I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

only one who can now access everything in regards to the security

even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no

of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving

voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

anything happens

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest,

my reverie and catch it. “And

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his

They have Hugh,

been a great help to Zaia, is

isn’t. I don’t see

30 miles south and I

I can free him I will, but there is no way

do we have someone

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks, almost

a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.”

So that’s his reason…

to say, since

as he

And I hate to admit it but that would make

away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the

both,” I

is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even admitted

with the knife in his hand as if

course, he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last

like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still

younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

staring at me

as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

The urge to rip him apart consumes me,

you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s

in a glass box. “This hamster has been

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

from him so fast, realising that he

understand

I reply, trying to control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have

Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re

me uneasy…

there. If someone is coming for

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none