I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

can now access

more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone

although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s

how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me

anything happens to

not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s

catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

that bastard here who we have

coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult

They have

great help to Zaia,

he isn’t. I don’t see him as family,”

30 miles south and I had no

free him I will, but there is no way for me to

why do we have someone who is worthless?” I

now, that ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I

prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of

So that’s his reason…

nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be

as he walks

image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him my half-brother…

smirks coldly and I glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted

you both,”

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m

knife in his

all, they both have to submit to the fact

company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

had planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last

son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who

He smirks as me

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with

here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.” I say, glaring coldly

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can

antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release

waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if

instantly the

into cardiac arrest,

whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would

you understand what we’re

per cent,” I reply, trying to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to

I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in

Zaia can’t lose him.

and it’s confirmed