Jill Malik P.O.V

"How's everything at home Tía?" I put my phone on loudspeaker as I was wiping the makeup off my face.

I just returned from Ximena's party when I decided to give aunt Lydia a call. I haven't talked to her and Milan in almost two weeks. It was two in the morning in New York, but in Barcelona it was already eight in the morning and aunt Lydia and Milan would be awake and have breakfast.

"Everything is alright, how's New York?" Aunt Lydia asked. I heard Milan's voice in the background asking for churros. "No! No Churros, first drink your milk."1

I chuckled softly as I heard Aunt Lydia talking to Milan. "He still doesn't like milk?" I asked. When Milan was still a baby he refused to drink milk like other babies. While it took only a couple minutes to feed a baby, it took me a whole half day to feed Milan.12

"Oh no, I have to bribe him with churros to drink milk." 8

I laughed, typical Milan.

"Are you coming for his birthday? He's asking for you." 3

I nodded, but realized that Aunt Lydia couldn't see me. "Yes, I will. I already told Ximena about it." I said.

"Good." Aunt Lydia said as she let out a breath of relieve. I know that she's happy to finally see me again. "You haven't seen him in two years."

"Yeah." I sighed. I had missed his fourth and fifth birthday and I still feel so guilty that I couldn't make it only if it was for a couple of hours. "I was busy with finishing school and stuff."7

"I know, are you planning to take Milan to New York with you?"3

I stayed silent for a while when Aunt Lydia asked me that question. I was contemplating about taking him with me, New York has a lot of opportunities for him. "I don't know Tía, I don't want you to live alone in Barcelona."5

"Don't worry about me, I'll manage."

"No, I'll not take Milan with me. If he's old enough to decide what he wants, he can make his own decision. I'll always be there for him."

"You're really smart cariña, I don't know what I would do without you. You're so kind, generous--,"10

"Oh tía." I interrupted her, "You would be just fine."

"No, no...I don't even want to think about how close I was to lose you."

"But you didn't. I'm still alive." I whispered. Memories about what happened six years ago start making it's way to my head. 12

"I'm sorry, lo siento mucho."

"It's okay Tía, it's the...past and it's not your fault."

"I want Churros! I already drank my milk." I heard Milan's voice in the background. I smiled at the sound of him. He's such a big boy now.

"You didn't." Aunt Lydia said accusingly. "I saw you throwing it away in the sink."6

I laughed at that. And he's probably also a bad boy. "Do you hear this Jill?" Aunt Lydia huffed and I imagined her rolling her eyes. "He's not drinking his milk."

"I am! Can I have a churro now?" Milan yelled in the background

Aunt Lydia sighed, she had a soft spot for that boy. He had her wrapped around his little finger. "Okay, let me end this call first. I'll talk to you later Jill. Te amo."

"Te amo." I said, before ending the call. I put my phone down on my nightstand and suddenly everything that happened six years ago started to make it's way to my head. I had tried to forget and move on, but every now and then something or someone had to remind me about it. I can't get rid of that someone, because that someone is Milan.4

I sat on my bed as I let the memories take over my head. It was so long ago, but it felt like it had happened yesterday.

"Hey don't cry." Larissa whispered as she hugged me. How can I not cry? We were the 'it' couple at school, four years strong and then bam just like that everything's gone. Our future plans, our marriage, the baby names. We even agreed that our first child name would be Aliyah for a girl and Xavier for a boy. Now I can't use those names anymore, because it would remind me of him. 4

"He broke up with me." I sobbed as I buried my face in the hem of her shirt.

"Who?" Larissa asked. I bet she forgot that I was with Mateo.

"Mateo! We were together since freshman year." How I wished I could see the future then I didn't had to go through this horrible, heartbreaking, and painful process.

"Oh poor thing" Larissa whispered as she hugged me tighter.

to Milan, to pursue her career in fashion. She left high school behind and with the money her father left for her in his will she enrolled in a fashion school in Milan. Aunt Lydia didn't stop her, because she knew that's

friend and my human diary. I always told her about my

-my boyfriend since freshman year- broke up with me after I gave my valedictorian speech, I was shattered. My world crumbled, all the plans I had with him vanished. How can someone

the break up? He said that he couldn't do long distance. I got a scholarship to study in the USA and he got one to study

most painful thing about the breakup? I wasted four years of my life on some loser, who not only broke up with me, but also had a secret relationship

he came back, I knew that something was wrong because he became distant, but I didn't really care about it. It was senior year after

graduation day I saw an unfamiliar girl sitting with his parents. I assumed it was his cousin or family friend I haven't met yet. When his parents came to congratulate me, I felt

was fidgeting

to his parents saw him her eyes lit up and she

babe!" she

not a long

Mateo with teary eyes as he pecked the girl on her lips. So that's why he was so distant all

can explain

him and screamed: "Shut up! I don't need no fucking explanation

heart out in

Larissa.

I need to go to Larissa. I started the car and with a messed up head I started my ten hour

cooed. "He

my back and fed me soup. This morning I arrived in Milan. Larissa had called Aunt Lydia to tell her I was here. Poor Aunty

you Lari." I

too Jill, but you know that I can't go back or atleast not yet." she whispered.

"Why?" I asked.

is...I'm not ready

or later you should visit. Aunt Lydia

at me.

her watch and her eyes widened. "Goodness, I need to get ready for

show?" I

she paused for

"That's not

is a good idea. I don't want you to stay here and

quiet, the only thing I need right now is

before she exited my room. Well, I

to go to that fashion show at least I need to clear my mind somehow. Whiskey can help me with that. Whiskey always

in a maid uniform holding a peach colored dress and shoes in her hand along with a pink bag which

I said as

welcome. Miss said the driver will be here in

the door again. I put everything on the bed and took a shower. I could choose from all different kind of shower gels and shampoo, but I chose for the strawberry one. If I get drunk tonight at least I will smell good.

the dress on, which was really tight on me, considering that Larissa is one size smaller than I am. I combed my hair, applied some makeup,

silky robe at the end of the stairs. "You look hot girlfriend!" she squealed as she looked at me from head

smile. "Thanks,

show, come on let's go. The show

the second row as she went backstage to change. After she went backstage, I grabbed the whiskey bottle out of

front of me acting all lovey dovey with each other. Every Time they kissed I wanted to throw the whiskey bottle at their heads, but then again I didn't

Fresh air.

the dresses from the people who sat next to me.

dark and chilly

found a bench nearby and decided to sit there until I felt better again. From the corner of my eyes I could see someone staring at me. It

I said, my voice so soft that I could barely hear myself. "Haven't you learned that staring is rude and

and said: "What is a good looking guy like you doing here outside with me? All the models are

eyes, and I could see his six pack through the thin fabric of his shirt. To top all of

a pretty girl like you doing here

threw my head back

for awhile." I mumbled after I was done laughing. I don't know why I was laughing, the whiskey is probably working. It did the thinking, the

do you want to forget?"

that people with blue-green eyes can hypnotize people. Usually I would just laugh at that, because I don't believe in myths like how I don't believe in happy endings anymore. But now it didn't matter, because

fiery, passionate and demanding. Where did I learn to kiss like this? I never kissed Mateo like this. I wanted to pull away before I lose myself in him but I can't seem to...In this

huskily as he pulled away slowly. "We need privacy."

and the only thing that mattered to me was that

more deeper and hotter. I felt bad for the driver who

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