I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

and hold her tight.I am so grateful for having

would and no I am fine.I will tell you everything in

am If there is anything, I have another potion ready for you if you have trouble

"Thank you for everything"

her and head

air is fresh and I don’t

them.I walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other

them Jacob turns

told you, some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them

the black wolf is.I am not surprised, I guessed he would come

they?" I ask him

I show you," he says and we start to walk, after a little while, I see the wolves

I will take a closer

direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my wolf.He sniffs in the air and starts to stride toward where

still and se what he is going to

in front of me I see his eyes glance over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He

and take him all in, every

back to the threes

he turns around and

beat.I have a feeling he will be back soon. I didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had a

over to my bedroom I quickly changed clothes

Saturday and I am just going to enjoy my

the kitchen I grab some coffee and toast and head back to my office, I am going

my office with a cup of coffee and takes a seat before

the new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after, do you

"Yes of course"

going around

this moment and the air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in my track when I

and looks

is it?"

is here again," I say and mindlink everyone to

to walk in the direction where his

towards us with his beta and gamma by his sides and some

I say to Jessie before I walk closer

when he can’t see me I am stunned by how gorgeous he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take my eyes off him.I see him walking over to my barrier and quickly take a

and looks right

are here!" He

am surprised he thinks