I Am The Luna

Chapter 119

SEBASTIAN.

All I see is the look in her eyes as she raised the gun and shot me.

I’ve lost her.

She will never forgive me, and why should she?

I brought this on myself…

The same thoughts circle my mind, slamming me with the brutal truth of what I have done.

Spinning, screaming, and shouting as they whirl around my head; and there’s nothing I can do but accept it.

I was close to death after she shot me, but Gerard refused to let me die, although both Gaultier and Zade didn’t mind if I did.

All I remember was Gerard saying he would not let me die and if anything happened, they would all suffer the consequences.

I now stare out at the moon through the skylight. Night has fallen, but it’s just another painful day gone. Another day that I am haunted by the memories of the Alpha Queen shooting me without any hesitation.

I deserved that.

There was a moment she was shocked… but it was just a secondary reaction. She didn’t turn back as she left the room, but I shouldn’t be expecting anything, anyway. When the one who pushed her to this was none other than me.

How many times have I betrayed her trust? Far too many times.

I know that… but then why do I sit here thinking of her day and night? With every day that passed I realised that, that I don’t think I could live without her. Which doesn’t matter anyway, this isn’t about me…

The guilt of every fucking stupid decision I’ve made, the regret of every fucking time I’ve caused her pain, claws at me. Ripping me apart with guilt and regret from the inside.

She deserves so much fucking better. Yet I know that she loved me, and I destroyed her faith in me repeatedly. I can feel my wolf’s agony inside of me, his anguish at the fact I do not have her nearby. 1

I don’t deserve her, not anymore… she was too good for me from the start… and although I thought I did good, all I did was fucking hurt her.

her lavender eyes

head drops as I feel the stinging in

I always fuck up even when all

Gaultier’s distant snarl makes me look

door and open it. They’re probably watching me in this room,

know they will never fully trust me, regardless. Gaultier slams his

can’t let…” he

and

don’t need to fucking know. Aren’t you meant to be resting?”

I reply coldly, although due to the poison in the

fuck off.”

Gerard what the fuck is going on,” I shoot back

this doesn’t involve you,”

now of all fucking times they figured out the cameras?”

react, cocking a brow. “Cameras?

they understood

ahead instead of being spied on

pack!” Gaultier snarls about to shove me when

him.

warns him and I’m doing my fucking all

was freaking silent, even more than me, able to mask his scent and

him, and have any of you notified Gerard of this? It’s no small

that they can do

stopped, he’s

are we going to tell him? That somehow, they found out?” Gaultier

you think they’ve

you mean?” I

that pack. Maybe we do need to tell Gerard and

maybe, we do,” I say, just as

hist voice comes from to the left, making both

course…” Zade

what’s happened?” he asks

this, Zaia…

cameras have been pulled.” Zade

Agatha?

sharply, my heart thudding

Mom?

must

spinning as Lawrence

the pack. See if you can mind link her.” He commands, and he

and is this my mother?” I ask. The words

Lawrence looks at me.

they are family.” He says, almost as if wanting to see

What?

a surprise to you, Sebastian?”

punch in the gut. “No, I mean- yes, about Gaultier, but Mom belongs on our side. She’s always been my greatest cheerleader, to know that even now I

good.”

doesn’t. How could she do this? Everything

storm as

near the children. She’s been in the safe house. My stomach churns and it’s taking my all not to react. I fucking pray

to me and places his hands on my shoulder. “Now. How about the two of

“I do have a question. If Mom is captured, then what? Will

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