I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

now access everything in regards

she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt

I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

take? The dark voice inside of me

happens to her,

trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why

here who we have held hostage. Hugh

control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that

They have Hugh,

help to

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

that’s why Gerard had sent us 30

can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

someone who is worthless?” I

that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming

unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.” I

So that’s his reason…

say, since we’re supposed to be

says as he walks

I hate

refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who attacked

fucking hate you both,” I say,

feeling is mutual,”

is a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before

playing with the knife in his hand as

bitter. After all, they both have to

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry

I don’t respond.

and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for

into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who

your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

he’s staring at me

and in return, you give

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right

and you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan

react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to

table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little

instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will

ripped from him so

you understand what

reply, trying to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to

be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re

me uneasy…

follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is