I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

take her in my arms and hold her tight.I am

know you would and no I am fine.I will tell you everything in the

is anything, I have another potion ready for you

"Thank you for everything"

and head

I don’t see anyone in my

walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other pack members that guard

over to them Jacob turns

are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but

black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he

are they?" I

to walk, after a little

will take a closer look," I tell

I walk closer to the barrier, I see my mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls

se what he

I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for

and take him all in, every inch of his

head back to the threes and

into the woods he turns around and looks right at

more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a lot done with

my bedroom I quickly changed

just going to enjoy my

I grab some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I am going to finish the last part before I

with a cup of coffee and

orders and going through the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after, do you want to

"Yes of course"

out of the house, going around the borders

and the air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in my

and looks at

it?" she

here again," I say and mindlink everyone to stay inside the

the direction where

see him walking towards us with his beta and gamma by

I say to Jessie before I walk

he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take my eyes off

looks right

you are here!" He

first,I am surprised he thinks