I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 22 Kian pov

We have been searching for her day and night these last four days but there is no trace of her.

This has been my priority and everyone I could spare to look after her I ordered.

We have looked through every part of the river and down streams for miles.

But nothing! Her brother is heartbroken and at one point I had to use my alpha command over him to make him calm down.I am sitting in my office and drinking whiskey.

There is a knock on my door and Declan and Cannon walk in, they take a seat and I offer them some whiskey.

They both pour them a glass.

We sit there in silence for a while, lost in our thoughts.

"you haven’t felt anything? Did she just vanish up in the thin air?" Declan ask me.

"No not a thing"

"Does it mean she could be dead without you knowing it"

Cannon question what we are thinking.

Has the bond been so damaged from all these years apart that I wouldn’t feel it if she died? I just shrug my shoulders, don’t know the answer to that question.

Taking another sip of my whiskey I decide it’s time to call off the search.

"Call of the search Declan .We have looked everywhere and it's late in the evening now"

out there somewhere," Cannon says and I

and look down at my papers "They only said

says And I sigh.We have to realize the possibility she is dead.I have lost her forever.I regret taking her away from her family and causing her this pain, if I could take it backI

last whiskey in my glass

need to go for a run.where are

ask "I need

walk

with you,"

hear them both

of a good fighter, taking them all out," Cannon says and I feel pain ripple through me just the image of our little mate fighting

down the cliff instead of being caught.I am stunned by how brave she was! I never wanted this, and I know it is all my fault and I can’t

Declan say and a growl slips out

to what they say about her anymore! We just saw her

care if anyone

run.It takes a good while before I calm down a bit and start

run fast" I hear Declan in

standing by the

to me in shorts and hand me a pair, I shift back and

riverbank and

Declan says "I don’t know, I have never felt anything from

would care what she did

I saw her and understood how wrong I have been, I felt a connection to her I have never felt even with my first mate.And now it’s too

sure we should stop the search in the river?"

and if she is it means she is dead and will probably

everywhere and there is no trace