I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to

Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone

upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving

can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats

happens

he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest,

it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I ask,

bastard here who we have

at his

They have Hugh,

help to Zaia, is that

he isn’t. I don’t see him as

is here… so that’s why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I

will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking

do we have someone

heard that someone is coming for

fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick

So that’s his reason…

to say, since we’re

says as

himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make

him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who

hate you both,” I say,

is mutual,”

is a dickhead, but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one

knife in

both have to submit to

turning away. “Let’s hope you

I don’t respond.

planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last

keep him in a coma- like state. It

meet Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

at me

wanted, and in return, you give me the

man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until

I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night,

him to continue. Once again, he’s trying to blackmail

He pulls a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put the

Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my

cardiac arrest, and she will

whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy

understand

trying to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have

the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting

me uneasy…

and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure

Zaia can’t lose him.

hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is