I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 48 Selena pov

"I Selena Carter Alpha of white moon pack reje.."

I never get the chance to finish my sentence before he has my mouth covered with his lips, devouring me in a hard kiss.He leaves me panting for air when he lets go of me.

"I will never accept your rejection! Never! " he says Closing my eyes and just breathing for a moment, I knew he wouldn't accept my rejection even if I hoped he would.

I feel drained and not a bone in my body has any energy left to argue with him! We are not going to get anywhere with this.I brake free from his grip and start to walk backward, I can’t stay here.I have nothing more to say, my mind feels empty.

He tries to grab my hand but I jerk it away from him.

We both know what I am about to do but he doesn’t stop me, he just stands there and looks at me leaving him.

I open a portal and I see he is about to say something but closes his mouth and let me leave.

I get in my portal and walk out in the back of the packhouse.

Jessie and Emma are sitting on the porch when I come to stumble upon it, Emma gets up and embraces me in a hug.

I don’t have any energy to talk to them I feel exhausted right now.

These weeks have taken a toll on me.

They help me up to my room and Emma gives me a potion that makes me relax.

Sleep instantly comes to me, and I welcome it.

I just want to escape my life for a moment, don’t want to feel anything.

When I wake up again it's almost midnight and I think most of my pack is sleeping.

Heading down, I want some fresh air and a walk would feel nice.

Coming down the stairs Emma is standing in the kitchen, making some potions.

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asks me when I walk inside.

"Not right now I feel drained" I answer her.

She looks at me with concern in her eyes, she walks over to me, and places her hands on mine.

"Just tell me something.Did he hurt you? Did he force himself on you because if he did I swear to god I will kill him myself "

hold her tight.I am so grateful for

no I am fine.I will tell you

there is anything, I have another potion ready for you if you have

"Thank you for everything"

of her and head out of

fresh and I don’t see anyone in my

will join them.I walk for a while before I see Jacob and some other pack members that

them

you, some wolves are running around our barriers tonight.Two of them we recognize from last time but now there are five more and

not surprised, I guessed he would

I

show you," he says and we start to walk, after a little while, I

here I will take a closer look," I

and I walk closer to the barrier, I see my mate's head snap in my direction.His wolf is beautiful and I make sure my walls are up to my

what he is going to

me I see his eyes glance over and I know he is mind-linking someone.He stands there for a moment

him

back to the threes and he is the last one to

into the woods he turns around and

didn’t sleep more that night, I wasn't tired so I took the time and worked instead.I had

my bedroom I quickly changed clothes into a comfortable

I am just going to

head back to my office, I am going to

into my office with a cup of coffee

new building plans.I'm going to head out to the borders after,

"Yes of course"

out of the house, going around the borders we talk about all the

the air is fresh, I take a deep breath and halt in my track when

stops and looks at

it?" she

I say and mindlink everyone to stay inside the barrier for time

direction where

us with his beta and gamma by his sides and some of his other men

to Jessie before

the opportunity to take him all in when he can’t see me I am stunned by how gorgeous he is.He has some casual clothes on today, blue jeans and a black jacket making his masculinity is even more prominent and I can’t take my eyes off him.I see him walking over to my barrier and quickly take a

stands there and looks right at me when he

you are here!" He

am surprised he thinks