I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards

no longer trusts anyone and that

upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter

can one person take? The dark voice inside

happens to

wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s

snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?”

we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I

They have

great help to Zaia, is that

he isn’t. I don’t see

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no

there is no way for me

have someone

coming for

reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on

as he walks

himself. And I hate to

away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt

hate you both,” I say,

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one

now playing with the knife in his hand as if

to

company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry

I don’t respond.

antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

now sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

his son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

staring at me with hatred that he

you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly at

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there

the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment

to continue. Once again, he’s trying

myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This

and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

so

you understand

trying to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do

something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching