I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 130

Selena POV:

I have been laying down here for the whole night, from time to time there has been someone down with a tray with food on and picked up the old one. I have no appetite but have tried to get some food down.

My mind is a mess and I have been crying from time to time down here in the darkness by myself.

He never came down and I didn’t expect him to either, what I did was reckless and unforgivable. I know that!

I have felt a link trying to get to me but I blocked them all out, not only because I didn’t have any energy left to talk to them I need some time alone after all this mess.

Turning my head to look out the small windows in the high ceiling it looks like it’s morning outside and I place my hand on my stomach, I guess it won’t take too long until I’m going to be able and feel a little baby bump.

Will he be with me on this journey or do I have to go through it alone?

Hearing the door open at the top of the stairs I hear two pairs of footsteps walking down the stairs. Turning my head to the side I find Emma and Cannon standing by the cell door and by the sight of it, Emma has cried a lot.

“He didn’t make it!” I state when tears start to run down my cheeks again. A sob leaves Emma’s lips and I turn my head and look up at the ceiling before closing my eyes and just letting my tears fall.

they came down here, this only makes it painfully real how I have failed him and lost my pack

do anything!” Emma says and

to be the Alpha and they would have been alive if I had been a better one! Nothing you can say about it will take away the fact my Beta and Gamma went against my orders and now he is dead with the others who went with him on that suicide mission!” I say and look at her when she tries to protest against

and had no idea what I would come to face once I stepped out of that portal. I did this Emma!” I say and

don’t think what they did is your fault! I can agree with you it was stupid to go after them alone but you can’t be punished this

inside here! He can’t trust me and I don’t blame him for it. I’m safe in here and can’t portal away! I wouldn’t be surprised if he keeps me in here during the whole pregnancy” I say to her when she walks closer and

and have a talk with him!” she says and I shake my head at

when the door is opened on the top of the stairs again

Kians orders!” one of the says and Emma

lets go of the bars and takes

in his office!” I hear Cannon say when he starts to

Emma says and looks at me when they start to head up the stairs. I sigh and turn my head to look

you upstairs so you can take a shower and change clothes, I suggest you do as he says! Haven’t seen him this

start to get out. A shower would feel nice and some clean clothes after all

we come out in the hallway when they show me up the next stairs. Up here are Kian’s chambers which I know of.

we start to walk down the hallway when we walk past his chambers and the door is slightly open. Inside there are several men and cleaning people carrying broken furniture, I instantly feel worse at the sight of it. I never wanted to hurt