I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

can now access

it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer

that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving

person take? The dark voice inside of me that

anything happens to

stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich

it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I

have Hugh,

help to Zaia, is that

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking

I will, but there is no way for me to

we have someone who is

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to

knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re supposed to be on the same

as he

eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to

look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt

you both,” I say, ripping open

mutual,”

France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m

the knife in his hand as

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I am their

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just

the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It

brother.” He smirks as me and

in his eyes and he’s staring at me

not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the

to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can

get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment

to continue.

in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the toxin

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

understand what we’re

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have

one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

coming for him, then I somehow. need to make

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed that the