I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

her in my arms and hold her tight.I am so grateful for having her in my

I am fine.I will tell you everything

potion ready for you

"Thank you for everything"

and head out of the

I don’t see anyone in

are guarding the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I

them Jacob turns

have told you, some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are five more and one of them

the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would come

are they?" I ask

you," he says and we start to walk, after a little while, I see the wolves he is talking about

take a closer look," I tell

walk closer to the barrier, I see my mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He

se what he is going

and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I

take him all in, every inch of his

other wolves start to head back to the threes and he is the last one to

woods he turns around and looks right

I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I

quickly changed clothes into a comfortable

I am just going to enjoy my day with the

I grab some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I am going to finish the last part before I head

a cup of coffee

the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the

"Yes of course"

my work and we head out of the house, going around the borders we talk

the air is fresh, I take a

stops and looks at

it?"

and mindlink everyone

direction where his scent

see him walking towards us with his beta and gamma by his

to Jessie before I walk

on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making

stands there and looks right

you are here!"

he thinks I