I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

hold her tight.I

know you would and no I am fine.I

there is anything, I have another potion ready for you if you have trouble sleeping

"Thank you for everything"

of her and head out

air is fresh and I

I will join them.I walk for a while before

to them Jacob turns

around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are five more and one of them is a

wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would come here

they?" I ask

we start to walk, after a little

take a closer

I walk closer to the barrier, I see my mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I

se what he is going

see his eyes glance over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I look

him all in, every inch of

other wolves start to head back to the threes and he is the

he disappears into the woods he turns around and looks right

wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a lot done with the pack and my work

bedroom I quickly changed clothes into a comfortable

and I am just going to enjoy my day with

and toast and head back to my office, I am going to finish the last part before

office with a cup of coffee and takes a

am almost done with all the pack orders and going through the new building plans.I'm going to head out to

"Yes of course"

house, going around the borders

this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in

and looks

is it?"

is here again," I say and mindlink everyone to

direction where his scent comes

beta and gamma by

I say to Jessie before

gorgeous he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket

stands there and looks right at me when he

you are

first,I am surprised he