great help

don’t see him as family,” he

sent us 30

can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

why do we have someone who is worthless?”

heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.” I

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be

as

eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit

the shooter who hurt Zaia…

I fucking hate you both,” I

feeling is mutual,”

raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was

the knife in his hand as if he’s

After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

as if he hadn’t just pretended to

him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me

humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at

here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan

waiting for him to continue.

find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s

watch as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and

stare at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this

you understand what

control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do

be watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting

me uneasy…

someone is coming for him, then I

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other