I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

tight.I am so grateful for having her in my

I am fine.I will tell you

anything, I have another potion ready for you if you have trouble

"Thank you for everything"

of her and head out of the

and I don’t

know some people are guarding the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while

them Jacob turns

our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now

says that I instantly know who the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would come here and

they?" I ask him

I show you," he says and we start to walk, after a little while, I see the

a closer

my mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my

what

know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I look right into his eyes, I know he

and take him

back to the threes and he is the last one to

into the woods he turns around

heart taking an extra beat.I have a feeling he will be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired

over to my bedroom I quickly changed

just going to enjoy my day with the

and head back to my office, I am going to finish the

office with a cup of coffee

almost done with all the pack orders and going through the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after, do

"Yes of course"

house, going around the borders we talk

the air is fresh, I take a

stops and looks

is it?"

I say and mindlink everyone to stay inside

walk in the direction where

him walking towards us with his beta and gamma by his sides and some of

to Jessie before I

gorgeous he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take my eyes off him.I see him walking over to my barrier

stands there and looks right at

know you are here!" He

am surprised he thinks I