I Want A Lifetime With You

Chapter 581 Wishful Thinking

The living room was thronged with people. Although Fu Ling was caught off guard by Su Shaoqing’s appearance, she was an extremely calm and collected person, just as Fu Chengyan had described. Thus, she would not behave unseemly in front of so many people. Even so, she would not take the initiative to please those people.

Pei Huan felt distressed upon seeing that. She cast a meaningful look at Shi Nuan, who also felt at a loss. After all, they were not directly involved in their affairs. Even if they wanted to help, it was still dependent on Fu Ling’s decision.

“I’ll head upstairs first.” Fu Ling did not want to stay there any longer. “I’m a little tired.”

“Ling!” When Pei Huan saw her heading upstairs to avoid Su Shaoqing, she, too, made a move in resignation. “You guys carry on. I’ll check on Ling. After all, we are friends and also family.”

As she spoke, she glanced at Su Shaoqing. At the sight of the man’s grim expression, she reckoned it had to be because of Fu Ling’s attitude.

Li Heng walked over and patted Su Shaoqing’s shoulder. “You still have plenty of time!”

However, Su Shaoqing sneered and got Li Heng’s hand off his shoulder.

Naturally, he knew Fu Ling did not wish to see him.

Despite being fully aware of that fact, he still could not suppress the impulse to meet her. In a way, he was cognizant of the inconsistency of his behavior. Back when Fu Ling pursued him without a sense of shame, he never reciprocated her feelings. Worse yet, he treated her in that way cruelly.

Even when he knew his family’s attitude toward her, he still never bothered to care for her. Instead, he allowed the elders of his family to bully and degrade her.

Initially, he thought that by doing so, there would be no more possibility between the two of them.

It was not until Su Shaoqing saw the frightening red pool of blood beneath Fu Ling that he finally realized what he had done and missed out on. However, everything was too late by then. He wanted to make it up to her, but she was no longer the person who pursued him in the early days.

Indeed, it was impossible for her to love him again after the agony he had inflicted on her.

If not for Bai’s illness, Fu Ling might not see him for the rest of their lifetimes.

Although Fu Ling did not want to spoil their fun, certain things were like poisons. Regardless of how long it had passed, she could still feel the pain. She could not curb them, so she could only refrain from triggering them.

At the same time, she knew what Su Shaoqing had in his mind, but it was all in the past, and she was not the same person anymore.

her childhood was placed. It was the only photograph she had taken with her mother. No matter

her feelings of inferiority but because those things never belonged to her. Regardless of how kind Fu Chengyan treated her, she knew that certain things were deeply rooted

knocking on her door, she

Pei Huan’s voice rang

the door. “What are you doing here?” Her tone

frowned, then sighed inwardly. “To check on you. We haven’t met each other

other, though they remained in touch. Despite meeting in Jiang City that time around, the two did not get to talk much because of the various things that

and have a seat!” Fu Ling knew about the virus in Pei Huan’s and Bao’s bodies. “Are you and

in response. “Ms. Huo, the lady downstairs earlier, has brilliant

also sighed in

out to hold her hands. “It’s been

her hands from Pei Huan’s grip, but the latter held her hands tightly and

you came upstairs, but Huan, my circumstance is different from you and Li Heng. For some things, there’s no help for them. You and Li Heng have feelings

not help but look up at her, only to see her expressionless face. It was as though Fu Ling was utterly unbothered by

a long while, Pei Huan gave in. “It looks like there’s

back then. Actually, aren’t I in a good place now? I bet he thinks the same. After all, I was the one who pestered him to accept my feelings that year, and he never wanted to see me. All is well now. I came back only because of Bai’s illness. After Qin Yanzhi gives me an

It was only in matters pertaining to Su Shaoqing that she became unusually weak. Nonetheless, since Fu Ling had said

else. After all, Fu Ling was her best friend, and they were family. “All right, then. I

and I have gotten used to the

on. After pausing for a moment, she continued, “I won’t go back these few days since Bao and I have to come over to

as she reached out to hold Pei Huan’s hands. “Huan, I feel happy from the bottom of my heart seeing you lead a happy life with Li Heng. I remember that I was quite worried about you when you first got together with him, but Li Heng is a man who

missed out on so many things, and we don’t want that

father’s bone marrow. It’s a bit difficult to deal with the Qins. I don’t know Qin Yanzhi well, too.”

frowned. “Are you talking about Qin Xiaoxiao? Bai is the child

I ran into her when I was alone overseas. She got pregnant at such a young age and had difficulty giving birth. Though she didn’t die in the hospital, she passed away when Bai was only

story. “So you raise Bai because you feel that you and Qin Xiaoxiao

fingers trembled. “No. Perhaps

the room, Su Shaoqing stood still for a long time. A tinge of sorrow flashed across his dark eye. He then clenched his fists and turned