I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

only one who can now access

move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust

know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

anything happens to her,

Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin,

my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want

we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

They have

help to Zaia, is that

isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

free him I will, but there is no way for me to do

we have someone who is

heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your

him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as he

the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my half-brother…

was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with

you both,” I say, ripping

mutual,” Gaultier says,

but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking

playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s

After all, they both have to

says, turning away.

I don’t respond.

I had it all fucking figured out. Get in,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a

a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into

He

he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there

however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin into the air around

and instantly the hamster begins

into cardiac arrest,

from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

you understand what we’re

to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do

tells me there’s more

me uneasy…

up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one