I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

tight.I am so grateful for having

know you would and no I am fine.I will tell you everything

potion ready for you if you have trouble sleeping again," she says

"Thank you for everything"

her and head

air is fresh and I don’t see

are guarding the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I see

them

some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are five

the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would come here and try to find out where this pack is located

I ask

says and we start to walk, after a little while, I see the wolves

here I will take a closer look,"

to the barrier, I see my mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in the air and starts to stride

and se what he

over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I look

my time and take him all in,

wolves start to head back to the threes and

he disappears into the woods he turns around and looks

a feeling he will be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and

to my bedroom I quickly changed clothes into

going to enjoy my day with the

head back to my office, I am going

my office with a cup of coffee and takes

orders and going through the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after, do you want to

"Yes of course"

quickly finish my work and we head out of the house, going around the borders we talk about all the plans we have for the

is fresh, I take a deep breath and

stops and

is it?" she

is here again," I say and mindlink everyone to stay inside

direction where his scent comes

him walking towards us with his beta and gamma by his

say to Jessie before I walk closer to the

today, blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is

right at me

know you are here!" He

am surprised he thinks