I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access

smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no

the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her,

can one person take? The dark voice inside of

anything happens to her,

here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich

up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?”

that bastard here who we have held hostage.

anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock

They have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia, is that

I don’t see him as family,” he

Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had

will, but there is no way

have someone who is worthless?” I ask

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

look back at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

as he

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my

certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that.

I fucking hate you both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier says,

about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent

now playing with the knife in his hand as if

have to

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a step

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

now sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t

keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me

at

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there

course, and you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around…

him to continue. Once again, he’s

a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

send her into cardiac arrest, and she

from him so fast,

understand what we’re

reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do

with Hugh, but something tells

me uneasy…

follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that the