I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the

smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and

incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and

dark voice inside of

happens

then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting

my reverie and catch it. “And why

have held hostage. Hugh

to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia,

don’t see him as

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

will, but there is no way for me to do so without

we have someone who is

heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he

at him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

as

of Gerard himself. And I hate

refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly

fucking hate you both,” I

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

he changes his accent so

with the knife in

have to submit to

Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in

his son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into

brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote

me,

have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian,

to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This

into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops

cardiac arrest,

life was ripped from him so fast, realising that

understand what we’re

trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do as they

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that the