I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

hold her tight.I am so grateful

would and no I am fine.I will tell you everything

is anything, I have another potion ready for you if you have trouble sleeping again,"

"Thank you for everything"

her and head

air is fresh and I don’t see

the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a

over to them Jacob turns

are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are five more and one

instantly know who the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he

they?" I ask him

we start to walk, after a little while, I see the wolves he is talking about in the

will take a closer look,"

I walk closer to the barrier, I see my mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in the air and starts to

and se what

eyes glance over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I look right into his eyes, I know he

time and take him all

head back to the threes and he is

disappears into the woods he turns

heart taking an extra beat.I have a feeling he will be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the

to my bedroom I quickly

just going

some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I am going to finish the last part before I head

walks into my office with a cup of coffee and takes a

plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after, do you want to accompany me?"

"Yes of course"

going around the borders we

is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in my

stops and looks at

is it?" she

say and mindlink everyone

walk in the direction where his scent

towards us with his beta and gamma by

say to Jessie before I walk closer

blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take my eyes off him.I see him walking over to my barrier and quickly take a step

right at me when he

you are here!" He

surprised he thinks I