I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 31 Selena pov

Emma takes a sip of her coffee before she answers my question.

"I don't blame my love for finding his mate and the bond pulling him away from me.I just wished he could have been in our daughter's life.Things would have been different if he was still in our life somehow.But then I wouldn’t have met you and had this amazing life we have now.When it comes to the rapes I blocked my mind out from what was happening to my body.They could take my body but not me, no one could touch me.My body carries the scars of what happened both the rapes and the fights.When I se the big scars on my face I am reminded of where I came from and what I have endured it makes me stronger.I remember all the love I have felt before in the arms of men and I know not all of them are bad.There is only one thing I am scared of"

"What is it?"

I have a hard time believing there could be anything that she could be scared of after everything she have to endure »“Finding my mate," she says and takes a bite of her cake.I can't understand why that would be a problem.

"Why?" I ask and sip on my coffee

“A mate should love you no matter what, we are made to fit each other like two pieces of a puzzle.What will happen when my mate sees me, sees all my scars? Will he get angry, can he handle it or would he be filled with rage because someone hurt me and frighten Ella and me? And me already having a child, would he accept her? A mate often gets possessive of its mate, I can’t have that.My mate needs to be kind and calm.That scares me more than anything, I can't have anyone ever hurt my daughter again."

I can se where she comes from and It hurts me what they had to endure.I wish things could be different for her.

She deserves to be happy.

"I promise to always protect this pack and with all the life in me, I will make sure you are safe.No one is ever going to hurt you or Ella again!" I say and take her hand in mine.

her head

never find my mate.It will be easier that way" she says and look sad at me,

and drinking coffee, thinking about everything she said.I couldn’t bare it if any one of

and I care about them more

work, I come and find you later," I tell her and get up from my

my dishes down

this point, I can't fall behind

I sit down behind my computer there are a few new emails and I open them from

in and he wants me to travel to them and

been on these trips before but this would be my first time traveling outside the city

in my seat and thinking this over for a

has sent me the information on the company and I

I will have to take the flight, my boss would question how I got there

be in order and I could take my time there and have the rest

would be a good idea since I don’t know if I can get back to work or if

would buy me some time to

and Jacob can handle the pack and all that needs to be done until