I Am The Luna

Chapter 119

SEBASTIAN.

All I see is the look in her eyes as she raised the gun and shot me.

I’ve lost her.

She will never forgive me, and why should she?

I brought this on myself…

The same thoughts circle my mind, slamming me with the brutal truth of what I have done.

Spinning, screaming, and shouting as they whirl around my head; and there’s nothing I can do but accept it.

I was close to death after she shot me, but Gerard refused to let me die, although both Gaultier and Zade didn’t mind if I did.

All I remember was Gerard saying he would not let me die and if anything happened, they would all suffer the consequences.

I now stare out at the moon through the skylight. Night has fallen, but it’s just another painful day gone. Another day that I am haunted by the memories of the Alpha Queen shooting me without any hesitation.

I deserved that.

There was a moment she was shocked… but it was just a secondary reaction. She didn’t turn back as she left the room, but I shouldn’t be expecting anything, anyway. When the one who pushed her to this was none other than me.

How many times have I betrayed her trust? Far too many times.

I know that… but then why do I sit here thinking of her day and night? With every day that passed I realised that, that I don’t think I could live without her. Which doesn’t matter anyway, this isn’t about me…

The guilt of every fucking stupid decision I’ve made, the regret of every fucking time I’ve caused her pain, claws at me. Ripping me apart with guilt and regret from the inside.

She deserves so much fucking better. Yet I know that she loved me, and I destroyed her faith in me repeatedly. I can feel my wolf’s agony inside of me, his anguish at the fact I do not have her nearby. 1

I don’t deserve her, not anymore… she was too good for me from the start… and although I thought I did good, all I did was fucking hurt her.

forget the way her

drops as I feel the stinging in

all I want is the best for those

is going on?!” Gaultier’s distant snarl makes me look towards the

and open it. They’re probably watching me in

careful, but I also know they will never fully trust me, regardless. Gaultier slams his fist into the wall

We can’t let…” he trails off when he

walking over to them, and shoving my hands into the

Aren’t you

reply coldly, although due to the poison in the bullet, I am still

so fuck

is going on,” I shoot back coldly, about to turn

doesn’t involve you,” Zade

of all fucking

don’t react, cocking a brow.

understood the

step ahead instead of

shitty pack!” Gaultier snarls about to shove me when Zade

him.

fuck down.” He warns him and I’m doing my fucking

hear it, the extremely silent footsteps of Lawrence. He was freaking silent, even more than me, able to mask his scent and heartbeat efficiently and I don’t think he even realises I can sense him

would listen to him, and have any of you notified Gerard of this? It’s no small matter. If something has happened with the cameras, then we need to let

they

has stopped,

going to tell him? That somehow, they found out?”

they’ve discovered them?” Zade says

do you mean?”

do need to tell Gerard

we do,” I say, just as Lawrence begins

from to the left, making both men tense as

of course…” Zade says,

what’s happened?” he

this,

discovered Ms Agatha. All the cameras have been pulled.” Zade

Agatha?

look up sharply, my heart thudding as I stare at

Mom?

must

mind is spinning as Lawrence

you can mind link her.” He

mind link her, and is this my mother?” I ask.

Lawrence looks at me.

she is and Gaultier’s so he can mind link her as they are family.” He says, almost as if

What?

surprise to you, Sebastian?”

about Gaultier, but Mom belongs on our side. She’s always been my greatest cheerleader, to know that even now

good.”

could she do this?

a fucking storm as I

let her near the children. She’s been in the safe house. My stomach churns and it’s taking my all not to react. I fucking pray she has been. caught. I can’t

as he walks over to me and places his hands on my

say. “I do have a question. If Mom is captured, then what? Will

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