I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

in my arms and hold her tight.I am so

I am fine.I will tell you everything

potion ready for you if you have trouble sleeping

"Thank you for everything"

let go of her and head out

and I don’t

people are guarding the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I

over to them Jacob turns

barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there

the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed

I

to walk, after a little while, I see the wolves he is talking

take a closer look,"

is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in the air

stay still and se what he is

glance over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for

take my time and take him all in, every inch of his

head back to the threes and he is the last one to

woods he turns around and looks right at

feeling he will be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a lot done

to my bedroom I quickly

am just going to enjoy my day with the

to my office, I am going to finish the last part before I

cup

through the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after,

"Yes of course"

finish my work and we head out of the house, going around the borders we talk about all the plans we have for

calmness at this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in my track when

and looks

it?"

I say and mindlink everyone to stay inside the barrier

to walk in the direction where

walking towards us with his beta and gamma by his sides and some of his other men behind

I say to Jessie before I walk

blue jeans and a black jacket making

there and looks right at

you are here!" He

first,I am surprised he thinks I am