I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

in my arms and hold her tight.I am so grateful for having her in

am fine.I will tell you

am If there is anything, I have another potion ready for you

"Thank you for everything"

go of her and head out

is fresh and I

them.I walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other pack members

over to them

our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last

he says that I instantly know who the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he

I ask him

says and we start to walk, after a little while, I see the wolves he is talking about in the tree

I will take a closer

barrier, I see my mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs

and se what he is going

glance over and I know he is mind-linking

my time and take him all

back to the threes and

woods he turns around

extra beat.I have a feeling he will be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a lot done with the pack and my work before

my bedroom I quickly changed clothes into

just going to enjoy my day with

kitchen I grab some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I

office with a cup of coffee and takes a seat

the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after, do you want to accompany me?" I

"Yes of course"

out of the house, going around the borders we talk about all the plans we

is a calmness at this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt

and looks at

it?" she

I say and mindlink everyone

direction where his scent

walking towards us with his beta and gamma by his sides and some of his other men behind

say to Jessie before I walk closer to

blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take my

there and looks right at me

know you are here!"

he thinks I