I Am The Luna

A week has passed, and I feel… empty.

The moment Atticus mentioned it, there were so many emotions that I was left to deal with.

Anger, betrayal, regret, pain, guilt and sadness.

My emotions became an ocean I was drowning in, struggling to stay afloat… but I let go, allowing the emotions to consume me… until I no longer felt anything.

When your emotions are no longer blinding you, things become clearer. Just as I now paid attention to what Sebastian had said before he left. That he had something to do. If I paid.

enough attention, I would have realised before I overrode security. He had already locked himself out of the pack.

He had warned us too about the rogues, just as Atticus had mentioned. The cryptic remarks, the way he looked at me, the fear that something would happen it was all valid.

And then, our little Sia, I should have realised he’d do anything for her. I just wish he told me so I would understand. Did breaking my heart help him?

But I can’t be selfish. My feelings are not important in comparison to our daughter’s health. I would do anything for her and if he succeeds in getting that cure, I will be forever in his debt.

Sebastian’s and my trust have never been perfect and I realise that we are just not compatible. Our relationship just isn’t at that level where we could not live without one another.

Perhaps I was too stupid, but to Sebastian, this was just a relationship, not his world. I thought this time around I wasn’t so clingy, but I clearly don’t love right.

Where do I lack?

That is a question I’ll always ask myself, but never voice.

For our children, I hope he makes it and that he accomplishes what I have never been able to do. Heal Sia… that thought brings me hope.

Even the moon cannot heal things that are man made. I glance up as a sharp wind blows and observe Dad, who now turns away from Mom’s grave.

Mom’s funeral was held a few days ago and seeing Dad’s state, the way he’s hiding what he’s truly feeling breaks me a little more.

He was cheated on by Mom… but he still loved her, just as Sebastian has hurt me, yet I can’t help but love him. But that doesn’t mean I can’t forgive him, it just means I will never be able to accept him back into my life.

But I can relate to Dad in a way. The pain our mates caused us would always remain, despite the love we feel too.

If we make it out of this alive…

gently, holding my hand out to

once again I’m hit with the painful reminder that he looks

I need you, Dad…

I can’t lose him.

he asks, glancing around

some years. I think she’ll be fine… besides, she’s closest to the children here …she wanted that.” I say

be buried away from The Crystal Shadow Pack.

stood any longer, but I couldn’t ignore that order of hers from long

nods. “Well,

in on

am going to meet him later

over the phone.

admit it, but I barely

should rest, and head to

some work to attend to.” I say, kissing his

me as if

and shake my

take care of

are you doing

I motion for my guards to take him

Atticus depending on who was available and although I am getting better, I also know it’s not enough time to become a master of the arts,

her brother made her warm up to him a little more, much to

haven’t told them about Sebastian, but I also can’t tell anyone openly in case we’re

He wouldn’t die so easily, not when he had a mission to accomplish. I hope he’s safe and that we havé not given

me to the Toussaint business headquarters as I

This act of mine is a painful reminder that the world carries on even when things are rough. For those on the outside, no one knows what one

happy with the final draft and wants to give us the go-ahead. Yet again another reminder

we have both signed the papers, and he’s ready for the official proposal to go

happy that I gave this project to you, Ms Toussaint, and I will look forward to the

We will not disappoint.” I reply gracefully, as we

is what I call the hard part.

this part will be fairly smooth and if there are any

confidence! Ah, before I forget, the files… Here.” He rummages in his briefcase and

didn’t need to give me

good day Ms Toussaint!” He fastens the button of his suit jacket and slips out of the room before I can ask him, leaving me with the brown

around the empty office. I’m in the Toussaint building, but we all agreed it would be the safest place for a meeting considering all that has

I walk back to the desk

this project. Why would

uneasy, I flip through

How strange…

more to it. Did someone put him

poison on the

it but there’s

Is it a warning?

a knock

up to see the door open to reveal Atticus standing there, briefcase in

smug expression on his face, I am certain that the briefcase he

“Afternoon Ms Toussaint.”

I reply as I

says, sauntering over to my desk as the door slowly thuds shut behind

and people will think we

thing.” He winks at

my head as I stand up. “Mr Harrsion gave me these and I don’t know what to make of them. It’s Sebastian’s plan for Mr Harrison’s project. Why

to you… have you handled these