I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

take? The dark voice

happens

trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich

snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why

who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

have

a great help to Zaia,

he isn’t. I don’t see him as

had sent us 30 miles south and I

I can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

do we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

that someone is coming

have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

as he

eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with

you both,” I say, ripping open

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s

with the knife in

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit

says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for

to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks

younger. brother.” He smirks as me and

at me with hatred that he

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me

me, but there is nothing I can

can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I

him to continue. Once

a hamster in a glass

glass case and instantly the hamster

cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

from him so fast, realising that he would not make

you understand what

trying to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’

me uneasy…

them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the