I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

her tight.I am so grateful for having her

no I am fine.I

anything, I have another potion ready for

"Thank you for everything"

of her and head out of

and I don’t

people are guarding the borders and I think I will join them.I walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other pack

them

thought you were asleep or I would have told you, some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are five more and one of them is a big

guessed he would come here and try

they?" I ask him

start to walk, after a little

will take a

and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in the air and starts to stride

still and se what he is

eyes glance over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment

and take him all

start to head back to the threes and he is the

he turns around and looks right

beat.I have a feeling he will be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so

my bedroom I quickly changed clothes into

going to

my office, I am going

a cup of coffee and

almost done with all the pack orders and going through the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after, do you want to

"Yes of course"

quickly finish my work and we head out of the house, going around the borders we

at this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in my track when I smell

stops and looks at

it?" she

and mindlink everyone to

direction

his beta and gamma by his sides and some of

before I

the opportunity to take him all in when he can’t see me I am stunned by how gorgeous he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making

there and looks right at

you are here!" He

surprised he thinks