I Am The Luna

Chapter 119

SEBASTIAN.

All I see is the look in her eyes as she raised the gun and shot me.

I’ve lost her.

She will never forgive me, and why should she?

I brought this on myself…

The same thoughts circle my mind, slamming me with the brutal truth of what I have done.

Spinning, screaming, and shouting as they whirl around my head; and there’s nothing I can do but accept it.

I was close to death after she shot me, but Gerard refused to let me die, although both Gaultier and Zade didn’t mind if I did.

All I remember was Gerard saying he would not let me die and if anything happened, they would all suffer the consequences.

I now stare out at the moon through the skylight. Night has fallen, but it’s just another painful day gone. Another day that I am haunted by the memories of the Alpha Queen shooting me without any hesitation.

I deserved that.

There was a moment she was shocked… but it was just a secondary reaction. She didn’t turn back as she left the room, but I shouldn’t be expecting anything, anyway. When the one who pushed her to this was none other than me.

How many times have I betrayed her trust? Far too many times.

I know that… but then why do I sit here thinking of her day and night? With every day that passed I realised that, that I don’t think I could live without her. Which doesn’t matter anyway, this isn’t about me…

The guilt of every fucking stupid decision I’ve made, the regret of every fucking time I’ve caused her pain, claws at me. Ripping me apart with guilt and regret from the inside.

She deserves so much fucking better. Yet I know that she loved me, and I destroyed her faith in me repeatedly. I can feel my wolf’s agony inside of me, his anguish at the fact I do not have her nearby. 1

I don’t deserve her, not anymore… she was too good for me from the start… and although I thought I did good, all I did was fucking hurt her.

the way her lavender

as I feel the stinging in my eyes as my vision

always fuck up even when all I want

me look towards the doors. Something

stand up, silently making my way to the door and open it. They’re probably watching me in this room,

will never fully trust me, regardless.

down. We can’t let…” he trails

over to them, and shoving my

Aren’t you meant

to the poison in the

so fuck off.”

ask Gerard what the fuck is going on,” I shoot back coldly, about to turn away when Zade grabs my

this doesn’t involve you,” Zade

coincidental that now of all fucking times they figured out the cameras?”

brow. “Cameras? What are

they understood

them get a step ahead instead of being

cameras in your shitty pack!” Gaultier snarls about to shove me when Zade

him.

the fuck down.” He warns him and I’m doing my

than me, able to mask his scent and heartbeat efficiently and I don’t think he even realises I

him, and have any of you notified Gerard of this? It’s no small matter. If something has happened with the cameras, then we need

that they can do

has stopped,

tell him? That somehow,

they’ve discovered them?”

do you

in that pack. Maybe we do need to tell Gerard and Father right now,”

maybe, we do,” I say, just as Lawrence

maybe to it.” hist voice comes from to the left, making both

course…” Zade says,

he asks

got this, Zaia… destroy

All the cameras have been

Agatha?

look up sharply, my heart thudding as

Mom?

it must be

mind is spinning as

See if you can mind link her.” He commands, and he nods before he walks

link her, and is this my mother?” I ask. The

Lawrence looks at me.

can mind link her as they are family.” He says,

What?

that a surprise to

but Mom belongs on our side. She’s always been my greatest cheerleader, to

good.”

doesn’t. How could she

is a fucking storm as I

taking my all not to react. I fucking pray she has been. caught. I can’t risk

his hands on my shoulder. “Now. How about the two

a question. If Mom is captured, then what? Will she

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