I Am The Luna

Chapter 134

SEBASTIAN.

Ever since I spoke to her in the kitchen, she’s been quieter, although she’s smiling, which lights up those gorgeous eyes of hers. I wish I could change the past, change the decisions I made.

Seeing Sia sick was the last straw. The promise that Gerard had the antidote drove me to get it for her, no matter what.

Watching Zaia crouch down gracefully, yet looking so fucking sexy as she talks to Sia makes me wish I could be the reason behind her smiles…

But instead, I’m the reason behind her tears.

The pain that comes with love is often never spoken of. Two people may love one another immensely, but there are still so many hurdles that they have to overcome… but I think I hurt Zaia one time too many…

And that thought agonises me, torments me.

“Time to cut the cake!” Sia exclaims as Zaia passes Dad the knife.

“Everyone gather around,” Valerie says with a small smile that doesn’t reach her eyes which still hold sadness.

Pain.

Sorrow.

Heartbreak.

So much suffering.

steal the air from our lungs, the sort of emotions where every part of you aches, yearns and screams for its end. It’s brutal and blinding in its pain. It bashes your

I understand her point. I fucking see her reason. I just wish it wasn’t like this. I ruined what love and

Now I wish I could protect her heart just to make sure no one else dares hurt it,

says, snapping me from

I step up next to Hugh as they stand gathered around the table and begin singing. I refuse to join in, simply strumming my

feeding Zaia first and then the children. He glances at me before I reach over and take the cake from his hand, but instead

the bridges that we are trying to

faintly, biting into it. “Thank

me, I didn’t make it,” I say quietly, glancing

to talk, I’m not sure what the outcome will be… deep down I’m

her, and now I suddenly find myself wanting to rebuild her to who she once was, even if the truth is she

the kids are playing happily with Dad and the others,

you don’t want to go to bed?”

Mommy, I’m a big boy now, and Sia is stronger now. So, we stay awake,” Zion

a day

right. We deserve this,” he protests as Sia

we big now,” she

“Ok then,” Zaia says.

thumb towards the door. She stands up slowly smoothing her dress, her face unreadable

“Excuse me…” she says.

Mommy, you go talk to Daddy. We will look at Grandad’s

this chess set.” Valerie compliments the set that Hugh

a fine set, but I wonder if Hugh actually thinks that after all these years, he

am actually pretty confident I would

children?” Atticus remarks as he sits back, his arm around Valerie, who nods along with

both head to the garden. The wind blows through our hair the moment I open the door, holding it for Zaia to step out under my arm

my nose, like a bout of nicotine or something that I need to satiate my

the moon, holding her arm in front of her. The way her hair is blowing softly distracts me and for a blissful moment I am lost in her

did you want to say?” she turns to me, not wasting a moment to

title of Alpha before you left… why do I feel you’re thinking of leaving soon?” I ask, my voice sounding harsher than

fear deep inside of me, clawing at me like a monster trying to drag itself out of the

me… I can’t live

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