I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to

off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing

impact of my actions upon

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

anything happens

back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who

of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to

we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that

have

help to Zaia, is

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,”

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30

him I will, but there is no way for me

do we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

now, that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for

for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be

says as he

eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to

refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia…

both,” I

mutual,” Gaultier says,

about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the

with the knife in his

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended

state. It irks me how

younger. brother.” He smirks as me and

humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me,

disappear into the night,

to continue. Once again, he’s trying

table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your

the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not

understand

trying to control the rage

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do

the one with Hugh, but something tells

me uneasy…

is coming for him, then I somehow. need to

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other