I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

take her in my arms and hold her tight.I am so

know you would and no I am fine.I will tell you everything in the

If there is anything, I have another potion ready for

"Thank you for everything"

of her and head out of the

fresh and I

and I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other pack members that guard

to them Jacob turns

barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are five more and one of them

guessed he would come here and try to find out where this pack is

are they?" I

walk, after a little while,

will take a closer

the barrier, I see my mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in the air

and se what he is

know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I look right into

take my time and take him all

head back to the threes and he is the last one to leave

he turns around and looks

will be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I

quickly changed clothes

going to enjoy my day with

the kitchen I grab some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I am going to finish the last part before I head

into my office with a cup

through the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after, do you

"Yes of course"

work and we head out of the house, going around the borders we talk about all

the air is fresh, I take a

stops and looks at

is it?" she

and mindlink everyone to stay inside

to walk in the direction where his

him walking towards us with his beta and gamma by his sides and

Jessie before I walk closer to the

a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take my eyes off him.I see him walking over to my barrier and quickly

there and looks right

you are

first,I am surprised he