I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

tight.I am so grateful for having her

you would and no I am fine.I will

another potion ready for you if you have trouble sleeping again," she says

"Thank you for everything"

let go of her and head out

is fresh and I

know some people are guarding the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other pack members that

to them Jacob

have told you, some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize

know who the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would

are they?" I ask

show you," he says and we start to walk, after a little while, I see the wolves he is talking about in the tree

take a closer look," I tell

and I walk closer to the barrier, I see my mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in the air and starts to stride

and se what he is

know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for

take him

head back to the threes

into the woods he turns around and looks right

taking an extra beat.I have a feeling he will be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a lot done with the pack and my work before it was

my bedroom I quickly changed

am just going to enjoy my day

and head back to my office,

into my office with a cup of

building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after, do you want to accompany me?"

"Yes of course"

head out of the house, going around the borders we talk about all the

is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in my track when

stops and

it?" she

I say and mindlink everyone to stay inside the barrier

in the direction where his scent

with his beta and gamma by his sides and some of his other men behind

to Jessie before

the opportunity to take him all in when he can’t see me I am stunned by how gorgeous he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take my

there and looks right at me when

you are here!" He

surprised he thinks I am