I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything

no longer trusts anyone and

my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

anything happens

Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

“And

there’s that bastard here who we have

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

They have Hugh,

help

I don’t see him as family,”

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had

is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

we have someone who is

that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants

anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

as he walks

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia…

fucking hate you both,” I

mutual,” Gaultier says,

changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was

knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

to submit

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry

I don’t respond.

and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to

son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me

his eyes and he’s staring at me

wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my

who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to

continue. Once again,

a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster

case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

from him so fast, realising that he

understand what

cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to

the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re

me uneasy…

follow them out of there. If someone is coming for

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching