I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now

she no longer

that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

take? The dark voice inside of

anything happens

trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a

up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to

here who we have held hostage. Hugh

at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I

They have

great help to Zaia,

don’t see him as family,”

Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as

I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

we have someone who is

business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess

a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

says as he

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I

the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person

both,”

mutual,” Gaultier says,

extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure

playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s

all, they both have to submit to the fact

Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended

him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily…

brother.” He smirks as me

staring at me with hatred

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

the antidote and disappear into

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s

I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box.

glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before

It will send her into cardiac arrest,

him so fast, realising that

understand what we’re

control the rage that is threatening to explode within

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do

I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s

me uneasy…

for him, then I somehow. need

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the