I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

her tight.I am so grateful for having

I know you would and no I am fine.I will tell you

am If there is anything, I have another potion ready for

"Thank you for everything"

of her and

and I

walk for a while before I

them Jacob turns

asleep or I would have told you, some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize

he says that I instantly know who the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would come here and try to find out where this pack

they?" I

show you," he says and we start to walk, after a little while, I see the wolves

take a closer

and I walk closer to the barrier, I see my mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in the air and starts to

what

me I see his eyes glance over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there

take him all in, every inch of

wolves start to head back to the threes and

into the woods he turns around and

soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a lot done with the pack and my work before it was

my bedroom I quickly

am just going to

down to the kitchen I grab some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I am going

into my office with a cup of coffee

orders and going through the new building plans.I'm going to head out

"Yes of course"

of the house, going around

a calmness at this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in my track when

stops and looks at

is it?"

mindlink everyone to

the direction where his scent comes

and gamma by his

to Jessie before I

stunned by how gorgeous he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a

there and looks right at me when

know you are

surprised he