I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the

also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no

my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because

can one person take? The dark voice

anything happens to

sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest,

snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage.

control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

They have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia, is

see him as family,”

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I

but there is no

we have someone who is

your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants

prove. He knows I agreed for a reason,

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be

says as he walks

image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

smirks coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted

both,” I say, ripping open the

mutual,” Gaultier

apparently born and raised in France, he changes his

playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

all, they both have to submit to

keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for

something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so

He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me

apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can

my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me…

react, waiting for him to continue.

off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s

as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster

cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

him so

you understand what

reply, trying to control the rage that is

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do as

even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re

me uneasy…

is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none