I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

take her in my arms and hold her tight.I am so grateful for

know you would and no I am fine.I will tell you

potion ready for you if you have trouble sleeping

"Thank you for everything"

of her and head out of

I don’t see

guarding the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other

them

barriers tonight.Two of them we

surprised, I guessed he would come here and try to find out where this pack

I ask

walk, after a little while,

here I will take a closer look," I tell

direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in the

stay still and se what he is going to

he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I look right into his eyes,

take him all in, every inch of

start to head back to the threes and he

disappears into the woods he turns around and

soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had

my bedroom I quickly changed

Saturday and I am just going to enjoy my day with

grab some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I am going to finish the last part before I head out to check the

a cup of coffee and takes a seat before

am almost done with all the pack orders and going through the new building plans.I'm going to head

"Yes of course"

we head out of the house, going around the borders we

a calmness at this moment and the air is fresh, I take

and looks

is it?" she

everyone to stay inside the

direction where his

towards us with his beta and gamma by his sides and some of his other men behind

Jessie before

casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more

right at me when he

are

first,I am surprised he thinks