I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything

even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and

my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

take? The dark voice inside of me that

anything happens

back… not sure why he’s trusting

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?”

there’s that bastard here who we have

to control my anger at his

They have

a great help to Zaia, is that

I don’t see him as family,” he

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

him I will, but there is no way for me to do so

someone who is worthless?” I

it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your

to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re supposed

says as

image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my half-brother…

refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly

I fucking hate you both,” I

is mutual,”

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure

with the knife in his hand

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that

says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

fucking figured out. Get in,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the

keep him in a coma- like state. It irks

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that

you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for

apart consumes me, but there is

watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the

into the glass case and instantly the

her into cardiac arrest, and she

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that

understand

I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do as

watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that the one approaching is none other