I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in regards to

also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing

of my actions upon her

The dark voice inside of me that

anything happens to

head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich box.

of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want

here who we have held hostage. Hugh

coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards

have Hugh,

help to Zaia, is

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,”

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

no way for me to do so without

why do we have someone who is worthless?”

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He

for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed

as

And I hate to admit it

him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that.

I fucking hate you both,” I say,

is mutual,” Gaultier

unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the

now playing with the knife in his hand as

have to submit to the fact that I am their

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be

snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard

at me

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return,

who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until

have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little

into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he

you understand what

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have to do

be watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting

me uneasy…

coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is