I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

take her in my arms and hold her tight.I am so grateful for having her in my

and no I am fine.I will tell you everything in the

If there is anything, I have another potion ready for you if you have trouble sleeping

"Thank you for everything"

of her and head out of

and I

some people are guarding the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other pack members that guard the

over to them Jacob turns

told you, some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are five more and one of them is a

instantly know who the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would come here and try to find

are they?" I ask

show you," he says and we start to walk, after a little

take a closer look,"

direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make

what he is going

and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment and I look right into his eyes, I know

time and take him all in, every inch of

head back to the threes and he

he disappears into the woods he turns around and looks

a feeling he will be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a lot done with the pack and my work before it was

my bedroom I quickly changed clothes into

Saturday and I am just going to enjoy my day with

back to my office, I am

cup of coffee and

going to head out to the borders after, do you want to accompany me?" I ask

"Yes of course"

head out of the house, going around the borders we talk

and the air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in my track when I smell

and

is it?"

I say and mindlink everyone to

to walk in the direction where

with his beta and gamma by his sides and some

say to Jessie before I

jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I

and looks right

are

first,I am surprised he thinks I