I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

her in my arms and hold her tight.I am so grateful for having

would and no I am fine.I will tell you everything in the

there is anything, I have another potion ready for you if you have trouble sleeping again," she

"Thank you for everything"

and head out of the

is fresh and I don’t see

people are guarding the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I see Jacob and

them Jacob turns

tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are five more and

instantly know who the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would come here and try to find out

they?" I ask him

show you," he says and we start to walk, after a little while, I see

a

mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in the air and

what he is going to

glance over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I look right into

time and take him all in, every inch

to head back to the threes and he is the last one to leave the

into the woods he turns around

more that night, I wasn't tired so

I quickly changed clothes into a

and I am just going to enjoy my

some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I am going to finish the last part before

into my office with a cup of coffee and takes a seat before

with all the pack orders and going through the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after, do

"Yes of course"

finish my work and we head out of the house, going around the borders we

at this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt

and looks

it?"

mindlink everyone to stay

the direction where his

gamma by his sides and some of his other men

I say to Jessie before I walk closer

by how gorgeous he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even

stands there and looks right

know you are here!" He

surprised he thinks I