I Am The Luna

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security

no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason

although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a

The dark voice inside of me

anything happens to her,

we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest,

reverie and catch it. “And why would he want

have held hostage.

control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that

They have Hugh,

great help to Zaia, is that

he isn’t. I don’t see him

had sent us 30 miles south

will, but there is no way for me to do so

someone

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him.

agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of

So that’s his reason…

to say, since

as he

of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same

I fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping open the

is mutual,”

there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently it’s unnerving. I’m sure he’s the one who was pranking me before he

in his hand as if he’s extremely

After all, they both have to submit

company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

planned to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for the last few

snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still

younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the

humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t try to

as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little girl.”

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find that

you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once

in a glass

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not

you understand

control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to

be watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

follow them out of there. If someone is coming for

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is