I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

her tight.I

would and no I am fine.I

If there is anything, I have another potion ready for you if you have trouble sleeping again,"

"Thank you for everything"

go of her and head

and I don’t see anyone in my

know some people are guarding the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I see

to them Jacob

you were asleep or I would have told you, some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there

the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would come here and try to find out where this pack

they?" I

little while, I see the wolves he is talking about

I will take a closer

direction.His wolf is beautiful and

and se what he is going

glance over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment

take my time and take him all in, every

to head back to the threes and he is the

woods he turns around and looks right

will be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a lot done with the pack and my work before it was

bedroom I quickly changed clothes into

and I am just going

kitchen I grab some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I am going to finish the last

cup of coffee and takes a seat before

with all the pack orders and going through the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders

"Yes of course"

house, going around the borders we talk about all the plans we

a calmness at this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep

and looks

is it?"

again," I say and mindlink everyone to stay inside the barrier

in the direction

beta and gamma by his sides and some of his other men behind

I say to Jessie before I walk

am stunned by how gorgeous he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take my eyes

looks right

know you are here!"

am surprised he thinks I am