I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 109

Selena POV:

Feeling his chest rise and fall under my head I listen to his steady heartbeats, some part of me is afraid it will stop if I take my head away from him.

I woke up earlier when I started to feel hot, knew even before the pain started in my body what was about to happen.

“Kian, I need for you to wake up! I want you to open your eyes and talk to me, I miss hearing your voice!” I say when I’m hit with a lot of pain. Digging my nails into his skin where I’m holding my hands, it takes a moment before the pain starts to subside a bit and I can take a large breath.

Hearing a soft knock on the door before it’s opened and Emma comes walking inside. I knew she would come when the heat would start and I almost start to cry at the sight of her. She walks over to the bed with a tray and places it on the sideboard.

“I have a potion for you, it will help you with the pain! Then I brought you something to eat, you need your strength for both of you!” she says and takes a seat on the chair beside the bed when I turn my head and look at Kian for a moment, I don’t see any improvement on him at all!

“Come, Selena, he will be here even if you let go for a moment!” I hear Emma say and I guess she knew how I feel about it.

Taking my hands and head away from him I sit up in the bed and make my way over to the edge where Emma is, she gives me a cup with the potion and I take it without hesitation before giving the empty cup back to her.

“You know I will pour you a bath, it will make you feel better and I can see to Kian for a moment when you take some time,” Emma says and gets up from her seat and starts to head over to the bathroom. I take the sandwich and start to eat small bites of it while I hear Emma turn on the taps in the bathroom.

at Kian just to make

I am I place the half–eaten sandwich on the tray and empty the glass of juice, before turning my head and

know I was out for a day, and has he

then in the morning he went to take a

says and takes my empty glass and places it on

and over to the tube, she helps

his closet!” she says when she helps me get inside. the tube after I have tossed my underwear on the floor.

the water, it’s hardly warm and it’s perfect, I know I

walk out of the bathroom for a while when I start to wash my body, it feels somewhat better to be clean and after I have washed my

not as hard as the one before and I know it’s because of the potion but

you are done in the tube!” I hear Emma’s voice when she walks inside the bathroom and places his shirt

you feel?” she asks me and I take a deep

when she places her

in there! I haven’t seen any improvement yet on him but let’s hope it turns soon” she says and there isn’t anything else to

him, pulling the plug I rise from the tube and she hands me a towel. Wrapping it around my body I

it to my nose I sniff at it and it’s his smell. Pulling it over my head