I Am The Luna

A week has passed, and I feel… empty.

The moment Atticus mentioned it, there were so many emotions that I was left to deal with.

Anger, betrayal, regret, pain, guilt and sadness.

My emotions became an ocean I was drowning in, struggling to stay afloat… but I let go, allowing the emotions to consume me… until I no longer felt anything.

When your emotions are no longer blinding you, things become clearer. Just as I now paid attention to what Sebastian had said before he left. That he had something to do. If I paid.

enough attention, I would have realised before I overrode security. He had already locked himself out of the pack.

He had warned us too about the rogues, just as Atticus had mentioned. The cryptic remarks, the way he looked at me, the fear that something would happen it was all valid.

And then, our little Sia, I should have realised he’d do anything for her. I just wish he told me so I would understand. Did breaking my heart help him?

But I can’t be selfish. My feelings are not important in comparison to our daughter’s health. I would do anything for her and if he succeeds in getting that cure, I will be forever in his debt.

Sebastian’s and my trust have never been perfect and I realise that we are just not compatible. Our relationship just isn’t at that level where we could not live without one another.

Perhaps I was too stupid, but to Sebastian, this was just a relationship, not his world. I thought this time around I wasn’t so clingy, but I clearly don’t love right.

Where do I lack?

That is a question I’ll always ask myself, but never voice.

For our children, I hope he makes it and that he accomplishes what I have never been able to do. Heal Sia… that thought brings me hope.

Even the moon cannot heal things that are man made. I glance up as a sharp wind blows and observe Dad, who now turns away from Mom’s grave.

Mom’s funeral was held a few days ago and seeing Dad’s state, the way he’s hiding what he’s truly feeling breaks me a little more.

He was cheated on by Mom… but he still loved her, just as Sebastian has hurt me, yet I can’t help but love him. But that doesn’t mean I can’t forgive him, it just means I will never be able to accept him back into my life.

But I can relate to Dad in a way. The pain our mates caused us would always remain, despite the love we feel too.

If we make it out of this alive…

holding my hand

again I’m hit with the painful

I need you, Dad…

I can’t lose him.

burying her here was ideal?” he asks, glancing around the graveyard of The Dark Hollow

years. I think she’ll be fine… besides, she’s closest to the children

wished to be buried away from The Crystal Shadow Pack. That she refuses to be buried in a pack where her mate’s mistress is

sure what stood any longer, but I couldn’t ignore that order of

nods. “Well,

are listening in on our conversations. We have been

a disappointment. Atticus has found something, and I am going

over the phone.

hate to admit it, but I

rest, and head to the

some work to attend

me as if

smile and shake

take care of your mental and physical health.”

doing that?” Dad asks

have no answer to that, and I motion for my guards

who was available and although I am getting better, I also know it’s

brother made her

haven’t told them about Sebastian, but I also can’t tell anyone

wouldn’t die so easily, not when he had a mission to accomplish. I hope he’s safe and that we havé not

take me to the Toussaint business headquarters as

politely to Harrison. This act of mine is a painful reminder that the world carries on even when

happy with the final draft and wants to give us the go-ahead. Yet

after we have both signed the papers, and

I gave this project to you, Ms Toussaint, and I will look

do appreciate it. We will not disappoint.” I reply

I call the hard part. Bringing the

I think this part will be fairly smooth and if there are any blips, then that is my job

I forget, the files… Here.”

He didn’t need to

a good day Ms Toussaint!” He fastens the button of his suit jacket and slips out of the room before I can ask him, leaving me with the brown

empty office. I’m in the Toussaint building, but we all agreed it would

back to the desk and

Sebastian’s old proposal for this project. Why would he

uneasy, I flip

How strange…

more to it. Did someone put him up

there poison on

sniff it but there’s

Is it a warning?

there’s a

see the door open to reveal Atticus standing there, briefcase in hand. “Ah, perfect.”

I am certain that the briefcase he is carrying contains

“Afternoon Ms Toussaint.”

reply

you call me that.” He says, sauntering over to my desk as the door slowly

at that and people will

bad thing.” He

I stand up. “Mr Harrsion gave me these and I don’t know what to make of them. It’s Sebastian’s plan for Mr Harrison’s project. Why would

to give it to you… have you handled these