I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

and hold her tight.I am so grateful for having her in my

you would and no I am fine.I will tell you everything in the

anything, I have another potion ready for

"Thank you for everything"

and

fresh and I

the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other pack

them Jacob turns

running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are five more and one of them is a big black

wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he

are they?" I ask him

walk, after a little while, I see the wolves he is talking

a closer look," I

beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in the

and se what

almost in front of me I see his eyes glance over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I look right into his

him all in, every

other wolves start to head back to the threes and he is the

the woods he turns around

be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a lot done with the pack and my

over to my bedroom I quickly changed

just going

head back to my office,

my office with a cup of coffee and takes a

and going through the new building plans.I'm going to head out

"Yes of course"

and we head out of the house, going around the borders we talk about

a calmness at this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in my track when

and looks

it?"

again," I say and mindlink everyone to stay inside the

direction where his

towards us with his beta and gamma by his sides

I say to Jessie before I walk

he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a

stands there and looks right at me when

know you are

am surprised he