I Want A Lifetime With You

Chapter 538 Dream

Shen Qianan did not sleep well that night. Her head felt heavy, and her mind was confused as if someone had replaced her brain with something. She kept thinking about her identity and relationship with Shi Nuan and Su Huaibei.

The connection between everyone in her dream was not clear, nor did she know what she wanted to do, but she could picture their faces vividly. She saw Shi Nuan, Shen Shixiu, Su Huaibei, and Shu Qing. Many people flashed across her mind in her dream and disappeared without a trace after a split second.

She wanted to chase after them, but they were moving too fast. She failed to catch up to them even as she sprinted. Shen Qianan felt as if she was shrouded in a thick tog, staring at their figures getting further away.

Then, she ran faster and saw Yu. Yu smiled sheepishly at her amidst the dense fog, waving her over. She could hear him calling her “Mommy” in his sweet voice. She jogged toward him in exhilaration but noticed that Yu was gone when she got closer. Instead, a tall and muscular man appeared before her.

She could not discern that man’s face even though he was not wearing a mask. Shen Qianan thought she was standing too far, so she went a little closer. However, regardless of her attempt to get nearer to him, that man would always take a few steps back, keeping a distance from her.

She stretched out her hand and lurched forward to grab him, but her effort was for naught.

Shen Qianan lay on the bed with her eyes shut. She felt as if she was undulating on the surface of the sea. That sensation gave her the false impression that she was floating on clouds. She went after that man, desperate to move forward, but merely felt herself landing heavily on the ground as if she was free-falling while taking an elevator.

Finally, she was able to see that man’s face clearly. He had a chiseled jawline and distinctive facial features. She walked up to him, wearing a dazzling smile. “Jue,” she called him by his name. The word slipped out of her mouth naturally in her dream.

When that man heard her voice, he stopped abruptly and stood rooted to his spot, fixating his eyes on her. “Qian!”

Shen Qianan shuddered. Before she could say another word, the scenes around her suddenly changed. A woman who looked exactly like her stood in front of her. A man was restraining that woman. Shen Qianan instinctively stepped forward to separate them. She saw that man taking out a gun and pointing the muzzle at the woman who shared her appearance. Without a second thought, she rushed ahead hysterically and stood in front of the woman. “Shi Nuan!”

She was taken aback when the bullet went through her body. Subsequently, that man came running in her direction and called her, “Qian.” His voice rang distinctly beside her ears. She fell into his arms, grinning. “Fu Sijue.”

Blood gushed out from the wound on her chest, staining her entire body and his torso. He held her tightly in his arms. Then, a knife materialized in her hand. She stabbed the knife right into his heart. It was a gory sight.

“Ahh!”

Shen Qianan sat up on her bed all of a sudden. She gazed ahead of her in a daze.

Sunlight was already pouring in through the window. She was shivering, and her hands were trembling.

Shen Qianan finally accustomed her eyes to the brightly-lit room before shifting her gaze to look at her hands.

That response seemed to be her body’s reflexes of telling her that what she imagined in her

Although she knew that it was a dream, the scenes were simply too realistic, to the

appeared in her dream had seemed so real. He had called

Qian!

across Shen Qianan’s

referred to her as Ms. Qianan, Shen Qianan, or Qianan. Even during that period when she was closest to Fu Cheng Yan, the latter had at most addressed her as Qianan. Qian was

hand over her forehead and shut

resurfaced within her mind after she met with Shi Nuan yesterday and was informed of all those

did not know the proper way to handle those emotions. She felt at a loss for having

“Mommy!”

hand while rubbing his groggy eyes with the

the back of her mind.

in her embrace, and the latter wriggled mischievously in her arms. “Mommy, I’m

I’ll bring you

that sight. She thought he was the cutest boy ever. She patted his head and said, “Your aunt. I’m bringing you

aunt?” Yu was very young and had been living with Shen Qianan since he was little. He was not familiar with the word “aunt” because he did not grow

let out a chuckle and pinched his nose. “My younger sister is your aunt. She’s

at her.

my younger sister, and she’s related to me by blood. However, we’ve never known or met one another before. I’ll

I’ll like my aunt too!” Naturally, Yu was delighted upon hearing

did not have many friends since he was small, so he

helped Yu get washed up and brought him to have his meal at a

Nuan’s ward very quickly because

a bouquet of baby’s breath. The flower had a faint fragrance and was not

Yu wanted to have his own flowers, too, when he saw his mother having one. Therefore, she purchased a small bouquet for him to hold too. The two of them walked on the corridors inside

day. He instructed his bodyguards to stay hidden nearby, so the room was no

Qianan chatted casually with Yu along the way. He wore a coy and shy expression,

like you.” Shen Qianan crouched down and punched Yu’s

me, I like