I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

who can now access everything in regards to

smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to

of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces

anything happens to her,

head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he

and catch it. “And why would he want me to do

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that

my anger at his insult towards Zaia

have Hugh,

a great help to Zaia, is that

he isn’t. I don’t see him as

so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

there is no way for me to do so

have someone who is worthless?” I ask

now, that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks, almost

knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he sticks to his.”

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on the

as he walks

hair, blue eyes, the spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that

him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the

both,”

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently

now playing with the knife in his hand as if he’s

all, they both have to submit to the fact

Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t

I don’t respond.

had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was a

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

as if he hadn’t just pretended

snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks

Sebastian, meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as

and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try

is not my brother, and you are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give

who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I

however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere

continue. Once again, he’s trying

box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same

and instantly the

will send her into cardiac arrest,

at the Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy

you understand what

trying to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

then, I have to do as they

with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’

me uneasy…

follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make

Zaia can’t lose him.

confirmed that