I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

tight.I am so grateful for having her

know you would and no I am fine.I

I have another potion ready for you if you have trouble sleeping again," she says tome

"Thank you for everything"

go of her and head out of the

I don’t see anyone in

the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while

over to them Jacob turns

our barriers tonight.Two of them

surprised, I guessed he would come here and try to find out where this pack

I

says and we start to walk, after a little while, I see the wolves he

a closer look," I tell

I walk closer to the barrier, I see my mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in

what he is

mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I look right into

him all in, every inch

to head back to the threes and he is

woods he turns around and

that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a lot

my bedroom I quickly changed clothes into a

going to enjoy my day with the

to the kitchen I grab some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I am going to finish the last part before I head out to

with a cup of coffee and takes a seat

the pack orders and going through the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after, do you want to accompany

"Yes of course"

the house, going around the borders we talk about all the plans we have for

calmness at this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in my track when I

stops and

is it?" she

again," I say and mindlink everyone to

walk in the direction

his beta and gamma by his sides and some of his other

to Jessie before I walk

stunned by how gorgeous he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making

stands there and looks right at me

you are

am surprised he