I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 22 Kian pov

We have been searching for her day and night these last four days but there is no trace of her.

This has been my priority and everyone I could spare to look after her I ordered.

We have looked through every part of the river and down streams for miles.

But nothing! Her brother is heartbroken and at one point I had to use my alpha command over him to make him calm down.I am sitting in my office and drinking whiskey.

There is a knock on my door and Declan and Cannon walk in, they take a seat and I offer them some whiskey.

They both pour them a glass.

We sit there in silence for a while, lost in our thoughts.

"you haven’t felt anything? Did she just vanish up in the thin air?" Declan ask me.

"No not a thing"

"Does it mean she could be dead without you knowing it"

Cannon question what we are thinking.

Has the bond been so damaged from all these years apart that I wouldn’t feel it if she died? I just shrug my shoulders, don’t know the answer to that question.

Taking another sip of my whiskey I decide it’s time to call off the search.

"Call of the search Declan .We have looked everywhere and it's late in the evening now"

if she is out there somewhere,"

caught?" I ask him and look down at my papers "They only said it's almost our time before they died.Nothing else, it didn’t matter what we did to them.That was all we got

I sigh.We have to realize the possibility she is dead.I have lost her forever.I regret taking her away from her family and causing her this pain, if

last whiskey in my glass I get

need to go for a run.where

"I need to go for

and walk out

come with you,"

both get to their

all out," Cannon says and I feel pain ripple through me just the image of our little mate fighting

fall down the cliff instead of being caught.I am stunned by how brave she was! I never wanted this, and I know it

slips out my throat and my wolf takes over and we

what they say about her anymore! We just saw her again and then lost her

don’t care if anyone follows or we are

while before I calm

you run fast" I

find us standing by the river looking

and hand me a pair, I shift back and put

down on the riverbank and they take a

"I don’t know, I have never felt anything from her in

I would care what she did since I only thought of my mate who

I felt a connection to her I have never felt even with my first mate.And now it’s too late, I have no one else to blame but

we should stop the search in the river?" Cannon asks

think she is there and if she is it means she is dead and will probably wash up somewhere " My wolf whimpered at the

there is no