I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

tight.I am so

would and no I am fine.I will tell you everything in the

you know where I am If there is anything, I have another potion ready for you if you have trouble sleeping again," she

"Thank you for everything"

let go of her and head

and I don’t see anyone in my

join them.I walk for

over to them

you were asleep or I would have told you, some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are

is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would come here and try to find out where this pack is located

they?" I

a little while,

take a closer look," I tell

in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He

and se what he is going to

his eyes glance over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a

him all in, every inch of his

back to the threes

the woods he turns around and looks

he will be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a lot done with the pack

my bedroom I quickly changed

am just going to

to the kitchen I grab some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I am going to finish

walks into my office with a cup of coffee and takes

going to head out to the borders after, do you want to accompany

"Yes of course"

out of the house, going around the borders we talk about all

calmness at this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep

stops and

it?" she

is here again," I say and mindlink everyone to stay inside the barrier for time

to walk in the direction where

us with his beta and gamma by his sides and some of

say to Jessie before I walk closer

he can’t see me I am stunned by how gorgeous he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take my eyes off

there and looks right at me when

are here!"

am surprised he thinks