I Want A Lifetime With You

Chapter 581 Wishful Thinking

The living room was thronged with people. Although Fu Ling was caught off guard by Su Shaoqing’s appearance, she was an extremely calm and collected person, just as Fu Chengyan had described. Thus, she would not behave unseemly in front of so many people. Even so, she would not take the initiative to please those people.

Pei Huan felt distressed upon seeing that. She cast a meaningful look at Shi Nuan, who also felt at a loss. After all, they were not directly involved in their affairs. Even if they wanted to help, it was still dependent on Fu Ling’s decision.

“I’ll head upstairs first.” Fu Ling did not want to stay there any longer. “I’m a little tired.”

“Ling!” When Pei Huan saw her heading upstairs to avoid Su Shaoqing, she, too, made a move in resignation. “You guys carry on. I’ll check on Ling. After all, we are friends and also family.”

As she spoke, she glanced at Su Shaoqing. At the sight of the man’s grim expression, she reckoned it had to be because of Fu Ling’s attitude.

Li Heng walked over and patted Su Shaoqing’s shoulder. “You still have plenty of time!”

However, Su Shaoqing sneered and got Li Heng’s hand off his shoulder.

Naturally, he knew Fu Ling did not wish to see him.

Despite being fully aware of that fact, he still could not suppress the impulse to meet her. In a way, he was cognizant of the inconsistency of his behavior. Back when Fu Ling pursued him without a sense of shame, he never reciprocated her feelings. Worse yet, he treated her in that way cruelly.

Even when he knew his family’s attitude toward her, he still never bothered to care for her. Instead, he allowed the elders of his family to bully and degrade her.

Initially, he thought that by doing so, there would be no more possibility between the two of them.

It was not until Su Shaoqing saw the frightening red pool of blood beneath Fu Ling that he finally realized what he had done and missed out on. However, everything was too late by then. He wanted to make it up to her, but she was no longer the person who pursued him in the early days.

Indeed, it was impossible for her to love him again after the agony he had inflicted on her.

If not for Bai’s illness, Fu Ling might not see him for the rest of their lifetimes.

Although Fu Ling did not want to spoil their fun, certain things were like poisons. Regardless of how long it had passed, she could still feel the pain. She could not curb them, so she could only refrain from triggering them.

At the same time, she knew what Su Shaoqing had in his mind, but it was all in the past, and she was not the same person anymore.

gaze landed on the top of her bedside table, where a picture frame containing a photograph from her childhood was placed. It was the only photograph she had taken with her mother.

never belonged to her. Regardless of how kind Fu Chengyan

heard someone knocking on her door,

me!” Pei Huan’s voice rang out from outside the

“What are you doing here?” Her tone was flat as though nothing

Huan frowned, then sighed inwardly. “To check on you. We haven’t met each

refute her words. Ever since they parted because of what happened three years ago, they never met each other, though they remained in touch. Despite meeting in Jiang City that time around, the two did not get to talk much because of the various

have a seat!” Fu Ling knew about the virus

Huan nodded in response. “Ms. Huo, the lady downstairs earlier, has brilliant medical

sighed in

her hands. “It’s been so many years… Are you still unable to

Pei Huan’s grip, but the latter held

came upstairs, but Huan, my circumstance is different from you and Li Heng. For some things, there’s no help for them. You and Li Heng have feelings for each other, and you have Bao. However, there’s nothing between Su Shaoqing and me. As of

only to see her expressionless face.

After a long while, Pei Huan

one who pestered him to accept my feelings that year, and he never wanted to see me. All is well now. I came back only because of Bai’s illness. After Qin Yanzhi gives me an answer and

after graduation. It was only in matters pertaining to Su Shaoqing that she became unusually weak. Nonetheless, since Fu Ling had said so, it was evident that she had no desire

family. “All right, then. I won’t interfere in the affairs between you two anymore. But, you said you’ll leave? Are you going to leave after Bai

Ling nodded. “Bai and I have gotten used to the

she continued, “I won’t go back these few days since Bao and I have to come

you lead a happy life with Li Heng. I remember that I was quite worried about you when you first got together with him, but Li Heng is a man who doesn’t fall for anyone easily.

Pei Huan’s eyes when she heard Fu Ling’s words. “Yeah. We’ve missed out on so many things, and we

father’s bone marrow. It’s a bit difficult to deal with the Qins. I don’t know Qin Yanzhi well, too.” Fu Ling sighed. “Perhaps

about Qin Xiaoxiao? Bai

at such a young age and had difficulty giving birth. Though she

everything to Pei Huan, who felt sorry to hear the story. “So you raise Bai because you feel that you and Qin Xiaoxiao share

“No.

room, Su Shaoqing stood still for a long time. A tinge of sorrow flashed