I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in

she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to

I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her,

much can one person take? The dark voice inside

anything happens to her,

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says

of my reverie and catch it. “And

here who we have held hostage.

his insult

They have

help to Zaia, is

see him

sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

will, but there is no way for me to do

have someone who is

business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he

I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

says as he walks

himself. And I hate to admit it but that would

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt

hate you both,”

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier

in France, he changes his accent

knife in his hand as if he’s

have to submit to the fact that I am their

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

out. Get in, get the antidote,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the

to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who the

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me

humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

wanted, and in return,

to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until

understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again,

an example.” He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass

into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

so fast, realising that he would not make this

you understand what

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do as they

I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s

me uneasy…

up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him,

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the