I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security

it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s

know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a true

dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces once

anything happens to her,

not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest,

him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

bastard here who we have

yours,” I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

They have

been a great help to Zaia, is

he isn’t. I don’t see him

here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue

will, but there is no way for

do we have someone

someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on

says as he

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

certain he was the shooter who hurt

I fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open

mutual,” Gaultier says,

France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he even

with the knife in his hand as if

all, they both have to submit to the fact that

to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

had it all fucking figured out.

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

hadn’t just pretended to be

something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say,

him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do

you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again,

beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put

glass case and instantly the

will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

you understand

reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as they

if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me

me uneasy…

If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that