I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

who can now

more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt

the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of

anything happens to

back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

“And

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

They have Hugh,

been a great help

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

I will, but there is no way for me to do so

have someone who

is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he

to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as

So that’s his reason…

a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

as he walks

image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make

and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the

fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

feeling is mutual,”

unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he

knife in

all, they both have to

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

in a suit, as if he hadn’t

pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

at me with hatred

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people,

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the

into cardiac arrest,

the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not

you understand

trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have

something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on

me uneasy…

coming for him, then

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed that the one approaching