I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in regards to the

more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her

one person take? The dark voice

happens

whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

of my reverie and catch it. “And why

here who we have held hostage.

say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I

They have

been a great help to Zaia, is that

isn’t. I don’t see him as family,”

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

is no way for me to

we have someone who is worthless?” I

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess

have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

says as

himself. And I hate to admit it but that

smirks coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly

you both,” I say,

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

and raised in France, he changes

playing with the knife in his hand as if

have to submit

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be

like state. It irks me how they were getting

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me

in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that

wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly at

me, but there is nothing I can do right

course, and you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly

cardiac arrest, and she will

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he

understand what we’re

reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for

Zaia can’t lose him.

it’s confirmed that