I Am The Luna

A week has passed, and I feel… empty.

The moment Atticus mentioned it, there were so many emotions that I was left to deal with.

Anger, betrayal, regret, pain, guilt and sadness.

My emotions became an ocean I was drowning in, struggling to stay afloat… but I let go, allowing the emotions to consume me… until I no longer felt anything.

When your emotions are no longer blinding you, things become clearer. Just as I now paid attention to what Sebastian had said before he left. That he had something to do. If I paid.

enough attention, I would have realised before I overrode security. He had already locked himself out of the pack.

He had warned us too about the rogues, just as Atticus had mentioned. The cryptic remarks, the way he looked at me, the fear that something would happen it was all valid.

And then, our little Sia, I should have realised he’d do anything for her. I just wish he told me so I would understand. Did breaking my heart help him?

But I can’t be selfish. My feelings are not important in comparison to our daughter’s health. I would do anything for her and if he succeeds in getting that cure, I will be forever in his debt.

Sebastian’s and my trust have never been perfect and I realise that we are just not compatible. Our relationship just isn’t at that level where we could not live without one another.

Perhaps I was too stupid, but to Sebastian, this was just a relationship, not his world. I thought this time around I wasn’t so clingy, but I clearly don’t love right.

Where do I lack?

That is a question I’ll always ask myself, but never voice.

For our children, I hope he makes it and that he accomplishes what I have never been able to do. Heal Sia… that thought brings me hope.

Even the moon cannot heal things that are man made. I glance up as a sharp wind blows and observe Dad, who now turns away from Mom’s grave.

Mom’s funeral was held a few days ago and seeing Dad’s state, the way he’s hiding what he’s truly feeling breaks me a little more.

He was cheated on by Mom… but he still loved her, just as Sebastian has hurt me, yet I can’t help but love him. But that doesn’t mean I can’t forgive him, it just means I will never be able to accept him back into my life.

But I can relate to Dad in a way. The pain our mates caused us would always remain, despite the love we feel too.

If we make it out of this alive…

come,” I say gently, holding my hand

and once again I’m hit with the painful reminder that he

I need you, Dad…

I can’t lose him.

asks, glancing around the

some years. I think she’ll be fine… besides, she’s closest to the children here

told me, she wished to be buried away from The Crystal Shadow Pack. That she refuses to be buried in a

sure what stood any longer, but I couldn’t ignore that

“Well, what

There is still a way that the Sable are listening in on our conversations. We have been intercepted twice on

a disappointment. Atticus has found something, and I am going to meet him later since neither

over the phone.

admit it, but I barely

and head to the

a yummy strew. I have some work to attend to.” I

treating me as if I’m

and shake

that you need to take care of your mental and physical health.” I

you doing that?”

and I motion for my guards to take

on who was available and although I am getting better, I also know it’s not enough time to become a master of the arts,

her brother made her warm up

but I also can’t tell anyone openly in case we’re being watched, even inside

it that day, and I hope Sebastian is alive- no I know he’s alive. He wouldn’t die so easily, not when he had a mission to accomplish. I hope he’s safe and that

driver to take me to the Toussaint business headquarters as I need to attend to some

is a painful reminder that the world carries on even

and wants to give us the go-ahead. Yet again

after we have both signed the papers, and he’s ready for the official proposal to

gave this project to you, Ms Toussaint, and I will look forward to the work

it. We will not disappoint.” I reply gracefully, as we both

I call the hard part. Bringing

think this part will be fairly smooth and if there

do like your confidence! Ah, before I forget, the files… Here.”

didn’t need to give me any

suit jacket and slips out of

I’m in the Toussaint building, but we all agreed it would be the

to the desk and open the file, scanning

old proposal for this project.

uneasy, I flip through

How strange…

thinking there has to be more

there poison

sniff it but

Is it a warning?

then, there’s a

the door open to reveal Atticus standing there, briefcase in hand. “Ah, perfect.” My secretary knew to let him

on his face, I am certain that the briefcase he is carrying contains some

“Afternoon Ms Toussaint.”

I reply as I

like it when you call me that.” He says, sauntering over to my desk as the door

people will

thing.”

up. “Mr Harrsion gave me these and I don’t know what to make of them. It’s Sebastian’s plan for Mr Harrison’s project. Why would

someone told him to give it to you…