I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

hold her tight.I am so grateful for having her

know you would and no I am fine.I will tell you

have another potion ready for you if

"Thank you for everything"

go of her and head out of

fresh and I don’t see

walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other pack members

to them

asleep or I would have told you, some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we

am not surprised, I guessed he would come here and try to find out where

are they?" I ask him

show you," he says and we start to walk, after a little while, I see the

a closer look," I

mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in the air and

stay still and se what he is going to

over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I

my time and take him all in, every

wolves start to head back to the threes and he is the last one to leave the

woods he turns around

feeling he will be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took

bedroom I quickly changed clothes into a

Saturday and I am just going to enjoy my day

kitchen I grab some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I am going to finish

walks into my office with a cup of coffee

the new building plans.I'm going

"Yes of course"

house, going around the borders we talk

I take

and

it?" she

I say and mindlink everyone to stay

in the direction

see him walking towards us with his beta and gamma by his sides and some of

Jessie before I walk closer

and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take my eyes off him.I see him walking over to my barrier and quickly take a

there and looks right

are here!"

am surprised he thinks I am