I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

and hold her tight.I am

know you would and no I am fine.I

know where I am If there is anything, I have another potion ready for you if you

"Thank you for everything"

go of her and head out of

is fresh and I don’t

borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a

them Jacob

barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are five more and one

is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would come

they?" I

walk, after a little while, I

a closer look," I

snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in the air and starts to stride toward where

and se what he is going

he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I look right into his eyes, I know he can’t

time and take him all in, every

start to head back to the threes and he is the last one to

he disappears into the woods he turns around

I wasn't

quickly changed clothes into a

I am just going

back to my office, I am going to finish the last

with a cup

and going through the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after, do you want to

"Yes of course"

finish my work and we head out of the house, going around

is a calmness at this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in

and looks

it?" she

again," I say and mindlink everyone to stay inside the barrier

to walk in the direction where his

beta and gamma by his sides and some of

Jessie before I walk closer

take him all in when he can’t see me I am stunned by how gorgeous he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take my eyes off him.I see him walking over to my barrier and quickly take

stands there and looks right at me when

know you are here!" He

first,I am surprised he thinks I am