I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

hold her tight.I am so grateful for having

no I am

know where I am If there is anything, I have another potion ready for you if you have trouble

"Thank you for everything"

her and

and I don’t

know some people are guarding the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I

them Jacob turns

some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from

says that I instantly know who the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would come here and try to find out where this pack is

they?" I ask him

says and we start to walk, after a little while, I see the wolves he is talking about in

here I will take a

my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure

se what he is going to

of me I see his eyes glance over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I look right into his eyes, I know

and take him all in, every

other wolves start to head back to the threes and he is

disappears into the woods he turns around and

more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the

quickly changed clothes into

am just going

to my office, I am going to finish the last part before I head out to check the

a cup of coffee and takes a

the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders

"Yes of course"

head out of the house, going around the borders we talk about all the plans

at this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep

stops and

is it?"

I say and mindlink everyone to stay inside the

walk in the direction where

gamma by his sides and some of his

Jessie before I walk closer to

when he can’t see me I am stunned by how gorgeous he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take my eyes off him.I see him walking over to my

looks right at

know you are

he