I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 22 Kian pov

We have been searching for her day and night these last four days but there is no trace of her.

This has been my priority and everyone I could spare to look after her I ordered.

We have looked through every part of the river and down streams for miles.

But nothing! Her brother is heartbroken and at one point I had to use my alpha command over him to make him calm down.I am sitting in my office and drinking whiskey.

There is a knock on my door and Declan and Cannon walk in, they take a seat and I offer them some whiskey.

They both pour them a glass.

We sit there in silence for a while, lost in our thoughts.

"you haven’t felt anything? Did she just vanish up in the thin air?" Declan ask me.

"No not a thing"

"Does it mean she could be dead without you knowing it"

Cannon question what we are thinking.

Has the bond been so damaged from all these years apart that I wouldn’t feel it if she died? I just shrug my shoulders, don’t know the answer to that question.

Taking another sip of my whiskey I decide it’s time to call off the search.

"Call of the search Declan .We have looked everywhere and it's late in the evening now"

out there somewhere," Cannon

I ask him and look down at my papers "They only said it's almost our time before they died.Nothing

forever.I regret taking her away from her family

the last whiskey in my glass I get

and I need to go for a run.where are

"I need to

say and walk

come with you,"

them both get

say she was a hell of a good fighter, taking them all out," Cannon says and I feel pain ripple through me just the image of our little mate fighting the rogues

was amazing! And then she chooses to fall down the cliff instead of being caught.I am stunned by how brave she was! I never wanted this, and I know it is all my fault and I can’t take

she was," Declan say and a growl slips out my throat and my wolf takes

her anymore! We just saw her again and

away I don’t care if anyone

need to run.It takes a good while before I calm down a bit and start

I hear Declan in

us standing by

and Cannon come walking up to me in shorts and hand me a pair, I

and they

she is gone for good?" Declan says "I don’t know,

would care what she did since I only thought of my mate who

have been, I felt a connection to her I have never felt

the search in the river?"

means she is dead and will probably wash up somewhere " My wolf whimpered at the thought she would

everywhere and there is no trace