I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in regards to the security

a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason

although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter

one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces once

happens to

to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting

catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

have

been a great help to Zaia, is that

see him as family,”

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and

will, but there is no

have someone who

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of

So that’s his reason…

since we’re supposed to be on the same

as

image of Gerard himself. And I hate to

he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person

both,” I say, ripping open

is mutual,”

is a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the

playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

he’s bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma

a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who the mole

brother.” He

at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly

rip him apart consumes me, but

you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again,

a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s

watch as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

ripped from him so fast, realising that he would

you understand what

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on

me uneasy…

follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is