I Want A Lifetime With You

Fu Ling became downhearted all of a sudden. She knew well that Bai was very young and he was at an age that he needed to learn by coming into contact with the outside world. Children his age were all studying in school but Bai had to spend almost all his time in the hospital.

Fu Ling turned away to avoid seeing the interaction between Bai and Su Shaoqing. She was particularly reluctant to look at Bai’s eyes.

Over the past few years, Fu Ling thought that so long as she was good to Bai, Bai would be contented. However, Fu Ling had overlooked the fact that a child was always eager for a family and would always yearn to be loved.

I should never be the only member of Bai’s family. It was all because of my selfishness that things turned out this way.

“Uncle, why isn’t Mommy eating?” Su Shaoqing reached out to wipe the corner of Bai’s mouth as he was feeding Bai.

Bai gave Su Shaoqing an innocent look and turned to Fu Ling. “Mommy, why are you crying!”

“Oh, no, I’m not crying. It’s just something in my eyes!” Fu Ling quickly wiped away her tears and walked over to them. “It’s Mommy’s fault; Mommy shouldn’t be picky. Now Mommy feels like having some of these, can I eat with Bai?”

“Okey-dokey!” Bai clapped his hands and pointed to his bedside. “Mommy, why don’t you sit here and let uncle feed you as well? One spoonful for Mommy and another spoonful for Bai!”

The angelic look on Bai made it difficult for anyone to refuse him, but looking at Su Shaoqing made Fu Ling blushed instantly. “It’s okay, Mommy can eat on my own. Just let uncle feed you, alright?”

Of course, Fu Ling didn’t want Su Shaoqing to feed her. It’s not like I’m disabled! Furthermore, she had decided to stay away from Su Shaoqing. If it were not for Bai, she would never have allowed Su Shaoqing to be here.

Su Shaoqing turned to look at Fu Ling and for some reason, he wasn’t against Bai’s babbles just then. A picture formed in his mind where he was feeding Fu Ling.

The unrevealed emotion within his eyes became even stronger. “Here you go, eat!”

Despite that, Fu Ling turned away. Su Shaoqing’s eyes grew dim as he saw that and when he was about to draw his hand back, Bai pouted sadly and asked, “Is it because Bai bit the spoon and Mommy feels it is dirty?”

“No!”

Hearing Bai’s childlike and tender voice, Fu Ling waved her hand quickly. “Mommy doesn’t think so!”

“Then why doesn’t Mommy eat!” Bai glanced at Fu Ling with his doe-like eyes.

Fu Ling’s heart softened completely and not a word of refusal could she bear to let out. “Mommy doesn’t think Bai is dirty, it’s just Mommy feels… feels…” How should I put this?

uncle!” Su Shaoqing replied softly. “It’s alright, Bai eats

doesn’t want to eat anymore!” Bai pouted. Tears started welling up in his eyes as though they would

hand, taking in a mouthful. “See? Mommy loves

was still holding Su Shaoqing’s hand. “Bai, see, Mommy has

lowered his head and looked at his hand which was held by Fu Ling. At that moment, Su Shaoqing could feel his heart racing. He was astonished. He had never felt

an adult should eat on her own and can’t let someone else feed her. Moreover, Bai is so young and still growing,

of rice for herself and sat next to Bai, taking a spoonful for herself

Fu Ling. His eyes were brimming with joy and

Shaoqing smiled lightly and fed Bai another

Bai continued clapping his hands. “Because Bai not only

holding the chopsticks halted, so was Su Shaoqing’s. He was dumbfounded and looked at Fu Ling

food with some difficulty. “Bai, don’t say something like that in the future. Mommy is not in that sort of relationship with uncle and Mommy will not get married in the future as well. Do you hear

likes uncle!” With that, Bai flipped the blanket aside and reached out to Su Shaoqing, holding onto his

Ling, making it untenable for Fu Ling to avoid his eyes. Su Shaoqing reached out to wipe the

good!” Bai clapped his hands. “Then Mommy must be with uncle and get married, and then give birth to a

Bai and in his other hand was Su Shaoqing’s. Then, he put their hands together. Fu Ling wanted to struggle but before she could even do that, Su

I would never have

loosened a little. Fu Ling withdrew her hand

his lips. His eyes had darkened completely. Those words of Fu Ling were still lingering in his mind. ”Never have

“What do you mean?”

ignored Su Shaoqing altogether. The air surrounding them turned into a complete silence ever since. After telling a bedtime story to Bai, Fu Ling looked at Bai who was deeply asleep and

alive, he or she would have grown to be around the same age as Bai. Would he

of that, she drew her hand back and glanced at Su Shaoqing. Her stare was

up while Su Shaoqing

treated Su Shaoqing as thin air all the way until she got out of the hospital. When Su Shaoqing saw that she was going to get in a

hand off right away. “Where I’m going

when he caught the icy stare of

in the past. I have nothing to do with you now and if

“Turns out Ms. Fu still remembers that you’re the one who wants my help these days, huh? Since you’re the one seeking help, then stop showing me your temper.