I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

can now access everything in regards to the security of

shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no

of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

The dark voice inside of me that eats at me

anything happens to

back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest,

look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

here who we have held hostage. Hugh

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

They have Hugh,

been a great help to

he isn’t. I don’t see him as

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

I can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without

we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test

to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and

So that’s his reason…

say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as he walks

I hate to admit it but

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who

I fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open

mutual,”

in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the

with the knife in his hand as if he’s

all, they both have to submit to the fact that

says, turning

I don’t respond.

and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to

a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks

and he’s staring at me with hatred

father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my

The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing

you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the

to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

an example.” He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the air around

and instantly the

into cardiac arrest, and she will die.”

him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

you understand

I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one