I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the

she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and

The dark voice inside of

anything happens to

he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a

my reverie and catch it. “And why

there’s that bastard here who we have held

say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

They have

help to

isn’t. I don’t see him

us 30 miles south and I had no

but there is no way for me

have someone who is worthless?” I ask

We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to

anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.” I reply

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

says as he walks

of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though

you both,” I say, ripping

mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me

knife in

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am

company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry

I don’t respond.

leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

now sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last few

pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack

He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

at me with hatred

my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote

to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do

have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross

him to continue. Once again,

that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body…

into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

so fast,

understand what we’re

I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s

me uneasy…

them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that