I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the

off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts

know that the impact of my actions upon

dark voice inside of me that

happens to

back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin,

reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking a

we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint,

I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that

They have Hugh,

great help

isn’t. I don’t see him

sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

will, but there is no way for me to do so

someone

is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your

“Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

says as

blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but

away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I

hate you both,” I

mutual,” Gaultier

is a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking

playing with the knife in his hand as

have to submit to the fact

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to

keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were

He smirks as me and

and he’s staring at

as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.”

her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but

if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan

continue. Once again,

He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the

glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing

into cardiac arrest, and she

was ripped from him so

understand

to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do as they

be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one