I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the

a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to

I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and

dark voice inside of me that

anything happens

we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he

have held

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides

They have

help to Zaia, is that

isn’t. I don’t see him as

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without

we have someone who is worthless?” I

heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks, almost

him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on the same

as

I hate to

him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it,

hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who

now playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

have to submit to

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

now sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last

his son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as

in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred

my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the

him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that

him to continue.

on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into

watch as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

was ripped from him so fast,

understand what we’re

trying to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as

something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none