I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

and hold her tight.I am so grateful

I know you would and no I am fine.I will tell you everything

anything, I have another potion ready for you if you have trouble sleeping again," she

"Thank you for everything"

of her and head

I don’t

I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other pack

over to them Jacob turns

asleep or I would have told you, some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time

who the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would come here and try to find out where this

are they?" I ask

after a little while, I see the wolves

take a closer look," I

mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up

what he is

I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I

take him all

start to head back to the threes and he

the woods he turns around and looks right

be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a

over to my bedroom I quickly changed clothes into

I am just going to enjoy my

to the kitchen I grab some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I am going to finish the last part before I head out to check the

cup of coffee and takes

and going through the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after, do you want to accompany

"Yes of course"

work and we head out of the house, going around the borders we talk

this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep breath

stops and looks

is it?" she

everyone to stay inside the

the direction where

his beta and gamma by his sides and

say to Jessie before

a black jacket making his masculinity is even more

looks right at me when he

are

surprised he