I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

in my arms and hold her tight.I am so grateful for having her

and no I am fine.I will tell you everything in the

where I am If there is anything, I have another potion ready for you if you have trouble sleeping again," she says

"Thank you for everything"

her and

I don’t see anyone

walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other pack members that

over to them Jacob turns

were asleep or I would have told you, some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are five more and one of them is a big black

not surprised, I guessed he would come here and

are they?" I

and we start to walk, after a little while, I see the wolves he

here I will take a closer look," I

head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He

what he is

is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I look right into his

him all in, every inch

back to the threes and

woods he

didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a lot done with

bedroom I quickly changed clothes into

I am just going to enjoy my day with the

the kitchen I grab some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I am going to finish the last part before I head out to check the

office with a cup of coffee and takes a seat

through the new building plans.I'm going to head out to

"Yes of course"

the house, going around the borders we talk about all

air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in my track when I

stops and looks

is it?"

again," I say and mindlink everyone to

the direction where his scent

beta and gamma by his sides and some of his other

before

jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take

stands there and looks right at me when he

you are here!" He

he