I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

her in my arms and hold her tight.I am so grateful for having

I know you would and no I am fine.I will tell you

is anything, I have another potion ready

"Thank you for everything"

go of her and head out of the

and I don’t see anyone

know some people are guarding the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other

them Jacob turns

told you, some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are five more and one of them is a big

I instantly know who the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he

I ask him

to walk, after a little while, I see the wolves

a closer look," I tell

to the barrier, I see my mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in the air and starts to stride toward where

what he

eyes glance over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I look right into his eyes, I

take him all in, every

wolves start to head back to the threes and he is

into the woods he turns

sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and

quickly changed clothes into a

going to enjoy

back to my office, I am going to finish the last part before I head out to

my office with a cup of coffee and takes a seat before

pack orders and going through the new building plans.I'm going to head

"Yes of course"

the house, going around the borders we

a calmness at this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in my track

and looks

it?"

is here again," I say and mindlink everyone to stay inside the barrier for

in the direction

beta and gamma by his sides and some

I say to Jessie before I walk closer

and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent

looks right at me when

know you are here!"

am surprised he thinks I am