I Want A Lifetime With You

Fu Ling became downhearted all of a sudden. She knew well that Bai was very young and he was at an age that he needed to learn by coming into contact with the outside world. Children his age were all studying in school but Bai had to spend almost all his time in the hospital.

Fu Ling turned away to avoid seeing the interaction between Bai and Su Shaoqing. She was particularly reluctant to look at Bai’s eyes.

Over the past few years, Fu Ling thought that so long as she was good to Bai, Bai would be contented. However, Fu Ling had overlooked the fact that a child was always eager for a family and would always yearn to be loved.

I should never be the only member of Bai’s family. It was all because of my selfishness that things turned out this way.

“Uncle, why isn’t Mommy eating?” Su Shaoqing reached out to wipe the corner of Bai’s mouth as he was feeding Bai.

Bai gave Su Shaoqing an innocent look and turned to Fu Ling. “Mommy, why are you crying!”

“Oh, no, I’m not crying. It’s just something in my eyes!” Fu Ling quickly wiped away her tears and walked over to them. “It’s Mommy’s fault; Mommy shouldn’t be picky. Now Mommy feels like having some of these, can I eat with Bai?”

“Okey-dokey!” Bai clapped his hands and pointed to his bedside. “Mommy, why don’t you sit here and let uncle feed you as well? One spoonful for Mommy and another spoonful for Bai!”

The angelic look on Bai made it difficult for anyone to refuse him, but looking at Su Shaoqing made Fu Ling blushed instantly. “It’s okay, Mommy can eat on my own. Just let uncle feed you, alright?”

Of course, Fu Ling didn’t want Su Shaoqing to feed her. It’s not like I’m disabled! Furthermore, she had decided to stay away from Su Shaoqing. If it were not for Bai, she would never have allowed Su Shaoqing to be here.

Su Shaoqing turned to look at Fu Ling and for some reason, he wasn’t against Bai’s babbles just then. A picture formed in his mind where he was feeding Fu Ling.

The unrevealed emotion within his eyes became even stronger. “Here you go, eat!”

Despite that, Fu Ling turned away. Su Shaoqing’s eyes grew dim as he saw that and when he was about to draw his hand back, Bai pouted sadly and asked, “Is it because Bai bit the spoon and Mommy feels it is dirty?”

“No!”

Hearing Bai’s childlike and tender voice, Fu Ling waved her hand quickly. “Mommy doesn’t think so!”

“Then why doesn’t Mommy eat!” Bai glanced at Fu Ling with his doe-like eyes.

Fu Ling’s heart softened completely and not a word of refusal could she bear to let out. “Mommy doesn’t think Bai is dirty, it’s just Mommy feels… feels…” How should I put this?

be fed by uncle!” Su Shaoqing replied softly.

then Bai also doesn’t want to eat anymore!” Bai pouted. Tears started

in a mouthful. “See? Mommy loves Bai the most, how

food, Fu Ling was still holding Su Shaoqing’s

looked at his hand which was held by Fu Ling. At that moment, Su Shaoqing could feel his heart racing.

as well so she quickly let go of his hand. “Mommy doesn’t eat with Bai because Mommy is an adult now and an adult should eat on her own

Ling served a bowl of rice for herself and sat next to Bai, taking

spoonful from Su Shaoqing and then from Fu Ling. His eyes were brimming with joy and he clapped his hands, declaring,

smiled lightly and fed Bai another mouthful of food.

his mouth still full of food, Bai continued clapping his hands. “Because Bai not only has Mommy now, but Bai

Ling’s hand which was holding the chopsticks halted, so was Su Shaoqing’s. He was dumbfounded

like that in the future. Mommy is not in that sort of relationship with uncle and Mommy will not get married in the future as well. Do you hear me? You have a Daddy. It’s just that he’s busy now, next

likes uncle!” With that, Bai flipped the blanket aside and reached out to Su Shaoqing, holding onto his neck. “Uncle, is it okay if you like Bai and

fell on Fu Ling, making it untenable for Fu Ling to avoid his eyes. Su Shaoqing reached out to wipe the rice on

That’s good!” Bai clapped his hands. “Then Mommy must be with uncle and get married, and then give birth to a

but before she could even do that, Su Shaoqing got ahead of her and grabbed her hand tightly. His eyes were brimful with emotions and he wouldn’t let

I would

his hand loosened a little. Fu Ling withdrew her hand at once and carried Bai from Su Shaoqing’s arms. “Bai, be good, come eat

pursed his lips. His eyes had darkened completely. Those words of

“What do you mean?”

Su Shaoqing altogether. The air surrounding them turned into a complete silence ever since. After telling a bedtime story to Bai, Fu Ling looked at Bai who was deeply asleep and reached out to touch his face. There was

be around the same age as Bai. Would he

hand back and glanced at Su Shaoqing. Her stare was frosty

Ling packed her things and got up while Su Shaoqing stood up

the hospital. When Su Shaoqing saw that she was going to get in a cab, he grabbed her by her arm and asked, “Where are

“Where I’m going has nothing to do with Mr.

a little flustered when he caught the icy

happened in the past. I have nothing to do with you now and if it’s not because you threatened me with Bai’s illness, do you

you’re the one who wants my help these days, huh? Since you’re the one seeking help,