I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything

more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that

strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a true

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

happens to her,

not sure why he’s trusting

“And why would he want me to do that?”

we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

anger at his insult

They have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia,

don’t see him as family,” he

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

there is no way for me to do so without

why do we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

is it? We heard that someone is coming for

for a reason, and

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as he walks

eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my

he was the shooter who hurt

fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even admitted to

playing with the knife in his hand as

all, they both have to submit to

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

out. Get in, get the antidote,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended

something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that

father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is

you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the

him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

a glass box.

and instantly the hamster begins

into cardiac

was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would

you understand what

to control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have

with Hugh, but something tells

me uneasy…

up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that the one approaching is none other