I Am The Luna

Chapter 119

SEBASTIAN.

All I see is the look in her eyes as she raised the gun and shot me.

I’ve lost her.

She will never forgive me, and why should she?

I brought this on myself…

The same thoughts circle my mind, slamming me with the brutal truth of what I have done.

Spinning, screaming, and shouting as they whirl around my head; and there’s nothing I can do but accept it.

I was close to death after she shot me, but Gerard refused to let me die, although both Gaultier and Zade didn’t mind if I did.

All I remember was Gerard saying he would not let me die and if anything happened, they would all suffer the consequences.

I now stare out at the moon through the skylight. Night has fallen, but it’s just another painful day gone. Another day that I am haunted by the memories of the Alpha Queen shooting me without any hesitation.

I deserved that.

There was a moment she was shocked… but it was just a secondary reaction. She didn’t turn back as she left the room, but I shouldn’t be expecting anything, anyway. When the one who pushed her to this was none other than me.

How many times have I betrayed her trust? Far too many times.

I know that… but then why do I sit here thinking of her day and night? With every day that passed I realised that, that I don’t think I could live without her. Which doesn’t matter anyway, this isn’t about me…

The guilt of every fucking stupid decision I’ve made, the regret of every fucking time I’ve caused her pain, claws at me. Ripping me apart with guilt and regret from the inside.

She deserves so much fucking better. Yet I know that she loved me, and I destroyed her faith in me repeatedly. I can feel my wolf’s agony inside of me, his anguish at the fact I do not have her nearby. 1

I don’t deserve her, not anymore… she was too good for me from the start… and although I thought I did good, all I did was fucking hurt her.

her lavender eyes were full

stinging

up even when all

on?!” Gaultier’s distant snarl makes me look towards

and open it. They’re probably watching me in this room,

trust me, regardless. Gaultier slams his fist into the wall as Zade

down. We can’t let…” he trails off when

and shoving my

know. Aren’t you meant to be resting?” he says

I reply coldly, although due to the poison in the bullet, I am still not fully recovered,

fuck

going on,” I shoot back

listen, this doesn’t involve

does. Don’t you think it’s strangely fucking coincidental that now of all fucking times they figured

react, cocking a brow. “Cameras? What are

they understood

help them get a step ahead instead of being spied on all the damn

your shitty pack!” Gaultier snarls about to shove me when Zade

him.

him and I’m doing my fucking all to stop myself from bashing his fucking

of Lawrence. He was freaking silent, even more than me, able to mask his scent and heartbeat efficiently and I don’t think he even realises I can

this? It’s no small matter. If something has happened

that they

stopped, he’s

tell him? That somehow, they found

they’ve discovered

you mean?” I

do

maybe, we do,” I say,

hist voice comes from to the left, making both men

Zade says, lowering his

what’s happened?” he asks

got this, Zaia… destroy

Agatha. All the cameras have been pulled.” Zade says,

Agatha?

sharply, my heart thudding

Mom?

it must

spinning

can

link her, and is this my mother?”

Lawrence looks at me.

is and Gaultier’s so he can mind link her as they are family.” He

What?

that a surprise to you, Sebastian?”

Gaultier, but Mom belongs on our side. She’s always been my greatest cheerleader,

good.”

doesn’t. How could she

is a fucking storm as I try to

safe house. My stomach churns and it’s taking my all not to react. I

Lawrence says as he walks over to me and places his

If Mom is captured, then what? Will she be

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