I Am The Luna

A week has passed, and I feel… empty.

The moment Atticus mentioned it, there were so many emotions that I was left to deal with.

Anger, betrayal, regret, pain, guilt and sadness.

My emotions became an ocean I was drowning in, struggling to stay afloat… but I let go, allowing the emotions to consume me… until I no longer felt anything.

When your emotions are no longer blinding you, things become clearer. Just as I now paid attention to what Sebastian had said before he left. That he had something to do. If I paid.

enough attention, I would have realised before I overrode security. He had already locked himself out of the pack.

He had warned us too about the rogues, just as Atticus had mentioned. The cryptic remarks, the way he looked at me, the fear that something would happen it was all valid.

And then, our little Sia, I should have realised he’d do anything for her. I just wish he told me so I would understand. Did breaking my heart help him?

But I can’t be selfish. My feelings are not important in comparison to our daughter’s health. I would do anything for her and if he succeeds in getting that cure, I will be forever in his debt.

Sebastian’s and my trust have never been perfect and I realise that we are just not compatible. Our relationship just isn’t at that level where we could not live without one another.

Perhaps I was too stupid, but to Sebastian, this was just a relationship, not his world. I thought this time around I wasn’t so clingy, but I clearly don’t love right.

Where do I lack?

That is a question I’ll always ask myself, but never voice.

For our children, I hope he makes it and that he accomplishes what I have never been able to do. Heal Sia… that thought brings me hope.

Even the moon cannot heal things that are man made. I glance up as a sharp wind blows and observe Dad, who now turns away from Mom’s grave.

Mom’s funeral was held a few days ago and seeing Dad’s state, the way he’s hiding what he’s truly feeling breaks me a little more.

He was cheated on by Mom… but he still loved her, just as Sebastian has hurt me, yet I can’t help but love him. But that doesn’t mean I can’t forgive him, it just means I will never be able to accept him back into my life.

But I can relate to Dad in a way. The pain our mates caused us would always remain, despite the love we feel too.

If we make it out of this alive…

come,” I say gently, holding my hand out

looks at me and once again I’m hit with the painful reminder

I need you, Dad…

I can’t lose him.

burying her here was ideal?” he asks, glancing around the graveyard of The Dark Hollow Falls

years. I think she’ll be fine… besides, she’s closest

Mom once told me, she wished to be buried away from The Crystal Shadow Pack. That she refuses to be buried in a pack where her mate’s mistress is

longer, but I

nods. “Well,

is still a way that the Sable are listening in on our conversations. We have been intercepted

not all a disappointment. Atticus has found something, and I am

over the phone.

hate to admit it, but

and head to

I have some work to attend

treating me as if I’m old.”

smile and shake

take care of your mental and physical health.” I

doing that?” Dad

have no answer to that, and I motion for my guards to take

with Justin, Jai and Atticus depending on who was available and although I am getting better, I also know it’s not enough time to become a master of the arts, but every little

her warm up to him a

can’t tell anyone openly in case we’re being watched, even inside our

wouldn’t die so easily, not when he had a mission to accomplish. I hope he’s safe and that we havé not given

to take me to the Toussaint business headquarters as I need

a painful reminder that the world carries on

go-ahead. Yet

the file after we have both signed the papers, and he’s ready

am happy that I gave this project to you, Ms Toussaint, and I

will not disappoint.” I

the hard

that we have all the details finalised, I think this part will be fairly smooth and if there are any blips, then that is my job to handle,” I say as I walk him to

the files… Here.” He rummages in

need to give me any

a good day Ms Toussaint!” He fastens the button of his suit jacket and

in the Toussaint building, but we all agreed it would

back to the desk and open

proposal for this project. Why would

uneasy, I flip

How strange…

file, thinking there has to be more to it. Did someone put

poison on

it

Is it a warning?

a knock

say, looking up to see the door open to reveal Atticus standing

his face, I am certain that the briefcase he is

“Afternoon Ms Toussaint.”

Mr Payne,” I reply as I

call me that.” He says, sauntering over to my

people will

thing.” He winks at

my head as I stand up. “Mr Harrsion gave me these and I don’t know what to make of them. It’s Sebastian’s plan for Mr Harrison’s project. Why would

to give it to