I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

her tight.I

am fine.I will tell you everything in

I have another potion ready for you

"Thank you for everything"

and head out of the

and I don’t see anyone

are guarding the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other pack

to them Jacob turns

were asleep or I would have told you, some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are five more and one of them is a big black

know who the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would come here and try to find out where this pack is

are they?" I ask him

start to walk, after a little while, I see the wolves he is talking about in

here I will take a closer

beautiful and

stay still and se what he is going to

I see his eyes glance over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands

time and take him all in, every inch of his

to head back to the threes and he is the last

the woods he turns around

a feeling he will be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a lot done with

quickly changed clothes into a

Saturday and I am just going to enjoy

and head back to my office, I am going to finish the last part before I

into my office with a cup of coffee

plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after, do you want to accompany me?" I

"Yes of course"

house, going around the

fresh, I take a deep

stops and

is it?"

and mindlink everyone to

the direction where his scent

his beta and gamma by

here," I say to Jessie before

am stunned by how gorgeous he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take my eyes off

looks right

know you are here!"

he thinks I