I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

can now

pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts

upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

The dark voice inside of me that eats at me

happens

we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.”

out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me

bastard here who we have

my anger at his insult towards Zaia

They have

help to Zaia, is that

see him as

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

is no way for

someone who is

that someone is coming for him. I guess he

him, unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

as

blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but

shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted

I fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping

feeling is mutual,”

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent

knife in his hand as if

they both have to submit to the fact that

says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just

him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know

younger. brother.” He smirks as me

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred

are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can

get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan

don’t react, waiting for him to continue.

find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s

glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would

you understand what

trying to control the rage that is threatening to

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have

even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other