I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards

but it also shows she no longer

of my actions upon her have hurt her,

much can one person take? The dark voice inside

happens to

you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me

catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

have held hostage. Hugh

his insult towards Zaia

have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia, is

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,” he

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so

have someone who is worthless?” I

coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

He knows I agreed for a reason, and

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on

says as he

of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though

I fucking hate you both,” I

mutual,”

but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the

the knife in his

bitter. After all, they both have to submit to the fact that I

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel

I don’t respond.

the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the

pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so

He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my

apart consumes me,

can simply take the antidote and disappear into

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box.

into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so

you understand what

hundred per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do

Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and

me uneasy…

for him, then I

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed